Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Nah.. more and more disappointment...

This week, my life with God is good. But Im disappointed. Not because of God. Just because of my exams and my friends. This friends are those who always come and ask me for advice when they got a problem. So I always give my best advice to them but in the end, they didnt choose to listen and want to solve it by themselves. So when they get hurt, and regret about it. And then they do silly thing, start to ignore others, show temper and etc.. And I will sure get disappointed la. They are christians but still not mature in their walk with God. Make me worry for them daily. I know sometime they dont want me to worry for them, so they dont dare to tell me anything. basically they are hiding from me la, but recently before they trying to hide from I already know. Coz Holy Spirit tell me mah. Really ar.. some time i feel like breaking down but God tells me to be strong and He will be always there for me. So I felt better after He comfort me. I been thinking a lot stuff, and one thing I really scare is they might blame God for why is their life like these and etc.. I dont want them to blame or murmur about God. Coz I dont wanna my Father in heaven to get hurt because I love Him so much more than before. Hope that God can change them again and hope to see them repent and ask God to forgive them. Father, bless them..

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