I cant stand you anymore, any longer.
I'm holding onto it cos..
I want you to see me getting successful in five- six years time.
I have no money, that why I live with you.
If I have a chance and have that money,
I will move out of your house.
So that you could live in peace.

Why do you have to criticise me & my dreams?
Am I not your daughter?
Am I not allowed to dream?
And dream big?
Am I committing a crime?
All these years, I've been putting things up with you is cos I love you.
But the truth is that the evil side of my heart kept telling me not to acknowledge you once my dreams come true.
I don't have to end this perfect fight because
I will and want to continue urging with you,
Till you're tired & admit that you have lost.
I won't be losing cos I'm not a loser.
Whoever stop me from dreaming..
I only have one sentence to say to you,
"If you don't have dream to live, doesn't mean someone have to tag along with you."


Mum, Mum, My Mum, look at yourself. You always tell me, "Living a simple life are having... 3 meals on the table, a shelter, a happy family etc.." Ehh.. Excuse me. Doesn't rich people have that too? Have we really been living in that simple life that you were saying? 3 meals? Uhhh-huh...? Shelter? Ohhh yeahhhh...? Happy family? *A-hem* I begged your pardon.

I want to have a luxury life is because I don't want to live a day of having problem of, "Oh my. I ran out of money, what can my next meal be?" Doesn't it sound familiar to you? Ahhh.. I know who is the person and definitely I'm living with her. Oops. Was that you? Did I just exposed you? I'm so sorry about that, is my bad. Look at you, Mum. Why are you contradicting? When I was young, you're the one who tell me to earn tons of money in the future. So that I won't be living a life that you having now but what are you trying to do now? Putting me & my dream down? To me, is a big offence that you can ever do in my life. Thank you, Mum. That's very very very sweet of you. Do you need a clap? Or a kiss? A hug? Hmm... I wish.. I wish... I have tons of money right now.. And I will change all to a dollar coin and throw it one by one in your face. I'm so sorry for being so rude, ill-mannered, spoilt brat, or whatever names you can come out with.. I am who I am. You can't accept me? Then blame it on yourself. You implanted a voice in my mind that I can't remove but now you're trying to remove it? It's all too late.. Too late for any changes.

You can't fulfil your dreams, it doesn't mean I have to follow your ways and your doings. Don't be selfish. I know you can't take it, if I become successful one day. I bet you know why too. It's because you're worried of being insecure if loved ones are better than you. Is okay if someone better you. You should be proud of them. There is something & someone to show off. Just like.. MJ's parents!! Oh well... Even if I fail in my business, I still have to stand up on my feet again to clean up my mess. What's the problem? This is my job, my responsibility.