Ai. I been grounded for days already. Im missing everyone around that care for me and love me. Like my Pastor, CG leader, churchmates and of coz including my cellmates which they are all the ones that are closer to me and plus a few of my friends that Im close with now. Yesterday I called and talked Dan Dan(Aiky) about my situation abit. He asked me a few questions. And I told him that I dont feel physically pain so much coz is just a temporary pain and I know soon it will be gone. But what's most hurting is going to be inside my heart. Is the wound that going to be and it gonna be a scar inside for long. But I choose not to be angry with my dad, I didnt blame him at all, though I'm abit angry and hurted but I know he didnt really mean it. I didnt blame God too. And I told God that I still choose to believe in Him. For what is going to be, I will continue and run my race and soon one day, I will win my prize.

I really wanna thank my pastor and CG leader. I dont know how to thank you both but I was very very touched yesterday. Haha. I felt super loved by both of you. And of coz, Su who drive all the way to the braddell area where I see my doctor. Hee.
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