I could only say I think I did whatever I could to try to convince you. But you choose not to listen. You may say you're listening but you did nothing about it. Maybe you did but you didn't show. Oh well. Isn't it the same as you did nothing at all?

Whether school, teachers and classmates are good a not isn't a problem. After all, is for own good. Teacher sucks? Yes. They sucks! I agreed with you to a large extent but by you doing that don't you think you're actually one of them? They failed as a teachers but do you have to fail as a student? You got to prove it to them. The greatest revenge is that when others have mocked and looked down on you of what you cannot do, you prove it to them that you can do it. The revenge is not to talk back and argue till you win. So what if you win? Er.. A little bit of satisfaction? Ok. But does this satisfaction make you feel that you're another level up for maturity?

Im not very mature but at least my stand is at this point. Im unable to counsel people cos I cant help myself too but is ok. All I want is to implant some logically stuffs in your mind. You can say that I don't understand you etc etc. Yup. The answer is, "Yes, I don't understand you." But does it really matter at this point of time? Ya. I know I have good teachers but so what?! They are not going to take my O level paper for me. Im the one who is going to through this HELL SHIT !! In the end is all about whether did I try my best and do my best? And have I been in class to listen to teachers? You said your teachers teach rubbish? Ok. Er. Then you know what? There's a thing, you would love to hear. "Quit school then! Don't take O level! Do it next year!" Come on, please!! When are you going to think the reality fact? Do you know you actually have to go through another 365 days (total of 8760 hours) to go to school, listen to teachers of what you actually have learnt before and retake again? Is way too tiring. So just wake up now. You cannot buy time. Once time is over, is really over.

One last thing to let you know, you said you care about this friendship. But I think you don't. You said this to me, "Not that I don't care. I care but don't show." Er.. Ok. Then doesn't it sound familiar to you? Don't we always find this from our parents? You dislike your family. Oh well. Why are you becoming like them? You can do better than them! You can change them. You have the capability to do it. But now what?! You're actually becoming one of them? Hmm. They are not perfect. We're not perfect. Give them a chance. They will sure take a lot of encourage, effort and time to see your love but is it all worth it. Continue to love them. Moving out of the house do not solve any problem. But you will cause their hearts to be shattered into pieces. It is enough hurting in this world. The best thing you can do is reduce it. Is not easy but are you willing to try? If your answer is yes, Im sure you will be blessed. But if your answer is no, this pain will be forever with you cos you're creator of it.

Seriously, I don't mind losing a friend if you don't care anything in life. All you could care is... Uh-huh. You know what I mean. I may be very heartbroken from the start but I guess it wont be long. I still have my own life to care about. You just imagine right now at first you got a friend who care for you so much but when the time of caring is over. I could only say is only bye-bye. Until now, I haven't given up my care for you but you seem like pushing it away. Sooner or later, it will be gone if you don't cherish now. If you want it back, I guess it won't be the same again, unless you got to work for it.

I don't want to keep that promise because there is no longer a reason for me to keep. Don't tell me that whatever you want to say now is useless. You never even try and how do you know?