A Day of Releasing Words in my Head

I wish that everything is alright here.
I wish I could lead a perfect life.
I wish the best for myself.
I wish I could express myself better.
I wish I could at least earn half a million at the age of 25.
I wish for the success and not the failure.
I cant bear to lose for now.

I no longer wanting to have the best out of all my friends (unless my closer friends).
I cannot trust a new friend for anything.
I cannot believe that you have did to me.
I wont be a believer anymore.
I wont be your trustee anymore.
So zip your mouth and keep it for yourself.

Seeing my family everyday..
It can be quite a nightmare for me.
These horror images are haunting me.
Demanding everything that they own which include their children,
Can bring their children to one conclusion.
And that is bad memories.
Bad memories wont be easily remove.
A child's heart will start to lose faith & hope for their family.
Family play a big part for every child in their memories.

Do you know?
A child will never likely to rebel if the dad is always around.
A child will be a "perfect child" if his/her dad is always there for them.
If a Dad is gone that equal to Child will be a goner.
I missed those days when my dad would come down to my level to talk to me.
Happy Father's Day to you and I gave you a hug for this year. -This is what I could afford.