Almost 4 yrs in my secondary school life, I never got so furious until today. Of cuz, within these 4 yrs, I did scold or even quarreled with my friends before but not till a degree that you felt like.... *Arghh* I dont know how describe the word!! Juz feel so angry!! Now Im feeling so very vexed and I cant recongize my emotions. I always got to come to a point that I had face to face with my emotions. I dont know what is going on in my mind. Why do I have a friend like her??!!

I got a joke..

One day, Ping and Pong met together. So Ping asked Pong...

Ping: Have you met an accident before?
Pong: Nope. Why??
Ping: Coz I met an accident yesterday.
Pong: Tell me what happened.
Ping: Yesterday, I accidentally crashed into a lorry. And the lorry man got down and scolded me and he drew a circle on the ground and told me to stay in the circle and dont move, and so I said ok. He took a key to scratch my car and I laughed.. "Hahaha!" He got so angry and smashed one of my windows and I laughed even louder this time and he got even more angry this time round and smashed all my windows and scratch my car. Then I continued to laugh even more louder.. Hahahahaha.. And he asked me, "What are you laughing at??" And I told him that it's because I been stepping out of the circle while you scratched and smashed my car!!. hahaha..
Pong: Haha. That's a good one!!

Woohoo.. I juz bought a bass guitar from my friend, Elgin. He sold it to me quite cheap. Ha. I dont know why this year, I started to like to want to play bass. Im going to learn bass from Elgin a bit plus Im going to attend my church's SOW(school of worship) bass lessons. Yeah!! I cant wait. Ha. Of cuz, my passion is drums. I will still want to master my drums well. Cant wait to finish all the lessons and pass it and go for the next round. Rock on!

woohoo.. Anyone love DELIRIOUS??? cool picture heh??

I found Pastor. Kong Hee's picture somewhere on the net. He is so charming. Ha. I really like him. I think he's cool. One of my classmate(from CHC) and I juz cant stop talking about Pastor Kong. Coz he is sooooo 'mi ren'. Is like we are the little fans of Pastor Kong. Woohoo.. Ha. He is the man of God. And that is the reason why he is so attractive. Lol.

Woah. Finally today is friday. Im so tired but dont know why. Feel like sleeping but cant sleep. Now having a break from my study hours. Hee. Oh man. I dont feel very 'song' sia... Dont know why also. It seem to be like Im in a "dont know" world heh?? **ArrGHHHhhHhHhHh** I really feel like shouting!!! Juz really really want to shout the crap out of me. lol. Ehh.. "Lobster", anyone?? Ha. I know it's a bit lame. Bu hao yi shi.

Ha. I got a little not funny joke.
Little snake brother: Gor, do we have poison venom in us??
Elder snake brother: Why do you ask me this question, bro??
Little snake brother: Bcoz I accidentally bite my tongue juz now.

okok. I know is not funny but juz laugh, kk?

Woah. Nice sunset.









nice sky..








nice Puma belt. The salegirl told me that this is the only one Puma belt in Singapore. If you happen to see someone got the same belt as mine, then probably is the lady made a mistake or other ppl bought it from other country. ha





this basketball shoes are so nice. But it cost $316. Sigh..

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

See?? My close friend very handsome, right?! lol. Ha. He's at Melbourne. And this picture, he looked very diao right?? Lol. Haha. And I happened to talk to him on msn just now. Haha. And lalalalalalala... Then we are officially BEST FRIENDS now! So we start our journey as best friends today, 3 july 06. Alright man!! Im so happy. lol.



And he took this picture.. cool right??

wahh.. recently Im so happy. Dont know why also. But juz feel happy. And now Im a person who need lot of sleep.. Argh.. I think is coz of that period of time that I couldnt sleep. Woohoo. Im talking to my close buddy now!!! Yeah!! Missed him sooooo muchhhh loh.. Hee. I cant wait to see him. lol. He's coming back to Singapore this DECEMBER!!! Yeah!! We gonna plan tons and tons of things to do!! And last sat, I went for a conference and it really impact me. Hee. All I know now is Im happy. =)

Anyway I just cut my back hair yesterday. Oh man. Im so sad la.. Is like I kept it for 7 to almost 8 months. Then I got to cut it away, coz my teacher die die also want me to cut it. So I got no choice loh.. Sigh.. But I kept a tail in the middle.. Shh.. Hee. And I think you will ask me why I didnt want to tie it right??! I did. But my teacher didnt really allow it too... Coz my teacher hint me and tell me in a way that I should I cut it and I get the story and so I went to cut it. Anyway I cut it myself but somehow I dont think it very nice coz it a bit unbalance in a way la.. Argh.. Whatever..

Wah.. Anyway my pufferfish passed away on last friday morning. sigh.. Nevermind. I know I will see it again. lol. Mm.. Oh yeah! Anyway Im now a 4 days old vegetarian. Im giving myself 30 days of doing that. Coz I want my skin to get improve because it getting worse. Coz in the past, my parents kept pestering me to be a vegetarian because they want my skin to get better. But at that time, I didnt want to. But now I want to do it coz if not my skin will get worse. So I went to tell my parents about it and I want to give it a try and to see whether my skin will improve anot and they encourage to do that, And of cuz, why not give it try heh. But today hor, I accidentally eat chicken, is actually the tidbit thingy. Is like the school gave us during our group activity among my classmates and my group was sharing with each other, so I took 2 and ate it.. And I was like OooOoOppPPssss, Im aint not suppose to eat any meat thingy for 30days. arghh.. Haha. No choice. I decided already, if my skin really improve then I will continue not to eat meat. Even if I really eat meat, but it going to be a seldom thingy for me to eat. Yuppy. Woohoo.. Last 2 days, I been really sleeping well. Good for me. Coz before that I cant even sleep properly for 5days and I think that 5 days I only slept total of 15hrs. And make me so in the bad mood loh. Is like as if everybody owe me one million dollars. When I was almost falling asleep, then everyone kept disturbing me till I cant get to sleep already. I got so fed up, and I went to cover my face with my pillow and kept yelling at the top of my voice. Hee. But now I feel so relax..

HEY!!!! You all want to know something???!! Woah..! This is a great news!! Actually last night, I was looking at my pufferfish and I felt that there's really something is wrong with my fish. Then next day, which is today, it was actually going to die another meaning is half-death. Really really... Is true! Coz it was like so weak that it cant even swim and the air-pumper is like torturing my fish la... Then I really went into 10-15mins prayer and I also told God that You created this fish and I believe that you also got the right to let this fish live. So Lord, make it alive again and heal this fish. And I want to see it gonna get better in the evening. Even if it die, one day when I go up to heaven, I want to see my fish there. And thank You, Lord. Amen. And that what I prayed and I stayed there to accompany my fish for awhile and in the evening, I went to have a look and............. and........ and........... IT'S ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like so happy!!! And I kept praising God and give thanksgiving to Him. It was great!!! Isnt God amazing??!!! Woohoo.. Hallelujah!!!

aiyo. I told God I want lot and lot of great dreams. Indeed He gave me but the dreams I dreamts are now bothering me. I dont know what to do. *scratch head*

Woah. Sunday's sermon impacted ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

watch this 2 video clip. is cute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfrkU2UwHLI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWMQDXfAFdM

Now Im doubly sad coz one of my pufferfish died last monday on the 29th May 06. Why??! And I prayed for it to come back to life loh. Then it really move abit and after that no reaction liao.. *SNIFF*SNIFF*









Oh man. That's lot of things to do for my 'N' Level Technical Project. But Im going to finish. And I might be changing my project le.. Sian. I was suppose to do the LED scrolling text tie loh. But.. Hai.. Dont say le.









"hardworking"... I was falling asleep while doing this loh.. *yawn*yawn* too tired le..












After lots of work.. Im so so so tired and went to take a rest and also take a pic of myself. Woohoo.. I think I looked good in that goggle. [=X self-praise. oops.] I left the school workshop almost 6pm today. Coz nobody clean the D&T workshop for yesterday and today. And so you can imagine how much I got to clean for all my SELFISH CLASSMATES's leftovers and who used and left the workshop juz like that. Luckily I still got the Mr Jo (big size guy) to help me clean up a bit. I appreciated that. Love ya. And thks alot.

hee. that's me and my new hair colour. i dyed it myself and cut my hair myself. 

Sigh. Im so down now. Because there's once these 2 girls in my life who was once so close to me and yet I got backstabbed by them now. Im super duper shocked. Till now I still cant believe it and cant accept it. The whole day in school, I was feeling so numb and I cant even recognize my emotions. I dont know what should I do with them. I love them so much but yet they do this to me. Sigh. Have loved the wrong person in my life??! No wonder people always tell me that the one you love the most and end up they are the one who will hurt you the most. Oh man. Though this is not my first time that people backstabbed me, but somehow this really hurt me so much in my heart that I will never forget it. WHY??!! You girls want to do this to me??! I rather you girls leave me and our friendship gracefully but instead of doing that you still can pretend to be so good in front of me and yet behide me do some unpleasant things. I dont know what you girls heard from others or among yourselves. But cant you girls see how much I care and love both of you? Nevermind le lah. I can stop chasing about this thingy. Coz I dont find a point to know what really had happened etc.. I still cant seem to get rid of our relationship in my heart now coz we once went through the thick and thin together. But what to do?? This relationship seem to be in a mess but Im not going to care anymore though Im so hurt by you girls now. I hope that you girls will be your final and last time that you gonna to hurt others. And I will be happy. =)