Saturday, September 06, 2008

7AM:
I woke up and gave Ben Yeo a morning call for his photography job. I was feeling damn tired cos I was trying to clock my study hours. Lol. Almost fainted. Damn tired. But I promised Ben to pei him, so decided to drag myself out from bed and went to bath.

8.45AM:
So I met up with him at Dhoby Ghaut and went over to Suntec City tower 5. We reported DAMN EARLY which is 9AM. So Ben's boss told us to go for some breakfast first then report later. So we went to Starbucks for a coffee and tea and I went down to the food area to find Subway and get BMT for breakfast. I got a footlong (so that both of us can have 6 inch) and double cheese and got back to Starbucks to "get ready" for breakfast. Hee. I ate mine and Ben ate his. Guess what? I actually forgotten that he cant EAT CHEESE!!! His stomach damn weak, cant take dairy products. So ke lian hor. Aiyo. But luckily, he didnt have any stomachache and in the end, he couldnt finished too cos too "cheesy" le. I felt very bad loh. Like I wasnt careful enough. Sigh.


We had our breakfast from 9AM to 11AM loh. 2 hours!! BEST!! Hahahaha. But guess what? We both enjoyed fellowshipping with one another. Really. We both were talking about it during one part of our conversation. We just felt that our friendship is getting closer especially recently cos it seem like there is more time for one another now. Ha. I guess this is what both of us always wanted. Lol. Hahahaha. So happy to spend time with Ben because all these times, I do feel that I havent spend a lot of time with him. Like not loving him enough loh. BEN YEO, WO AI NI! Lol.

11.15AM:
Bye-bye with Ben!! Went on to church for USHER DUTY!! Report at 11.45AM. Haha. Early BIRD!! Finally once again on ministry! It been ages that I last served. Im happy to serve once again. Im feeling closer with God this week especially today. Cos now got new vision and new direction to see God in another way. This is called, "CONNECTION"! Hmm.. Cool ar? Su taught me how to do effective quiet time mah. Thank you! Thank you! Hahaha. OH! My Pastor preached LOVE & UNITY today which is what I been thinking of this whole week. I realised that I been neglecting my own family members (which is connect group mates). I love them but Im havent been spending enough time with them. I been putting my friends first in my life. Im feeling that Im not being fair to my family members because they love me so much but yet Im not doing anything for them. I really want to balance my friendship and kinship well. I wouldnt say that friends are always first in my priority. Yes. Is true that to me, friends are a lot important because Im a person who will really ultimately love my friends. Im not a perfect person. I do my hurt friends at times or maybe a lot of times. I may or may not cherish friendship but friends are still the main thing in my life. There are a few of my friends dont really cherish me. To me, I do feel hurt and dulan with them for not loving and cherishing me. But at the end, I will try to be there for them when they really need me. I will still open my door to them. Im not a very strong person. For now- Friendship, kinship and God can be first anytime. Im still not good at this but I will try my best to do what I can.

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