woohoo.. just went to cut my fringe myself. hee. heng arh.. At least I know how to cut if not... Ok. Whee. Yesterday Chapel service was good. Coz I can feel God's presence so strong. And this time round is not Presbyterian church who are on the worship team but instead is Singapore Youth for Christ(SYFC). Wow. I think they really get themselves so prepared and they did a great job.

Now Im so tired.. I wanna sleep but cant sleep. lame. lol.

Guess what is today date??! Is 28th MARCH 2006, AND IS MY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY!!! Woohoo!!! Praise God!! And now Im 2 years old. So old liao... Sigh.. Lolx. But Im really very very happy!! Hee. Today I shared my testimony during EVBS. Woah. Im still quite nervous whenever I share my testimony with many people. Ha. I need to overcome my fear. Ha. Yeah!!! Just let me sing hapy birthday to myself. And here I go, "Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to JoJo, Happy Birthday to meeeeee!!!!" Haha. Whee. I love God more and more in my life. Im crazy lover of Christ. I belong to Christ forever!!!

Mmm.. Just went to see a doctor just now about my backbone. Remember?? That one which I been complaining about that my back is killing me. Ha. Doctor said that he dont think I got any problems is juz swollen then he gave me some medicine and then he's done with me. lol. But my teacher think it might be fratured but I really dont know!!! *argh* Alamak. I heard alot of negative things from my parents etc.. nonsense man!! Ya. No worries, man!!! God will protect me and satan cant do anything to me because he dont even have power. haha. But then if the medicine really cant help, then I will go for X-ray!!! woohoo. I never had that before. *diao* Haha. Im going off to bed, Im too tired today and I dont know why. Lol. Oh ya. My email account got problems loh. I cant reply mails.. What the.. What to do?? I dont wanaa change email account. Sigh..

woohoo!!!!! my skateboard rocks!!!! 

today is the term 2 week 1 day 1. lolx. school was alright. timetable change so much.. And the few subjects i dont really like and then ended more periods for that subjects. Alamak. Hee. Tired now. And juz kenna scolded from my dad. I only juz locked the door for a while loh and got scolded by that. what is wrong with him sia??! probably in the bad mood. haha. my hand is killing me. like got something poking me sia.. *ouch*ouch* hee.. I missed LTC. I cant wait for this year's LTC. woohoo..

G12 conference rox!! Haha. Me and Zhan did this while we having our lunch during the conference. lol. 

Woah-ah!!! lol. Juz came back from G12 conference. Feeling abit tired but I dont think Im as tired as some of the leaders in my church. Hee. I learnt alot of stuffs etc. I know God is puting more things in my life now. Trying to get on the ball with things. Hee. I really want to be super great leader. and of coz, some stuffs I still need to change for the better. Need to do better especially for my integration. I must really stay out of my comfort zone when I come to integration. I may not like it at times but I still muz do it no matter what. I dont want a win soul to be lost again. JoJo must do better and greater on integration. Yea!!!

I wanna be a CONQUEROR!!!

Oh man. My back is getting worse, which that one I kept complaining about. I realised I really cannot sit on the floor too long(not more than 30mins) and on the chair (no more than 2hrs), if not is gonna be super pain. *ouch*ouch* And yesterday I just found that my back has been swelling and yet I didnt know. Coz I went to touch it, and immediately ran to my parents and asked them to check it out for me but they didnt find out anything. Just went to get my brother to check it out for me then he said is swollen loh and called me to see a doctor. lol. ok. but sigh.. oh ya. just found that my brother is quite physical touch. Today is his birthday and then he asked me could he get a hug from me. And then I was like sure, you're my brother. Heehee. So I asked him some question, whether he like people to touch him and he said yes. lalala... He is PT and Im so WOF. Haha.. cool.

We were here at Macrichite Reservoir on 10 March 06. Me and my "gan-mummy" of cuz, not real gan-mummy la. My real gan-mummy is Norman's mummy. lol

Benjamin Yeo and me.. Sort of my so-called brother.

Me and Angeline(my classmate from CHC). lolx.

Wah. What a long day that I had for yesterday.. Lol. Morning, went to school for a Changi walkboard then afternoon, went to my school jogathon and then at night got my church, School of Leaders lesson. Hee. Though is kinda tiring but it was good. It can train me. Hee. Sigh. I realised that I cant sit on the floor for too long.. If not, my backbone start to give me problem again. *ouch*ouch* God, quick heal my backbone. It really hurting at times. Argh.. Oh man. I dont know what to say anymore.

ha. Today I went to have lunch with Nor-Mi(Norman) and his mum because tomorrow is Nor's birthday. Mm. Haha. We went to eat Sushi etc.. Eat till like very full. And then remind me of Joulbert, Aiky, Whit and me that we went to eat sushi last year then me eat till I vomit sia. Lol. But today, I didnt. Lol. I realised that whenever I build relationship with Nor, I just love him even more. Coz it remind me of when we were young, we always eat, sleep, play together that kinda stuffs. And I will never forget about the things he did when he was young. So funny. I treat him like my biological brother. Im not even so that close with my biological brother that is older than me 2 years old. Coz he always in his own world that I will never understand. Sigh.. I missed Nor-mi now. Lol. And I also missed God so much.. Hee..

Sat, 4 March 06
Wow. I really got touched by God. I know alot of people notice that I lost my voice, everybody asking me why and what happened to me etc... Er.. At first, I was thinking is kinda difficult to explain why. Last saturday, my church was having a revival meeting and alot of people got touched by God and I was also the one of them who shouted and shouted very loud. I really dont know why I shouted. At first, it was like I felt so frustrated in me and kinda a bit of anger in me that I never release for a very long time. Heee. I think I really shout too much till like I got alot of red small dots on my neck and all over my face. Lol. But is ok. I think God is healing me inside and then I can do better and great stuffs for Him. Haha.. Love God so much. Though now, I still thinking why God will make me shout. lol.

Sun, 5 March 06
Another wow... Haha. Great service on sunday. Hee. I love it!!! And my dad is back from taiwan. He bought me a blue/sliver tie. lol. Haha. Nothing much.

Mon, 6 March 06
Mm.. Went to support Yiyuan with 14 other churchmates just now at mediacrop. We supported him and voted for him etc.. Though now he's out of the campus superstar but inside our churchmate's hearts, he's an awesome singer to us always. We love him so much and plus he is also in the same connect group with me. I really feel the disappointment that he never get into the next round.. But... Nevermind. I believe God has greater plans for him. I always got sooooo mannnyyyy visions about him etc.. So is like I feel happy for him too coz I know he will glorify God with his voice one day. And he gonna touch many lives and win many souls, just like Pastor Sun. Hee. Yiyuan, jia you!!! You're always my great brother-in-Christ!!!! God love you and I love you too and plus all of us from r.n. Woohoo!!!

Wow.. I havent post any blog recently. Mm. ok. Yesterday, just went to watch I not stupid too with almost of my whole school. Is was a great movie. So touching, funny and lame... Lol. Haha. I really remind me of alot of things but I shall not say it here. Mmm.. Im doing fine and great recently, just kept feeling that Im very tired. lol. Need to rest then. Mmm.. I think I really getting to love my cellmates more and more now. I dont know why coz it I dont know how to explain. Hm. Me drinking ice milo now at this timing. Doing some hushing work now and was about to want to do my study hours but somehow this is more important to me. Coz may be partly of my 3rd love language which is Gifts. Lol. Haha. I really learnt alot of my going 2 yrs of my christian life. I learnt to stand firm, to have faith, to honour, to love, to be receptive etc.. Wow. It sound like I have been a long walk about my christian life. But I always think that is not enough. I want to be like pastor and sis von. I want to be great and awesome, I want to do greater stuffs than them. Of coz, not to compare etc.. But we as their next generation disciples should be doing greater stuffs than them. And I know that I havent been doing as much as my "used-to" first work for God. Sometime I really feel guilty. Seeing the new christians are doing better than me and is like Im telling myself that, "No, I need to set an example for them to see." And at times, Im really scare to get reject from my non-christians friends again and again or people that I brought decided not to come anymore. And my heart will break into pieces and then I got to glue it back again like nuts. Argh.. Feel that I need to get myself holy and I want to be a leader. And Im leader in the making. lol. My church wristband thingy. lol. Having headache again. Aiya. And now super duper pain backache, getting worse recently. Thinking to go get a doctor but... I really feel that I dont need but I still have to coz it getting worse. My toe and my ankle are giving me problem too.. Aiyo. So many problems sia. Lol. My mind is going to sleep soon and tomorrow will need to "chong" all the things that are needed to be done. Im feeling very stress now. But yes, I believe that I can do it. lol. Me now missing my friend, Alistair. Ha. Though I talked to him on the phone yesterday. Hee. He's doing fine there. Haha. He calling me to be a kinda SkaterGoth. Lol. Coz there are people in Australia are like that too. Haha. But I guess is still not my time yet but of coz skater is all right. Coz that God's will for me. lol. Mmm.. Loving God more and more every single day. Want to hold His hands and want to hug Him too.. Lolx.. Ok. I think I should stop here then.