Ehh.. Wah.. Im havent been talking to my mum for sooo longgg... haha. ya. Last sunday, at about 11pm plus, I was taking a break after doing my study hours. Then out of the blue, my mum said she want to talk to me. Then I was thinking whether should I continue my study hours anot cos I got lots hours to complete. But another hand, i was thinking probably it wont take long, so i went to put my textbook away and went to talk to her. Mmm.. Does anyone want to know what's the conversation about? rinse up your hand and wave at me. lol. Aiya.. At first she was telling me about buddhism stuffs etc.. then i was like okok. im going to leave soon... Then i dont know why suddenly just change the subject. Lol. maybe God is helping me. haha. she tell me about our financial stuff, and all was about is money!!! and blah blah.. (sigh. dont want to talk about it. maybe if you ask me personally then i will tell you). Argh.. I hate it, man! Then slowly she went into her childhood days and even my dad's too. Mmm.. She did cried alittle. (it does hurt alittle when i see my mum cried and i also dont know why.) Mmm.. I think her childhood is... eh.. actually dont know how to say also.. lol. Then also got asked her a silly question, whether she hate her mum anot, then she said never. Then I started to scratch my head. Wander why did she left a deep cut in my heart for my childhood.