Last Saturday, Saturday's service was awesome. We went to basic of new christian etc. Though it really what I have learn before but it speaks to me. I went back home and do my quiet time and pray to God. I told God that make me like a baby once again, I want to be like how I started. I started to tear and felt something is stirring inside me. God bringing me back and showed me those days and I remembered those and Holy Spirit spoke to me. He made me feel secured.

Ha. I really cant imagine what would I be without him. Im glad that Im a christian and now I got alot of things to work on... I want to love everybody. I realised recently God has been healing my heart about friendship and family relationship. I been kinda affected recently about the past friendship that I had. I guess God is removing it away from me because I can really feel the different now and God wants me to trust to love people around me. I dont know how to explain it but it can really make me feel difficult to love people and I guess it was the past friendship that hurted me that why. But Im fine now. YEAH!! LOVE GOD FOR LIFE!!