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The best temptation on earth
I sweared this chocolate biscuit for your first bite of it, it will make you fall in love with it unknowingly and you wont be able to stop eating it after that; I have to force myself to STOP it siol!! Alistair bought this for me during his europe trip. Hahaha. Sweet. IT IS REALLY GOOD and guess what??! I I left it in his bag and he took it bag and putting it in his frigerator to rot siol!!! SIAN!!

BREAK TIME
Yesterday, during my dinner break at my pub, I didnt went for dinner cos I wasnt hungry and went on to my tattoo artist's shop to touch up my PATRICK!! I did some "funny" touch-up for the outlines, hopefully after when it is healed up and it could be obvious to flash to you guys again. Anyway I think getting a tattoo when you're down, it is damn no cake. But when you're damn happy, you go for a tattoo, you will feel like DYING at the seat that you're sitting on. JUST LIKE ME!!!

















After my work, XL and Mel came to find and also for some other motive uh. ANNOYING!! Hahaha. We went for some yong tau fu siol. I didnt eat. Both of them eat like ah siao loh.

Morning shift at SUBWAY!!
I was scalded by HOT coffee today. I really forgot how it actually happened. I think I was holding it and my movement was kinda big and it just..... WHEEEeeeEEEEeee!! It just happened too fast. The hweeeeelingggg is like............ NUMmmMMmmMmmmmMMBBBBbbbb!!!!!!!! Hahhahaha. Damn annoying lah!! Then now my hand have my watch mark patch on my skin but if wouldnt have my watch, I may got it slightly worse than this. But well... Is ok to me right now, although it is still kinda still red and swelling. =)

After Im done with my work, I went back to a shower and Ben came down from school and wanting to meet me up for lunch. I missed him tons loh. Hahhaa. Finally we meet up. So happy. We talk cock, sing song, play mahjong. And I really really tired right now. It been 24hrs since I last slept. SAVE ME!!

I got nothing much to blog but happily smiling again at work. Hahahaha. Everyone's thinks IM SIAO!! Lol. Who cares?! I like leh!! Oh. Today, I came to work with him cos I saw him in the train and he said wants to try subway the next round I come to work and that will be on TUESDAY!! My senior manager wants me to stay till closing cos he wants me to stay longer. Lalalalala.

Our Conversation in the train.
Me: Hey MARK!!!
Mark: =) Hello Teddy bear!
Me: Hmm. -.- HELLO!! *giggle*giggle*
Mark: Today, you worked in the morning at subway?
Me: Yes. 7am- 1pm.
Mark: WOAH!! Aiyo. You didnt work ytd, right?
Me: Yup. Never. Ytd was my day off for this week.
Mark: Aiyo. Ytd without you very sian leh. No customers. No smile. So bored!!
Me: Huh. Really uh? No much customers? Then last time before I came, isn't that like empty?
Mark: Hahaha. =)

I dont believe there wasnt any customers loh. Hahaha. Probably Mark just like to see my smile, it's like I seem to be very carefree. WAHAHAHAHA!! I like Mark very much. He's very nice to me. He just remind me of my uncle. =)


Today, I got customers gave me tips again but I dropped it into the tips box. =) So happy!!! I drank 2 sugar-free red bull again to charge energy!! Whee!! POWER LAH!!! Im hungry right now!! NO FOOD SIA!!! SIAN!!

Actually Mark wants me to stay till closing loh which is 3am. WAH!! Which I think I will die standing up loh. Hahahaha. Just felt that Im very tired this week. I tell you guys a secret.... And that is I may have plans of my jobs thingy again!! SO FICKLE-MINDED SIOL ME!!! Nevermind. Let me think abt it first. =)

I realised acid bar (link to my bar too) bouncer are all very good looking. Hahhaa. Macho too!! WOAH!! I like!! So COOL!! So sad loh. Today, there's a bouncer, his name is Reff, told me that is his last day of work here before I left my work place. So sad loh. He looked like Dwayne Johnson (The Rock)!! I gave him a hug and said bye bye to him and told him to take care and hopefully to see him one day on the street again. =(

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Today at SUBWAY.

I really have a terrible manager. Hahaha. No lah. She's damn good. Her name is Saddiah. Her blood line is damn complicated one loh.. She's mixed until cannot mix siol. Her blood got tons of races except malay but her religion is muslim. Hmmmm... -.- Whatever it is!!! To me, I will never get bored, working with her. CAN DIE!!! I laughed till I dropped dead today loh. She's the best joker I ever met.

These are the things she said and did today (and will always be saying).

1) Wah. You all uh. Dont give me headache, can?

You know can die standing up anot?!

2) Nag*nag*nag*

3) Mumble Mumble to herself.

4) @#$%^&* non-stop (especially in malay languages)

5) Big reactions and actions of hers.

6) Sing song and play music before offically opening at 8am.

7) Point middle to show me abt how angry is she with the customers.

8) Can die!!

9) I karate you into pieces and throw you into Singapore River.

10) Thks, dear. You're the best...... among the worst.

11) THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR TODAY:

Saddiah: Wanti, cut his cupboard for me. Use the pen knife.

Wanti: *trying to push up the blade but failed* Huh? How do use this pen knife?

Saddiah: WAH LAU!! You dont know how to use the pen knife?!

*Push up the blade and show it to her*

Like that!! *sway the blade in front of her face* Dont know how to use izit?!

I cut your "pet-pet"(vagina) then you know!!!

Me: Burst into laughter and roll on the floor. Not really the floor lah.

Is the refrigerator. From one end till the other end. *fainted*

*EVERYBODY FAINTED*

Ya. This manager of mine may seem to be very... *cough*cough* in her languages but she's the best of the best lah. To her, she said this is the way for her to de-stress. And she do take good care of her staffs. She dont abuse or mistreat us and that is what I like abt her. =) Yeah. Of cos, there are times when she do have mood swings but she still know her limits.

My previous subway manager, Sandy, came today to drop by. I missed her like crazy lah. FINALLY SEE HER AGAIN! She bought Ernest and I..... BUBBLE TEA!! Whee!! BEST!!

IM TIRED!! Heading off to bed.

26 Dec 2008
Hahaha. Whee! I had dinner wth Alis and Marc at Cineleisure. I had pizza and they had noodles. Lol. After that, we went for some window shopping. We crapped along as we walked. We also went for some ice cream. Hahaha. We had a long walk and we ended up at Suntec and Alis kept saying, "Jo, you're really tired. You been stoning the whole time when you're walking." "No! Im not.", I replied. I kept denying sia. Hahaha. Yes!! Im really tired!! How now how?! Lol. YES!! Im a walking zombie!!! Lol. Im lazy to elaborate sia. But Im happy. Suntec food republic was where we had our last drink and we headed off to Marina Square to see camera but the shop was closed. SAD!! After that we go home!! We went to tons of places loh; Cineleisure, Paragon, Takashimaya, Suntec and Marina Square within 5hrs.

Hahaha. TIRED LIKE ONE AH-SIAO!! But Im very happy to spend time with Alistair!! Who cares abt Marc. I hate the annoying MARC lah. We always have to argue when we're out with him. HIS EGO DAMN HIGH LAH!! He will never admit that he is wrong when he's in the wrong position. Sigh. Even Alis also dont bother abt him anymore.

Working 4hrs 30mins to go for pub work.


Thkq Cheryl. =) You know what Im talking abt, right?

Melon and Xiaoli came to my place again!! Hahaha. They ate puri and gave me Xmas present. I really love the gift. It was simple kinda outlook but they added their love in it and I really see it. Im really very happy! We had a chatting session again.

I been very very tired recently. I just been working like mad. I think Im really really going crazy right now. I barely get 3-5hrs of sleep almost everyday. My body is really shutting down on me. Physically very tired. I seriously didnt smile alot when I was with Mel and XL last night. I been missing Xiaoli like crazy and I suppose to be damn happy when I see her lah but I didnt react that way. I really have no idea why Im like that. I wanted to respond happily but I seem to be like... Im troubled by some stuffs but oh well, nothing's wrong with me. Im just really very exhausted. Really.

Something more abt XL
I really really love my XL to be caring to me. She really changed alot. I just dont know how to phrase it now. But seriously. She just changed for the better. She's really making the effort to go for the extra mile. She no longer show me that her "dont care kinda attitude" abt our friendship when I used to felt that she was like that. I really dont know where to start to praise her right now. I really really love her and cherish her. It will be my loss if I dont cherish her. I dont want to lose her or even Ben. We dont meet often. Yes, sometime we do. What I really like is her randomness. Sometime she will just sms me in her own sweetness of words and expressing herself to me. I really felt happy whenever she do that. It just me tells me that how much she really love me. Just like for this... She texted at 4:15am and saying that, "Hey sweet. Somehow you are losing your smile today. If anything bother must tell okay, you no need to share with me. Just dont keep it to yourself, share it with ppl around you like Alistair or Ben. You may feel better. I loves the Jo that always put a smile on her face! Love you Sweetie." How many of your friends will actually do that?! Maybe 50:50. I really dont know. I just love her like how much I love Ben. I know Ben and I dont show tons of love to each other but we really understand one another's heart etc. We just have the telepathy for one another.

I just simply love THEM!

YEAH! Im meeting Alistair and Marc in awhile to have dinner. Hahaha. We suppose to go to some 5 stars hotel to eat international buffet one loh but.... EVERY HOTELS SEEM TO BE A DISAPPOINTMENT TO US!!! Hahaha. Nevermind abt that. We decided to go to Cineleisure and have our DINNER!! Oh oh oh. I love him too. But his love that I had for him is...... No words can explain siol. Lol. He is important to me like how XL and Ben are but.... I dont know how to explain our friendship. Hahaha. Maybe because we went thru tons of hard shit!! Ok. I meant hardship in our friendship. Whatever lah, Jo!! =) I love talking to him on the phone sia. I swear!! I will never get bored with him on the phone. He can craps like from A-Z and Z back to A lah. Ok lah. Me too!! And I like it~!!! Hahaha. But we dont talk on the phone everyday now and then but we used to when we were back in secondary school days. Hahahah. Actually I used to love talking on the phone with my friends but just few month back I begin to.... hate it to the core lah!! But only Alistair do really make me comfortable on the phone again. =) Ya. Of cos, I do have friends call me at times, we chit chat etc but just not like how I really talked to Alistair and with all my nonsensical nonsenses to him. Just imagine being high on the phone. Yeah! We are like that!! MAKE NOISE LIKE AS IF THERE'S NO TMR!! SIGH!!! I dont want you to go back to Aussie!! Can you stay for me, please? Aiya!! Im just going to answer that question back to myself, right? OBVIOUSLY THE ANSWER IS.......!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!! Ya la. You need to finish your college, NS and then university. 1 yr + 2yrs + another 3 yrs? And that equal to... 6yrs?! OEI!! HONG GAN LAH!! I dont want to wait already. But I still love you. Always been. Never lose it. Eeeyer! Why sounded so mushy?! Goosebump popping out loh!!! -.-"

Oh oh. Pls dont miss taken that I dont like to talk to anyone on the phone now. I just no longer have the hweeeling like I used to have. So just chill, if you need me someone to talk to, I can be there. But definitely I dont want to give you all 100% but what abt 75%? Cool heh. =)

24 Dec 2008
Worked from 6pm till 3am. IT WAS FUN!!!! But it was damn tiring working yesterday. At 12 midnight, I got a shock from my manager!! She shouted MERRY XMAS to me and GAVE ME A HUG!! Lol. O.O I HUGGED TONS OF PEOPLE LAH!! HAHAHA. It is so happy to hug ppl!! I like~

After work, my company went to newton circus to eat supper. To me is breakfast lah!! It was 4.30am. Guess what we ate? There were tons of seafoods, beers and DIY lychee martini!!!!!!! Lol. MY SENIOR MANAGER KEPT MAKING ME 'TAR'(drink one whole shot) and guess what?! Actually is kinda sabotage lah. They all know I havent got drunk before but they kinda kept pouring more beer into my glass. Wah. I think I drank a total of 7-8 glass and half a glass of lychee martini. It was crazy lah. I tar 4 times of heineken and I totally went tipsy already. Too fast already siol!!! Hahaha. We did Xmas present exchanges etc. Damn tired. I kinda KO there till everyone wanted to go home already then they wake me up. Then one of my colleague damn annoying sia.... He kept saying, "You want to vomit, right? You want, right? Vomit lah." Wah lau. Then after that I told him to go away and I vomited loh. DULAN!!! Hahaha. FIRST TIME LIKE THAT SIA!! HIGHLY TIPSY SIA!! I got back home at 7am ++, went for a hot bath, vomited again!! and then went on to bed to sleep.

I woke up after I had 8hrs of sleep and call Alistair and talk craps on the phone etc and then.... head off to work. I woke up without having any hangover but 1 hour plus later, I got it and I ate 4 panadol. I thought I will feel better but I went on to vomit even more. WTH!!! I WANT TO COMPLAIN SOMETHING!! THE FOOD WERE GOOD BUT THEY WERE DAMN SPICY and OILY LAH!!! My stomach was burning inside me throughout the whole day lah. Damn uncomfortable.

25 Dec 2008
Yes. Working again. Today I wasnt smiling like how I always do. But Im happy today to certain extent. Today I managed to bring in tons of customers. Hee. I saw my friend, Christiane on the street while Im working then we were like.. "HEY!! Merry Xmas and exchange hugs." Hahaha. She got damn hot body siol. Ben agreed with me too. Even my captain said she's HOT!! Hahahaa.

1 hr before ending work, a family of 3 came in. They are from france. Their daughter very cute lah. She cant speak english and she kept speaking to me in french then I was like... Errr... Err... Ok. But guess what?! Communication may seem to be.... a break down but I ended up playing with her. She was happily playing with me. The sweetest part was.... When they finished their food and before they left, her parents thank me and told her daughter to do "something" in french which I dont understand. But the little girl kinda grabbed me to knee down (because I was too tall for her) and she give me a kiss on my lip. Then I was like.... Woah. You just melted my heart and gave me your sweet little love. So I thanked her and hugged her tightly. When they were abt to go, her dad gave me $10 personal tips but I didnt take it this time round cos after listening to what my captain told me etc etc.. Then I gave put into tips box. =) I want the little girl!!!

IM TIRED RIGHT NOW!! BYE!!

Hahahhaa. I left early for my subway job today. Oh. I forget to say something last night...

My Pub Senior Manager named me, "TEDDY BEAR".

My Pub Senior Manager told my Pub Captain (and my captain told me this)....

"Teddy bear only came barely 2 weeks and guess

how much she had 'earn'(not really earn. is like they do

keep track of what you key in when customers placed their orders.) ?

Her name is on the top few list and it is $1600++."

WOAH!! So happy. But why my senior manager must named me teddy bear? Very not sweet uh. But actually I quite ok with him calling me that lah. Ok. Maybe to him, I really looked like a teddy bear. Lol. Hmmmm. -.-" IM HUNGRY AND TIRED!!

Hahha. My dearest Xiaoli was so sweet last night. I received her sms at 3:10am saying that, "Jo. Hope you are doing fine these few days. Dont over work yourself. Drink more water, eat more vegetables (I eat until scared loh at subway) , have more sleep and take care of yourself. *wink* "

MY HEART JUST MELTED BY HER CARE AND LOVE.

I LOVE YOU.

Anyway.... Dearest Zhang Xiaoli, I got my fish tank at ebay. It is 2nd handed goods.

Meaurement: 16" x 11" x height 13"
Material: Plastic

And it looked like this... Im collecting it on this friday.

Ok. As I was saying that I got other plans for job, right? Im planning to go to this pub called, "Clinic C" at Clarke Quay. Im going for interview this friday evening (with Dan dan cos he want to get a part time job) and Im going to apply for full time and while waiting for confirmation.... I will be and planning to quit my subway and bar job end of this month and I really want to take somewhat a long break for some time till my O' level results is out and then I will be back with work. Why am I quitting my current pub job? Cos I actually wanted to be bartender, right? Because I got no basic skill or knowledge for bartending and my pub job will only take ppl in after working as a waitress/waiter abt a year then will only consider whether are you up to the standard and then will train you from the scratch. So to think abt it, Im not here to waste my time, not that Im impatient lah. Is just that I only have 1- 2 yrs time to do what I really want and so must well faster get it and done with it asap. I dont know whether will Clinic C take ppl immediately and train me up from the scratch for bartending but the possibly there is much more higher than my current pub job. So yeah.. This is my plans for now again. I know I been changing here and there but well, I just dont want to lose the opportunity loh. =) I think I may continue working subway for part time but only maybe 3- 4 times a week. Not more than that. =)

END!! Back to my lovely sofa to rest!!

Slept at 4.45am last night. I was on the phone with Alistair and guess what happened?! He fell asleep on the phone and he...... SNORED!!! Hahahaha. Not really snored lah. His breathing damn loud!! MORON!!! Hahaha. Kidding. Love you.

At 7.15am, I received a call from my Subway colleague. I WOKE UP LATE!!! ArghHhHhH!!! I didnt hear my alarm clock and I was late for my work for 30mins. Luckily today business was busy and dearest colleague know that I was very tired, so they kinda allowed me to take power nap for 20mins after cutting all the vegetables. So nice right? Teehee. Then after charging 20mins, rush hour happened to came in and I chiong like crazy and when the queue stopped. I ran out of energy. WOAH!!! Can DIE!! Super duper tired sia me. I couldnt sleep last night loh. SIGH!!! I supposedly to finish my work at 3pm (sms by my manager but on the schedule, she put me till 1pm.) and so I left at 1pm and headed home to rest. And guess what?! I dont know how the heaven, did I lost my subway apron and cap lah. AND NOW IS GONE!!!! Luckily I quickly told my manager abt it and she prepared another spare one for me tmr. WHEE!!! She's the best!! SADDIAH ROCKS!!!

She damn funny lah. When I called her. She picked the phone and....
Sadd: Hello hello. Yes, my dear Joann. What can I help you and blah blah (like a thousands of bullets shooting you. Just like a MACHINE GUN lah).
Me: WOAH!! FAINTED!! What did you say now?!
Sadd: LAUGH OUT LOUD!!

I took an hour plus power nap and headed down to meet my dearest Jill at 4pm. I missed her like crazy lah. Hahhaa. Finally she can meet up with me. She will be out of town on this wed. SIAN!! Hahaha. So we met up at heeren and we went to DCNY to have snack and coffee. So while waiting for the food and drinks to come, I gave her a pair of earrings. That is actually her birthday present. WOAH!! I seem to owe her sooooo longgggggg. IT IS ALL BECAUSE WE WERE SO BUSY TILL WE CANT MEET UP!!! Hahaha. Im so glad that she love it lah!! I was so afraid that she might think that the design for her it is too plain. I do have taste for certain things just that I have no confidence for this present that I gave to her. But luckily Im not a fashion disaster after all. Aiya. Whatever lah. I forget to take a photo down and I could show you guys here. =) After we were done, we went for a short walk and shopping for awhile and I have to rush down for my bar job. Ohh ohh. Before we apart, we took a photo. Hahaha. My intelligence, pretty and rich lady. She is one of the best person I ever know in my life. hahaha. Love.


















Im happy working at my bar there cos my captain, Eddie was there today. You wont get bored when he is around. He kept disturbing me today lah. ANNOYING!! hahahah. He came up with these 2 lame "jokes".

1st joke:
Eddie: Wah. Ytd I accidentally bang my shoulder against the wall loh. So painful now.
Me: Aiyo. Ok anot.
Eddie: Painful lah. Now got blueblack.
Me: Hahaha. I can help you massage.
Eddie: No. I think there is only blue, no black.
Me: Why?
Eddie: Because of my colour skin loh. (He is an Indian.)
Me: -.-" LAME!!!

2nd Joke:
Eddie kept disturbing me.
Me: *Annoyed* EEERRYER...!!!
Eddie: Oh. Now Eeeeerrrryer me lah. So I now very eeeee lah...
Me: No la no la. Fooling back with you mah.
Eddie: Ok. Since Im eeeeee.. You will be ffffff.... and Situ will be ggggggggg....
Me: Hmmmmmm....... -.-"

10 mins before knocking off. A customer's bill that he paid was LOST!!! He pay $200 and the next moment is GONE?! Apa. But my colleague, Situ, he did a bill in but... It was gone. It was kinda temporary settled. But hopefully Situ wont get a big scolding tmr. =(

OK. I DAMN TIRED RIGHT NOW.

Tomorrow which mean later...

I will have to work at subway at 7am- 3pm; 8hrs.

Pub at 7pm-2am; 7hrs.

A total of 15 HOURS!!

WOAH!! Better sleep right now!!!!!!!!!!!

NIGHTS!!

I got another plans for my job. I will continue blogging the next round. Im very TIRED!!!!

I miss you.

BoA- Eat You Up.
This music video is damn cool lah. I been watching this movie for a month and I never bored with it. Look at all the dancers!! Especially BoA!! It amazing. Just thumbs up for her!!!

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR YURU!!
Xiaoli baked white chocolate cake. Damn cool, right? It is damn nice lah but I have no idea why she damn no confidence in herself. Cheers!!

RIGHT... NOW IM HAVING....

1) VOMITING LIKE A MERLION AS IF LIKE IM HAVING A FREE FLOW OF DRINKS FROM CARL's JR.

2) HAVING MINGRAINE LIKE AS IF IM HAVING FREE BASHING UP!!

3) MUSCLES ACHE LIKE AS IF IM HAVING SOME PEOPLE PINCHING ME.

Dots. What's wrong with me?!

A Sense of Insecurity.

I just suddenly felt so insecurity abt my plans for my education. Remember that my dad will support me for my education? I dont know why he dont seem like supporting me anymore. He kept asking me, "Are you sure abt the course you want? Is that really what you really want and going to do in the future?" Aiyo. These few questions are really making me very insecured lah. I just kept feeling that my dad seem like hinting me something but he aint telling me anything. Im just worried that I might give my parents too much "high" expectation. Im so worried to fail them. I just feel very lousy at times. Im super not those academic kinda person but I really want to study Visual Comm.

I just very puzzled right now. Ok. Forget abt it.

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My pub manager and captain kept asking me whether I want to go work as full timer anot. Not that I dont want to work full time but I just have this insecure feeling that I may be a disappointment to them. Hahaha. No la. Is more of like.... I want to have more flexible time lah. But the advantages of full timer is like... WOAH!! O.O Then on the other side, I will need to quit Subway liao.. How how how?! Apa!!! Sigh. Ok. I will decide it again when my O level result is back. Put working problem aside first!!!!!!!!!!

Ohoh. My manager is putting me as a DOOR HOST on X'MAS EVE!! Hahaha. She said this to me, "Since you love to smile alot then you go to the door there and be the host of the day and bring in all the guests!!!" Hahaha. All my colleagues love and hate to see me smiling everytime and every moment!! Everyone is getting annoyed by me cos I cant stop smiling. Probably they are just jealous. lalalalalalala.. They cant do anything to me!! =P

Sigh. My office department called me into the office when I started working today because they need to deduct my tips lah for taking wrong order last night. Sigh. Cos of these two customers lah!! I dont really know what they want lah. They said they want these and that (some more they pointed at the menu to me loh) then ended up they said I took the wrong order. -.-" Then it got to be charged under me loh. Nevermind. =)

Wait a min....... I think they drank that alcohol into their stomach too but they dont want to pay for that. HEY!! That's unfair!! !*&y$^&*^&*( NEVERMIND!! NEVERMIND!! But Im not angry leh. Something is very wrong with me uh. Lol.

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Ben and I are planning to get drunk one of these day of this month!!!! WHEE!!! Both of us never get drunk before... So this is going to be exciting. Most probably going to Double O (pub section) to drink!! Ben and I dont like the clubbing side. Ya. For me, I dont mind going for the sake of Mei Hui!

臭CHIN JIN got high at his working place at LAN shop and we were chatting on MSN last night. JEALOUS LAH!! WAH LAU!! His manager bought his drinks during his working timing loh. SIAO! Cant believe it lah?! Why his manager so good?! I want that manager too!! Hahah. We're planning to go Double O and drink when we get our pay!! hahaha.

Why everything is abt drinking now and Double O now?! Hahah. But their drinks are damn cheap. I SWEAR!! Can drink till you drop dead loh and you will still find everything is damn cheap!!! CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP!!

16 Dec 2008
I didnt have to go to work. So happy. Alistair managed to make his time free for me and we went to IKEA. Hahaha. We talked like crazy and I missed him like crazy too. We went to see my ideas of plans for my fishes. I want to get a sort of cabinet as a fish tank stand for my fishes and also to put all my fishy stuffs in there. Sigh. IKEA failed to please me loh. ='( hahaha. Probably will have to go again. =) We didnt eat meatball, hotdog or whatever it is but we went over to Giant to have light dinner. Happy!! So so happy!! Love him.

17 Dec 2008
1.30am- Met up with Melon and XL again at my hse prata shop. XL fell in love with Puri!! Is Mel too?! hahaha. CORNFLAKES!! =) We discussed abt Yuru's bday celebration over the table. After finishing our PURI, XL suggested to go Mel's place. So I went back home to get my Subway uniform cos I got to be at ttsh at 6am and Mel stayed nearby there. Whee!! So we didnt sleep. Hahaha. I played Combat arms after we were done with our writing bday messages etc.. Then I setted off to work. Supposedly finishing work at 1pm but ended up at 2.30pm. Hahaha. Very tired. Cos I didnt slp mah. Guess what? Lunch rush hour came in (lonnnnggggg queue) and for my first time, I literally felt damn tired for not sleeping and Im there beside my cashier partner and guess what I was doing while wrapping up the sandwiches?! Unknowing falling asleep at the spot that Im standing at leh. I cant believe it loh. WOAH!! I BEST!!!!!!!!

After work, I went back home. I went to meet Yuru first. Lol. Long story leh..... XL and Melon came up with being "late excuses" to let her feel disappointed. 18 surprises is her bday theme and we kinda managed to give her all. All thanks to our dearest ZXL!! Ben and I get to know "MEOW", another weird nickname and he is Yuru's new bf. Hahaha. Yup. Nice guy. =)

18 Dec 2008
Being the "blindly" me!! Woke up tiredly but happily heading down to ttsh subway to work and guess what?! I see the wrong date for my schedule!! I thought I suppose to work but head down there and said, " Hi & Bye!" Lol. Yup. Went back home to rest and guess what?! I received a call from my another manager, Saddiah!! Calling me to go to tpy subway to work. WOAH!! Can die. I rejected her cos I want to SLEEP! Hahaha. So I didnt head down and went on to bed and woke at 1pm, get prepared and off I go to work at my bar cafe. So happy today! I received alot of smiles & positive words from customers and guess what?! I got tips again!! Hahah. Personal tips for me. You know why?! Cos these two male customers (son and father) left the place and the son went to the restroom and left his new bought jellewery and left. I went to sort of chase his father and passed it back to him and he gave me $5 tips for reward!! So happy. Hhahaa. Okok. This is not abt money, k? Im not very money faced kinda of person. Do you know? I returned to all lost wallet (without taking any money) and handphones that I found. Im a nice person. =) Tempted?! Nah. Not tempted to take the money or sell their handphones and sell for extra cash. Cos I always believe that I may lose my wallet or handphone one day and I want others to return it back to me too. So if I dont want to get any karma then I better not do this to others too. =)

Today I served section D!! I LOVE IT MAN!! The smoking area people are damn cool lah!! Hahaha. Im lovin it!! 1 hr before ending work, I served these 2 customers damn cute lah. Two ladies kept calling me, "Xiao mei lai. Wo yao order foods & drinks!" (like 4- 5 times) Then they treated me very nice. So happy and they love me alot loh. They bought alot of drinks from me. Hahaha. Cool lah. They are very into drinking loh. They are good drinkers. =) I wished I could be their friends too.

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I been having dreams. Sleeping kinda dreams. For the passed few days, I been dreaming about friends. Friends in my life who left me. I dreamt tons of them and I believed that there are actually tons of them that I havent dreamt of. Ok. Forget abt it!! Guess who did I dreamt too? PASTOR KONG HEE!! Lol. WHY?! That is so random loh. Very loh. Hahahaha. The dream was cool. Very cool. I just felt suddenly I know what God is trying to tell me. Lol. Tt is more to my own personal stuff lah. Ignore me!! Lol. =)

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Ohohoh. My 2 lovely cousins passed their 'N' Level!! Norman got 9 points and Celeste got 5 points.

Im so proud of them loh!! LOVE THEM TONS!!

MIXED it UP.


1) I missed my BEN YEO!! I havent see him for.... going 2 week?! And he went to Malaysia today!!














2) Working at Subway today.

















I accidentally cut myself with the bread knife. ONE HOLE SIOL!! Lol. Faint!! Kept bleeding like as if my blood is free flow. Lol. My lady bosses and managers were like eeryer.. My lovely lady boss, Carol gave me plaster and it doesnt help. In fact, it bled even more. The whole store was full of my bloody stain!! Hahaha. Blood were dripping everywhere!! And I have to follow my blood trail on the floor and cleaned it all up. Even the mop stick also got my blood. Hahahaha. I just cant stop it! I continued serving my customers but have to keep changing my hand gloves like crazy. Almost the whole gloves was filled with my blood. I wished I could gave it for blood donation lah. I went for blood donation for a few times already leh but kept got rejected due to low iron in me. SIAN!! My blood is wasted for NOTHING!!

3) Oh.. NO MORE EMO HAIRSTYLE!!

New job for new hairstyle!! No choice!!!!!!!!! I CANT SEE ANYMORE with MY FRRRINGGEE COVERING MY BEAUTIFUL FACE!! Look so ku-ku right now!!

















4) MR XIE WEI HAO IS BACK FROM HIS EUROPE TRIP!! FINALLY!! But he is damn bloody busy lah. Hopefully I can meet him up tmr cos I got no WORK!!! Miss him!!

5) Few mintues back, I went down to meet Xiaoli and Melon at my house prata shop. Hahaha. Xiaoli love PURI!! Hahaha. Love them. =)

6) Last night, met up with Xiaoli and Melon at Thomson Plaza Starbucks to chill. Hahaha. Melon did something quite annoying. STOP HIGHLIGHTING THE KEY WORDS!!! RAWR!!

After that, I went to Cheryl's place. It was Cheryl's birthday. I planned a list of things to do for her lah. Ass!! In the afternoon, she smsed me and said that she was tired and she dont want to celebrate le. DULAN with her lah! Then all my planned are DESTROYED by herself. Her own BIRTHDAY leh!!! So it was a last min thingy that I made a trip down to her place with empty hands and so I only spend some good time with her. Hugged her and crapped with her like crazy. =) Happy. We drank Heineken and eat like crazy. After that, went back to her place and watch tv and.... SLEEP!! Hahaha. Slept at 3.30am till.... 11am and she cooked spaghetti for me. Yum yum. After that, I head back home and get prepared and went down to work!!

7) IM TIRED!!

8) I havent sit down with my family to talk things out yet. But I been nice, being very patient to them. Talk to them nicely. Guess what?! They are getting better too. No much nagging. We are treating each other better right now and talk to each other nicely too. =)

Oh. My dad met Xiaoli and Melon too abt 2 days ago. Hahhaa. They think my dad is cool!! Happy. =)

And I told my dad...

Me: Dad, I have 2 very good friends called Benjamin and Xiaoli. Then Melon who you saw is Xiaoli's bf and we all clicked very well. He is a nice guy. We all love him too. So he is also somewhat a good friend to me loh. I love them very much. (Flash Ben and Xiaoli's photo)
Dad: Hm. That is very good. *smile*

I damn want to bring them to my parents and have dinner lah. Hahaha. =)

I had a great time with

Xiaoli and Melon

last night.

L.O.V.E.S.

Today, Lalaine talked to Walter abt his performance wasnt very good and guess what?! He improved. Was kinda alright. So Im kinda happy abt it too. Hee. Tired. Tomorrow I got to go down to railmall to help at 10am- 4pm!! Last min again!! Who?! Who?! Who is the person who took the off?! After that, I have to head down to my pub job at 4pm - 11pm. WOAH!! Whole day working. Whee!! I did a calculation on how much I can earn per month loh and guess how much it going to be?! Lol. It's a secret. Come and ask me personally if you do wanna know. Im happy. So so happy.



Im very tired right now to blog. Probably next time.. And my dearest Zhang Xiaoli wants me to blog something abt her. How I first knew her etc.. WOAH!! Can die! Alright. I will do that when I have time, k? Will that be good, my dear?

10 Dec 2008
My 2nd day of work of my new job. Hee. Very happy with myself. Finally kinda got it right most of my things. =) Worked for 8 hrs. Many of the customers talked to me etc.. We basically chatted like crazy. And most of them asked me how long have I been working here then I said it my 2nd day here. Then they were all amazed and WOW!! hahaha. Then one of the family gave me personally $4 tips because they were all very happy abt my performance plus Im a 2 days old newbie. Hee. So happy. So many many customers praised me that day. Wahahaha. Probably that is why I could remembered alot of things; like what to do and what not to do etc. Whee!! BLOODY HAPPY!! I remembered introducing this old couple about Singapore etc. They just reached Singapore few hours backs and they are from London!! I want to go there to study!! Lol. Random. They asked me where is the best place to go etc.. Then the first place, I told them that is SENTOSA!! I told them alot of things abt Sentosa (even though I dont know alot but I told them most of the tourist attraction in Sentosa. blah blah. =) ) and I wrote down on a piece of paper of how to take mrt to go there etc. They were so happy with me and Im bloody happy to help them too. PEACE!!

After work.. I went out with Mei Hui. Suppose to go to wine bar with her but we both ended up at ZOUK!! What the hell!! ............................... I.G.N.T.S. Nevermind. I got to know her friend called Ervine. Very nice name. Cool! Yeah. Though I know him like few hours only but he is very nice and gentle to girls. Lol. He do look out for his friends etc. That is the best part, I like abt him. =) I owe him a meal. He treated Mei Hui and I for supper and he sent me home by cab. Is bloody ex. I actually gave him 20 bucks but he rejected me and he told me to treat him next time if we do meet up. =)

11 Dec 08
Got back home at 5.15am, done with my bathing etc and went to bed at 6am. Received a lovely morning call at 8am my Subway manager, Cecilia. She told me to go down to Railmall cos one of the part timer took a last min off and so I have to cover up her shift loh. I got there like 9.08am and saw my lady boss and another full timer working only. 3 PERSONS!! Lol. Can die!! Luckily there wasnt tons of customers. 2.38pm!! Rushed down to Subway TTSH to work at 3pm to closing (my actual shift).... Im seriously a walking zombie at TTSH!! The queue was like....................................................................................................... As much I just dots that I pressed on..... Yaya. Was kinda crazy. Have to kept greeting customers, smiling, serving with a right heart.

At 5.45 or 6pm.... My "crew leader" called Walter (maybe abt 48 yrs old) wasnt his duty today as a group team leader today is the best of the best!! You know what he did? He went to toilet without telling us when there was a long long long queue. Dont understand why his toilet break was so long loh. He went to toilet for 5 mins when the toilet is just quite near us. Not as if it is at the 10th storey or what lah. After his toilet break, he went on to have his dinner break. He took a bloody full 20-25mins to eat, as if he is in heaven, eating with his god. After eating, he went to the toilet again for another 5-8mins. In total, he wasted abt 30- 40mins just for his break. Very unfair to the 3 of us that are working hard, giving the best for our customers etc.. Not as if 3 of us; Mark, Boon Wee and I are not hungry, thirsty and tired. We are and we still keep going on and doing what we could and he basically dont bother abt anything.

The best is here... After the long rush hour, I went to do washing at the back and I didnt know there were 2-3 customers waiting and he yelled at me and called me to come out to serve the customer when he himself can do it but what he did was only standing at the cashier and doing nothing else but yelling at us. I was furious and I almost picked a fight with him but because there were customers and so I decided not to do that but I indirectly suan him very loud in front of the customers etc. Is like I already worked 10hours at point of time and if he dared to complain that he is tired, I sweared that I going slap him. Plus I only slept for 2hrs. At 10pm, we closed. We did our cleaning etc except him. He only cleaned his area and whichever part that I cleaned for my area, he dirted it again. Damn it lah. Ya. I know the TTSH store is new and havent stored the bloody CCTV and doesnt mean that it give you the damn reason to be so layback till you got no team spirit, selfish and all those yelling is so unnecessary. Mark is the team leader for the day and YOU basically got no respect for him and you ordered him to do things for you when it is suppose to be your job and not his!! I know there is one part, you were ordering the stock and so I no choice but help you. This is like spoiling you!! Im just angry, very angry till a part that I dont mind giving you a slap and quit my job right away! It's ok. Now it's over. Hopefully tonight, Im working with you and I better not get this treatment from you again and I already told Lalaine (Assistant Manager) abt your performance was not accpectable at all. I dont care whether you're my elderly anot, Im not going give a damn abt it cos you dont respect ppl in the first place!!

FULL-STOP!!!

I worked in total of 14hours. Got back home, bath, eat my dinner, plan my working plan and savings plan then KO in bed.

My mind is all over the place.

I been thinking alot lately. What izit abt? Oh well. Tons of it. I really dont know where to start. Maybe music (ya. very no link but to me, yes!!), my parents, my brother, My godma, my cousins, my 2 loves + 1, churchmates, work, some friends that used to be closed to me, etc etc.. Too many to mention..

But I been seriously thinking abt my family. It's all abt family. I seriously havent talk to them for long. I really neglected them. Yea. I seriously got problem with my family. I need to talk to them, I need to gather 3 of them to talk.

I need to tell my family..
To dad: Abt my tattoos and my piercings. We need to work out our relationship. I seriously missed those good old times that we were much in better term.
To Mum: I need to tell my mum that Im sorry for being very rude at times and we will work on our relationship on how to understand each other better.
To Bro: I need to tell my bro that I will love him more than ever and treasure his presence when he is around and of cos talk to him more.

Over all, I just want to have better relationship with them. But before having a better relationship, I need to reset all the pasts that we had before. I know it is not going to be easy and it will need time to be back on right track but together we, my family, will have a breakthru. And I will need them to accept the fact and the way I am; I love tattoos, piercings, enlarging ears, donating blood, drinking alcoholic drinks, late night sleeping, spending time with friends more than family most of my time, dreaming big dreams, doing "silly" things (only in my family's eyes they think tt way), planning my own finanical for the future, scheduling my time and my life every 2 days in my room, loving my Ben Yeo and Z.Xiaoli (which I will want to intro them to my parents one day cos I want them to know who are my dearest friends), how much I really do love them, my godma, da yi ma, ah foo uncle, Norman and Celeste in my heart, etc etc.. Basically there are tons of things to say.

Woah. See that above? Can you imagine how much I really havent been talking to them? Im not unfilial. Yea. Maybe I am to a small extent but I never stop thinking abt them whenever I dream abt becoming successful in life. Even though alot of times, I want to go MIA for awhile and secretly to own a house of my own to be alone but I never stop thinking abt how I want to plant my parents in my house. I seriously want to them to enjoy luxury life too. Yeah!! Of cos my brother too. I want when he got his own family, I want them to stay with me too. Hahaha. CRAZY SIS, SIS-IN-LAW & AUNT!! Whatever it is!! I just want it!! Yeah!

HEAVENLY LOVING THEM!!!

Worked at subway and my new pub job today. Im seriously very tiring after typing my longgggg story above. Nevermind. My new job was tiring. It is not a simple job as you think. Bloody tons of profound names of alcoholic drinks to remember!!! Hahha. Probably it is just me. Not just that... There are settings of fine dining setting, desserts setting, drinks setting, food ordering, taking down orders, key-ing in all the meals etc etc.. WOAH!! CAN DIE!! Lol. Ok. Yeah! It is a Cafe Pub Restaurant and that why there are plenty of work to do. I...... I.... I did alot of mistakes today!! CAN DIE!! Yeah! I admitted that I do have the thought of giving up cos.... I was like.... Wrong here and there like crazy!! Lol. Felt like I FAILED!! Hahaha. But what make me want to stay put was the people there were awesome!! Especially some customers!! Woah!! My colleagues are awesome too. I now feel like naming all my colleagues' names but most of their names are like.... I dont know how to spell!! Cos mostly MALAY's names lah!! Wah lau!! Why no english names?! I know a few but not many. NEVERMIND!! Need time to remember. IM LAZY TO TYPE RIGHT NOW!! But Im going to work tmr again. So HAPPY!! =)

First time working at TTSH Subway!!!

Lol! I went there to work today!! And guess what? I didnt get to operate on the sandwiches... Is.... CLEANING UP!!! Hahaha. Smelling thinner the whole day!! "Taking" drug while working. Very HIGH!! lol. Kidding lah. It was like nothing to me lah but everyone got headache after that except me!! Whee!! Then I decorated some X'mas thingy at my store. Ok. My bosses' store!! It's like my first time doing it lah. Fun!! But damn tiring today!!

Spent moi precious time with my precious beloved loves (Ben, Xiaoli and Mel) last night. Love them like crazy. =) HAPPY!

Our Monopoly game!!

Left: Xiaoli, Right: Ben, Up: Melon, Down: Jo.

4 of us happily playing.... =)

UNTIL....

=( Look at my money!! It was because someone bought a hotel and I "accidentally" stepped into his territory lah. *BOOOMMMM* $9000 gone!!! I left 6bucks and 3 houses.

Next...... *BOoOooOoOMmmMmMm*!!

BANKRUPT!! All thanks to MELON!!!

Jo: $#$^#(*)(@$!@#$&*(#&*(*^# DULAN!!

2 Dec 2008
I have dinner with Mei Hui. Haha. I treated her to Pasta Mania and after that we went shopping.

3 Dec 2008
Met up with Lucas at Serangoon North to get his fishes. Hahaha. Damn cool. Make me damn tempted to get mine asap. Whee!! Hang out at his place, see him setting up his tank etc.. After that, we watched some funny video till I want to die siol. Damn funny lah. After that, I went back home to get myself prepared and head down to meet Mei Hui.

Yup. Met up with Mei Hui again and we went clubbing again. We went to Zouk and Double O and it was Ladies' night. Drinks free & entry fee free. Lol. Alright. Kinda had alot of fun but I still dont enjoyed clubbing. Ya. I know, I know. Dont like why still go, right? Ok. I got my reason why. Nevermind. We both bought and drank 5 jugs, get 3 cups free and 1 shot. Lol. Oh man. I was totally tipsy lah. Due to Mei Hui lah. Kept walking around till I got myself tispy!! What the...!! But my mind was still working... Alright. Enough of that.

4 Dec 2008
I went to see a doctor for my skin.
I headed down to PS to buy Jill a present.
I went down for job interview. (I got that Job!!)
Met up Kirk and Nat for awhile at Far East. And when they head down to work, I went to meet Shiyu jie-jie.

Met up with jie. It been a long time since I really spent time with her. I treated her to Pasta Mania. It's her one time to Pasta Mania!! Hahah. Love her and after we're done eating. We went for some shopping.

About to leave... Received a call from Ben and he wanted to drink. I headed down to his place, spent time with him. We bought vodka and beer and we had a long chilling at his place's playground. We talk abt family, friends and life. Good talk. Really good. After that, we went back up, I was hungry and he cooked maggie mee for me. Sweet him. He ate cup noodles. We had ikan bili and peanuts too. We rested for awhile and we touched down to bed!!! Whee!!

5 Dec 2008
Woke up damn late... Lol. Head back home for dinner and heading to AMK drive thru to meet my loves!!

Updates: Photos of last saturday clubbing at Double O.


In the beginning....
The 3 of US!!
Sheile. Joann. Joanna.


























































She's just being fortunate!!




































































Stop for now.. Please.













Their love. Their friendship.





























Their "Chemistry"!! Erryer.. Lol.
















































Moi new friend, Joanna.
A kiss from her? Apa?!























































She said she love my dimples. =)

Sheile (Mei Hui) and I.













She turned her back on me. ='(

















48 hours of not sleeping...













Im seriously not high lah. Im very tired. OF COS LAH!! 48 HOURS OF NOT SLEEPING LEH PLUS BEFORE THAT I WAS WORKING FOR 9HOURS LOH!!













Im super duper tired. Im trying very hard to pose lah. Cos Joanna wants to take photos of ME!!

OEI JOANNA!! Yaya. Stop, stop!! NO more photo-taking, please!















LIM HOR YI SI!! (Joanna's favourite line!!)













I never got drunk that day. I swear!! I, Quek Shiyun Joann, swear that if I did lied, I will get crashed by 4 walls wherever I go!! Im a good drinker. I think only pure will make me high. The rest is like NO CAKE!! Plus that day, a group of malay kept offering me their drinks lah. Very nice uh. But then they are the ones who got tipsy in the end lor. I was like the most SOBER of ALL!!! Im the best!!