Sunday, August 30, 2009

Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Lady Antebellum


I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my wall

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known

And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you, off you, off you

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you
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I.... CANT.... WAIT... TO... GET...
MY... MAC OS X....
SNOW... LEOPARD....!!
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Yesterday I went to ATM to withdraw money.... Guess what? There is no more $50 note.... AND...... Here I go with all the 56 pieces of $10. Actually is 66 pieces but I changed 10 pieces with my bro for 2 $50 notes. I CANT FOLD MY WALLET WITH THESE BUNCH OF NOTES IN IT!!!!!!! Well.... Of cos withdraw so much not for own spending.. Is to pay my bro for the installment of my laptop!!



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Saturday, August 29, 2009

Mobile iNote - Portable Handwriting Capture Device
with handwriting recognition software "MyScript Noteds Lite"

Alley, can we buy this instead? Forget about the digital notepad... But... This is only for windows user. =( Aye.. Can anyone do one for mac user.. PLEASE!!!!!!!


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Friday, August 28, 2009

The busy week is over... Now down to 50% to go for my personal business!! Oh wells.... Alley is coming back soon! Going to do the clear up of our project. =) Few days ago, my H.O.D. just delivered her BABY! So cute! All baby can do is...DRINK MILK, SLEEP, POO and WEE WEE!! So fun!! I wanna BITE BABIES!!!!!!!!! Kidding!!

This week wasn't the busiest week and my life have been sweet to me.. Cheryl, Narayan and friends been dragging me out late night to LEPAK!! Is kinda damn tiring cos after work, you still have to push yourself to stay awake to spend time together. Well.. It's tiring but it's worth spending the time together! We just love to build relationship; Watch movie, eat good & delicious food, hopping onto one another's car and get the "coolest" ride on the road etc... LOVE IT MAN!!

Well... I guess I'm letting go of those friends (one by one) who never even "bother" to find time and spend with their so called.... "Good friend". Sometimes I feel that I just hate them more than I love them. If I can sacrifice to sleep lesser to spend more time with my current group who want to spend time with one another and so... Why can't all my "good friends" do that too? I ain't wanna give my precious time to those friends who doesn't even bother to sacrifice. No wonder..... Everyone is taking everyone for granted. So annoying!

Everyone is about themselves. Like there is no sharing, no giving etc... Everyone just wanna be on the 'RECEIVER' side... Like a what only!!! Aye. What is point of doing so much on a person who only wanna be a 'receiver'.. If is so difficult to please you then I shall forget it! I just had enough of all these nonsense!! Why can't this world be a better place? If you want to be selfish, I will be. I will play fair when I needed to. This group that I'm hanging out with... They may not be perfect but I can see that they are always making the effort to spend time with each other whenever they can. I heard from Cheryl that they have been doing all these for a few years already. Ain't they sweet? Right now.. Checking my memory... I think they are the best group that I ever met up and hang out with. On top of that, I been wishing for a larger group to hang out with!! YEAH! Finally I got ONE!! Can complete with Celeste's group already!! Oops. =X Wells... I'm just so glad that I have Cheryl and my new group of friends!

I just don't want and wish to please people anymore.. It's kinda difficult to be on the bad role but I have to learn how to. I will slowly make this amendment to be part of my life. It's just getting on my nerves when 75% of people around me is making use of me. Just because I'm a "YES" kinda lady..? It does not mean to give you that permission that I can be pushed around. DULAN LAH!!

I'm so tired right now... Off to bed to rest first. Just in case.. Tonight Cheryl and friends will give me a call to pick me up at 2am to go for a ride! Woah!! So cheong hei! But loving my life.. Even if I have to have eye bags or high blood pressure (choy!), I will still accept it!!
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Saturday, August 22, 2009

Hahaha. Chatting with Weiling right now...

Halfway thru, I went "merlion-ing"!! Oops. Cos...... The procedure of me eating my medicine is WRONG!! Here we go...

6 plus pm: I had a early dinner (forgot to bring my medicine).
10pm: I got back home.
10.15pm: I had a piece of biscuit and rest awhile.
11.45pm: Grab my medicine.
12.42pm: I felt (was rather thought was) hungry.
12.44pm: Chat with Weiling on msn.
12.47pm: Brb with Weiling and I went to cook maggie mee.
1.03am: I finished it and wash my bowl.
1.04am: Back to chatting with Weiling on msn.
1.09am: Brb with Weiling and went to the toilet to VOMIT!!
1.14am: I OK ALREADY!

Hmmmm.. -.- SO LAME!! My stomach cant take medicine if there isn't any (enough) food beforehand but I kept forgetting this at times. LOL!
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Monday, August 17, 2009

Here's a song that I want to shout out loud to those "actor/tresses"!!


Broken Man lyrics

I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

(I took one big step and I looked away, and I thought of all the things that I wanted to say)
I won't let you bring me down
(I'm always too late, you never got your story straight, I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate)
It's here and now I'm breaking out
(I took one big step and I looked away, and I thought of all the things that I wanted to say)
I will learn to love again
(I'm always too late, you never got your story straight)
But I will stand a broken man
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I wish.. I wish...
I WISH TO....
GET RID OF THOSE PEOPLE
IN MY LIFE!!
I want to get older.... FASTER!!
So that my life can be more stabilised.


No longer wanna think of these people. No longer wanna spend time and effort on people who are pretenders. No longer wanna bother these people who I've spent time on and invested love in them. I need to break free and break even on what I can, get and wish for. I guess I just wanna protect myself. No longer wish to get hurt by family, friends and people around me. I cant even bear to see people getting hurt anymore... I guess is time to let go of those people who tried too/very hard to invest love and time in me. To stop all these pain... I guess is to cut off anything from these people that "TRY" too hard. Thanks for all these love and time. I really appreciated it but to think again... I guess no one really appreciated anything from anyone. So... Just forget it! Life is like that... So "real" that you have to accept the reality! HOLY CRAPS! Everything, everyone is...... SO REAL!! So REAL that you can see their TRUE COLOURS!! Every man will always be about himself. Everyone is selfish! Forget it, Jo! That is why people always says, "No one can be trusted especially on this earth."

Anyway thank you for all creating such good "script" in some part of my life because of you.. Now my mind totally can see your true rainbow colours about how you portrayed it. I guess you're a fabulous actress! Congrats! I guess you've secretly won the "BEST OSCAR AWARD" of the year! *clap*clap* TOTALLY LOVIN' IT! Cheers to my fair lady! And that's not all, the rest of you that are in my life had also won the "Best Supporting Actor/tress too! A big HOORAY to you guys, and girls. Muack muacks!
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Woah. Finally today is my resting day. I've been busy with so much work!

Last week was a crazy week!! City College's 2 days- Carnival was very successful! Very fun! I posted video on facebook. FUNNY!! WOOHOO!!! Yesterday, I went to escape theme park with Cheryl, Narayan and her friends. So fun!! We sat pirate ship till Cheryl and I got motion sickness!! So scary! I can sit anything but pirate ship!!! Lol.

Im loving Cheryl very much. =) I'm so glad to have her. She knew that I would be very busy last friday which was the first day of carnival and she cooked fried rice for me and delivered to my office!! WOAH!! I'm totally touched, loving her and her fried rice. I dont really have favourite food but I lovesssssssssss FRIED RICE alot!! Hahaha. The ingredients was like..... TONSS!! Hahaha. I eat till damn song but I couldnt managed to finish it cos I drank a lot of water before that. But I really appreciated her love for me. =) Teehee!! I need to find time for myself!!!
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I cant help my mind to stop thinking of....

Work
Holidays
Meeting up with Cheryl (though I had fun with her and company over the weekends)
Continue the project with AL
Saving money
Spending money on camera and equipments

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

And today........ I saw a quote on someone's t-shirt when I was getting my breakfast. "Worry is a misuse of imagination." Oh well... I guess Im just being paranoid... Cos my colleague is going to have her maternity leave in about 1 week time........... I maybe going to be busy, extremely busy... I need to stretch my capacity now!!!!!!

Poor Debra... She's still sick... Had been spending days with her bed!!!! Hahaha. Oh well.. Sayang lah. We go out soon k? Drink water, my lady. And I really mean plenty of it.

And yes, I have my appointment with Sy too.
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Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.
-Leon J. Suenes
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Friday, August 07, 2009

Sometimes I just wanna study.
Im just feeling upset.
I wanna take a deep deep breathe for my lungs to function!
Hoping life can be sweeter with what I want to study.
Wish to further study to improve my knowledge of designing.
Wanna go out of this small town to a smaller place to have a space of my own.
Loving life but hardly making the big steps to go against my people.

Oh wells....
I need to do my design for EC and my business but Im so weary to do anything now.
I just need to sit down and have 'heart to heart' talk to someone.
I've been in a 'Non-stop' working movement.
Calculating like mad for some money matters..
Today, I held a pencil, paper and measuring tape...
Drawing structure for measurement.
Measuring dimension after dimension...
Loving it cos I'm good at it but wanna have a short break.... Ain't having it.

Anyway I'm missing you.
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Sunday, August 02, 2009

DAMN IT! My parents back on their words again!!!!! Cheryl and I already booked the bloody air tickets and accommodation to Bangkok and you know what they said when I want to get my passport from them? They said, "NO!!" NABEI!!! What they want from me?

I NEED A BREAK! A BLOODY SHIT BREAK!! I NEED TO BREAK AWAY FROM YOU GUYS!!
I JUST DONT WANT TO FACE YOU GUYS FOR 4 FULL BLOODY DAYS LAH!!! GRRRRRRRR!

I explained every single thing to them nicely abt why I want to have a break etc... But they dont get what I mean. Especially my idiotic dad! Thanks for everything, DAD! I serious have the urge to end my life!! Cos I cant breathe anymore. Im suffocating!! 1st: Tried destroying my dream. 2nd: Want to chain me up?! 3rd: ???? What's next??


I WANT TO THREATEN EVERYTHING, EVERYONE IN MY LIFE NOW!!!
(Beware of Joann)
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Saturday, August 01, 2009

I finally say it... Everything out to my dad!!!!!!!

I've just released all my grudges and unhappiness of my family out to him. I spoke some logical sense to him and he replied me, "Whatever you're saying right now are rubbish!" But I know what's going on in his mind. His mind is packed with my words. Actually I love them very much, in fact- to the fullest but I no longer showing it cos Im angry with them. And of cos when you're angry with adults, you will be very unreasonable and disrespectful, right?

Well... We just made a promise and hope that we can keep the promise forever (even though I don't believe there is such thing called forever in this world). Hopefully from today onward if we keep up with our promise, I will slowly let go of the pain that they created for me and also hope that their angriness toward me for not respecting them will be fading away too. I'm feeling much better right now... I guess. =)
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