Hey guyz... Got miss me anot? Lol. I miss you all man... Im in taiwan now, been traveling for 2 days already. Is very cooling over here. Is about 14 - 16 degree C here. Hahaha.. Shiok. I wish some days Singapore will have that kinda weather. But I dont really like their lifestyle over here. Mmm.. Been trying to shop. But.... Ai.. Is like all the shopping areas is like Bugis Street. Then I dont know what to get. I just bought a Levi's shoes just now. About $99.50 Sing dollar.

Dan Dan- Im so sorry. I really cant find a very nice pair of shoes for you man... Is like the same as Singapore and also almost the same price as Singapore. Is either more ex or slightly cheaper few dollars cheaper. Ya loh. But I hope that the last few days, I can really see a very nice pair of shoes and get it for you. The size of your foot is 11 right?? And I saw a Levi's pants for you but is fake. Lol. It costs $19.45 in Sing dollars. Mm.. Didnt get it for you, coz I think you want real one, right??

Ai. And tmr is REVOULTION AWARD!!! I know is going to be FUN, FUN and FUN lohh.... Grrrr.. WHY MY TAIWAN TRIP IS AT THE WRONG TIMING??!! Ai. Nevermind. But you all must video down for me, k?? So that I can watch when Im back from Taiwan. Ok? ROCK ON, GUYZ!!!

IM GOING TO TAIWAN TOMORROW!!!!
ARGHHHH... I DONT WANT!!! BUT I CANT!!

Woohoo!!!! Today was awesome!!!! Today my church got service!! Then it was like a very different feeling thingy coz usually sunday is sunday service mah but instead of sunday service is move to today!!! So is kinda of monday service. Then got exchange gifts session. Then I received alot of gifts sia.. Is those superb one lohhh.. I got cards, sweets, chocolates, t-shirts. I love those t-shirts loh... Haha. Got Ed Hardy some more. I never dream that I can have it at the age of 16. Coz is not cheap... Haha.. Ed Hardy rocks!! Haha. I havent take a pictures of all my gifts and now I dont have a chance already because my dad confiscated my hp back. Sian.. Haha... And Im going to taiwan soon.. Sian.. Sian.. Sian.. Im so going to miss everyone in Singapore loh. Is going to be a 7 days trip loh... LONGGGGG sia.... Going off on the 29th Dec 06 and will be coming back on 4 Jan 07. I dont wanna go.....!!!! Really really... Oh man.. Why?? I hate it..!!!

Ai. I been grounded for days already. Im missing everyone around that care for me and love me. Like my Pastor, CG leader, churchmates and of coz including my cellmates which they are all the ones that are closer to me and plus a few of my friends that Im close with now. Yesterday I called and talked Dan Dan(Aiky) about my situation abit. He asked me a few questions. And I told him that I dont feel physically pain so much coz is just a temporary pain and I know soon it will be gone. But what's most hurting is going to be inside my heart. Is the wound that going to be and it gonna be a scar inside for long. But I choose not to be angry with my dad, I didnt blame him at all, though I'm abit angry and hurted but I know he didnt really mean it. I didnt blame God too. And I told God that I still choose to believe in Him. For what is going to be, I will continue and run my race and soon one day, I will win my prize.

I really wanna thank my pastor and CG leader. I dont know how to thank you both but I was very very touched yesterday. Haha. I felt super loved by both of you. And of coz, Su who drive all the way to the braddell area where I see my doctor. Hee.
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Orh-hor. My dad just fixed the computer!!! Hooray!! lol. Ai. Didnt sleep the whole night, Im so scare... I dont know what to say, I seem like Im lost in words. I dont know. I dont dare to think, I want to sleep but I dont dare to close my eyes. I, I, I, I............

Ai. Alot of things happened during this week.. Feeling very down. Got my results and not very happy with it. But still manage to still can choose the course that i want to go. Hopefully I can make it and get into that course I want. I want to do well and even further study on that course. I really cant wait any longer. Im dreaming to be a millionaire and so I want to be. Thinking that it might be a crazy dream but I want to dream that kind of dream. I want to be rich!!!

Ai. My computer got crashed.... And that why i never blog for a longggggggg time..... SIANNNNZZZ!!!! I got alot of pictures to blog but I cant do it now. Coz Im at my cousin's place. I donated my blood last friday. Super happy sia.. I want to be be so committed in donating my blood. I will do it for life sia.. FOREVER!!! Lol. Now I got nothing to post about also coz I never post pictures..

TODAY IS AIKY'S BIRTHDAY!!!! haha. Me and my cellmates gave his a little surprise!!! lol. I think he's super happy loh. Haha. Although the celebration was fast but I guess he love it and Im happy for him too. He's gifts person and I bet he's super loved by us now. I took some pictures.

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Blow wind blow... Kidding. He's blowing out his candles. 16 small candles loh. Haha. But he really got a big breathe. Well done! One blow, all candles are out. Ha!









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Open up his presents from our cellmates(Connect Group/Cell Group). Is a superman belt and t-shirt. Ha. I told him to wear it for sunday service. He said he will!!! woohoo!!!











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Unwrapping present from Zacc. Haha. Super cool t-shirt. I helped Zac to decided what to get. Lol. My taste not bad heh. Lol. Self-praise. I heard someone said this before. Self-praise = no praise. Haha.

Wow. Yesterday I had a great day, even though I was super duper tired. Me and few of my churchmates when to help up in Children's ministry's camp. And they were all over the place and making some much noise and always cant get in 2 too. Lol. Then have to be serious with them and make lay some little rules to follow. Ha. They went Esplanade for treasure hunt and after that they went makan sutra to have dinner. And these are some pictures that I took.


Picture 1: Treasure Hunting


















Picture 2: All waiting for SBS 138 to go to Night Safari













Picture 3: Awww.. So cute...


















Picture 4: Mess picture














Picture 5: Seriously me and aiky took super alot of picture is like 8 out 10 picture got Halena add on to the picture. By looking at the finger that trying to dig Aiky's nose, you will know. Hahaha..

Haha. I know what to post already. Recently Im so eager to train myself to tahan not to sleep. Coz I always envy my leaders that they always sleep very little but they still can take it. And this week, I want to sleep but I can't. Lol. I think this week, I slept less than 10 hours. Ha. And also partly, I got stuffs to do and need to use the computer to do it. Then my house only have one computer but 3 people fighting for it. And I usually have to wait till my dad and brother use finish then I can use. And by the time, I got the computer and is at 1 or 2am. Haha. But I enjoyed the night of not sleeping. Haha. Coz I can train my brain not to sleep. Then next time, I will have no difficulties of not sleeping. POWER!!! Haa. I know Im crazy. There are times, I want to sleep but when I get my job done and it would be like 4am already. Then I still have to prepare myself at 4.45am and meet God at 5am. Haha. So I will usually think there's no point to sleep. Yea!! I think soon I will have panda's eyes. Lol. But if now, is going to help me to train my brain not to sleep then Im willing to have panda's eyes. And Im hungry now!! My house got nothing to eat. Sob Sob. My stomach is playing drums now. Lol. *faint*

Hey everybody. So sorry. I havent been posting anything on my blog. Seriously I have nothing to post. But I only got things to encourage the Christians abit. For the passed few weeks, I been waking up at 4.45am to do my quiet time everyday. Is really very cool. You will really feel the strong presence of God. And of coz, the first few days, it was a "nightmare" to me. Lol. Coz I was struggling to just stay awake.

So do you want to know how I planned my time?

4.45am- Wake up (5mins), brush my teeth(2mins), wash my face (2mins), drink coffee (2mins) [11mins is used up.]
4.56am- Prepare my bible and notebook. (4mins)
5am- Start my bible reading (20mins), pray (till 7am or 7.30am)

And this is my schedule. So what about your's? Are you going to sacrifice? Just to wake up early to spend time with God? Give yourself a try? Amen?

Whatever it is now, Pal. I dont wanna cross this boundaries again. I learn my lesson. I dont wanna say anything. Im quite tired about it. I have nothing to say. All I know that I will never forget the things in life that the person had left a scar for me. Go make a decision for yourself. What I can do is when you're down, I can be there for you. If you're happy, I will happy for you too. Ok?

Ha. We got a sushi eating outing yesterday.. thanks to yiyuan for organising the outing. thank you.





















Yiyuan is always advertising the foods that he's eating.

ha. they looked small, but they eat like crazy.. they are the big eaters and they can win the guyz already.

Wah. I havent been posting anything for a few days already. haha. oh ya. that day, we having a flag day and i got one of my churchmates, to take some pictures using my handphone. yea. let have a moment of it. Enjoy...

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Picture 2:
They are really really very very busy..... why???








Picture 3:
Got such a longgggg queue... and that why they are busy.. You think i bluff you?! Look at picture 4 then.







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See.... what I told you. =P







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look!! who turn up to support us?? ANGELS!!!

Ha. Me and my close friend, Pamela, decided to go travel around Singapore during our school holidays. I know is going to be crazy but we already decided about it already. lol. And yesterday we're done with our first destination.

CHANGI AIRPORT!!!

My comments: Mmm... What do we do there?? Go walk walk loh.. Ha. Actually before getting there, both of us felt so excited and cant wait to get there but when we get there and started to walk around, we got bored soon after. But thanks to Pam, she's really a very hyper-active person and smile through out the whole walk with me and that make me feel more happier and felt great being with her. Hee. Thks, girl.

Hey guyz. I just wanna post this.. It's already been quite some time already. Im fine already. Ok. Here I go. 1 and a half month ago, God discipled me. I think so. Coz it seem to struck me deeply. Ok. Here I am, announcing that I lost my passion for God which is few months back. I dont know why too. I lost my faith, I looked down on myself, I compared myself with others, I stopped dreaming dreams, I stopped thinking about God, loving God and even fear Him in my life. And plus, alot of things happened along the way. But somehow I never want to leave God. Argh.. I dont know how to explain it from here about the never wanting to leave God. I know God did alot of things in my life that I think I never forget about. I know I hurted God alot for the passed few months which the period of losing my passion for Him. Me of not wanting to spend time with Him etc.. And I tried alot of ways to get to back to God, but it seem like Im still dry and cant get connect to Him. Soon after, I started to hate trying to get connection with God. I tried reading my bible, nothing to speak to me. Ha. Now I know the answer, coz I come to God without an open heart. And one day, which is abt 1 and a half month ago, I cried out to God and told Him that, "GOD, I CANT LIVED MY LIFE LIKE THAT ANYMORE! IM LIKE ROTTING AWAY! IS HURTING, I CANT LIVED WITHOUT YOU! I WANT TO STOP HURTING YOU!" And that was my prayer to Him. 2 days later, I went into bed and in the middle of the night, suddenly someone slapped me in my face. I felt the pain and it went numb and soon after it doesnt hurt anymore. Is like 3-5 seconds pain. No cake, right?? ha. Kidding. Back to my story... I couldnt sleep for awhile and soon I fell asleep. And not long after I heard a loud voice shouted these into my ears. "YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR LIFESTYLE!!" And I was like woah... okok! I will, I will.. And the next day, I started to read bible and pray to God with my heart, but I guess I was still not open enough. And I felt nothing after doing so much. But I never give up. I continued to pray and pray, read and read my bible... And soon enough, I started to find there's sparkles of fire is starting to light up. I treasured this new fresh of my fire for God and I went on with positive heart. And which where I am now.. Last sunday, when I was on my way to church, God flashed some pictures of the things that He done for me in past in my mind. And I teared, and I told God that, "Lord, I really wanna thank You for everything that You done for me and causes me not to never forget it. And most of all, You never forsake me when I lost my passion. I love You, Lord. Amen." And after that, I put a smile on my face and closed my eyes to think about God. Now I feel more like a happier person with God again.. =)

the moment with aik and david. lol

Haha... FINALLY 'N' LEVEL IS OVER!!!! Woohoo...! Lol. Mmm.. Time to chill out.. Yeeha.. Haha. Mmm. I guess Im have done my best for my 'N' level. Cant wait for my result. Im want to go for DIGITAL ANIMATION!!! YES!!! Mm.. I cant wait!!! Oh yeah. Juz came back from church for drums lesson. When I reached home, my dad and one of his friend is here at my place. My dad showed his friend about one big space stone thingy is about to hit the earth in 2023. Is like going to be "END OF THE WORLD". Haha.. Then his friend said, "I dont believe in all these, and if you believe in Jesus and why worry?" I was like laughing away and saying AMEN inside my heart. And I went to ask him, "Uncle, are you a Christian?" And you know what he said? "Yes. You have any church friends, or any friends going thailand and looking for a church, just come and find me." And I was alright man.. Oh ya. Anyway he stayed in Thailand, coz he set up his business over there. Lol. After we went for makan, I suddenly see my dad's friend and his bad image side of him.. Guess what? He smoke and scold vulgarites. lol.. Alamak!! Not setting a good example for my dad to see. And I realised after the uncle said about Jesus etc and then my dad whole face is like totally changed loh... Super "black"!! Sigh.. Lord Jesus Christ, you hear my prayer and answer them. I pray that my dad and my family will come to know you one day. It may take long, but I will still choose to believe that You will change my family's heart and turn them upside up and that they will one day come to know You and bow down and worship You, for Your Kingdom and Your glory forever and ever. Amen.

PING & PONG IS BACK!!!

Ping: Hey Pong! Bus is here and is a double-decked bus.
Pong: Hooray...!!
Ping: Yeah! Let go up and sit.
Pong: No. Is dangerous.
Ping: Why? Isn't cool to sit up there?
Pong: No. Coz there's no bus driver up there.

Do you know who is he?? He's Stephen Baldwin. Still dont know? Watch before Flintstone the movie?? Mr. Fred's best friend?? Who called Barney, not the purple dinosaur. Yea.











Look at this picture izit better? He's doing great for God. He got his own ministries. And guess what it is? Is a skateboarding ministry. Is so cool and awesome. Want to check it out more?? Go to http://www.livinit.com.

Wah. My dad just came back from Thailand. Didnt manage to go to the Airport and fetch him because of my mum, she told me to wait for my dad to come home himself. Oh man. But is fine. When I heard his voice at the doorstep, I ran toward him and hugged him and kissed him. Haha.. I really missed him. I dont know why. I guess all along Im like that. Ha. I dont really showed it out, but inside my heart I missed him alot. Hee. Now he's back and when he was at Thailand, I told him to get me a pencil case for me. And you know what he get for me??? He bought 4 pencil cases. 3 pencil cases are the doggies design and the another one is SPIDERMAN design!!! But it's so KIDDY!!!. Oh man. Nevermind. I shall temporary use that one first. It seem like the "I not stupid" movie, where the Cheng Cai's dad bought him the Ninja Turtle bag for him. Lolx. Oh. Continue from the part when he came back, he bought us out which is my family. He brought me and my brother to play bowling at the middle of 1am. So nice of him. Hee. Me and my brother enjoyed ourselves. And plus, I realised that my dad became more positive, he encouraged us alot when we played bowling. I remember he never used to be like that, when we didnt score well, he will say us lousy etc.. But this time round, he didnt. Wow. So amazing! I guess God must be making some changes in my family. YEAH!

Oh man.. Today is the last day of school. Mm.. Yes, I guess I did have fun, only especially when come to the cooking spaghetti part. Hee. My Prinicipal, Mrs Caroline Tan cooked spaghetti for us. IS LIVE LOH!! Oh man. But I didnt get a chance to eat her cooking. =( Because the 4Blessing people want to cook themselves and Mrs Tan allowed. And then she left the place for us to cook. Oh man. How would I wish I can have a taste of her cooking skills. Lolx. Then in the end, one of my school, office lady, Miss Tan. I guess so. Haha. SHE COOKED FOR ME!! Woohoo..! Nice!! Hee. And when come to MISS JOYCE CHONG's cooking, which is my MATHS teacher... Errrr.......... Is like, "Mmm.. NICE, NICE...!!" "YUMMY" *cough*cough* is horrible loh.. haha. Oops. Sorry arh.. She admitted that she really cant cook. Hee. Then plus, I cooked for Mr Tan Lip Sing, my form teacher. Hee. I also dont know whether nice anot loh.. I hope so and hope that he dont go to toilet after eating it. Coz I go toilet, never wash hands. Hahaha.. No la.. Is coz I scared that my hands got bacteria, coz we go everywhere also touch here and there. Oops. But hor, I can cook one leh.. Not like Miss Chong. HAHA..!!

haha.. He is my chinese teacher, used to be my P.E. teacher. He's nice, but he always whack people or nothing. Then me and aik will get whack by him together. Of coz, not that we are bad students, but he seem to whack the guai ones too. I dont know what he's thinking though..

Cute, right? The cat sticking out it's tongue. I guess it must be dreaming of some things. Maybe some fishes or what loh.. hee

look at this one of my mum's cactus grew flower. cute, right?

















it look like this when it's bloom... lol.

Mm.. Didnt go to school today. Coz when I woke up this morning, I got very bad migraine and plus backache. Wah. This morning, my backache one is more horrible. Sian. Sometime I dont feel pain, but when the pain come back is siao liao... Especially this morning, I cant stand properly. Mm.. I seen a few of doctors but they all said that I have no problem. If no problem, I wont even want to see them. Ai. I dont know la. Im abit tired to see doctors at times.

These are all my mum's favourite plants.. Do you think she's a cactus siao?? Lol.

MY CHURCHMATES!!!

Weiling is juz trying to be like Sean. Haha.



















That's cheeky side of Weiling.

Lol. Having study break for awhile... Yes, I still not in bed yet. I want to but I just couldnt sleep and so doing my study hours. Ha. Before that I was praying to God for prophetic words for people. Ha. God is weird today, He kept gaving one word or one phrase for people. Then I have to elaborate more, so that people wont go huh?? Am I right? yea. Ha. I think I know the answer, probably God want me to learn how to elaborate. lol. Isnt that great? Teaching me spiritually. Ha. I hope that when the person read it and it will hit their hearts. Ha. Hope they will get touch by God. Lalala.. They will. All I need now is to have faith and believe that something going to happen in their lives.. Muahahahaha....

Ha. This is my so called "twin". I love him.

Wah.. Juz came back from a seminar from Heart of God church. Is about taking the schools. It was awesome. I never ever think of this BIG word that called OTHERS!!! THINK OTHERS, SEE OTHERS, DO OTHERS, Jo!!! Pastor Joakim is right, we got to think for OTHERS!! So that others can be added to the kingdom of God. True enough. I havent been winning souls this year!!! ArghhhhHhHhhH!!! This cant be happening it to me!! Jo, what's wrong with you?? Where is your passion?!! Died? Get your way it back then!! GROW UP LAH!! I love God but I dont fear God enough. This is what I lack in my life!!! My heart hurts alot whenever I failed to come to God right. I remembered I used to do my quiet time for 1- 2 hours. But now?? Sometime I dont even reached 1 hour and sometime I do.. These passed few months, I been losing temper with myself. And the worse part is I dont even know why. I need to get back to the first love that I used to have for God!! I really want it!! I cant go on like that!! I cant live my life without God!!

Cookie Monster

He's one of my favourite sesame street character. Aint he's cute? I love him!!

Is an awesome course, better than any other things we had this year. We really enjoyed ourselves. I still got other pictures but didnt want to post it up. lol. =P

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First of all, I want to say is I DONATED MY BLOOD TODAY!!! Haha. So happy sia!! Remember the two girls that also went with me to go and donate blood for the my 1st time, and that time they couldnt make and today they can. But after that, they abit weak arh.. May God really see their hearts and bless them for helping others.

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Brought my K800i to church today and look what I got!!

A-N-G-E-L-S!!!

TONS 'N' TONS OF ANGELS AROUND IN MY CHURCH.

[the angels are in round shape. if you really want to see angels' full body then you have to pray that God show it to you. Ha. I know you guyz can't see clearly. And I have already circle it in red for you.]

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yea. this is what im going to wear for my school dining thingy.

Yes. Indeed this is my bro and plus using my new Sony Ericsson K800i . Oops. =X Clear heh?? I know we dont look alike but he's my only brother that I have. Ha. Lovely heh?

Woohoo... Im feeling so great! Because today C1(my connect group) cleaned up our church. Tiring?? Mm.. Maybe.. But we feel great after cleaning up our own church. Im sure that we would want to go around and boast about.. Ha. Kidding. Wont you feel great after cleaning up your own church?? Me and my cellmates had tons of fun. We clean stairsway, wash the air con filters, vacuuming the carpet, wiping the entry/exit door, staff door, pul pit, cleaning the cupboard/tops, instruments stands etc.. Basically the whole church.. Smelling doubly awesome now. Oh man. When are we coming together again to clean up the church??


Oh ya.. I havent posted this thingy up yet. Which is last week, I remembered I run out of cash in my wallet and ez-link card too. My ez-link card is already minus something already. Then I was like telling God that Im going to believe that you will let me get my last bus trip with my minus something ez-link card and true enough I really got into the bus with it.. Haha. Amen!! lol.

ARGHH... I got myself into trouble for nothing!!! Why am I so silly?? Lolx. Handphone got confiscated by my parent, got grounded by parents too..

wah. I went to counseling room. IT WAS FUN SIA!!! Lol. Mmm. When there to settle some stuffs with some people. Happened to be a bit emotion coz of.... Arghh.. How can she said that freaking word!!! It hurt me. I never do that to God. Thus she said I kept judging her.. Not as if she never la.. I feel that some christians when they have nothing to say and at the same time also dont wanna lose face then they will start using christianity on you. For what? I mean Im also a christian not trying to say anything or what.. Grrr.. Juz dont know how to say it here. But nevermind yesterday was a good one, I feel better coming to God now. Juz have to let go more of the anger inside me... =)

You know what?? I think today's sunday service sermon was awesome. I believe I will have break through in my financial and my family's financial one day because my Pastor prophesied over me today during the altar call and plus with the grace of God. Everything is subject to change. Sure can one.. AMEN!! Seriously I have been thinking this whole week about financial problem going on in my life, praying to God and telling Him that I want to have breakthrough in my financial and family's financial in my life and also telling Him that to teach me how deal with it. Coz sometime seeing my parents quarreled about money, thus seeing them worrying about everything around them which costs money. Plus my school sometime got to pay this and that, Im like so embarrassed to take money from them. Coz I also dont want them to nag at me. I will feel very vexed whenever I come to money. All I have to do now is I got to sacrificed to God. I dont want satan to hold me back already. I want to BREAK THAT STUPID CURSE IN JESUS' NAME!!!!

I went to my aunt's place yesterday which is also my cousin's place. Remember the newborn baby that I show you guys?? Lol. I carried her yesterday. nice~~ I fed her with water. I never carry a newborn baby before loh. Hahaha.. So happy!! dotx..

haha. can u see me in there?? er.. i got this picture from my church's webby. haha. http://www.revivalnation.org. and pls do drop by my church's webby. is really good.