Friday, November 28, 2008

Im damn irritated by my mum.

Please leave me alone. Please. As long as you can. I need a break from you. Im tired repeating myself to you over and over again. I know Im living today because you give me money. I know, I know and I know. I dont want and dont wish to communicate with you for now, I know you love me and I know you're lonely especially after bro started working. But I need some quietness from you too. Dont pester me. Dont irritate me. Im sorry that we just had a big quarrel again. You may be crying in your room right now. But... Im not going to bother you.

I am impatient. I know Im unfilial to you but this is the time round I seriously want to be alone for now. I may be going out with friends and spending my time with them more than anyone else. Yea. It's my fault for not balancing it for you. But just let me do what I want for now. I just dont want to face you and anything to do with family. I know family is doing well. Everything is fine. The only problem we all have is... We're lack of communication. Everyone is not communicating at home. Everyone is doing what they want all these times. Cant you tell? Or izit cos you cant tell that everyone is avoiding you? I guess is probably your time to do what you want too. Just like you used to dump me at home and go oversea with your friends. Just like how much you made me worried for 2 weeks. You didnt tell me where you go. I asked all most everyone who knows you, including bro, dad and aunties and your other friends but no one tell me where you go and the best part is... The whole family knows where you went to except me. What is there to hide from me? To test me out? Fine. You didnt call home to check abt me. Then dont expect me to call you and tell you where am I. Is the same logic here.

Yea. I dont know whether am I losing you tomorrow anot. Just like you always tell me, "What if I die tomorrow? I bet you cant live without me." Yea. Probably I cant. I seriously cant. But what can I do? Live in regrets? Yea. I probably do. I will be depressed. I will be remorseful for life and most probably cant get over it. I will be like.. "Im sorry, mum. For all these times.. I wish I could spend more time with you. I wish I could. I seriously wish I could. But it is all over..." But if you're dead, can I revive you? I cant. Im not god. Im not. Im just your child, your daughter. You can scream what you want at me. Yea. To you, in your heart and what you have said to me all these times- Im a failure. Im a person who dream so much till you think Im giving myself pressure. Im your child who make you depressed cos I cant please you in anyway and what you want me to do. Like for example, to be an accountant. Im a beast. Im unfilial. Im useless. Im not as good as your son, my bro. Compare me some more. Im bloody used to it. Or do you want to compare your good friend's daughter with me? Yea. She's studying at ITE and something to do with accountant, right? Do you want her to be your god daughter? Sound awesome to me. I dont mind, if someone can please you and make you happy.

I seriously cant please you right now. I wish I could be successful right now. I wish I could be rich right now. I know money is not what I really want and I know you dont want me to be rich. I dont know why you dont want me to. But Im still going go for it. I dont need to live in luxury life but I want to. I want to be different. I want to travel around the world one day without thinking whether do I have money to spare. I want to donate money to the poors. I want to do alot of things. You cant stop me and I cant stop what you want to think abt me.

Im sorry, mum. Just leave me alone for now. I love you.
IM DAMN LAZY TO TYPE. BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY......


FOR MY FIRST TIME...

I HUGGED CELESTE WONG!!
Hahaha. She was so excited and happy when she hugged me. Hahaha. So cute. Yea. We are cousins that never hug!! But we will do that often from now... cos we broke the ICE!!

(She hint hint to me when she want a hug from me. Hahaha. Very sweet.)

And I bloody missing MISS YVONNE CHIA SOO LIN again!!
I know I used to find her damn lor soh.. but now Im missing her.. Really. I love her like crazy lah. She's the only teacher that I love and miss so much. In my eyes, she's the best mentor and teacher that I can ever have. In fact, all CHEC teachers ROCKS!!! She bought me cookies and rice cracker coated with egg from Hong Kong. We had lunch together and then she have to set off to China for work again. SIAN!!! She just came back from Hong Kong only loh..!!! WHY MUST YOU GO?! Sob. She will be back in 16 days.......
























Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I worked in the morning at 9am till 3pm. Slept damn little last night. Hahaha. The same old JO!! Lol. After work, I went back home to bathe and headed down to Bugis to meet my financial consultant, Pei Shi (aka Etak). Hahaha. We pushed back our meeting time cos she got another appointment with her client too. Lol! Instead of 4.30pm, we changed to 6pm!! Lol. So I went for a short window shopping for X'mas!! Lol. Actually not X'mas lah. Is more of like.... Lol. I dont know how to put into words lah. RAWR! Just want to buy alot of things for my loves ones. REALLY LOH!! Aiyo!! Headache!! Lol.

At 6pm, I got what I needed to get from my financial consultant and I quickly went to Dhoby Ghaut to meet ZHANG XIAOLI!! Woohoo!!! Guess what?! I think I took 15mins walk from Bugis to Dhoby. Or izit faster than that, XL? Lol. Hahahha. I bought XL's all times favourite white chocolate! The X-Large size of it. Hahha. She damn happy and me too. Super duper happy spending time with her today. It is really somehow kinda very different today. The hweeeling (feeling) very not the same and I really love it!! Seriously lah. Every moment is like damn sweet lah. Lol. I guess it was the moment of when we first met. I just cant get the image out from my mind until now!!! ARGHHH!!! Is like this... I was at Basement 2 of Plaza Singapura and I was walking toward to the mrt there cos I hoping to see XL asap. Walk walk walk and facing the front.. Then suddenly I felt someone from the side, walking toward me and used his/her hand to hook my hand. I was like..... Huh?? (I still continued walking backward due to the gentle pulling force) and I still never turned around and looked who was it loh. I damn blur lah. When I turned my face to my right and guess what? It was ZHANG XIAOLI!! Alamak!! I didnt expect it. But the hweeeling of getting pulled is like.... Very shiok!! Lol. Dots! ARGH!! I dont know how to describle the hweeeling to you all lah. I just cant get the moment out from my mind!! Aiyo. What's wrong with me? Lol.

We shopped. We walked. We talked. We held each other hands. We hugged. The best part is we love each other. Awww... Sweet MELON came to pick us up and he sent me off to tpy subway cos I got meeting at 9.30pm. THANK YOU, MELON!! I really appreciated your acts of service!! =)

Yea. I got meeting with my Subway Boss and colleagues. Whee!! FUN MEETING!! Lol. But it was serious too!! Now...... I may need to stay with my Subway job awhile longer!! SAD!! Hahahha. Nevermind. Continue to work loh. Whee!! "Work-a-ho-lic"!!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Hahhahaha. I very lazy to type all the fun meet up with Cheryl Phua Pei Yun and Glenn. It was FUN!! I missed Cheryl like crazy lah. It been only 13 days that I last seen her but we both felt like..... 1 MONTH!! Oh no!! Hee. We went city hall, ikea, courts and bedok. I had a little quarrel with Glenn before we went home. AI!!! Lol. NEVERMIND!! Too many photos to post!!

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Monday, November 24, 2008

RANDOM PICTURES POST



A small corner of my space.

















A monthly planner (right) and a list of friends (left) to spend time with...













My monthly planner. This is to help me to keep track of my working timing, meeting up with friends, friends' birthday etc etc. It really helps. There's a satisfaction after planning it out. Lol.













Here's my friend list of who am I planning to spend time with.. But I havent have time to put all of them on my monthly planner list. Alamak!!


















Miss Catherine (my school receptionist) wants to take picture cos she said she never take photo with me before but... Why involved Asmine and Nat? -.- Miss Catherine still owe me breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper, tea break, snacks and desserts. Hahahaha.











































Im so proud of Nathaniel. Finally willing to go donate blood!! So happy. Hee. Do that more often, k? You can save lives!! Jia you!! I damn bad sia. I kept PHYSCO-ING him to donate blood and finally I succeeded!! What abt me? I failed to donate blood again!! RAWR!! Not enough IRON!! CHO IRON!! RAWR!! 4th times already hor. Wo hui dulan de hor. But... There is one thing that Im proud of myself. I went up to another level to sign up bone marrow donor programme. Hee.

Every year thousands of children & adults with fatal bone marrow diseases, like Leukaemia, lymphoma and other blood related disorders reach a stage when their only hope of survival is a blood stem cell transplant from a donor who shares the same ‘tissue type’. I will be damn happy if I can save whoever is suffering from leukaemia or lymphoma. And I wished I could be a millionaire right now. Why? Cos I dont wish to just plainly donate my blood or just joining bone marrow donor programme but I want to donate money too.. RAWR! Im gonna work hard. I may not be able to donate money now but with what I have right now, for example like my blood, I will be faithfully donating my lovely tasty blood!!!



A Night just 5 of us!!

















Hahaha. Er.. Only one photo!! They are super red lah. Not drunk!! Their blood circulation runs very fast. IT IS CRAB and LOBSTER colours. We bought green tea, beers, peanuts.. Only Melon never drank the beer cos... You guys will know later. Yep. A night just 5 of us; Ben, Fiona, Xiaoli, Melon and I. We played 'TRUTH OR DARE'!!! Lol. Oh well... It all turned up a 'TRUTH' game instead of a daring game. Hahaha. It turned out to be transparency, confession and sharing moment. WHAT A GAME!! Hahaha. But it somehow it helps us to know each other better especially Melon and Fiona!! Hahaha. So many insecure question by Xiaoli. Hahaha. So funny. XIAO HAI ZI!!! Ok lah, ok lah. Ben and I also lah. Fair and square. Happy happy? Dots. We spent the timing traveling from places to places for "better environment" and this time round is the best lah, we didnt have to worry abt traveling cos WE GOT CAR!! Melon's mum's car!! It is a Mercedes leh!! Nice car!! We had a long day, spending time with each other. Somehow I felt a little bored after some time cos we ran out of questions to ask the truth of that person!!! Hahha. But I think we ran out of question because all of us seem to be very tired. ALL BRAINS JAMMED!!! Jam? Eeryer. I hate jam!! Peanut butter, pls? Lol. LAME! Self-entertaining. (-.-)

Yea. I wished we will be and always sticking close with each other, standing together like a family, meeting up with each other once a month or so and etc etc.. Aiya. Simplify this whole moment..It i all abt enjoying each other's companion. =) After that, our sweet Melon drove all of us home and.... Thank you very much. =) But hor.... He drove at the speed of... 160km/hr!!! (yeah!! we got the windows down. wahahaha.) Ben, Fiona and I went crazy at the back. WE ALL LAUGH OUT LOUD LIKE MAD!! Almost DIED in his car!!! Hahaha. Super fun lah and scary at the same time. Hahaha. I swear it was damn fun!!! Damn high loh!! We all went ki siao!! And when he hit the 140km/hr...I dont know you guys will understand what Im trying to say anot lah but Im still going to share.. You know u will blink your eyes quite often, right? Is normal person reaction thingy, yea? So when I blink my eyes (which is will be closing, right?) and when I tried opening my eyes, I couldnt lah... I was like fighting against the wind like that loh. haha. Yeah!! FUN!! I only tried 120km/hr before on the motorbike by my dad but now I proudly experienced the speed of 160km/hr on the car!! lalalalalala...
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I told Ben that I really want to go MIA for awhile. I dont know why but I just to go away for 2 weeks or so but the problem is that Im damn broke lah!!! RAWR!! Probably next year during June or July, I will MIA!! Hahahaha. But I will tell everyone before hand. I think I really need to.. Cos I worried that someone will go report missing case and then we will have to trouble Mr Policemen, Miss Policewomen and doggies!! Lol.

FINALLY IM DONE WITH MY PLANS FOR THIS 2 COMING YEAR!!! Yup. Im done with my O level, right? And now Im waiting for my results, right? Ok. Whether is it good or bad.. Ehh.. I dont know. If is bad, I wont be able to go anywhere right? And if is good, Im not going to polytechnic too. I decided to make up my mind. Im going to Raffles Design Institute, the course that I want, cost S$60K. At first, I was planning and worrying abt the money side. But now.. No need le. I went to sit down with my dad and talked abt my education plan etc and guess what he told me, he said he could get S$75k from insurance for education!! WOOHOO!! BUT.... THERE IS ONE CONDITION!! My dad wants me to work 1- 2 years cos he wants me to feel the pain of earning money. (-.-") Like so... going to NS loh!!! Lol!!

So here are my plans.... After getting my O level result which will be around January and I will go search for another pub job- work full time as a waitress and when I get confirmation from the job, I will quit my subway job. Every month, I will save about 40%- 50% of my salary and hopefully I can save S$3320 asap and.... I will sign up for bartending course. Yeah!! Bartending is actually one of my childhood dreams. So I must fulfilled it!! When I get the cert, I will upgrade my position to bartender and will continue to save up and then sign up for Disc Jockey (DJ) course!! Hopefully I will be faithfully practicing very hard and maybe get famous if I can and save up tons money again!! And do my business, expand them etc etc. Whee!! I cant wait!!


Asia Conference


19 Nov 08
Woah. First day of conference, it was already so awesome!! Teehee. Im so lucky, I managed to get into the electives when I couldnt manage to sign up online due to the thousands of the thousands who signed up. I got into debt management and effective evangelism. Whee. I learnt alot. Pastor Kong's service was good. Really good. It is just so amazing about what he knows. I really wonder what's always is in his mind. He is a city boy!! Haha. That is what he said when he was at HOGC. Lol. He really got incredible wife. It is a blessing!! Woah! They are so good till you dont know what to say loh.

20 Nov 08
I didnt manage to go.

21 Nov 08
I met up with Nathaniel (my classmate) and bought SUBWAY for him!! We went for the last elective; Social Etiquette & Personal Grooming. Hahaha. Both of us almost died in there. The speaker is super duper funny. She's Celest Foo. I think she won the title of Miss Charisma in Miss Singapore Universe 2007 and on top of that I think she's also an air stewardess. DOUBLE WOAH!! (O.O) I think she looked prettier in real person. Im sure you will ask her a question, "Do you have a map? Cos Honey, I just keep gettin lost in your eyes." Hahaha. PICK UP LINES AGAIN!! Lol. Sorry sorry. Im just fooling around. Yup. But Im serious, you really wont be able to get your eyes off from her eyes because she really got a pair of beautiful eyes. Or maybe it is just me, I love looking into beautiful eyes. It's really very attractive and "addictive" to stare into beautiful eyes. I know is kinda rude to stare into other's eyes lah. But what to do? I cant help it. Why uh? Lol. I dont know. Most probably, there is something in their eyes that seem to be able to speak. They really do. Nice~




















Night session with Pastor Kong. Woah. Now I get the sermon. Ok. I heard of his sermon once before and I didnt get it but now I do. Woah. I really got nothing to say sia. I mean how many people can think like him? I think not many people loh. Maybe 2 out of 100 or maybe even 1000. WOAH!! I seriously I dont know how to put my words into sentence sia. He is really good loh. He is really a man of God. Hands down!!

22 Nov 08
I didnt went cos I have my own church service but I fell very sick and didnt go for my church service. I was ground floor outside my church and took a bus to go home and rest.

23 Nov 08
Last day of conferece.. I managed to get into hall 8. Woah. Got Liu Geng Hong, JJ Lin etc etc. Alot of pop stars. They are living for God's glory. So cool. Rev. AR Bernard preached today. It was really great and actually this is my first time, listening to his sermon. Hee. Super fun service!! Got balloons, fire sparkle thingy etc. It is really eye-opening!! Whee!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

I went out with Mei Hui. Indeed a long day... We're meeting up again on 3rd Dec. Loves.

Thursday, November 20, 2008























Hey Alis. This is the wallpaper is for you. I edited a little here and there. Of cos that guy there is not you!! Im still not that professional in photoshop yet to edit him to you!! But.... HERE YOU GO!! Click on the picture to get the larger size and right click and save it and set it as your computer wallpaper!! Lol. Why I did this for you? Cos I want you to envision yourself more from now on to be a professional biker very soon cos I want to see you becoming one of the champion!!! ROCK ON!! Make your dreams come true!!
Hahaha. I was on the phone with Zhang Xiaoli and Melon last night. She happened to read my blog and saw my previous few post that I said Im missing Kirk Zhang then she..... Lol. So cute and funny. Hahaha. Aiyo.

XL: Jo.. You missed Kirk uh?
Me: Huh? Oh. No la. Just....... (Trying to explain but...)
XL: *Whine*Whine*Scream*Scream* (Pass the phone to Melon)
Me: Oei.. OEI!!!
Melon: Huh? What happened uh?
Me: *Explain*Explain*
We both laughed.

So... I tried my very best to get her on the phone, so that I could explain to her but because she can be very stubborn at times and she kept.... "DONT WANT LAH! DONT WANT LAH!! (in a whiny tone.)" Melon and I kept laughing and so.... Being myself, I can come with ideas to try to coax her and which I came up with the idea of posting something on my blog, so that she could read my "explanation". Yup. That was something in my previous post...

"TO MY DEAREST SWEETIE ZHANG XIAOLI!!!
I DONT MISS KIRK ZHANG!!!!!
IM YOUR ONLY LOUSY SHOOTER!!!
LOVES!!!"

I told Melon to tell her to read my blog then she still dont want lah, dont want lah.. But in the end, she went to read and then after that tian tian already. Hahaha. Cos Melon helped me to see her face expression and he said... "She screamed. (In my heart, I was like.. ok.*sweated and worried*) She smiled. (I think he said that. Lol.) But well it is a good thing. Good kinda expression."

After that, she hello to me on the phone and...
XL: *giggle*giggle*
Me: You still angry with me uh?
XL: Nooo... Just now yes. But now no. (sweet tone)
Me: Orh... So easy to get contented uh? (relieve feeling)
XL: Yeah!

Seriously, why is my Zhang Xiaoli getting sweeter and sweeter? Cuter and cuter? (Hey! Cute does not equal to ugly but adorable hor. Cute is equal to beautiful. Dont you know that?) It really makes me ponder why she's so different now. It is a postive different. Dont make a mistake, pls. Hmm.. Maybe because.... She's in love? Melon's LOVE!! Ha. But it is true that when people are in love, they are crazy and dont not know what they are doing etc.. When you're in love, dont you realised you're willingly to do all things at all cause? Am I right? So is she crazy now or always been like this? Or maybe because Ben and I also have been adding love in her life? Hmm... She's just somewhat different to me right now. She sms-ed me at 4:40am- saying that, "Please bear with my moodswing and random action sometime. You should know I love you honey. Loves." And I replied her, "Haha. I will and always will. In fact, Im a livebearer cos Im always bearing for your imperfection. Loves." Anyway.. STOP THE HONEY THINGY HOR!! HON IS ACCPECTABLE! NOT HONEY!! Oh. Just in case anyone who dont know what is a livebearer It is a fish who bear live fish and not eggs. Aiya. Only Xiaoli will know what am I talking abt. Hor?

I dont know why Ben and I love her so much loh. No reason for that. Xiaoli!! Maybe you go and try asking Melon, why he love you, k? Our reason will be the same as his!! I BELIEVE HE WILL GIVE YOU THE PERFECT ANSWER!! If not, I will kill him!! Shh.. I tell you the answer.. The perfect answer is.... I DONT KNOW!! Ha. Im serious! Hey! Anyway why are we been using pickup lines with each other recently? To think abt it again.... IT IS KINDA WERID! Oh..Oh.. Unless, you're using me to do practice. Uh-huh. It make sense now!! =/
TO MY DEAREST SWEETIE ZHANG XIAOLI!!!

I DONT MISS KIRK ZHANG!!!!!

IM YOUR ONLY LOUSY SHOOTER!!!

LOVES!!!

Monday, November 17, 2008

Today... IS ALISTAIR's BIRTHDAY!!! WHEE!! 1 mintue to midnight and it will be over!!!!!!! Lol. Im the first and last one to wish you!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I tried doing a wallpaper for you but... I FAILED!! I WILL RE-EDIT IT SOON!! So sorry. I will, I will, I promise, whenever Im free. Lol. =) I LOVE YOU!!!

I finished work at 3pm, went back home to bathe and head down to meet Lucas and Kirk!! Haha!! MISSED THEM BLOODY MUCH!! Lol. Dont asked me why. I just did. KIRK DO MISS ME!! I cant believe it lah. No la. I think he just misses my nonsense and me too misses HIS!!! FAINT!! We went suntec to look for jobs!! Ok!! Is THEY!! Not me!! I GOT ENOUGH FROM WORK!! So tiring recently. I been training new people. Teehee. Happy on tt side but tired on tt side too. Lol. Fainted.

Oh oh. After hanging at suntec, we took a bus to serangoon north to see.... AQUARIUM FISHES!! Too bad.. KIRK didnt follow us. Lucas and I cant wait to get our FISHES!! Yeah!! We kept hanging around the shop for like.... DAMN LONG!! We just got our budget DONE and END OF THIS MONTH, WE GOING TO MEET UP AND BUY OUR FISHES!! Whee!! I received 2 phone calls from my LOVES!! First is Ben Yeo at 7:37PM. He was at tpy with FIONA HENG (missed her sia) and wants to jio me out for dinner but I was at serangoon north and he was damn bad lah... Velly lude!!!

Ben: JO!! Where are you?
Me: At serangoon north.
Ben: BYEBYE!!
Me: Oei!! Velly lude uh. Byebye like that. Why leh?
Ben: Nothing lah. With Fiona now, going to have dinner then thinking to get you out lah.
Me: Ohhh.. Ok. Im with Lucas now.
Ben: Huh? With Lucas? Oh. Nevermind.
Somehow my phone got passed here and there in between. LOL. Lucas is Ben's good friend too.
Me: I can join you guys.
Ben: Dont want lah. Nevermind. Byebye.
Me: Orh. Byebye. =(

2nd phone call at 8:29PM.. IS ZHANG XIAOLI!! 7 days since we last met!!! Lol. She asked me where am I etc.. Then dulan with me AGAIN!!

XL: Jo!! Where are you?!
Me: At serangoon north. Looking at aquarium fishes with Lucas. Why?
XL: Orh. Again lah!! Go out then never jio me again.
Me: Cos I know that you will be with your bf mah. Dont want to disturb mah.
XL: Dont use bf as an excuse lah.
Me: *speechless* -.-
(Background- Lucas: See! We should have ask Xiaoli out.)
ZXL!!! I swear that both of you misses each other lah!!! You missed his nose and I dont know why he misses you too lah. Aiya!! Ma fan!!
Conversation on the phone was kinda long to type right now.... TOO LAZY!!! Lol.

So ended up, I met up with her!! Of cos, after finishing window shopping with Lucas. And guess what?! MELON WAS THERE TOO!! My 3rd time seeing him!! Hahaha. A nice guy to hang out and chat with!! We chatted like nobody's business and...... ZHANG XIAOLI BOUGHT ME SOMETHING!! I SUPER DUPER HAPPY!! I SWEAR!! VERY!! VERY!! VERY HAPPY!! AIYO!! I SUPER DUPER LOVE HER SIA!!

Inside this.... It is a......

















A LEGO Keychain!! It is PATRICK, THE STARFISH!!

















I just cant stop smiling when she got me this. She seem so worried that I may not like it loh. Then why will I tattoo patrick on my ankle!! HELLO!!! Hahaha. It is very nice of her. Super wanna hug her sia but I just dont know how to respond. ALAMAK!! Today, we never hug hor!! Nevermind!! There is always next time!! YEAH!! I put it with my house keys, so that whenever I take my keys out from my pocket, I know that my love is near me and will always be thinking of her.

She used picked up lines on me!!!!! Hahahaha!! DAMN CUTE!! Ok. I kinda started it first!! When I first saw her today, inside my heart and mind was like... WOAH!! XL's eyes are like damn attractive today lah. I cant just get my eyes off from her loh. Then I went toilet cos I needed it badly and she accompanied me and I was like.... kept looking at her non-stop. Then I said, "You really looked gorgeous today lah and I really cant get my eyes off from you." Lol. Okok. I always tend to look at others non-stop (it is a habit) when they are gorgeous in my eyes and I will just.... WOAH!! Hee. Im just the same as BEN YEO!! Hahaha. FRIENDS MAH!! Lol.

Then Xiaoli replied me, "Im a lousy shooter."
Me: Huh? Why?
XL: Cos I kept missing you.
Me: =) Orhhh.. (My right touched my heart) ME TOO!!! Hee

So sweet, right? Love her cuteness. Love her to the core. Im so happy to see her with Melon. Haha. Just really really feel happy for her. Hee. And after that, Melon drove me home, using his mum's Mercedes.. YEAH!! Chilling out at Thomson Plaza Starbucks! STARBUCKS is a place of all times FAVOURITES!! Lol.

Ohh. Ohh. I told Xiaoli that today I suddenly got the idea of doing customized printed t-shirt and which is...


















Yeah! I know is kinda weird or whatever it is but I just want to keep it simple and show others that Im blessed to have them both in my life. I love them very much. very much. very much. =)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

LAST NIGHT

I went to Jill's birthday party. Her godbrother paid for everything. Basically everything was covered! We're all on VIP/ Guest List. Was it fun?! Eh.. Meeting new people was FUN!! The rest... I dont wish to comment. COS I GOT NO IDEAS OF ANYTHING!! I just know that this is my FIRST TIME CLUBBING!! Ass!!! I didnt dance cos I dont know how to and by looking at my friends and new friends danced is like........... THEY ARE.... GOING... TO.... NOTHING!!!! SKIP SKIP SKIP THAT PART!!!

I went there at 9pm and it was still kinda early. Jill, her godbro and her godbro's gf, Cecilia came at 9.30pm. So I waited for awhile and went in and her godbro order one bottle of chiva, green tea, coke, 1 barrel of tiger beer!! WOAH!! It been a long time since I last drank a really good tiger beer!! Lol. Random! Yup. I drank..... Eh.. Alot? Little? I seriously dont know what is alot. I guess I drank very little. In total, I drank 2.5 full cups of chiva mixed with green tea, 4 full cups of chiva mixed with coke, 2 full cups of pure chiva, 4.5 full cups of tiger beer!! Ehh. And 2 full cups of plain water!! And I kept going to the ladies when I started drinking tiger beer. Sian! Someone puked in the ladies loh. EERYER!! Nevermind. Lol. Ok. So did I drink alot? I only know after I drank all the chiva, chiva mixed and then when come to the 3rd cup of tiger beer, I feel the cake already!! YEAH!! I admitted that I was abit tipsy last night!!! BUT I WAS NEVER DRUNK!! Ok. Oh. Wait a min!!! People who are drunk always dont admit that they are drunk. OH NO!! Was I drunk last night? Lol. Whatever lah, Jo!! No, no, no.. I wasnt drunk last night. But most of my new friends went out of control. So SCARY!!! They come to me and they were all of over place and I ended up have to take care of them and I have to hold them and make sure that they are still standing firmly on the ground. I swear that wasnt easy, k? Why should I hold them anyway? Im suppose to enjoy myself. MYSELF!! Lol. Nevermind. But they should really KNOW their LIMIT too!! Lol.

One of them call Vanesaa came to me and said...
Van: Wooo!! Im not drunk, Im not drunk!!
Me: Alright. You're not.
Van: Yea! It suppose to be this way. IM THIRSTY!!
Me: Ok. (I went to swap my drink to plain water and pass it to her.)
Van: Wah!! Nice!!
Me: -.- (inside my heart saying.. You're DRUNK loh!!!) Are you ok? Rest awhile, please.
Van: No! Come! I show you that Im perfectly fine. *kiss on my cheek*
Me: Alright man. ( DOUBLY -.- ) "Thank you". *roll my eyes*

ANNOYING SIA TO WHOEVER WHO GOT DRUNK LAST NIGHT!! You guys cant drink then dont DRINK!! Who's going to get you home, if you're KO on the floor. Im not going to do that loh.. Ehh. Actually I think I will leh because Im a soft-hearted person lah. I wont bear to see my friend sleeping on the street or whatever lah. Aiyo. I seriously cannot tahan my new friends loh. Hahaha. There are 4 new friends that were all damn nice. They are Adrian, Wen Ting, Jay....(dont know how to spell) and Liz. They always go clubbing or should I say.. They used to... Ok. They used to club. Eh.. They ordered 2 nice drink and I think is Vodka mixed with lime. Wah. NICE!! I didnt drink that one alot cos I worried that they might not feel enough. YEAH!! Im the one who dared them drink PURE CHIVA and they cant take it sia. Lol. So difficult meh? The percentage of the alcohol is only 43%. Izit high? Ehh. Or maybe because I always drink pure vodka and from there, I got used to drink it pure. But pure nicer what. I find it so weird. They can drink alot but when come to drink pure chiva at one go, they cant do it. Ok. So should I... declared myself as...?? MISS GOOD DRINKER!! Hahhaa. Kidding. Please please. Im not. If I am, then last night, I wont feel tipsy already. Am I right? Yeah.

Well. Getting to know new people are fun and drinking is fun. I havent get down to the dancefloor to dance, so I wont comment about that. Cos I may get murdered somewhere if I comment something not so nice. Lol. Yeah! Im going to keep in touch with my new friend. Only that 4 of them. Not the rest of little drunkers!! Byebye!!

Actually I got alot of things to say.. But it is really too long and too much to share!!

Friday, November 14, 2008

I just got back from work. Yea. Very tired but cant sleep again. Lol. Whatever it is!! Today, I happened to be damn emo. I dont know why too. I just suddenly woke up in the morning and all my mind was telling me to quit my job, quit subway, quit subway... Lol. Dragged myself to work today, my eyes are barely open due to sleeping at 4am last night.

I reached my working place and do what I need to do. Rush hour came in. Work, work, work and work non stop. Going crazy. I kept smiling cos I know if I smiled, it can give me the extra energy to serve. Yea. And also fighting with my mind abt continuing to love my job, find my passion to serve and dont quit. Yea. Got it done in abt 2hrs and I ok le. Around 2pm, I got new staff mate. WHEE!! We both make friends, I buddy with her, I teach her, crap with her etc. It make me happy that I can teach ppl cos one year back, Lalaine(up-coming manager) taught, guided me, played with me etc.. Heehee. It just make me feel like it is..... Ehhh.. Lol. No words can be express now. Im just happy!!

Lol. My pub manager havent get back to me whether do I need to work tonight anot loh. Im so tired now. Hahhaa. I dont know whether should I rest anot. HAHAHA. I DONT WANT LEH!! Cos I cant!! Im missing Alis!! RANDOM!! 3 more days to his BIRTHDAY!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Hahhaa. I was on the phone with Xiaoli at 3am plus and we chatted till 4am plus. We were talking abt aquarium fishes... Woah!! I swear it is so scary lah. Must really take care of the fishes very well, if not, it will die, fall sick etc etc.. Alamak. I worried that if I buy my pufferfishes back hor in one day.. ALL WILL DIE!! Lol. But if it really dies, I will get GOLDFISHES!! If not, then guppies loh. Haha. I better pray that my fishes wont die so early loh. The puffer, I want to get is called, "Green spotted puffer", they got 10 years++ lifespan leh. WOAH!! I will be 28 years old by then, provided I really take care of it very well lah. Lol.

I went to read up alot abt puffer, went to youtube to watch it too... And I found out that they are not overly aggressive, but may still show some aggression towards their own kind, other puffers, or other fish- especially as they approach adult size. Keep in a species tank or wth larger brackish fish, such as monos and archerfish. Woah. So my fish tank wont have just purely puffer cos I want them to make friends with other fishes. Lol. Cos Im friendly mah, so I must get my puffer to be friendly too. -.- Last night, I told Xiaoli that I really got no space to put a fish tank leh, how uh? SO I asked her whether can I put it under the table... And she.... I.G.N.T.S.!!! Lol. Ai!! How how? Where to put my fishes?! Why my house so small?! RAWR RAWR!! DEPRESSED!! (T.T) Fish, fish, fish.. Where should I place you at?!?!?!

ARGHHHHhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO GO TO WORK NOW!! ALAMAK! CIAO!!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Today..... Tiring day!! I seriously havent been sleeping well for days.... Ok. IS MONTHS ACTUALLY!! Whatever it is!! I woke up early to accompany my mummy to hospital today for some scanning for her stomach. Just like me, the period of time when I got my gastric problem. After finishing her scanning, I kinda quarreled with my mum. Very angry with her. My dad stopped us for further argument and I went away to a corner to sleep and my dad accompany my mum to see the doctor in the end. Yea. Angry with her with some issue. Just dont know why. Oh. Why I started quarreling with her? In the early morning, she went into the surgery centre to do her scanning and my dad and I went off to have our breakfast for about going 2 hours. My dad and I didnt know that she will wake up so fast, so we decided to take a ride out of the hospital to have our breakfast. She woke up within 1hr 30mins and didnt see us around and called us to come back immediately. So after we're done with our breakfast, we head back immediately to the hospital and she started mumbling and nagging at us and I replied her nicely etc then told her that, "Orh lah. Orh lah. Ok. Im sorry, we are sorry." Then she still continued to mumbling and nagging at me (why only me uh? plus she said something like, "Jo, you're not given birth by a beast." Plus she kept repeating that loh. lol. I swear no link lah.) then I just suddenly cant take it anymore and so I flared up at her loh.

I seriously dont know what's wrong between us. Maybe is her or maybe is just me. I seriously dont know. I just no longer find that is her normal self. She kept saying that the family is giving her pressure. What pressure? I tried talking to her all these times but she have no idea too. I guess she just dont know how to express herself. I feel that she's the one who is giving me pressure loh. She kept wanting me to take accounting, so that I could be accountant in the future. Alamak!! Is not my dreams and goals in the first place lah. How can I take something that I dont like? She dont want me to do what I like loh cos she said all my dreams and goals will be giving me pressure. But..... I cant, I cant, I cant. I seriously cant do something that I dont like what. Aiya. Forget abt it. Too heartache to talk further abt it right now. But Im still loving her. Always have.

I got back home after my mum is done. I stayed home for awhile and went out with Ben and Seth for late lunch. Lol. We ate subway at marina square. SETH PAID THE BILL AGAIN!! Sian!! Why cant he let us pay? He kept saying, "Why are you guys rejecting my offer?" Lol. We never!! We also want to bless you too!!! Lol. Nevermind. We went off at 6pm and I went to meet my cousin, CELESTE!! Hahaha. We went to tpy coffee bean to chill and ordered something. Yeah!! This time round, I treat Celeste!! So happy that I can do that. Lol. Dont ask me why. Im just happy cos I love her mah. YEAH!! From moi bottom of my heart, k? loves.

Lol. I realised I been missing my cousins very much loh. Ok. Cousins? Which ones? Only Norman and Celeste loh. Dont know why too. I just love them very much. Last week, I happened to meet up with Nor to his place for a while and before I left his place, he hinted me for a hug loh. Aiyo. Let me explain how he do it, k? He was lying down on his mummy's thigh on the sofa and he looked at me with those watery kinda of eyes and stretched out his arms to hint me to hug him loh. So sweet, right? My heart just melted lah and I gave him a real tight hug and I told him that we will do that more often now, k? Then he smiled at me. I seriously love him like mad lah. We havent hug since....... Many many many many many many years.. Like the last hug was maybe at the age of 6!!! Lol. So is abt 12 YEARS!!! IT'S12 YEARS, IT HAS BEEN 12 YEARS.... SINCE WE LAST HUGGED!! Oh man. I think I cant bear to lose him sia. I think I can lose everything in my life but not him. I dont know why but he really mean something in my heart. Yea. We may not be like very close now or always meeting up with each other. But our love for each other is like..... No words can be put in phrase.

Alamak. Why now everything is abt Norman? Lol. Ok. Yup. After catching up with Celeste, we went off.. She went to meet someone else.... and blah blah blah.. Im too tired to type already lah. My eyes are barely open now!!!!!!!!! One liner EYES!!


Wait a min.. I got something to say...!!! I went to ask my dad whether can I buy aquarium fishes to rare and guess what he said?!?! YEAH!! He approved!! He said, "You want, you want loh. None of my business." But on my mum's side..... Lol. I DONT EVEN PLAN TO ASK HER COS I KNOW THAT THE ANSWER IS A NO, NO, NO!! Im going to buy it first and face it later. Lol. The only problem now is that... I dont have space for them. Im planned to get 10 PUFFERFISHES!! Whee!! Im getting Xiaoli to teach me how to set up the tank etc.. Hee. I cant wait. I will get it next month cos now I will be busy working, no time to arrange space for my fishes. So now... I have yet decided to set a date in december to clear up and go buy all the aquarium thingy with ZXL!! Im gonna do that soon and I WILL BE A HAPPY GIRL!! And Xiaoli gave me the website to check it out abt it more.... It is http://www.thetropicaltank.co.uk/Fishindx/puf-fluv.htm

Im singing... happy.. Im very happy.. ~ So so happy.. Happy happy. Very happy. FULL STOP!! Im self-entertaining again. -.- Loves.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

CHERYL PHUA PEI YUN IS SICK!! SHE'S RUNNING ON FEVER NOW!! WHEN I MET HER THIS MORNING, SHE LOOKED SO PALE LOH!! My heartache sia cos I see her like that and she took good care of me when Im sick but I couldnt do the same for her and plus I didnt know how to react but to just sayang her. Sigh.

SHE TOLD ME SOMETHING FUNNY!! SHE PUNCHED AN INDIAN MAN WHO TRIED TO TOUCH HER HAND!! HMM.. -.- The indian man said, "Sorry sorry." and... run away. DOTS!!
I FINISHED BY LAST PAPER!! Whee!! It is EASY EASY EASY!! Only some questions I dont know how to answer. hahaha.


There are 10 things that make me love about Ben, Xiaoli, Elaine and Alistair to the core.

Ben
1) He whines!
2) He share and express his feelings to me very well.
3) His nonsense.
4) He talked alot and his da dao li.
5) His passion and dream.
6) He's fun!
7) His love for me.
8) He's very sociable.
9) He's a gentlemen.
10) He cares for others.

Xiaoli
1) She's whiny!
2) She's annoying!
3) She's insecure.
4) Her hugs and kisses.
5) Her craps.
6) Her love for me.
7) Her yang orh-ness.
8) Her noisiness.
9) Her randomness. (Which most of the time, she come across very sweet to me. Always. Unexpectedly.)
10) She love my piggyback and kola bear huggies. (She always jumped perfectly.)

Elaine
1) She always play with me.
2) She's funny.
3) Her love for me.
4) She cares for me.
5) Her love for children. (I love children too but Im not good at handling kids. I think I might ended up hanging them upside down loh.)
6) Her faithfulness.
7) She encourages.
8) Her selfishness.
9) Her endurance.
10) Her perseverance.

Alistair
1) He do yang orh.
2) He is sweet. (To me, he is!!)
3) He will oppose against me. (In a fun way..)
4) He share his feelings.
5) He is patient.
6) We argue for FUN!
7) We talked things out.
8) He shared his ren sheng jing yan about biking. (Hahaha. I bet he dont know what is this. Lol. Im not going to tell you, Alis!!)
9) He cares for me and his bro too. (I love Shawn Shawn. Yea. Even though, I seldom play with him. How now how?)
10) His carefree attitude abt certain things.



















This is Xiaoli's aquarium. These fishes belongs to her. I missed watching the fishes swimming about in the tank with her. She really have beautiful fishes. Lol. I dont know anything abt aquarium water but I feel that somehow Xiaoli influenced me about her interests. I actually recently have been to a few fish shops to see fishes. I feel like having my own aquarium fishes and tank now. I WANT TO HAVE A TANK FULL OF PUFFERFISHES!! Lol. I love them! Xiaoli said is not going to be easy to take care of them. Yeah. I know. But I really love to see the fishes swim abt in the tank and when Im bored or lonely, I can talk to them.

BETTER THAN DOG!!! hahaha.

Alistair is a MURDER of his FISHES!! Few years back, he told me that he bought some fishes back home to rare and guess what he did? He was so bored watching his fishes swimming abt and he started stirring the water in the fish tank and the next day all the fishes floated up in the water. Poor little ones, you guys floated up just like how angel does. Hallelujah. May you see my indian pufferfishes (2 years back) in heaven too. Lol.

UPDATES UPDATES!!
Alis read my blog abt this post and said this to me.....

Alistair: I did not stir the water, I scoop them up with the net and toss them up into the air and let gravity have its turn by pulling them down into the water
Me: Dots
Alistair: haha
Me: lol. Okie. I going to post tt.
Alistair: Haha
Me: Hahaha. Frying pan
Alistair: Sure. All the fish lovers will nv forgive me
Me: Hahaha. Yea. esp XIAOLI!! hahaha

EVIL ALISTAIR!!! SO BAD!!!! MORON!! I HATE YOU FOR KILLING THE FISHES!! COS IM BEGINNING TO LOVE FISHES TOO LOH!!

Last night at 2.02am, Xiaoli super duper sweet. Very random of her again. That's what make me love her to the fullest. She dropped me a msg by saying....

















Hee. So sweet, right?

LOVE HER SIOL...

9 Nov 2008
Finished work. Immediately rushed down to HOGC for service with Pastor Kong. It is really amazing but.... The sermon a bit too profound for me to digest. Lol. But it was cool. I really like it. I enjoyed service. Yeah. After that, my cellmates and I went on to bugis to eat wanton noodle. I didnt eat cos I thought my aunt cooked my dinner. So we chit chat and fellowship together. It was nice cos everyone shared abt our dreams, our thoughts etc.. Yup.

At HOGC taking photo with PEI SHAN!! She's so nice and sweet. She said Zhi Han and I act cute loh. Haahahha. YEAH!! It shows that we got to same heart, if not why are we from the same church leh. lol. How now how? Jealous uh? Kidding. =P


































I got back home and found out that there wasnt any dinner for me. =( Sad. Ok. Luckily my sweet Ben Yeo called me and asked me where am I and asked me whether I want to join Seth and him for dinner. Whee! So I went on to meet him at Dhoby Ghaut and went over to hougang to eat.... WESTERN FOOD!! The western food is GOOD!! Very delicious!! Yup. Seth paid for our food and drinks. So paiseh loh. We chatted till very late abt 11pm and we took a cab with Seth. Seth sent us home (Ben's place) cos I didnt want to travel already, so I overnight at Ben's place and went off in the morning because he got SCHOOL!!


10 Nov 2008
I got home at 9am and woke up at 11am to meet Seth. Oh oh oh.. I forgot to intro him. Lol. He is a new friend of Ben and I. He is from Uganda and he is a black. Ehh. Izit rude to call them a "black"? Sorry. I seriously dont know. But well... I only know that he is super duper nice. =) He is born from a rich family. Very rich. Very very rich. Very very very rich. You will be shocked if I tell you about what he do and his family does. I think you will faint. Haha. Yup.

So I went out with him to be his host. We met at peninsula at 12pm and I bought him to funan mall food court to eat pepper lunch. Hee. Oh man. He very bad loh. He dont even allow me to pay a single cent of anything. He scolded me!! Hahah. Yea. Cos he thinks that Ben and I are students and dont earn much money, so he suppose to be the one who is paying everything. One question for everyone... Who can finish pepper lunch? The portion is just nice, right? He hardly finished half of it and he dropped dead there on his seat. Hahha. He really cant eat much. I guess he really have small stomach. Very small indeed.

After finishing our lunch, we went on shopping. He wanted to buy something but he said not today, next week, he wants to bring Ben and I out for shopping. Only shopping. Purely shopping!! Lol. Ben called me and said he is coming to join us and we met him up at 1.45pm and we went to Suntec. We bought ice-cream from Marvelous Cream. WOAH!! I swear it is damn nice. Not very sweet, very smoothing in the throat. Whee!! I will like to have more of that next time but well... Me being faithful.. I will still go for Ben & Jerry. It is very sweet and which I will always complained abt that but I feel happier when I eat B&J's. LOVE LOVE!! Lol. Ahhh~ Thinking abt ben & Jerry. It just remind me ab something. Can I share a random friendster comments that I received from Melon (XL's bf)?

Random Thoughts
Melon: Can i call you RO-AN-NE? =P
Me: WHAT?! WHY?!
Melon: Haha, nope, im just trying to pull some shorts up actually. =P but you know what? somehow i kind of associate you and ben as "ice creams"? ( its a good thing ahahahahahaha, ice creams are meant to be sweet? =Ppp ) XL refers both of you as Ben & Joanne but it does somehow get filtered through my ears as Ben & Jerrys =p
Me: Hahhaa. I see. YEA!! I love Ben & Jerry. I think Ben too. Lol. Wait a min!! You velly lude (very rude) uh!! COS YOU SPELLED MY NAME AS "JOANNE"!! I dont have an "E" behind!! Didnt XL tell you that!! Aiya. Sometime she herself spelled my name wrongly loh. Nevermind. You're forgiven!! And one last thing..... You very random leh!! How come will think of us when ya pulling your shorts!! -.-

Ok. I dont know why I post this random thingy but well... Maybe that is why Ben and I become good friend!! More than a good fren and less than a boyfriend. Bloody love him siol. Maybe Ben and I can start a ice cream shop too. Ya. Then I will ring the bell, he will push the ice cream cart, right? Hm. -.- Self-entertaining. dots.

Yup. We went on the starbucks to chill and this time round, I managed to pay for Seth's drinks at starbucks. =P He kinda got angry with me loh. Hahaha. Too bad, I paid it already then I pretend that I forgot how much I paid and he wanted to return $50!! HELLO!! 2 medium tea and a medium coffee dont cost $50!!! Heee.. Yeah.

Guess what we did? Er.. We discuss abt our business and shared our dreams!! Coooool.... He wants to invest with us and give us some tips on starting business. Yea. He's a specialized in IT programme and he got his own business company in Uganda!! I wont share abt what we discussed at starbucks. Because it is secret!! Shhhhh...

I left the place at 6.15pm to meet Xiaoli and Yuru for dinner at 7pm. Ben didnt tag along cos he got tons of projects to finish. Sian.. Lol. I got to AMK, Big S-11 at 7pm. Two girls were late!! IT HAS BEEN 15 DAYS THAT I HAVENT MET XIAOLI and for YURU is like..... at least 1 month plus. Lol. I bloody missed them alot. Lol. Yea. I was having a bad migraine since morning but it got worse as the day gets darker. So I got Xiaoli to bring panadol for me. Xiaoli got here first and passed me the panadol and it is super big loh. Haha. I chewed it and swollen it without water. The taste of panadol is horrible now!! Eeryer. Last time was alot better. Lol. Love you for bring panadol for me. Teehee. This time round, you didnt forget. Lol. Not long after, Yuru joined us.

Xiaoli and I had western food. Yuru had seafood! Lol. I treated XL western food and Yuru treated us chicken wings. Lol. Cos that XL want to eat lah. Show you the conversation with her and Yuru.

Yuru: You want chicken wings anot?
XL: Dont want lah. Dont want lah.
Yuru: Really uh? Dont regret hor.
XL: Aiya. If you want then you order loh.

ZXL very smart, right? Hahaha. So cute. Love her very much sia. She want the chicken wing but she pushed it to as if Yuru really want to eat. When all the food were here, we chatted like crazy. Yuru was jealous abt some issue with XL. Then both of them started urguing over the table. I kept laughing and kept sliding XL.. Yuru got damn sad lah. Hee. Faint. Sorry uh. I just have to agree with Xiaoli for some certain stuffs. It is the fact!! lol.

Yuru: *whine* Joann.... You see... Xiaoli bully me. (Thinking that I will say XL).
Me: Orh. *Turn to XL and smile* XL, well done!
Yuru: Sob sob. *Whine*Whine*Whine*
XL and I: *Giggle*

Yeah. Yuru was jealous because of Melon. She felt that now Melon is having more of XL and XL have lesser time with Yuru. Lol. Hahaha. Then XL told me that, "It is all karma that she's receiving now cos she used to be like that." Hahahhaa. So funny. Yeah.

Yuru, dont jealous lah. Just be secured abt XL's love for you. Just like me. I never got jealous with Melon. Jealousy? I never really have that problem anyway, I think I really do feel secured abt XL's love for me. I wish I could spend alot of time with XL too but well.. Let her and her bf go tian tian bah. Just like how Ben and I always think. Then someone with the surname of "Zhang" will always said, "Woah. You and Ben always go out then never jio me loh." Yaya. Whatever lah! Then dont always go out with your bf loh. We confirm wont think twice to jio you out! Yeah!! Hi 5, Ben!!

After dinner, we held each other's hands and walk over to Fairprice to buy fruits. To eat? NOPE!! Cos Yuru have to get some fruits to pay respect to her grandma. Ya. Before, we go into the fairprice, XL went to get a huge trolley when we're only getting fruits. Very bo liao loh. Like maybe 4 or 5 apples loh. OEI!! Very difficult to hold it in hand meh? Lol. At the fruits area... We kept going round and round like a merry-go-round.. Why?! Ask the fairprice lah. Most of the fruits are not fresh, if not rotten. Alamak. So difficult to make decision. We came to the pear area, XL and I did something very funny and the fairprice lady kept staring at us. What we did was.. Yuru was on the phone with her mum to do some confirmation. We started...


















YEAH!! You understand us?? Lol. We tried putting as much packets of pears in the trolley. Cos Yuru's grandma just got into heaven, we're trying to get Yuru to buy more fruits for her grandma to socialize with new friends up there. Lol. Kidding. XL and I were just playing a fool. Loves.


PHOTOS TIME!!



























I didnt close my eyes. I just smiled and my eyes are gone!! ONE LINER EYES!!

















Xiaoli misses her smiley piercing. Lol. Me too. =)

















I just love taking photos with her.



















































ZXL!! You're damn bad. YOU LEFT YURU OUT IN THIS PIC!! It suppose to be my turn to take photo with her. But it was funny!!

















Me taking photo for my SWEETHEART! Moi loving her like crazy!
















This time round... The THREE of us!!



































I JUST SIMPLY LOVE THEM!!

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Oh oh oh.. Im going to tattoo this barcode next year on Xiaoli's birthday. This is the real barcode hor. I went to download the code into my computer and type Ben, XL and my name in it and ta-da... The lovely barcode is OUT!! Whee!! Oh. Why is Xiaoli in the middle? Eh.. Actually XL suppose to be first, I second and Ben third cos I followed by age loh. Yup. But to think abt it... It has always been Ben and I who are taking care of XL. So I decided to put XL in the middle. Ben is the man, so he is first and lastly will be me. Ben.Xiaoli.Jo. SWEET! I cant wait to tattoo that. At where? Not going to tell yet. Only Xiaoli knows where will it be... and BEN tooo....