Haha.. Yesterday during my P.E. Lesson, my teacher took our height etc.. And then guess what?? Im 170cm now. Whee..!!! Finally!!! But my dream height is 174cm. Haha. I just love being tall la. Haha. If I can be 180cm, then it will be sooooo greaatttt...!!!!! Muahahaha... And I really miss God sooo muchhhh... Especially when I listen to the Heart of Worship song(thks, Abby. I got it from your blog). Yea!!! No one can take this love away from me. No matter what it is, this love is already planted sooo deep inside my heart that no one can dig it out. Can you imagine that? To all my sibling-in-christ, of cuz I know most of us, really love God. Amen? But how much do you love God?? I dont know about your love for Christ. But for me, is just that I really want to live and die for Him. I dont care how people look at me anymore. I dont want to hide my real self for Christ. And today, I finally got that courage to lift up my hands to God during my school chapel service. Yes! I do feel scare of how people look at me. But I want to make this choice and I want to let everyone in my school to know that Im a christian. Of cuz, some of my schoolmates did see me lift up my hands, and then some of them is like, "What is she doing?? and blah blah.." And after that, when I get out the chapel, most of the sec 5 looked at me in a very different way. Seriously I really dont want to care anymore about what people think. Even though, my school chapel's doctrine is different from my church's. But I still think that the pastors there is still preaching about God's words. Of cuz, there's something that I wont think I will agree with them but my christian life shouldnt be just in church and everywhere I go but also in my school chapel(and I really admit that Im scare to let non-christians see how I worship my God. But that's not the case. God, just take away all my fears and the wrong thinking. Thank you, Lord.) And today I saw a vision during my cell while my cellmates and I were praying together. I saw this tunnel and I was walking and walking and getting closer and closer to a big mansion and I stopped there for awhile. So then I decided to take one more step to the door. And suddenly something just sucked me and I just got further and further back. And it was so far away till is like.... oh man. is like craziest. And I just felt afraid and feel that Im like getting further and further away from God and I immediately tell God that I dont want to get further away from You but instead I want to get closer to You. And I was brought back to where I was, which is at the mansion doorstep. And isnt that amazing? And this vision really make me miss God doubly now. Woah! Once again, thank you, Lord! JoJo love you always and forever.