Monday, June 22, 2009

Monday is my off day. I was about to go out for a jog but ended up decided to change my mind and so I went out around my neighbourhood to have a stroll. I felt so much better. I didnt bring along my cellphone and I can really say that was the best part of my life. Without any interruption or any shit.. Thinking about life, my future, my family, my career etc.. Well. Taking a stroll around my neighbourhood was sweet but I couldnt find peace to my heart. Im feeling so bothered in life right now; is just not another ordinary "emo" thingy that youngster thinking about. Im just feeling so stucked about where do I want to go. I know what I want for my future and everything... But... Well... Probably I just wanna run away from my family. Im so sick with them. Yeah. They probably gave me freedom but they never give me peace.

I want to go to UK if I have that chance. I want a studio apartment of my own. I want to further my studies in UK. I want to expand my business all over the world. Once I leave Singapore, I would love not to come back even if I do, most probably for a short holidays to meet up some friends & cousins. I want to have a dog or cat & fishes for companion. Everything of that will be enough for me. Oh well.. There is one place in Singapore that can bring me peace and that is Alistair Chia's home. I love his house to the core. It just give you this peaceful feeling; it will calm your mood down, helping you to go into deep thoughts about life which will make you feel so secure about everything and many more. I just cant put everything into words right now. And definitely, you will feel so good when you walk out of his house, it just bring you full of joy & sunshine. On top of that, Shawn Shawn (AL's little brother) will be around to add some colour to your mood too. I love his brother so so so much. =)

Well. I think AL is moving out of Loyang Rise soon to some kuku place lah. Kidding. I bet Im gonna miss that place though it was damn far away from my place. I been to quite a few big houses but AL's place is the best of the best. When I have a chance to stay at his place.... WOAH!!!!! I tell you... Anything to do with my insomnia, it will vanish into thin air with a blink of an eye!!!!!!!! Lol. I can sleep day and night at his place without feeling being disturbed. So SHIOK!! Sigh! I want to watch F1!!!!!! We have work coming up in about 10 days time!!!! HOORAY!!

I wish that one day I can live without having a phone. It's annoying. Extremely.

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