haha. Today is the 2nd week, day 1 of term 1. Mm.. Seriously the days in school are alright. I been making a lot of friends but always forget their names. Oh no. Usually I recognize them by faces. But when you see them from far away then you want to say hi, right? Then is like a bit impossible to do that. Coz is like you wont want to shout oei, oei.. then it will be rude, right? Ya. So I think I really need to have a good memory. If not, next time when I have my own cell then I cant even remember all my disciple's name then chia lat liao. Sigh. Lolx. My memory has been getting worse as I grow up, but I still can remember alot of things in the past and not really remember recently things that had happened to me. Mm.. I think there's a problem with my memory. Mm.. I need to get new "memory card" to replace it. Haha. Mm.. Where to get it?? Does anyone know where to get it? lolx. I think I better pray for a new one or maybe pray for it to be expandable. Haha. Best heh. Prayer just rocks to the core sia. Mm.. Wah. I feel so touched sia.. Remember that junior which is close to me?? Guess what? She said she want to cook something good for me to eat. =) Yipee. Wah. I feel so touched and loved. Yeah! But she said either this week or probably when she's more free then she can cook for me. Haha. So cool. Im so fortunate. Are you jealous or envy me that I got such a nice junior? But seriously no one actually want or have cook anything for me in my life (lol. pls dont count those parties, or my mum's and even those you can buy it outside.) Haha.. I havent been eating much good foods. And my junior know about it and that why she want to cook for me. Is she trying to "bao da" me izit?? lolx. Haha. *sigh* I think so far I only eat something which you guyz think is good and is KFC. Then the rest is more on instant noodles and bread. lolx. If I carry on eating instant noodles, I think soon you all will see me with a wig walking around. Then when wind blow, and you will see the wig fly off and you will see my "beautiful" hair. Lolx. Kidding. Mm, I think also a bit good la. Let me suffer a bit and just let me feel the taste of being poor for awhile. Coz I think sometimes my generation is too fortunate already. And at times I already consider myself kinda poor but there's even more people out there that are even worse than me. Ha! And now one more thing has been happening to me and my family, and that is there's a problem with my house's electricity then always blackout arh. Haha. Is like living in kampong but is those like 4-5 stars kampong style. Got gas, electricity etc etc... But always got problems with it. Haha. Mm. If you want to rate it as a hotel then it will be the half a start hotel. lolx. Mm.. It ok. Im fine with everything at home now. Of cuz, my parents still not happy with me going out to church on sunday etc.. But they cant stop me. Im always praising, thanking God for everything that He's giving me now. I never regret knowing Him, He brought me up to here and He will bring me to end of it. I just keep trusting, following, loving Him etc.. At times, I still wonder why is this all happening to me etc.. But I believe God is growing me. Is like a baby learning how to walk, then when a baby fall, he/she will try to stand up again to continue to the next step. And that is where I am at now. Just kinda need a bit more time to finish it. No matter what I will still continue walking, coz I know God is here with me always and forever. =)