I feel like drowning myself with alcohol. Maybe just wanna run away from my problem about my family. I just dont understand why my mum have to rattle about money all the time. What's wrong with the world today? Why does humans start a family when they know they won't be financially doing well. Making yourself suffer, making your life difficult to move that is so DUMB! If I wont earn a million bucks, I wont want to get married & start a family!! No more suffering.