Sigh. Im so down now. Because there's once these 2 girls in my life who was once so close to me and yet I got backstabbed by them now. Im super duper shocked. Till now I still cant believe it and cant accept it. The whole day in school, I was feeling so numb and I cant even recognize my emotions. I dont know what should I do with them. I love them so much but yet they do this to me. Sigh. Have loved the wrong person in my life??! No wonder people always tell me that the one you love the most and end up they are the one who will hurt you the most. Oh man. Though this is not my first time that people backstabbed me, but somehow this really hurt me so much in my heart that I will never forget it. WHY??!! You girls want to do this to me??! I rather you girls leave me and our friendship gracefully but instead of doing that you still can pretend to be so good in front of me and yet behide me do some unpleasant things. I dont know what you girls heard from others or among yourselves. But cant you girls see how much I care and love both of you? Nevermind le lah. I can stop chasing about this thingy. Coz I dont find a point to know what really had happened etc.. I still cant seem to get rid of our relationship in my heart now coz we once went through the thick and thin together. But what to do?? This relationship seem to be in a mess but Im not going to care anymore though Im so hurt by you girls now. I hope that you girls will be your final and last time that you gonna to hurt others. And I will be happy. =)