Thursday, October 30, 2008

Ok. Im gonna get angry, fierce, aggressive or whatever it is.. I just wanna complain!!! OK?!

My Dearst family member,
Mr Quek Beng Hock Francis
Mdm Lee Mui Kee Jenny
Mr Quek Ziyang Lewis

STOP ALL THE MORNING UNNECESSARY CALL FOR ME!!! I SWEAR!! IM GONNA GO NUTS!!! WHEN I CANT SLEEP, YOU GUYS FORCED ME TO BED and I ended up have to toss and turn on my bed for 2hrs before I can Zzz..(Ok. I know you guys dont know I got insomnia. Not your fault but seriously I also dont want you guys to worry for me mah. That's why until today, I still havent tell you guys abt it.) BUT WHEN I CAN SLEEP, YOU GUYS DISTURB ME!!! IM HAVING A HARD TIME HERE. IM DAMN DEPRESSED ABT MY SLEEPING HABIT NOWADAYS!! It is getting WORSE!! PLEASE!! PLEASE...!! DONT DISTURB ME!! IM A LIGHT SLEEPER!! HARDCORE!! (Oh. Ok. Once a while, Im not. But most of the time is IM A TRULY LIGHT SLEEPER!!) YUP. IT HAS BEEN MANY MANY MANY MANY DAYS THAT YOU GUYS DISTURBED ME LE..!! RAWR RAWR RAWR!!

Thank you and please be understanding abt my situation now. I will really appreciate it. Thank you once again.

Your dearest daughter,
Quek Shiyun Joann

I give you all the examples of how I got woken up by my family members.
All nights, I sleep at 3am. If I got exams at 2pm, I will study till 4 or 5am.

Eg 1: I heard a loud burp in the morning at 6am. Yup. Very loud according to me and my ears! MY MUM!!!! Annoying. That silly burp of hers woke me up. I can stay in my bed for 1 hour to try to fall back to sleep and which will never be... Then I study lah. While studying.. Burping still going on(I forgive my mum cos she got a weak stomach).. -.- Sigh. I feel damn pek chek hearing all these. I dont know why. Just damn annoying, I SWEAR!!! Whoever is reading this right now.. Pls dont make me pek chek too.Say "excuse me" in the future!! At least, I will feel better. Whether is there anyone around anot, still have to say "excuse me"!! Is a manner!! Learn it now before you regret it for not starting young!!

Eg 2: My bro shared the same room with me. His alarm clock ticked at 6am! Argh!! I woke up and I cant sleep.... 1 hour of trial getting to sleep. But.... I FAILED!!

Eg 3: My dad going off to work and come into my room and give me a kiss me on my cheek. ARGH!! AGAIN I CANT SLEEP!! 1 hour of trial to try to get to bed... and I literally FAILED!!

Eg 4: Mum come into my room at 6am everyday. (For what?! I have no idea.)
Mum: Joann!! What time are you waking up? Got exam anot? (Can you imagine?! IS EVERYDAY LEH! When actually the night before, she already asked me that question. What is wrong with her?!)
Me: ARGH!! Why wake me up? Im waking at 7am to study. See lah. Now I cant sleep. I only sleep for 3 hrs. T.T

Eg 5: Some days, my bro would finished preparing what he should then come into the room to rest awhile more while waiting for my dad to get ready to set off to work. Cos my dad drive my bro to work. So my bro's movement to his bed is WAY.... TOO BIG!! And he woke me up..
Me: ARGH!! NOT AGAIN?!?!
Bro: Sorry, Mei!

Eg 6: Most of my papers are in the afternoon at 2pm. Then I will usually studied till 4 or 5am then I go onto bed. I give myself about 5 hrs of rest. So I go to bed at 5am and I want to sleep for 5 hrs and so I got to wake up at 10am, right? And guess what...? MY MUM COME INTO MY ROOM AT 9.30am!!
Mum: Ann! Ann! (My mum called me either girl or Ann.) What time are you going to wake up? What time is your exams? Dont be late hor.
Me: ARGH!! MUM!! STOP!! 30mins meant alot to me. Why everyday you ask me the same question again and again? And every night, you asked me the same question too. SOB!! I need to rest!! Dont do this to me anymore. (Yaya. The anymore become more and more and now is often!!! Very often. There was one day, she called me up every 1hr, starting from 6am onward.. For what?! I dont know. Is the same question again.. MY LIFE!!)


Sigh. I really dont know what to do. I really want to leave home for awhile to go somewhere quiet and peaceful. I seriously want to go to Australia for a period of time. I dont know how long. The problem now is that I got no cash but Im planning already. I just wanna go somewhere to chill and relax. Really really relax and not worry abt anything in life. And yea! If I go over to Aussie, I will be going to Melbourne to find Alistair everyday!! Whee!! I can mess up his room. Oops. =X Cycle with him. Er.. Many many more? Of cos! Where am I staying? I dont have to worry that cos Im going to find Jill anyway. She got a house there. So cool loh. She invited me to stay at her place and study with her at Melb too. But I have no money to study at Melb lah. Sian. Probably whenever I want to go chill, I will go to the extreme to find Jill in Melb. Yeah! Im thinking to do backpack too leh. I heard it gonna cost a bomb but is ok I guess. I always I want to do it anyway. For now, my plans are I will just keep working 2 part time job in Singapore. 1st- Saving up for rainy days and education. 2nd- Travel around the world.

Say abt travelling... Awww.. Xiaoli is going Hong Kong next year.. Sob sob. Im so gonna miss her like crazy. SIGH! I want to go Hong Kong too. Er.. Why? Just to eat the dim sum loh. It's just one of my favourite food of all. Yea!! Wait a mintue! I dont even have alot of favourite food lah. Er.. Pizza and dim sum are only on my favourite list. And.. Probably Subway too. LOVES!
I just got back from.... School? Work? Er.. BOTH!! Lol. Finished my maths paper 2 at 1030am. it's a 2 hrs 30mins paper. OH MAN!! I swear.... I swear....

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NAH!! JUST KIDDING!! IT's OVER!!!

Oh. Yup. After the paper, I went to my working area to plan my working schedule and guess what?! My manager said.... My bosses are opening new branch at Tan Tock Seng Hospital in December!! Hahaha. Visit me k? Not the ward hor. CHOY!! But seriously, I think Im gonna work till I really go hospital loh. Manpower is tight again!! Sigh. I think I may need to work for 12 hrs everyday loh. Hahaa. I work for 10hrs before!! Lol. I pray that my pay will increase again. More money then can save up for my EDUCATION!! YES!! Hahaha. Yup. Im looking one more part time job too. At night. Late night. Late late night those. Well. Is pub job. Cos anyway, I got insomnia, so why waste time staying awake and do nothing. I usually sleep at 3 or 4am. So must well, go work pub till about that time and go home and sleep.. Yea. Best~ Is one of the best solution of not taking sleeping pill. Hee. =)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

h28 Oct 2008
History paper was kinda easy but I dont know how well can I score. But one of the Stalin question for essay......... I JUST BOMB LAH!!! Oh no. So profound loh. No one know how to answer that question!!! WE (whoever chose the question)ALL JUST BOMBED TOGETHER!!!


29 Oct 2008
PHYSICS PAPER!! Er........ Hahahhaha. SECTION A, Im kinda here and there... SECTION B!! EASY EASY EASY!! But.... Im worrying that I wrote out of point leh. Will the marker understand what Im trying to say? OH NO!!! D.I.E. Hahaha. Nevermind.

Usual stuffs with my classmates(Cheryl, Nat, Glenn, Din and I.).... EAT and PLAY ARCADE!! Sigh. Sian. While they were playing arcade at PS... I went off to buy Cheryl, a DOMO!! Hahaha. Yea. You know DOMO KUN?! Yup. That's DOMO!! Hahaha. Cute, right? Cheryl always wanted it. So I decided to get her one and when I give it to her, she screamed very loud in the arcade.. But I know she was just damn happy. Heehee. Love her. She whined alot today cos she want to play the DJ turntable thingy then run out of cash then she was trying to dig her bag the whole day but couldnt find it and we told her not to play le lah but she kept whining till we managed to convince her to leave the arcade and when we reaches level 6 then she found $2 in her bag. Lol. (-.-) Probably God wants her to save money. Lol. Whatever it is.. Yea. She didnt play that silly $2 on that game. So dumb. =)

After that, we all went back home. Yup. I have to go home to pick up Ben's camera bag at my place and I got to go back to PS to meet that BEN YEO!! Hahaha. Yup. He sold the D70 already. Before even met him, I kanna some.... Predential Survey thingy. Hahaha. Oh well... It's all about saving up plan.. Hmm.. It got me interested and I stayed thru out the whole explanation of their saving plans for me. So I signed it. Why? Im saving for... EDUCATION!! OBVIOUSLY for my future!! Who dont want to save up for their future? WHO?! WHO?! WHO?! I signed with them with a $100 monthly saving plans. YEAH! Damn happy but... Too long to explain in here but is ok.. At least, my monthly savings money is safe with them. =) Oh ya. That lady who served me.. Is damn.. Ehh.. Cute. Pretty. Funny. And nice...~ Thru out the whole talk that she gave, I kept smiling and listening to her.. I did pay attention hor cos I dont wish to get coax loh. -.-

Our Conversation
Part 1
She: You very cheerful leh. You kept smiling.
Me: *smile*
Part 2
She: Your smile very sweet leh. Your dimples are so deep.
Me: Thank you.
Part 3
She: Why you kept smiling? You're very sweet lah.
Me: No ar. Just listening to you loh and smile. =)
Part 4
She: You very cute leh... (Insecurity side of her sudden came out) Eh.. Im not lesbian leh. I just seriously think you're very cute. You just cant stop smiling.
Me: Hmm.. (-.-) I never say anything.

Hahaha. Yup. After Im done with her. Ben and I went to sit down and have little chat with each other. Yea. We talked about our future, our dreams, our business plans, our saving plans, our future families. Yup. We both together must earn half a million by the age of 25. Then he gonna take 100-150K for his marriage and the rest of the money will be mine.. Wahahaha. That is what he said loh. Aiya. I told him to open a fixed deposit with me and save up the money in the bank and collect interest. Lol. I told him Im not going to get married but he got to do me a favour. And is to bear lots of children for the sake for me. Cos..... I will and I want to be his children's GODMA!!! Hahhahaa. He said that his wife gonna get suffered loh. Hhaha. Then I will be paying for his children's education.. and so we... got to start young and do save up plans now!! Hahhaa. No lah. Just some nonsense we came up with. Dots. We very bo liao leh. Haha. But at least we are people who have dreams and love to talk abt our dreams all the times. YEAH! I cant wait to be rich with Ben. I just love him so much.
LOVES LOVES.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Monday, October 27, 2008

Hey guys, Im thinking to change my blog address to www.iarejoann.blogspot.com (not available yet)
on 1 Nov 2008. So whoever link me on your blog, you can start editing it on 31 Oct 2008. k? Im sorry for troubling you guys. Thank you so much. LOVES!


Hahah. Why leh? I dont know, I just wanna change loh. How I get "inspired" by I are Joann? Er.. Ben started all these craps. He kept playing english grammar with me. -.-

Then I asked my bro and dad for sugguestion.
Me: I are Joann or I is Joann sound nicer?
Dad n Bro: *laugh until stomachache*
Dad: I are Joann sound good. *laugh*
Me: OKIE!! THANK YOU!!

So that is how nonsensical my blog renewed!! Whatever lah, Jo!!
P.H.O.T.O. T.I.M.E.

My "NEW" EYEBROW!!
My left eyebrow is very difference from my right eyebrow due to my previous old piercings that causes it to get out of shape. Not Xiaoli's fault.







Photo FUN with XIAOLI!!


























Edited some photos with COLOURS!!

Love WINNIE today!
















Upside down for WINNIE!
















"SWEET Family"
OEI!! Something is missing!!
OH! Where is the heck is BEN?!! Broken family!!
















redundant WINNIE!
















I was trying to smell Xiaoli's hair. But Winnie came in to block the view!! REDUNDANT AGAIN!! But... Cute, right? Both of us find it damn cute and corny and laughed till like no tmr. Aiya. Just our own inner joke or fun or whatever is it lah. lol.
















No WINNIE!!
















LOVE LOVE 1
















LOVE LOVE 2
















LOVE LOVE 3
















Finally we spend quality time with each other le!!
WOOHOO!! DAMN HAPPY! More to COME...!!



I LOVE XIAOLI!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

24 Oct 2008
Im just kinda lazy to type out all the sms-es that I had with Cheryl. But I just want to let her know that I believe in her and I seriously love her alot. She been damn depressed about her education, her future and her life. I wish I could do something more for her to make her feel better. She really brought joy to me especially these few months. I will cherish her.

It is not impossible to dream BIG. If you fail to dream, you dream to fail. It doesnt cost money to dream your own dreams. Always go for it. It may be tough. You may be poor and have no money to pursue the education/course that you want in private school but it is not the end of the road here. There's a will there's a way! Im stucked too. But I didnt give up on what Im heading at. So you shouldnt too. K? Love you.

25 Oct 2007
I went out with my cousin, Celeste. We met each other up and we went to Subway to have dinner because she havent any food. After that, we went to slack around central then walked to 7-11 to buy cup noodles(supper) and went to slack around again. We walked home from Central. I received a call from Xiaoli.

Our Conversation (1)
XL: Jo. Where are you?
Me: At TPY.
XL: Going home?
Me: Yup. Why?
XL: *sob*sob* Pack your bag with what you want study and meet me at Mac Drive thru.
Me: Huh? Orh. Ok. Bye
XL: Bye.

It's kinda.... ?????? Lol. So I kinda sent Celeste home. Guess what we saw near her place. We saw a total of like 10 rats?! Fat and cute. She find it disgusting lah. Is CUTE hor!!

I got home and went to bath and then get my dad to drive me to Mac drive thru. I got there with my dad. My dad and I found a place to sit first and waited for Xiaoli to arrive. My dad got himself a meal and I got mcflurry. hee. When Xiaoli reached, as usual HUG come first. So we chatted and chilled there for awhile. Blah.. Blah..

A Mini Conversation of OURS (2)
XL: Do you want to come my place? Cos my mum is not coming home. Then I got a queen size bed, we can share. =)
Me: Er. Ok. I cant go anywhere too, right? So late le, there's no bus.
XL: Yea. I missed my bed... Let's go.
Me: Ok....

We left mac and I got home with Xiaoli.....................

Our Conversation (3)
XL: Do you wanna change? (Get a small t-shirt for me)
Me: Siao. You think I can fit in there?
XL: Of cos!!
Guess what she did? She went to dig out all her wardrobe.
XL: See?! I got big t-shirt. You can wear PINK. I wear WHITE!!
Me: NO!!! I dont want. Is ok. No worries.
XL: Really really really? I want you to make yourself like home.
Me: -.- Yes. I know. But is fine. Thkq.

Aiya.. All I know is she kept pestering me to change but I didnt. Yea. I win!

Then.... Xiaoli did something for me.. Which made me damn happy!! Hahah. Cos last time round, I asked her to help me to trim my eyebrow and she kinda promised me. So I let her trim my eyebrow for me last night loh. It seem like there isnt any difference but it neater now. Hahaha. So so so happy. She damn funny lah. She have no confidence in herself when doing for me. Then ARGH ARGH ARGH non-stop. Quite tiring uh cos got to wait for her to be confidence again then continue for me. -.- After we're done with the eyebrow, I asked her smth. "Er.. Can you do this for me more often?" Then she replied, "No. Like that not precious le." My face uh.. -.- hm.. Ok. So we talked till 4 am plus and went on to bed. But I didnt. I think I slept at 5, reaching 6am. Too bad. I cant sleep again. Lol. Actually hor.. In fact, I didnt really really really sleep lah. Why? Ask that ZHANG XIAOLI lah!!! Lol. No la. Is not her fault. Cos Im very light sleeper. Then she's those very deep sleeper and her movement during Zzzzz... IS EXTREMELY BIG!! Then I will be easily get waken up by her. Basically I kinda laugh thru out the night of her movement whenever she woke me up. Last night before we slept, I see the yang orh-ness side of hers. Hee. So sweet. LOVES.

We got out of bed at 1.21pm. In fact, is actually 2.30pm lah. Yaya. All thanks to Xiaoli... LOVE to lai chuang lah. Lai some more... I said, "lan duo chong, yao qi lai le mei you?" and she used her finger to pointed me!! (-.-) DULAN!! Oei! Im not hor!! Then we took alot of photos and slack till like no tomorrow loh. PHOTO FUN! Haha. Actually we suppose to wake up at 9.30am but Xiaoli turned off her alarm and went back to bed. (-.-) Ai. Da pi gu!! In her room, we kept asking each other want to eat what for lunch like for many many many many many times till we lose count. In the end, she ate quay chap at home and poor me.... have to go down to nearby coffeeshop for lunch.

We got back home and looked at her fishes. So interesting. Xiaoli loves to rare fishes. Then we seat there and explore the fishes and had some fishy talks.. I left her place at 4pm and went on to meet Ben.

Met Ben at 4.30pm, suppose to go to our tattoo artist's shop but they were CLOSED!! Alamak. We head down to Bukit Batok and meet Uncle William (Ben's photography teacher/senior/whatever lah). Uncle William is always damn nice. I met him a few times. Very generous man. He treated us dinner. Woohoo! Thkq. Ben met him because Branden (another of our fren) want to buy Uncle William's D70 and he is selling at the price of $550!! WOAH!! Cheap, right? I wanted to buy..... but no money. Sigh. Nevermind. Im planning to buy his D80! Probably next time. =) After that, we went home.

Im tired. Got to hardcore studying again. Jiayou, JO!!! I LOVE YOU!!

Friday, October 24, 2008

MBS ATOM 80X MOUNTAINBOARD w/ BRAKE
















It cost S$316.15!!
I want one!!!
MONEY MONEY, WHERE ARE YOU?!
AND.............. I JUST FINISHED READING XIAOLI's BLOG!! GUESS WHAT?! SHE POSTED MY GIRLY GIRL PIC ON HER BLOG!!!! Ya. Remember the recent pic that I posted abt myself pinning up my hair before going in for examination. ALAMAK!! Ya. That's the ONE!! OH NO!!

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RAWR!! ARGH!!! IM SO GONNA KILL HER!!!
This is sooooo..... EMBRRASSING loh......!!!

How now how, Xiaoli?! Nevermind. I forgive you because I love you.






Anyway... Just some random thing that I want to say. I think now my both ear holes are abt 8mm. WOOHOO! But damn pain! Sob. 2mm more to go..
22 Oct 2008
I received a letter from Xiaoli. Inside... So sweet loh.. Im feeling damn happy.
Please lah.. I bloody love Xiaoli to the core lah!!






























23 Oct 2008
GEOGRAPHY PAPER!!!

Im surrounded by 4 walls in Lecture Theater and I can and I want to.......................
GO BANG THE WALL LAH!!

I took a pic with Jill before going in for Geography paper. Best person on earth. I SWEAR!! She is very well brought up. I admired her.













After Geo paper, Cheryl and I went to find Ben and Fiona at TPY. SUBWAY for DINNER!! Hahaha. As usual, we talk cock, sing song, play mahjong. Oh well... Cheryl and I fighted again!! She started it first. She punched me for no reason and I was trying to stop her and we ended up.. FIGHTING!! She scratched me and my left lower arm PO PI(abrasion)!! Thanks uh, CHERYL PHUA!! Some more.... SHE PULLED MY HAIR!! I THINK MY HAIR ROOTS ARE ALL DEAD BY NOW!!! I ended up never touched a single hair of hers loh. WAH LAU!!

24 Oct 2008
Today is MATHS PAPER 1!! Is quite easy but I never practice enough and.... I think I can go bang the wall again lah. AI!!!!

Im very tired. I need to rest now. Im heading to Changi Airport to study with Cheryl later on till morning.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Random Post

Lucas. Valerie. Me (Branden's Birthday Celebration)












Taken by Branden (Thks)

















No Comments. -.-"
but do felt alittle.... <3











Preparing for my examination. Moi hair is pinned up neaty.
Everyone said, "I finally can see your face!"
-.- I.G.N.T.S. Yaya. My eyes are still around.


















CHILDHOOD TIMES

Ben. Xiaoli. Jo.

I took some pictures from Ben's childhood pic. Hahhaa.
Look at his lip! freaking thin lah. wth!! He looked like a little monk loh. haha.













Oooo....













Hmmm...













Cry baby cry!! Dont even have tears loh. What a LIAR!!! Pretend to cry only.













Superboy in coming....

















SuperBen is here to save the earth.

















WOAH!!! I think he is preparing for some soccer match loh. Look at his sock. So high. SIAO!!

















Hahaha. Guess who? Is Xiaoli. Too bad. I only got one pic of her.
Gonna tattoo her and Ben on my skin. But not so soon lah. I need to get a job de leh. Haha.

















Yea. Not missing myself out. Im sitting my dad's leg. Hee. I think I looked damn ugly when I was a kid lah.













Yea. Obviously is my birthday! Lol. Look better compare to my toddler pic. Very girl girl hor? Haha. Sweet! Nor-Nor still the cutest!! I love him.


I was talking to Alistair on msn just now. He was telling me to try mountain boarding which is damn cool. Many ppl in UK are playing this. Oh man. Im so tempted to get one of the deck now.

Indoor Mountain Boarding



Outdoor Mountain Boarding

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I been drinking these... Hahhaa. Ben Yeo gave this to me. Hahaha. He want my brain to bu yi bu by this awful chicken essence taste. Hahah. Even he himself dont like it loh but he wants me to drink and even Fiona. I swear they planned this. Hahaha. Oh well. Thkq very much. Im very happy and touched.

















Yeah. Today had english paper but the day before I went to Ben's place. I went over to pei him for.... (I forgot leh but we just had alot of stuffs to talk abt loh) and I STUDIED too. Really ok. I never bluff. I slept at 3am plus and woke up at 8.30am to company him to school at NYP. His lesson started at 10am and he found a skipping rope and skipped class for me, so that I wouldnt be lonely at the canteen. hha. Ok. Just some lame stuff, I came up with. I studied in his school till 12.30pm and I left to meet Cheryl to head down to school.
I really begin to love Ben even more now. I swear that he is the only guy that I know and which is ultimate awesome in everything. He is like almost perfect. Not perfect but... Aiya. I just dont know how to explain. Im always feel damn secured abt our friendship, no doubt of breaking up friendship, losing love for each other or even quarrels. No way! Is impossible, even if it happen one day, I guess we will work it out for one another. That is the way! I just love him very much and he too. Hahahah.
TODAY ENGLISH PAPER......

PAPER 1 WAS........ EASY!!!

PAPER 2 WAS....... My examination hall was at level 6 and I can see the nearby window and I literally can go jump down already lah. (kidding. I tried my best.)



Im going to meet Xiaoli to studying tmr.. WHEE!! LOVE HER AND MISS HER!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

TODAY CHEMISTRY PAPER!!!

Quite easy. Everyone find that today's time given is not enough loh. D.I.E!! I got a few questions havent finish. SOB!! Nevermind. I will study hard for my physics paper and MCQ. I want to get B3!!!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Im missing last night's chilling session with Xiaoli, Ben, "Melon", Fiona and myself. Hahaha.

I missed Xiaoli for her sweetness and...... LOVE. (My heartbeat rocketed.)
I missed Ben for his nonsense.
I missed Melon for his crappiness but still abit quiet. (You're forgiven cos.. Is our first time meeting one another. Ha.)
I missed Fiona for her "The Noose" updates and laughter.
I missed myself for spending time with them.

I BLOODY LOVE THEM... Except for.. MELON!! Lol. First time meeting each other mah. But you're a nice guy. Even Ben and Fiona agreed. So you better take good care of XIAOLI hor.. If not, Ben and I will chop you up into many pieces and throw you into Singapore River!!!

And Xiaoli, I will spend time with you de loh. Dont make yourself so packed lah. Wanna jio you out also difficult loh. WTH!! And I always love you more than I love Cheryl loh. Ya lah. I know my world seem like is all abt Cheryl. AND.... OEI!! You better send the letter you wrote to me to my house soon hor. I damn xin yang yang now. I LOVE YOU!! I got your baby pic as my screensaver.
I just got home, had my dinner with my family. Ai. Damn depressing. I dont know why it always have to end up have some mini quarrel over the table. I hate it. ALWAYS DE LEH!! STOP IT, STOP IT, STOP IT!!

Today, I damn dulan with Cheryl and Glenn. They came late lah at 3.15pm and I was there at 2.15pm. Glenn overslept. Cheryl and her bf went to watch movie. Im not objecting but.. Is like.. ARGH!! Long story... Very lazy to explain. I didnt talk to them much when they arrived. I think Cheryl know that I dulan but dont know why. After that, I left early with Ben Yeo. I told Cheryl that I dulan with her and Glenn thru sms.
Our Conversation when I took my break:
Me: Can you feel for me?
C: Huh. What thing?
Me: Nevermind. Just asking whether you know how Im feeling right now.
C: Hmm. Pek chek? I dont know. Why? What happen?
Me: Is more of dulan lah. With you and Glenn lah. Er. Im sure you can feel like Im not happy, right?
C: Hmm. Yeah. Why? What happen?
Me: Glenn overslept. You and your bf went for movie. Im not objecting but at least you tell me mah. You guys make me feel like you both are not interested. Then I feel damn dulan lah cos like Im worried for both of you. Ai. I dont know how to say lah. Hope you get what I mean.
C: I am okay at 12 leh. Then I msg you both. Both never reply.. Then I go early also very lame. You all not there. Then I go watch movie at 1. Wait for you guys. Come out. Rain. I also dont know, if not I would reach the same time as you.
Me: Sorry. When you sms me tt time, it was around 9.16am and I was sleeping and tt's why I never reply. Until you called loh but you only tell me tt ur bf is going to see a doctor then after that rush down but after that you both went to watch movie but at least let me know mah. Then I called Glenn at 1.30pm and he just woke up. The feeling is like.. Pek Chek lah. But nevermind lah. Just leave me be for now.
C: Hmm. Okay. My fault. Sorry, I did not tell you.
Me: Dont blame yourself k? Im not scolding you or what. Just wanna let you know how I feel.
C: Okay.
Me: Okie. Is over. Love Love. (muack smiley)
C: Okay. Love love too. =)

We both smile to each other and felt happier after that.

Cheryl drew this yesterday in Miss Selena's lesson. Lol
























































I just got home. Super not tired but I need to rest to get charge up for studies, Chemistry later at 2pm with Cheryl, Glenn and Xiaoli. Ming Terk and Ben will be tagging along. Hahha. Ben gonna teach me organics topic. Damn it. Until today, the topic make no sense to me.. D.I.E.!! Lol.

Oh. Why I just got home? I went out to meet Ben and Fiona to chill at AMK Drive Thru Mac. Whee. Damn happy to spend time with them and plus get to know more abt Fiona now. Haha. She's super nice to hang out with. TALK COCK, SING SONG, PLAY MAHJONG!! Lol. Then I called Xiaoli up and her bf to come down to join us. Heee. Her bf damn nice. SUPER Friendly!! FINALLY SPENDING TIME WITH XIAOLI AGAIN AFTER...... SOOOOOO LONGGGGG.. She's the best. I love her so much and she kept telling her bf abt how much Ben and I love her etc etc. SWEET~ She told me to... Once I got home, I have to go to her blog and read her latest post and guess what she wrote?

the source of my joy
Well, there are some people you will always remember for a lifetime. They are the people who will love, care and share with whatever whatever they have. They are the ones who will bring joy, laughter into your life. These are the people who always give in and ask for no return. And I'm so fortunate that you guys came to my life!ERIN, JOANN, BEN thanks for all the love you guys gave me. I HEART YOUS!


Sweet, right? But.... She made me dulan with her loh. Cos...... Abt CHERYL AGAIN!! Then she was trying to make me jealous lah. Just because I dont have her pic on my wallpaper and is all abt Cheryl and she kept complaining non-stop. And.. Yayyaa. Then I dulan. She tried so hard to coax me loh. But yea.. After that.. Ok le. Then we continued our nonsense...

Got alot of stuffs to add but I super lazy to type it. Ciao.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Yea. What is this card for???? Is............. for Cheryl!!! Im done with my 16 encouragement words in that card. Im going to give it to her in the morning when we meet up for school. Whee!! So happy. Just now she called me again and said something sweet.

Cheryl: Joann, thank you for being my friend. (in a sweet little girl tone again).
Me: Welcome, Cheryl. I love you.



Thursday, October 16, 2008

Hee. WHEE!! Today, I just finished my combined science test!! How izit? Quite easy. Just that for chemistry is.... -.- hahaha. Is ok. IS OVER!!! I think I can get my physics for 11/15 and chemistry 10/15. Good enough?


Crossing the road to Crescent Girls. They got stucked in the middle of the road at least 3-4 mins! TRAFFIC LIGHT DAMN SLOW!!




















I made this for Cheryl last night and send it to her by bluetooth. I just want to encourage her before entering to the examination hall. =)
























She just called me and cried loh. She said she damn stress!!! Hahhaa. Yea. Of cos, got some other stuffs. Just dont know how to say on my blog. Yea. Im searching for 16 encouraging words to encourage her right now. Whee. I love HER.
Today is O LEVEL PRACTICAL EXAMINATION FOR COMBINED SCIENCE!!!
Woohoo. Im happy cos I finally get filtration, precipitation and titration for chemistry inside my head. Yeah! Im meeting Cheryl soon to head down to Crescent Girls'. Hee. So happy. All the best to everyone who is taking it!!! JIA YOU!!. =)

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

A NIGHT AT CHERYL's PLACE!!

Yea. Last night, I was at Cheryl's place. Oh. Why? I went to her place to study. Yea. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

Yesterday, we finished school. We went to eat wanton mee at sunshine plaza and walked over to Rochor beancurd to have something too. After that, we took a bus home. We went to NTUC to buy cereal and milk for fun cos just in case, we could eat something late night. Once I reached her place and I greeted her mummy and 1st sister. Her dad and 2nd sister are not home yet cos they were still working. I had dinner at her place. So nice loh. Her mum cooked my share. =) Her mum, da jie, Cheryl and I were all sitting at the dining table and eat. Before we start our dinner, Cheryl said grace leh.. Oh my tian!! Is damn funny. Im not trying to make fun but is the way when Cheryl said the grace. Is just her family's culture and they also said, "Mummy eat." Hee. The feeling is so cosy and sweet. I havent had this kinda of feeling for a long time. Her family love to joke alot. Faint. My family doesnt joke and we dont eat together. Sigh. DAMN COOL!! Hahaha.

After dinner, we watched tv, talked to her mum and da jie. Haahaa. We had non-stop laughter. Im so happy to know them. Hahaha. Cheryl showed me her baby photo etc.. She's damn cute lah. Haahaha. Her dad came back at 9pm plus and I greeted him. Lol. Her dad looked damn young sia. lol. Only her dad is damn quiet. About 10 mins, we went downstair to study our physics. We went back up at 12am and continue to study again till 1.30am. Actually we wanted to take an hour break but............ we sleep till the next morning. Haha. Sorry lah. I had only 3 hours of sleep the day before. Her er jie came home at 2am plus. WOAH!! HARDWORKING LADY!! Hee.



















....................And yea... We woke up at 10.30am. Lol. Cheryl damn cute lah. When she woke up, she stared at me and said, "Joann~"(sweet little girl tone). Then I just smiled at her and said,"Yes, Cheryl?" Then we kept complaining each other for not waking up to study. WTH!!! -.-

Her mum went out to buy lunch for the family. We had our lunch at 12.30pm. This time round, without her da jie but her er jie. Er.... Her er jie is another joker. Oh no. I almost become crazy at Cheryl's place. We studied again and head down to school.... Her mummy said next time, she cooked white wine chicken, she will jio me. Hee. Her mummy like me very much sia. Im going to watch korean drama with her after my O level. Hahha.


In the train... We took picture again. She lightened her makeup today. So pretty. I like..



















































































































Yea. And this is my Xiao-Cheryl. She wants me to put her photo on my hp wallpaper. Yea. You are at my hp wallpaper. Happy now? Hahhaa. She damn yang orh especially when she called me, "Mummy." Hee. I love HER!!

















I was on the phone with her just now.
Our Conversation
I pick up the phone.
Me: Hello. Yes?
C: Hello, Mummy(sweet tone).
We talked about studies.. Then...
C: At the age of 28, if my bf dont want me, we go other country, k?
Me: Lol. I thought he want to marry you le?
C: Im saying just in case lah.
Me: Orh. Ok. Please dont come find me at the age of 28. I wont want you loh.
C: Wah lau. I already think hao le loh. If my bf dont want to marry me, I will go find you.
Me: Err.. Ok. Yaya. Marry you, right? Give you the marriage cert and run away.
C: Ya. Ok. I want to go other country to work. We go together, k? Cos I dont want to be alone.
Me: Ok.... But where? New York City?
C: No lah. Im thinking of London.
Me: Woah. Me too leh. Cos I want to go there to study.
C: Ok. You go there to study, I go there to work. And I got company too. YEAH!
Me: Hee. I will work and study at the same time cos I need to pay for my school fee. Is very ex leh.
C: Ok. YEAH!!
Me: -.-"
C: I called you later, my bf calling me. Byebye.
Me: Ok. Byebye. =)


Hee. At her place last night, she kept saying she wanna cook alot of foods for me. Hee. Damn happy. She just got the talent to cook sia. I told her that if one day, I become rich and she's not doing anything. I will invest some money on her. I will give her money and she have to go and do some cook show or book and from there, I'll make her famous. Just like Rachael Ray. Hahhaa. Of cos, got to see whether I could do that for her anot lah. K? And she said ok. =)


I just simply love her. =)