27 March 2009
I just came back from bishan gv. I've just watched 'Departures' at 11.50pm cos Miss Yvonne wanted to watch it. The movie was good. Well. She cried. Oops. I didnt; I just didnt feel anything abt anything. lol. The movie ended at 2.15am. Miss Yvonne and I worked till very late today. She have to teach evening class and I have to attend a family seminar till 9.45pm cos it's part of my job. The seminar was good. I just learnt tons of things even though it was for parents but it does make me ponder abt how I can change my situation with my loved ones. Actually I been trying to learn how to be gracious with my loved ones but I kept failing. I never know how much I've been hard on them. I guess I just found my answers.
For the passed 2 weeks, I been thinking abt what Miss Yvonne said to me. "Girl, can you learn how to be gracious with people? You got to have a big heart. People are not perfect. You wont be feeling like this, if you have forgiven a person." At first, I didnt understand what she was trying to say. I guess I really have been bitter all these times. In my mind, I been carrying this mindset that- 'I can forgive but not forget what people had did to me especially my loved ones.' Im always feeling upset whenever my loved ones disappoint me. I have no idea how to solve this issue but Im trying. Im broken inside out (i guess it's the same for everyone) but yet I dont want to get heal or maybe I really have no idea where to start. Im always having (unknowingly) high expectation with my parents in my life. I always bear the hope of what they said abt providing me with these and that especially coming to education.
Yes. Im not smart academically. But I do have interests in my life- Visual Communication and Stop-Animation are always in me. That is what I like and love to do. I can see myself doing it. I havent been crying or tearing for awhile. Whenever come to 'talks' like disappointment abt my parents, I tear. I felt so cheated all these times. My dad said he will provide my education till he cant work anymore then he will get me to save up my own money to study but now he dont want to provide me for my education. My mum on the other side, kept saying that I wasted their money studying at CHEC. Yes. CHEC school fee is an amount, but I learnt alot of things that I cant learn elsewhere. I saw the part time course that NAFA is providing and is a 6 months course that cost abt $1300. I asked my parents for it and wellsss... Answer is, "Nope. Go and save up your own money." I felt clueless. I felt lonely doing all these. Im pek chek. Is money everything? What can money do? Buy happiness? Buy hope? Well. It does make me feel this way now. No money = no education = no future = no love = no happiness. Be a begger then.
Maybe my parents have their difficulties. This is where I grew up. I really holding onto the grudges that my parents did. It's really affecting me now; Towards my friends. Im beginning to whine alot verbally and in my heart too. Im letting go of my disappointment, so that I wont think so much. Im not emotional. Im figuring things out in my mind. It's just another season in life that everyone trying to figure and settle down with. Im happy in life; Never felt that life sucks. Yes, it's tiring. Well. This is just part of life. =) I hope that I will get rich soon- I will and gonna be filthy rich, outrageously wealthy; very rich. I want the world to be envying me of where I grew up and came from. I want to have a story to tell to the world.
Im changing; It's a definitely thing that I cant change overnight. I will definitely change for the better. It's all about having character at the end of the day. Im not perfect, so I better dont expect people around me to be perfect too. Cheers!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
YES!! I PASSED MY BTT!!!
Yahoo!! Somehow I cant believe it. Why? Oh. Cos people around me were trying to frighten me lah. Too bad. I passed at my first try!! Very easy till I can close one eye and do it. Well.. I guess Im damn lucky lah.
I went into the room at 3.15pm; I cant log in and I asked the instructor for help, he asked me to go to the information counter. Then I found out that I went into the wrong room. -.- Alamak. So pai seh lah. Then I went into the correct room quite late due to the information counter- there was long queue. The lady at the counter was like, "Girl. I wish you good luck, hopefully you can go into the room to take your test cos you're too late. But you can try."
Oh well.... I kinda keep begging the instructor to take my test and he said, "Ya la ya la. Go la." HENG MAN!!! Hahaha. When I start my test, I realised that I left 25mins!!! Panicked loh. I worried I cant finished the 50 questions in time. When I was at my question no. 2, others are at question no. 23 loh. WOAH!! Even more wanna pee on my pants. I tried calming myself by saying, "I can do it and I will finish it with a PASSED! And plus Miss Yvonne prayed for me too." Woohoo!! Yeah. Guess what? Im the 2nd person to finish my BTT. After I end my test, I looked at my right and the lady failed. I feel damn sad for them. I felt like telling them, "Nevermind. Dont give up. You will pass the next round. Cheer up alittle, alright? =) ." Oh well. I didnt. Cos I feared she will think, I just being a show off. And I also saw my primary school fren too. Hahaha. He failed. His fren too. A few people too. =(
So after that, I went onto wanting to book FTT and the kiosk machine broke down. BEST LOH!! Always!! I wrote to complain already. Hahaha. Im tired right now. Going to finish some work and heading to bed. Nights. When I get my license - Miss Yvonne going to be the first person, I'll drive around then follow by my LOVES.
Yahoo!! Somehow I cant believe it. Why? Oh. Cos people around me were trying to frighten me lah. Too bad. I passed at my first try!! Very easy till I can close one eye and do it. Well.. I guess Im damn lucky lah.
I went into the room at 3.15pm; I cant log in and I asked the instructor for help, he asked me to go to the information counter. Then I found out that I went into the wrong room. -.- Alamak. So pai seh lah. Then I went into the correct room quite late due to the information counter- there was long queue. The lady at the counter was like, "Girl. I wish you good luck, hopefully you can go into the room to take your test cos you're too late. But you can try."
Oh well.... I kinda keep begging the instructor to take my test and he said, "Ya la ya la. Go la." HENG MAN!!! Hahaha. When I start my test, I realised that I left 25mins!!! Panicked loh. I worried I cant finished the 50 questions in time. When I was at my question no. 2, others are at question no. 23 loh. WOAH!! Even more wanna pee on my pants. I tried calming myself by saying, "I can do it and I will finish it with a PASSED! And plus Miss Yvonne prayed for me too." Woohoo!! Yeah. Guess what? Im the 2nd person to finish my BTT. After I end my test, I looked at my right and the lady failed. I feel damn sad for them. I felt like telling them, "Nevermind. Dont give up. You will pass the next round. Cheer up alittle, alright? =) ." Oh well. I didnt. Cos I feared she will think, I just being a show off. And I also saw my primary school fren too. Hahaha. He failed. His fren too. A few people too. =(
So after that, I went onto wanting to book FTT and the kiosk machine broke down. BEST LOH!! Always!! I wrote to complain already. Hahaha. Im tired right now. Going to finish some work and heading to bed. Nights. When I get my license - Miss Yvonne going to be the first person, I'll drive around then follow by my LOVES.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Art Class today!!
1st Drawing- I did a draft cos I was so tired and I cant stay focus. This is what I called "WARM UP". The drawing is not even completed loh. I gave up on this piece and went on to start another one. Eh... Does the drawing looked like it tuck in (under the table)? Lol.
2nd Drawing- Something's still not right but I tried my best for the day. I went to a corner to lepak and sit down on the floor and pulled out a chair and start drawing hor. Wah. I tell you.... After that I want to K.O. on the floor. It is very tiring to stay focus and pay attention to the object that you want to draw. My eyes sored like....... I can hweeeeelllll it hanging...
Yeah. And I can really feel I somehow get the hang of shading now. Im so happy. My Arts teacher, Mr John congrats me. HhhhhhhMmmmmMm... -.-" But.. Welllsssss.. I really want to thank you. You been very nice and patience with us... I like!!!
1st Drawing- I did a draft cos I was so tired and I cant stay focus. This is what I called "WARM UP". The drawing is not even completed loh. I gave up on this piece and went on to start another one. Eh... Does the drawing looked like it tuck in (under the table)? Lol.
2nd Drawing- Something's still not right but I tried my best for the day. I went to a corner to lepak and sit down on the floor and pulled out a chair and start drawing hor. Wah. I tell you.... After that I want to K.O. on the floor. It is very tiring to stay focus and pay attention to the object that you want to draw. My eyes sored like....... I can hweeeeelllll it hanging...
Yeah. And I can really feel I somehow get the hang of shading now. Im so happy. My Arts teacher, Mr John congrats me. HhhhhhhMmmmmMm... -.-" But.. Welllsssss.. I really want to thank you. You been very nice and patience with us... I like!!!
Hahahhaa. I just realised something. Damn DOTS!!! Last friday, I went to Ruben and Mich Leong's birthday party and everyone kept staring at me and kept asking me this question. "Eh.. Jo. Why do you have to wear so formal?" (It's after work, I went there straight.) Lol. I hweeeellll like skinning myself alive by explaining to many many many people. Oh well.... Ok. I thought many of my friends know that I changed my job. Ok. Now I say!!!!!!
I no longer working at Subway and Outdoors Bar Cafe. Im now currently working full time at CHEC, City Harvest Education Centre as a Marketing Communications Officer and also an Event Officer. I send out proposal, I run events (e.g. students' bday celebration, CHEC Family Seminar, O School: The Big Groove & K.O. Night), meet clients, visitors, etc... If I break down the details of my job scope, I think we will go crazy here, k?
YEAH!! So people STOP STOP STOP asking me questions like...
1) Why I never see you at Subway or Outdoors already?
2) I went to Subway/ Outdoors that time but then I didnt get to see you leh. Were you on leave?
And one last thing, Im also studying part time for Arts in CHEC. Im picking up how to draw and today, Im so so happy that I managed to grab hold on the shading a little more now. I will post up my drawings soon. Im still at my working place and Im heading to YCK's SSDC. I have BTT trial test later at 9.10pm and tmr Im on leave cos I took a day off to study and stay focus for my BTT!! WOAH!! I better pass!!
Im thinking to sign up a part time course- Basic Visual Communication at NAFA. I need to check out the timing schedule before I sign up. I dropped the department an email already. Teehee. DAMN HAPPY FOR SOME REASON!! Im going to be successful one day!!
I no longer working at Subway and Outdoors Bar Cafe. Im now currently working full time at CHEC, City Harvest Education Centre as a Marketing Communications Officer and also an Event Officer. I send out proposal, I run events (e.g. students' bday celebration, CHEC Family Seminar, O School: The Big Groove & K.O. Night), meet clients, visitors, etc... If I break down the details of my job scope, I think we will go crazy here, k?
YEAH!! So people STOP STOP STOP asking me questions like...
1) Why I never see you at Subway or Outdoors already?
2) I went to Subway/ Outdoors that time but then I didnt get to see you leh. Were you on leave?
And one last thing, Im also studying part time for Arts in CHEC. Im picking up how to draw and today, Im so so happy that I managed to grab hold on the shading a little more now. I will post up my drawings soon. Im still at my working place and Im heading to YCK's SSDC. I have BTT trial test later at 9.10pm and tmr Im on leave cos I took a day off to study and stay focus for my BTT!! WOAH!! I better pass!!
Im thinking to sign up a part time course- Basic Visual Communication at NAFA. I need to check out the timing schedule before I sign up. I dropped the department an email already. Teehee. DAMN HAPPY FOR SOME REASON!! Im going to be successful one day!!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
A little update of myself.
Yes. I been working for almost 2 months. I can only say Im really good, I love working at chec. I cant explain why but it is just so good. I can really feel that Im happier working than studying. Not that I dont love studying but I want to study what I love.
Miss Dawn and I had a conversation last friday.
Miss Dawn: Jo, do you know you're a living example to my students now?
Me: Huh? Why?
Miss Dawn: You showed something to others that sometime you don't have to have a cert to get hired to work.
Me: Really? =)
Miss Dawn: Don't feel that you're happier working here than studying?
Me: Yea! Somehow I do really feel happier.
Miss Dawn: Do you know why?
Me: *scratch head* Why?
Miss Dawn: It is because you're doing something that you're strong at and no longer doing something that you're weak at. And it's all abt character too.
Me: Woah!! Really?! =)
Blah blah... Conversation going on..
Yea. It is amazing. I dont know whether I have character a not. How do you judge that, see that and acknowledge that? No idea. I cant change overnight. Im human after all. I do have my flaws. I love to spend quiet time with myself. It just make me think deeper for my future. I dont want to screw my life and my future. I want to study. I want to get a master degree for visual communication. I cant wait, I dont know why. I cant wait to start my business. Ben and I are planning to come up with our ideas and proposal to our "sleeping" partner to get grants to kick off our business. I need to have my business to pay for my education in 2 years time.
I no longer have bad migraine as bad before. Thank you to those who been caring and worrying for me. Thank you. Im really fine now. Im trying to get more sleep nowadays and it does helps me.
I supposedly to have my personal bedroom but my mum broke her promise. Nevermind. Drop that topic. Ben told me that he want to tattoo my chinese name on his right top inner arm. Oh my tian. I dont know why, k? But well... I also going to tattoo the barcode of xl and ben's name. But Im thinking to change the design but Im down on cash. Seriously broke. Saving up for my mac, getting it next month. Im so so so happy.
I been thinking alot abt friendship lately. I dont know. I cant come out with any conclusion abt anything. Im feeling a little heartache abt everything at times. I have these 3 friends in my life that left me. In fact, there are more friends but it never brought so much pain to my heart to deal with. I took 2 years, 1 year and a half and 6 months to get rid of all the pain that I had for them. It seem like it got shorter as it goes. Too tired to deal with? Well. Somehow yes. Removing them in my life was tiring and painful but I still have to move on and get better with it.. A 1 year and half friend came back recently and off my friend went... I really have no idea what my friend is thinking. It's just complicated. I had been waiting but my friend left again. Well. I cant control my friend; it's my friend's life anyway. Maybe everyone in this world are selfish. Only care for their own feelings. Nevermind. Let's move on. I just hope and I pray that I wont have to lose Ben and Xl. I cant to bear them.
Somehow or rather, this season of my life is so weird. I can feel that I no longer can or love anyone for now. That including my L.O.V.E.S. Im sorry. I didnt meant things to be this way. Im still spending time with them but just cant love as much as before. I can feel that Im numb to a certain extend. May my numbness soon be melt away.
Im so glad that someone fill up my stomach with breakfast almost every morning. That is my "Jie", she been very nice to me recently, been buying breakfast for me to eat. She know that I dont have any money and she just kept blessing me. Thank you very much. You touched my heart. =)
There are many things to deal with in my heart, my mind and my life. I have to let go of my pride.
14 March 2009
Yes. Continued from Mr Benjamin Yeo's bday celebration last saturday. Fiona came up with a plan of not letting him know that we're going to celebrate his bday on sat. This is our plan.... So that day,
20 March 2009
Meet up with Ben to Ruben and Michelle Leong's birthday party. Norman was there and of cos tons of people too. Our group damn retard. They volunteered one another into a push trolley and crashed them like crazy. They fell on the floor, people flying out from trolley, bumped into tree branch etc.. Real crazy!! Hands off from them. We got home in the morning and took the first sbs bus service. I slept like crazy. I woke up 4 plus pm. Shiok!!
Yes. Continued from Mr Benjamin Yeo's bday celebration last saturday. Fiona came up with a plan of not letting him know that we're going to celebrate his bday on sat. This is our plan.... So that day,
Ben smsed me....
Yes. We lied to him, holding our surprise plan in our heart. Teehee. Yes. I, Joann Quek, holding on to the coldest side of myself to lie to him, so that I wont leaked out anything- if not, I will get slaughtered by FIONA HENG!! So Fiona brought him our to haji lane to blu jas cafe. Xl, Mel and I were there waiting for them. On Fiona's side, she kept telling Ben to go to haji lane cos she want to buy some t-shirt from there. So as they are walking- From a distance, Ben with a smiley face saw us from far, suddenly showed this expression on his face =( . Hahaha. Xl, Mel and I continued pretending to eat and drink. Hahaha. Then Ben was like.... "Why are you guys here? Why?! Why?!?!!! Why?!?!" Lol. I said, "Ok. Sit down. I said SIT DOWN!!! Here's your present." Blah blah....
Yes. Their loves. They asked me when's mine coming? Well. Not for the moment. Not interested in all these in my life. Never gonna believe this kinda shit for long, till I really see a hardcore good example couple for myself. No, dont get me wrong. Of cos, I love their loves too. My loves, their loves add up together will be my L.O.V.E.S. Maybe that is why my L.O.V.E.S stands for 5 person? Whatever it is. Anyway they took the bloody nice photo for themselves. Yes, of cos, they asked my permission. Of cos, I will give it to them because I love them more than they do.
Ben: Where are you!
Me: Home! Why? Doing my work la.
Ben: So hardworking! Ok! Nothing. Just asking for fun only! My body aches! After the camp!
Ben: So hardworking! Ok! Nothing. Just asking for fun only! My body aches! After the camp!
Me: Haha. Ya la. I know la, I know la. You want to tell me that you everything also on mah. That why everywhere also aching la. Dont hao lian your leadership to me. Whine whine whine. Dont whine la.
Ben: Hahaha. Is because kena alot of jumping jets and pumping then ache one. Loser, right? Eh, so which day you want book me? I let you choose date first, I good right?
Me: Hong gan la. I dont know leh. How now how? Where is my money? I angry hor. Lol. I still have to return you, your photoshop cd. I damn busy la this week. I didnt sms you, it shows something loh.
Ben: I also want to know. Where's my pay! Ch** b*e. That tuition wait so long! I aslo darn busy, because of the camp! Hahaha.
Me: Haha. Ya la ya la. Little loser. You busy for camp. Mine is big business. Up to 50K proposal loh. Yes. All money business this week la. Plus I lost legal matter document. I pro right? Luckily it was photocopied but lost till dont know where and I still have to go and find it loh. SIAN!
Me: Haha. Ya la ya la. Little loser. You busy for camp. Mine is big business. Up to 50K proposal loh. Yes. All money business this week la. Plus I lost legal matter document. I pro right? Luckily it was photocopied but lost till dont know where and I still have to go and find it loh. SIAN!
Ben: Wa. Stress huh? Nvm la, it's your first experience in this line. Just be really careful the next time round! Go for it!
Me: Haha. Yea la. I cannot sleep for days loh. Ai. Depressed.
Ben: I know how you feel. Super sian one. But relax! You still gotta work even harder!
Me: Yup. I know. Where are you?
Ben: Eh, amk, going to meet Fiona and look for some stuffs. Dont know what stuffs.
Me: Oh. Stuffs? So good uh. Get stuffs for me leh.
Ben: Huh? What you want?
Me: A faggot and cool ring. Lol. Black colour one that fit me hor.
Ben: Huh? Hahaha. So you want a ring?
Me: Ya la.
Ben: Wa, your reply darn cool! Hahaha. Ok la, get for you if I see anything nice one.
Me: What la. What so cool abt it? yea. Thkq.
Yes. We lied to him, holding our surprise plan in our heart. Teehee. Yes. I, Joann Quek, holding on to the coldest side of myself to lie to him, so that I wont leaked out anything- if not, I will get slaughtered by FIONA HENG!! So Fiona brought him our to haji lane to blu jas cafe. Xl, Mel and I were there waiting for them. On Fiona's side, she kept telling Ben to go to haji lane cos she want to buy some t-shirt from there. So as they are walking- From a distance, Ben with a smiley face saw us from far, suddenly showed this expression on his face =( . Hahaha. Xl, Mel and I continued pretending to eat and drink. Hahaha. Then Ben was like.... "Why are you guys here? Why?! Why?!?!!! Why?!?!" Lol. I said, "Ok. Sit down. I said SIT DOWN!!! Here's your present." Blah blah....
He said he felt so cheated but at the same time touched. He also said for the longest time, he never felt so cheated and that is like.... Lol. Words cant be expressed out from his mouth. Oh wellssss... Hahaha. We bought J.Co Baby Donuts as a bday cake for him. Wow. I bought candles from a party shop and cost me a BOMB!! But is very nice candle lah. We took alot of "polarnoid", anyway is actually instant photo. Polarnoid is a brand. Dont make mistakes anymore. =)
The full pictures of us!!
"Wu Da Tian Wang" Hahaha. Our individual photos.
My definite L.O.V.E.S :
Yes. 2 of us. Im happy to have them occupied in my heart.
See No Evil, Speak No Evil, Hear No Evil by Jo.Xl. Ben.
Yes. Their loves. They asked me when's mine coming? Well. Not for the moment. Not interested in all these in my life. Never gonna believe this kinda shit for long, till I really see a hardcore good example couple for myself. No, dont get me wrong. Of cos, I love their loves too. My loves, their loves add up together will be my L.O.V.E.S. Maybe that is why my L.O.V.E.S stands for 5 person? Whatever it is. Anyway they took the bloody nice photo for themselves. Yes, of cos, they asked my permission. Of cos, I will give it to them because I love them more than they do.
Yes. 5 of us.
Thank you, Celeste. I wouldnt take some much instant photo with your camera. I will return you soon. And I need your photo too. Hahaha. Love you.
16 March 2009
Yes. I got back to work on monday. I post all my L.O.V.E.S photos at my office desk. Yes. I want to remind myself that no matter how tired, busy, bored or stress I am, I will continue running for my dreams. Even if I fail, I will know that they are around and out there somewhere for me.
20 March 2009
Meet up with Ben to Ruben and Michelle Leong's birthday party. Norman was there and of cos tons of people too. Our group damn retard. They volunteered one another into a push trolley and crashed them like crazy. They fell on the floor, people flying out from trolley, bumped into tree branch etc.. Real crazy!! Hands off from them. We got home in the morning and took the first sbs bus service. I slept like crazy. I woke up 4 plus pm. Shiok!!
My dad bought pizza home for dinner. WOOHOOO!!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Celebration for Ben was awesome. We started our 1st place at another cafe. We took alot of instant photo. Damn happy and nice. But then..... When I get to the 2nd place, some shisha shop that needed to take off our shoes to their place and when I left the place... Guess what happened? MY NEW NIKE AIR FORCE SHOES GOT STOLEN!!! Well done!! Damn pissed but I managed to calm myself down for the night. Ai....
Thank you to whoever who stolen my faggot nike shoes. I hope that your feet will rot into pieces. Im damn angry. Yes, I got over with it already but well.... Still... I wont be able to find it in Singapore anymore. Cos all the stocks are finished. I think you deserve a clap from me. *clap* Happy now? I hope that you walked away with a guilty conscience deep down in your heart. Smart ASS!!
Thank you to whoever who stolen my faggot nike shoes. I hope that your feet will rot into pieces. Im damn angry. Yes, I got over with it already but well.... Still... I wont be able to find it in Singapore anymore. Cos all the stocks are finished. I think you deserve a clap from me. *clap* Happy now? I hope that you walked away with a guilty conscience deep down in your heart. Smart ASS!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
AhhhhhhHhhhhHh... Once again it's weekends again. This week's work was really crazy. Schedulessssss were TIED!! Yea. I screwed up too. Super screwed up!! Almost went crazy.
9 March 09
Sorting out the students' birthday cos the next celebration is coming up in April. I need to most updated list cos I dont want to miss out any students' birthday. Kept calling tons of parents for family seminar. Overall, monday was nice and not monday blues day for me. =)
10 March 09
Best screwed day EVER!! I was photocopying tons of documents. After finished photocopying. I lost something damn important till it is like........ IGNTS!! It was legal matter document. Can u imagine how important was that? Luckily the document is photocopied, if not uh.... I think my head will roll on the floor. BUT STILL... I CANT AFFFOORRRDDD IT TO BE LAYING AROUND SOMEWHERE. =( It causes me to be unable to sleep. I kept praying tongues till I fell asleep to solved my problem. ANDDDDD... Then my brother woke me up for no reason and the best part is that I cant fall back to bed already. I slept at 6am in the morning and went to work at 7.30pm.
Another work assignment and is to sort and find out Newspaper Articles of CHEC and O Sch throughout the years. Deadline TOMORROW, 11 Mar!! Apa?! One day? Hahha. I can do it.
11 March 09
True enough. I got it done!! Im so happy. Damn alot of articles. Im really amazed by how much articles CHEC and O School have. Im proud to work with them. Super amazing of how much footprints they left printed in others' lives.
Getting grants and proposal to be done.
Sorting hundredssssss of students birthday again!! So tiring.
Sending emailssss after emailsssss....
After work.... I met up with Brenda and Dan for KBOX!! Hahahaha. So happy. Enjoyed ourselves like mad!! KEPT SssSrrrEeeaaaMMmiiiinngggg in the mircophone like nobody's business.
We screammmm forrrr.....
- Singing Linkin Park's song!! (Actually almost every song lah.)
- Whenever we opened the door and want to go to toilet. (we grabbed the opportunities to be damn noisy. Really damn loud. I swear!! Even when we closed the door and in the process of walking to the toilet, we also can hear!! Hahaha. We laughed till we almost faint.)
- To have more snacks.
- When someone dont "allow" us to top up our snack. (Actually we took a package that they wont top up the snacks for us but there was a nice guy, he kept topping up for us. So HAPPY!!)
- Bo Tai Bo Z also sream and shout in the mic.
We were damn high for a certain reason. We were noisiest lah.
12 March 09
Checking out the details of food for Students' birthday celebration.
Designing a flyer for family seminar
Updating the visitation to CHEC list.
Walking around the cafe and thinking our ideas of how I can decor the place for the next birthday celebration. (Tons of things to do for that.)
Study presentation for O Sch proposal to SHINE meeting tmr.
13 March 09
Yea. I dressed up damn formal and everyone is like.... WOAHH!! Why dressed till so smart? I replied,"Ehhhh... I dont want to tell you leh!! =P" Yea. Of cos, after that tell them why etc. I saw Pelyn today and she came back to take her O level cert and guess what... She saw me in formal and she was so surprised till she asked me this question.
Pelyn: Are you Joann, Joann?
Me: DUH!! Then who am I?
Pelyn: Are you serious? You dressed like that everyday?
Me: Well. Nope. Today got important presentation, so I need to be more formal mah.
Pelyn: Woah. Can I take a full portrait photo of you to show Keith Young (her bf, my former classmate.)
Me: NO!! Shut up!!
Oh well.. I did tons of emailing again and went through the presentation again. I screwed up when Miss Jelaine asked me questions loh. Blankout in my head. Damn nervous. My heart was pounding. Around 6pm, we head off to present it at TPY HDB Hub- NYC. Ohhh yeaahhh. It was an interesting meeting. It was a long meeting too. Very tired. Luckily I managed to keep myself awake.
NOW IM BACK HOME.
14 March 2009 (Tomorrow)
MY BROTHER's BDAY!! I almost forget lah. I think he dont really want to celebrate. I have no idea is there any plans going on. If have, I dont have to do anything le loh. Cos only could be able to hang out with my family.
My plans are.... I gotta WORK AT HOME AGAIN!! Going church in the afternoon. Then head down for Ben's birthday celebration. =) Meeting my LOVES again. Happy. Seeing them is like taking my weekdays' tiredness away.
15 March 2009 (Sunday)
Yeah. Work at home. I want to clear all my work before I move on to my weekdays.
Okok. CIAOs for now.. I need to plan out the structure of the birthday celebration.
9 March 09
Sorting out the students' birthday cos the next celebration is coming up in April. I need to most updated list cos I dont want to miss out any students' birthday. Kept calling tons of parents for family seminar. Overall, monday was nice and not monday blues day for me. =)
10 March 09
Best screwed day EVER!! I was photocopying tons of documents. After finished photocopying. I lost something damn important till it is like........ IGNTS!! It was legal matter document. Can u imagine how important was that? Luckily the document is photocopied, if not uh.... I think my head will roll on the floor. BUT STILL... I CANT AFFFOORRRDDD IT TO BE LAYING AROUND SOMEWHERE. =( It causes me to be unable to sleep. I kept praying tongues till I fell asleep to solved my problem. ANDDDDD... Then my brother woke me up for no reason and the best part is that I cant fall back to bed already. I slept at 6am in the morning and went to work at 7.30pm.
Another work assignment and is to sort and find out Newspaper Articles of CHEC and O Sch throughout the years. Deadline TOMORROW, 11 Mar!! Apa?! One day? Hahha. I can do it.
11 March 09
True enough. I got it done!! Im so happy. Damn alot of articles. Im really amazed by how much articles CHEC and O School have. Im proud to work with them. Super amazing of how much footprints they left printed in others' lives.
Getting grants and proposal to be done.
Sorting hundredssssss of students birthday again!! So tiring.
Sending emailssss after emailsssss....
After work.... I met up with Brenda and Dan for KBOX!! Hahahaha. So happy. Enjoyed ourselves like mad!! KEPT SssSrrrEeeaaaMMmiiiinngggg in the mircophone like nobody's business.
We screammmm forrrr.....
- Singing Linkin Park's song!! (Actually almost every song lah.)
- Whenever we opened the door and want to go to toilet. (we grabbed the opportunities to be damn noisy. Really damn loud. I swear!! Even when we closed the door and in the process of walking to the toilet, we also can hear!! Hahaha. We laughed till we almost faint.)
- To have more snacks.
- When someone dont "allow" us to top up our snack. (Actually we took a package that they wont top up the snacks for us but there was a nice guy, he kept topping up for us. So HAPPY!!)
- Bo Tai Bo Z also sream and shout in the mic.
We were damn high for a certain reason. We were noisiest lah.
12 March 09
Checking out the details of food for Students' birthday celebration.
Designing a flyer for family seminar
Updating the visitation to CHEC list.
Walking around the cafe and thinking our ideas of how I can decor the place for the next birthday celebration. (Tons of things to do for that.)
Study presentation for O Sch proposal to SHINE meeting tmr.
13 March 09
Yea. I dressed up damn formal and everyone is like.... WOAHH!! Why dressed till so smart? I replied,"Ehhhh... I dont want to tell you leh!! =P" Yea. Of cos, after that tell them why etc. I saw Pelyn today and she came back to take her O level cert and guess what... She saw me in formal and she was so surprised till she asked me this question.
Pelyn: Are you Joann, Joann?
Me: DUH!! Then who am I?
Pelyn: Are you serious? You dressed like that everyday?
Me: Well. Nope. Today got important presentation, so I need to be more formal mah.
Pelyn: Woah. Can I take a full portrait photo of you to show Keith Young (her bf, my former classmate.)
Me: NO!! Shut up!!
Oh well.. I did tons of emailing again and went through the presentation again. I screwed up when Miss Jelaine asked me questions loh. Blankout in my head. Damn nervous. My heart was pounding. Around 6pm, we head off to present it at TPY HDB Hub- NYC. Ohhh yeaahhh. It was an interesting meeting. It was a long meeting too. Very tired. Luckily I managed to keep myself awake.
NOW IM BACK HOME.
14 March 2009 (Tomorrow)
MY BROTHER's BDAY!! I almost forget lah. I think he dont really want to celebrate. I have no idea is there any plans going on. If have, I dont have to do anything le loh. Cos only could be able to hang out with my family.
My plans are.... I gotta WORK AT HOME AGAIN!! Going church in the afternoon. Then head down for Ben's birthday celebration. =) Meeting my LOVES again. Happy. Seeing them is like taking my weekdays' tiredness away.
15 March 2009 (Sunday)
Yeah. Work at home. I want to clear all my work before I move on to my weekdays.
Okok. CIAOs for now.. I need to plan out the structure of the birthday celebration.
Monday, March 09, 2009
6 March
After work, I went to book my Driving Trial Test for preparation for my upcoming BTT!!! After that, I went on to meet Ben Yeo. During the week, Ben said he want to tell me something. He been very vexed over something. Plus thanks for his lameness. At first, he wanted to eat something damn old school and he said, "Let's go and eat nonya food." I said, "Ok." Then he came out with this lammmmmeeee idea of, "I know what's damn old school. Is to go back to our old school (PHS) to eat at the Kopitiam!!" I replied him, "Hmmmm.. -.- Okay. Whatever make you happy lah, Ben Yeo!!" So we went to eat at the Kopitiam. We eat like MAD!!! We eat lemon chicken and pork rice, thai-style chicken cutlet, dumpling and 15 satays!!! Yummy!! NICE!! Im so happy.
After dinner (8pm), I went on to his place. We went to buy beer to drink. Put the beer in the fridge, waiting another friend of ours to come to meet us at 1am. Well. We lepak till we happy then we go downstair to the playground to drink. We slacked and talked our hearts out abt some issues. Arrival of our friend, at 2pm and we got her to buy McNugget for us!!!!!!! WAHHAHAHAH!! Eat so much still hungry!!=) We got home at 4am and sleep till no tmr.
7 March
Do nothing but sleep!!!
8 March
Nor-nor's birthday today!! Nothing much. Go for dinner. He no longer eat meat already!!! Cos he hweeeelllll for those animals who got tortured like mad by those mad people!! He damn angry. So he decided to quit eating meat. I think he stopped drinking milk too. HARDCORE!! I took photos with him!!! =) HAPPY!!
Friday, March 06, 2009
Hahaha. The next day after Miss Yvonne making me feel disappointed, she came into my office to jio me out for lunch. She came to mend things back for me. HAPPY!! That is what I like. Lol. Well. Probably Im hard to please. =) Im sorry but I love her very much.
5 March
I went to eat Sushi with Dan Dan. In the end, he ate till damn full cos we ordered too much at one go. But for me, I didnt eat much cos I was having very bad migraine till it causes me to go to the restroom to vomit. Lol. I been having hardcore migraine and causes me to have feel dizzy most of my time. AM I DYING SOON?! CHOY!! Oh ya. I gave Dan 4 CDs but got rejected back with 2 CDs. Lol. Not his fault. I bought David Cook, Jason Mraz, Pink and Coldplay. Well. Mr Cook and Mraz were rejected back cos he got the CDs already. =( Hahaha. Well. Is ok. He said Mr Cook's song damn power!! Soooo... Im saving it for myself. =)
6 March
I woke up in the morning, feeling damn giddy, no appetite for anything and throwing up like a merlion!! Water water water. I took mc for a day. I went to see a doc and doc gave me something to spray into my nose. Lol. He said that probably is cos of the humid and rainy days that causes my migraine to get worsen up due the bad weather and allow me to not to breathe in enough fresher air. Oh well. Sound abit weird and no link but well.. Let's see whether will I get better with his medicine. Lol. =) I need to get back to work tmr. I have tons of things to clear!!!
5 March
I went to eat Sushi with Dan Dan. In the end, he ate till damn full cos we ordered too much at one go. But for me, I didnt eat much cos I was having very bad migraine till it causes me to go to the restroom to vomit. Lol. I been having hardcore migraine and causes me to have feel dizzy most of my time. AM I DYING SOON?! CHOY!! Oh ya. I gave Dan 4 CDs but got rejected back with 2 CDs. Lol. Not his fault. I bought David Cook, Jason Mraz, Pink and Coldplay. Well. Mr Cook and Mraz were rejected back cos he got the CDs already. =( Hahaha. Well. Is ok. He said Mr Cook's song damn power!! Soooo... Im saving it for myself. =)
6 March
I woke up in the morning, feeling damn giddy, no appetite for anything and throwing up like a merlion!! Water water water. I took mc for a day. I went to see a doc and doc gave me something to spray into my nose. Lol. He said that probably is cos of the humid and rainy days that causes my migraine to get worsen up due the bad weather and allow me to not to breathe in enough fresher air. Oh well. Sound abit weird and no link but well.. Let's see whether will I get better with his medicine. Lol. =) I need to get back to work tmr. I have tons of things to clear!!!
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Welll... IM ANGRY!!! SUPER DUPER ANGRY!! IM A VERY PETTY!! SUPER DUPER PETTY BUT I STILL CONTINUED TO LAUGH MY ASS OFF!! Sigh.. =( and -.-"
I can only say I laughed and whined like one dooooggggg today lah.
I was upset with some money issue with friends but now things are clarified and one more upset issue is........ MISS YVONNE KEPT FORGETTING THINGS!!!!!!!!!!
1) Last fri, wanted to da bao lunch for me but forget to buy. (HmMmm.. -.-")
2) Today....She asked me to wait for her programme to be finished at 8.30pm and we can go home tgt and she.... REMEMBERED THAT SHE GOT ANOTHER APPOINTMENT WITH HER FRIEND at 9.45pm!!!
DOUBLE T.T , =( and #**&^%$# I mean angry not vulgarities. Lol. But I kept laughing and explain myself very clear that Im angry. Im really angry and disappointed. Well. I know Miss Yvonne felt damn bad but I cant help myself to claim down too. She kept sayang-ing me and I hold her by her arm and said, "Dont touch me. Im angry. Even though I dont looked like I am right now." I really dont know why I was angry but yet still giggling and smiling away. I guess that is when I really really love and cherish someone in my life and I could be able to do that. Cos I realised I can do that with Ben too. Is all over now. Miss Yvonne apologised a thousand times to me and... OF COS... She's forgiven. I just love her very much.
After that, she sent me off to the grand cathay which is cineplex. She still felt so guilty and decided to give me a big hug before she left. Hahhaa. Finally a hug could yeast down my anger and I felt her sweetness and her genuinely apology. So I continued my journey to hunt some presents for Dan Dan. SIM SIAN AIK!!! PLS DONT BUY ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF FOR THIS WEEK!!! Except food and drinks lah. Siao! I dont want you to die out of the blue hor. Lol. Im still looking for one more thing for you.. Hopefully they have it lah!! So many places out of stock lah. Alamak!! Alright. Im signing off. Bye!
I can only say I laughed and whined like one dooooggggg today lah.
I was upset with some money issue with friends but now things are clarified and one more upset issue is........ MISS YVONNE KEPT FORGETTING THINGS!!!!!!!!!!
1) Last fri, wanted to da bao lunch for me but forget to buy. (HmMmm.. -.-")
2) Today....She asked me to wait for her programme to be finished at 8.30pm and we can go home tgt and she.... REMEMBERED THAT SHE GOT ANOTHER APPOINTMENT WITH HER FRIEND at 9.45pm!!!
DOUBLE T.T , =( and #**&^%$# I mean angry not vulgarities. Lol. But I kept laughing and explain myself very clear that Im angry. Im really angry and disappointed. Well. I know Miss Yvonne felt damn bad but I cant help myself to claim down too. She kept sayang-ing me and I hold her by her arm and said, "Dont touch me. Im angry. Even though I dont looked like I am right now." I really dont know why I was angry but yet still giggling and smiling away. I guess that is when I really really love and cherish someone in my life and I could be able to do that. Cos I realised I can do that with Ben too. Is all over now. Miss Yvonne apologised a thousand times to me and... OF COS... She's forgiven. I just love her very much.
After that, she sent me off to the grand cathay which is cineplex. She still felt so guilty and decided to give me a big hug before she left. Hahhaa. Finally a hug could yeast down my anger and I felt her sweetness and her genuinely apology. So I continued my journey to hunt some presents for Dan Dan. SIM SIAN AIK!!! PLS DONT BUY ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF FOR THIS WEEK!!! Except food and drinks lah. Siao! I dont want you to die out of the blue hor. Lol. Im still looking for one more thing for you.. Hopefully they have it lah!! So many places out of stock lah. Alamak!! Alright. Im signing off. Bye!
Sunday, March 01, 2009
I can only say......... IM GETTING BUSIER AND BUSIER EVERYDAY BUT IM ENJOYING MYSELF!! Im so happy. My brain need rest cos now I cant recognise captial letter like, 'J' and 'G'. Damn scary. I mixed them up. My migraine is getting from bad to worse. Now my migraine no longer hurt one side but the whole head of mine. I literally can feel heartbeat kinda sound damn loud up in my head. Is kinda difficult to explain with words but I only know I need tons of rest. My body too- I been running around like crazy.
I met up with Zac, Stella and another new fren last friday at AMK Drive thru. We chatted like crazy. Lol. Basically I got nothing much to post abt. But well, at least, I managed to catch up with Zac. That's the happiest thing I can say for now. And my migraine react again and was merlion-ing over at Drive thru. Lol. I watering the plants. Well. Im a good "gardener". Agree? =X
The next day (saturday), I went to church. I was an hour late. Oops. I wasnt feeling quite well due to last night's migraine. After service, Dan Dan (Aiky) passed me Patrick, the starfish. It is a handphone chain. Hahaha. I attached it to my hp already. Damn cute and annoying. Just like msn webcam picture. *faint* Well. After that, I followed Dan to shop but he couldnt find anything that he want. Yeah. So we took mrt back home... AND WE BYE BYE when I hit Braddell!!!
Thank you, Dan!! I really love it =)
I got back home to rest. At 11 plus, I went to drive thru but meeting up with different ppl; this is time round with my LOVES!! Yesss!! This is time round is Fiona that wanna jio us out. Uh huh. She must be missing us not BEN YEO!! Hahhaha. Well. Yesterday seem to be a quiet night for us. I dont know why. Maybe cos all of us were quite tired. But Im glad with have each other's presence. =)
I met up with Zac, Stella and another new fren last friday at AMK Drive thru. We chatted like crazy. Lol. Basically I got nothing much to post abt. But well, at least, I managed to catch up with Zac. That's the happiest thing I can say for now. And my migraine react again and was merlion-ing over at Drive thru. Lol. I watering the plants. Well. Im a good "gardener". Agree? =X
The next day (saturday), I went to church. I was an hour late. Oops. I wasnt feeling quite well due to last night's migraine. After service, Dan Dan (Aiky) passed me Patrick, the starfish. It is a handphone chain. Hahaha. I attached it to my hp already. Damn cute and annoying. Just like msn webcam picture. *faint* Well. After that, I followed Dan to shop but he couldnt find anything that he want. Yeah. So we took mrt back home... AND WE BYE BYE when I hit Braddell!!!
Thank you, Dan!! I really love it =)
I got back home to rest. At 11 plus, I went to drive thru but meeting up with different ppl; this is time round with my LOVES!! Yesss!! This is time round is Fiona that wanna jio us out. Uh huh. She must be missing us not BEN YEO!! Hahhaha. Well. Yesterday seem to be a quiet night for us. I dont know why. Maybe cos all of us were quite tired. But Im glad with have each other's presence. =)
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