Mmm.. Wah. Havent post anything on my blog for 2 days liao.. I just back came from school. Why so late?? Orh. Coz yesterday and today, I got 2 days workshop to attend. It's a longgg day. lol. But I think the workshop does really helps. And I think is gonna help me in my studies etc. Im so motivated now. woohoo. haha. I think is gonna to be good for my 'N' level revision studies. I was so scared of my 'N' level before that. But now Im slightly feeling better. Yeah! Im now down with bad flu and cough. All the "chendol" coming out from my nose.. lolx. But before my flu and cough, I got super big patch of ulcer in my throat. One BIG patch there loh!! Not those like the normal ones you have it. *OUCH*OUCH* Super pain sia. Is like when I breathe in, it already hurt alot. Then yesterday, in the middle of 2am, I went to split saliva then is all blood. So can you imagine how bad izit??! Sigh. Ha. At least, Im feeling better now. Yeah! Must be the prayer that my close junior prayed for me. whee. Mm. I also prayed for her coz she also fall sick. She got headache and also keep vomiting and now she's feeling better. hee. Mm. I wonder whether is she the one that God showed me when I prayed for a best friend. But I cant remember the looks when God showed me last year. But I remember the background, is at my church and also she wears a pink cap. Mm. Maybe I still need to wait till she appear in my church. Then probably my junior is not the one that God showed me. . Lol. But what I remember is she looked sweet & cute. ha. Which my junior also got that looks too. lol. wow. So confused now. Hee. Mm. I havent been eating during my recess except yesterday lunch time. Ha. Coz Im saving money mah. I still need to pay my church camp fee. Trying to pay it as soon as possible, I dont want to drag it any longer. It getting too long and I really feel so bad about it. *Urghhh.* I just havent pay back the full amount, which is $30 to go. Then I still need to return one of my friend's money too. Wah. I dont want to talk about her. She make me left a scar in my heart about money. Sigh. I wanna cry sia. Because of that, I have changed about treating someone with my own willingness rather it become a motive then next time..... urghh.. I think I should just stop there.. Dont want to talk more about it.