Our 4th year celebrating our birthday together!!!!!

This year is LUGE RIDEEEEEE!!!!!!!! WHHHHHHEEEEEEEE~

This is my 2nd time going for the Luge Ride and 1st time for Jiejie. Very fun! She likes it and so do I! :) Simple celebrating every year, make us feel so satisfied. :)

Hmmm... I am 21 years old now, am still trying to accept it. HA! I just felt suddenly everyone is getting older and older day by day. I have been thinking a lot for my future. There are so many things that I want to do. Right now.. I'm feeling as if I'm a kid who always want to be this and that. I remember when I was young, my dream is always wanting to be a doctor; to save lives. Time go by, I want to be Neurologist, after that it was Cardiologist and soon it was Optometrist.

Back in my upper primary school days, I did badly in school. My parents never encouraged me but all they did was caning, scolding & comparing my results with their friends' children's results- how excellent their friends' children did. All I recalled is they kept saying I won't be a doctor if don't get good results, all I can do is to sweep the road and wash dishes.

When I come to sec 1, I realized I've stop dreaming big dreams. All I want is to do nothing. Times go by, I knew this group of youth group, they spent a lot of time knowing us and reached out to me and my friends. I was touched by their sincere love and followed one of them to church and soon, I became Christian. These people there taught me a lot of things- Leadership, Discipline, Photoshop, Musical Instruments, Organize Camp/Outing etc. All these combined together sparked me up. The dreams start to grow in me, my dreams changed; I want to do job that will drain me up- organize events, do design and etc. I guess I'm still grateful to them although I've left church now (due to some "politics"). I'm sorry that if I happened to bad mouthed here. I have no other better word to replaced but would say because of "politics". Or probably I'm just grew tired; No longer wanna follow what others want/need me to do. In Christian term- I guess everyone will say "Pride". :/ Well... Yeah.

Again... Back to my current dreams, I have so many dreams right now. I cannot seem to get my heart and mind to settle down and start what I need to do now. Why is this so weird. Happily dreaming and now feeling troubled too? :( Am I not suppose to feel more secured that I have big dreams? Certainly I know what I want but I have no one to follow, I'm so scare to fall. I fear too much. I know time is not going to stop for me, I may or may not fulfill my dreams. But right now, all I want to focus on is my final year at ITE. School is kinda pressuring my class for every assignments & ideas for final year project. So I would saying I'm grabbing every opportunity whenever I can play or rest till "doom" day is here.

Cheers to my world & my dreams! Let's work hard for everything. Love myself. :)

My 21st Birthday Parttttyyy!!

Only invited my loved ones to attend this party of mine. :)

My main motive is to bring all my loved ones together- Get to know each other and let them know that I love them very much. :)

Polaroid BABY~

A Collaboration of Photo at the event.

I have received one of the best birthday presents ever! Everyone of them seem to know what I likes & want!!!!! XOXO! Thank you everybody!

1) Ben Lee- The Script Concert Ticket & Sing- Ma-Jings Bear

2) Zhang Xiaoli- Nixon Watch & Handmade Coin Pouch

3) Vinnie, Viona, Li Ying- Nike (Customised) T-Shirt, Hoodie & SBSP Helium Balloon

4) Aiky & Andrea - Handmade COOKIESSSS & Ang Bao

5) Sunni, Irene- 500GB Hard Disk with a Pouch Case, iPhone 4 case & Birthday Card

6) Gen, Justin- SBSP Light Watch, Ang Bao, Birthday Sunglass & Paper Weight.

7) Tessa- Cake & Panda stressball keychain

8) Sam & Esaint- Red iPhone 4 Case!

9) Angel & Jean- DCSHOECO CAP

10) Claire- DIY Birthday Card

11) Sufian- Birthday Cake

12) Semmy- Ang Bao

And lastly until now I don't know who pay for the Ben & Jerry Ice Cream Birthday Cake!! Whoever you are.... XIE XIE NI! I think XL & Branden lah! Cos two of disappeared for so damn long lah!!!!! XOXO!

And a little sad that some of my loved ones cannot make it but is ok... You guys try to find other time to spend time with me again, k? :D