Wednesday, October 25, 2006








Ha. Me and my close friend, Pamela, decided to go travel around Singapore during our school holidays. I know is going to be crazy but we already decided about it already. lol. And yesterday we're done with our first destination.

CHANGI AIRPORT!!!

My comments: Mmm... What do we do there?? Go walk walk loh.. Ha. Actually before getting there, both of us felt so excited and cant wait to get there but when we get there and started to walk around, we got bored soon after. But thanks to Pam, she's really a very hyper-active person and smile through out the whole walk with me and that make me feel more happier and felt great being with her. Hee. Thks, girl.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Hey guyz. I just wanna post this.. It's already been quite some time already. Im fine already. Ok. Here I go. 1 and a half month ago, God discipled me. I think so. Coz it seem to struck me deeply. Ok. Here I am, announcing that I lost my passion for God which is few months back. I dont know why too. I lost my faith, I looked down on myself, I compared myself with others, I stopped dreaming dreams, I stopped thinking about God, loving God and even fear Him in my life. And plus, alot of things happened along the way. But somehow I never want to leave God. Argh.. I dont know how to explain it from here about the never wanting to leave God. I know God did alot of things in my life that I think I never forget about. I know I hurted God alot for the passed few months which the period of losing my passion for Him. Me of not wanting to spend time with Him etc.. And I tried alot of ways to get to back to God, but it seem like Im still dry and cant get connect to Him. Soon after, I started to hate trying to get connection with God. I tried reading my bible, nothing to speak to me. Ha. Now I know the answer, coz I come to God without an open heart. And one day, which is abt 1 and a half month ago, I cried out to God and told Him that, "GOD, I CANT LIVED MY LIFE LIKE THAT ANYMORE! IM LIKE ROTTING AWAY! IS HURTING, I CANT LIVED WITHOUT YOU! I WANT TO STOP HURTING YOU!" And that was my prayer to Him. 2 days later, I went into bed and in the middle of the night, suddenly someone slapped me in my face. I felt the pain and it went numb and soon after it doesnt hurt anymore. Is like 3-5 seconds pain. No cake, right?? ha. Kidding. Back to my story... I couldnt sleep for awhile and soon I fell asleep. And not long after I heard a loud voice shouted these into my ears. "YOU BETTER CHANGE YOUR LIFESTYLE!!" And I was like woah... okok! I will, I will.. And the next day, I started to read bible and pray to God with my heart, but I guess I was still not open enough. And I felt nothing after doing so much. But I never give up. I continued to pray and pray, read and read my bible... And soon enough, I started to find there's sparkles of fire is starting to light up. I treasured this new fresh of my fire for God and I went on with positive heart. And which where I am now.. Last sunday, when I was on my way to church, God flashed some pictures of the things that He done for me in past in my mind. And I teared, and I told God that, "Lord, I really wanna thank You for everything that You done for me and causes me not to never forget it. And most of all, You never forsake me when I lost my passion. I love You, Lord. Amen." And after that, I put a smile on my face and closed my eyes to think about God. Now I feel more like a happier person with God again.. =)

Friday, October 13, 2006


the moment with aik and david. lol








Friday, October 06, 2006

Haha... FINALLY 'N' LEVEL IS OVER!!!! Woohoo...! Lol. Mmm.. Time to chill out.. Yeeha.. Haha. Mmm. I guess Im have done my best for my 'N' level. Cant wait for my result. Im want to go for DIGITAL ANIMATION!!! YES!!! Mm.. I cant wait!!! Oh yeah. Juz came back from church for drums lesson. When I reached home, my dad and one of his friend is here at my place. My dad showed his friend about one big space stone thingy is about to hit the earth in 2023. Is like going to be "END OF THE WORLD". Haha.. Then his friend said, "I dont believe in all these, and if you believe in Jesus and why worry?" I was like laughing away and saying AMEN inside my heart. And I went to ask him, "Uncle, are you a Christian?" And you know what he said? "Yes. You have any church friends, or any friends going thailand and looking for a church, just come and find me." And I was alright man.. Oh ya. Anyway he stayed in Thailand, coz he set up his business over there. Lol. After we went for makan, I suddenly see my dad's friend and his bad image side of him.. Guess what? He smoke and scold vulgarites. lol.. Alamak!! Not setting a good example for my dad to see. And I realised after the uncle said about Jesus etc and then my dad whole face is like totally changed loh... Super "black"!! Sigh.. Lord Jesus Christ, you hear my prayer and answer them. I pray that my dad and my family will come to know you one day. It may take long, but I will still choose to believe that You will change my family's heart and turn them upside up and that they will one day come to know You and bow down and worship You, for Your Kingdom and Your glory forever and ever. Amen.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

PING & PONG IS BACK!!!

Ping: Hey Pong! Bus is here and is a double-decked bus.
Pong: Hooray...!!
Ping: Yeah! Let go up and sit.
Pong: No. Is dangerous.
Ping: Why? Isn't cool to sit up there?
Pong: No. Coz there's no bus driver up there.