Taking a break now.. Exams is near!! Argh!!

I just want to say something. Sigh. I dreamt of my "best friend" last night. It all about settling our issue in my dream etc.. I was kinda bothered in a way, I been trying to forget this and is still in process.. Well. I heard that he just came back for holidays. He's studying in Australia (Melbourne). I havent been keeping up with him for very long because of some reason again and I guess he dont want to contact me anymore which he stated it before(which was the last time round that he came back from holidays). And it was right in the face of mine, ok? How lovely heh?

3 years plus of friendship just ended like that for some craps reason!! We been through the ups and downs and nothing breaks our friendship but yet now it gone like a windgust. I felt that both party which is he and myself have a part to play and I guess we are just selfish. We are human!! Lol. Sigh. Why he's so GGFF? (if you're not sure abt it. you can come and ask me.) Heart hurts at times. It felt like your heart breaks deeply inside you. No comments! Im sure you know what I meant, right?

Why? Maybe I shouldnt invested in this friendship or maybe I should, so that I can learn something out of it. Ouch!! It really hurts big time!! I guess it does, dont you agree? Mmm. I cant say anything much now, it gone! He choose to end this friendship like that but I dont want to. LEFT A SCAR IN MY HEART!! THANK YOU! But I really think that he shouldnt go on like that because it will affect not just in his friendship but also other relationship with others.

Well. I think in the first place our friendship didnt started with a vision to run with and that will causes it to end.