Mmm.. This month is April already. Wow.. Times really flies. My birthday is also coming. But this year, Im kinda starting to love my birthday more (probably must be God who trying to change my mindset abt it. Thks, God! ) but still got abit of things that I still cant forget in the past. Sometime I will choose to forget my birthday no matter what coz I dont wanna remember the past years birthday that I had before which hurted me sooo muchhh.... I dont want to say too much details over there about why I hate my birthday. Is so kinda tiring when I talk about it and I also dont know why I will also feel that way. Is like got so much pain and hurt inside me that I cant forget. I tried at times but still cant. Hopefully this year, my birthday gonna be great and awesome. I want a good one this year, so that it can replace all the 10 years of bad birthday that I had. 10 years out of 15 years of my life of bithday that I never been happy. Still waiting for good one. And I know probably some people out there are happy and some may be sad when they come to their birthday. I dont know about you guyz. But you wanna share with me?? or just tell God. Haha. But last year, I did experience some thing that you guyz may not experience in life. But that's quite freaking but I did kinda enjoyed myself. Probably God wanna test me that time. hee. =)