Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Wah.. Somehow I.. I'm tired, real tired and really really tired. Busy with some stuffs and studies too coz is exams period mah. Lol. I really wants get 3 distinction for my mid year examinations. But somehow I dont have confidence le leh. I dont know why also. My English paper 2 and Physics paper are so DIFFICULT loh!!! ARGHHHH!!!! WHAT TO DO?!! Sigh. Seriously this time round it really make me want to study hard and achieve something alot better in my studies. I never felt this way before leh.. Hee. I guess Im very very serious with my studies now leh especially in CHEC. I think at times, I seem to a bit hack care but I do care alot when come to get achievements. Yea. I guess so. Hee.

Ai. Recently I been thinking alot of the past. Especially friendship. I dont know why this sentence kept popping out of my mind. I guess maybe is that I used to receive alot of smses like, "Friends come and go and I(the senders)will be the one who will be your friend whenever you need me." And a few of my old friends came into my mind and we all used to be close but where are they now? They all are gone. And I dont understand why? They may said we pull thru together etc but I guess they pulled the string too far back till I cant see them anymore. I know they are not perfect and me neither. No one is perfect. But why no much people can last their friendship for long. Ok. Maybe I shouldnt say anymore coz Im afraid that one day I might be the one. I know I also got hurt someone before. Ai. Dont say le la... CRAPS!!!