Truck lots of things to post!!! 

20 April 2009

CHEC Staff's Bday celebration!! Woohoo!! It was nice and sweet. It was Miss Jasmine's bday too. Hahaha. We ate PIZZA instead!! My favourite!! Miss Tiffany is the best!! I think Miss Jas love PIZZA too. We are PIZZA LOVERS! Teehee.

21 April 2009 

Woohoo!!! I didnt have to head to work for the day! Cos Miss Jelaine said so.. Of cos got reason lah... Due to I have to work like crazy hours for this week. So I guess she want me to have a small break too, thus it my BIRTHDAY. So nice, right? I went to school to meet up with Angeline and Tracey for lunch cos they want to. I didnt really know their plans for me. So we went MOS Burger and they treated me to Ebi Burger meal set. They both went to queue together to get the food and one of them which is Angeline went to toilet as Tracey claimed to say, "Angeline went to toilet cos tu zi tong." So the very first time, I didnt suspected anything. Food's here and about 5 mins? Here come... Angeline with a cake!! Hahaha. I see!! So they really went to "make" a cake for me uh. Hahaha. Well. They are really sweet. I didnt expect much from them but well they really did a great job. Im happy to know them. Angeline chose Tom from 'Tom and Jerry' and she said she wanted to get 'Hello Kitty' for me. Luckily she didnt, if not I will skin her alive. 

Yes, after celebration, we went shopping trip for the sake of Angeline and Tracey. Haha. Two of them are like.... Xiao hai zi!! And Angeline made me a card and give me a cross from Precious Moment. =)

Hahaha. Well. Her bday card was sweet. A little all over the place and I can really tell she really want to write tons of things but cos she's really lazy cos all the msg seem to be like a summary. Well. She changed alot and definitely for the better. Im happy for her. And I can ever seem to get angry with her.

We went back to school for Arts lesson. Yes. I opened the fridge to 'park' my cake from A&T and I saw another big bday cake in the fridge and I just exposed whoever who bought me the cake in my office. Yes, I was damn bad till they damn paiseh. Hahaha. Im sorry. I never fail to expose people lah. Sorry. Cos I think too highly for myself. HAO LIAO KIA!!! Oops. =X And I found out was from 'Little Big Creativity Centre' (new company by Mr Kenny). Okay.. Long story here.........

All the way to my Arts class. I was sitting beside Angeline for half an hour. And Mr John was called out by Miss Catherine for "some matter". Hahaha. Mr John's expression is O.O - What did I do? Lol. Angeline turned to me and said, "zdfbskjfsof" (something in chinese that I cant rmb) and I replied her, "Are you thinking of what Im thinking?" Hahaha. And the next moment, we got it right!!

"Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to Joann! Happy birthday to you!", Little Big and Miss Cath. Yes. Thank you- Daphne, Hsin Yin, Cath Lee and Miss Cath Goh. =) Double happiness!! The fruits cake is damn nice. I love fruits cake!! Love you, girls!!

After school.... ARGHH!! Last min, I have to "work"!! *RAWR* 

Continue....

Yes. I still have to rush down to meet jiejie. And guess what?! Jiejie made a trip to come to EC to find me. Hahaha. So nice. Yes, after Im done with my last patch up of work. We went off to yishun- to some wulu wulu place to eat zi cha. It's so cheap and delicious!! We ordered 7 dishes of food!!

Our 7 DISHES of the day!!

Yes. And we got it all done!!

After dinner, Jie asked me to follow her to collect my heart jelly. TA-DA!!

She bought it from her fren, Angel. She made this. It's superb!!

Jie is always surprising me unknowningly. We actually made an agreement that we're not suppose to get another anything but well... Here we go again.. She bought me 19 jelly heart for a treat. =) I love her lots.

22 Apr 2009
Another day of busy day. Another food session with family for my bday.

23 Apr 2009
Hahaha. It's Jiejie's bday. We meet up for dinner. Spring chicken, cheese fries, rojak and stringray!!

Su came over to my place to pass me- my bday present. Nice! Another list to be canceled out!! Woohoo! Thank you!

25 Apr 2009
Bloody busy!! Busy till I dont even get a chance to catch my breathe. I screwed up a little. I didnt make the name tags for the MOE that are coming to visit EC. Yeah. It was an awesme experience. I feel that Im growing. And yea, I woke up at 5.30am to prepare and collect food from Delifrance etc. Set up these and that. It's was really tiring but Im glad that I survived.

I went off early to meet Ben for a coffee and relax.

26 Apr 2009
DAMN IT!! My parents disturbed my sleep again!! *yawn* I need rest. I really need it! Nevermind. Yup. Went on to meet Ben with my dad. Pick him up at his place and went down to blah blah and get my MACBOOK PRO!!! Woohoo!! Im gonna use it like a pro, talk it like pro, play it like pro!! Woohoo!! Im bloody happy. I didnt have the money to get it but well.. My sweet bro lend it to me. Thank you and now I have to pay him by monthly installment.

I went down to chc to work at 4pm cos little big need to set up a booth to advertise. Yeah. Many many children. So cute!! I carried Hsin Yin's baby!! Hahaha. Baby Matt smell so nice. So cute till I feel like buying him. =X

27 Apr 2009
RIGHT NOW IM FEELING VERY TIRED. BRAIN FREEZE!! I have to work in a while and after work, Im heading to meet my churchmates for my bday celebration.

Well.. Yesterday was a nice and calm meet out with my primary schoolmates. We went Vivo for Marche. Actually we werent really celebrate Agnes and my bday. It more a catch up session with one another. Hahaha. For my longest time, I feel so good about how my pri schoolmates handled money matter. They werent calculative and Im just amazing loh. They came across very nice with what indidivual had ate etc. Just felt that one another werent taken for granted. It is like very nice. They wont even come across like, "Can you return my 0.001 cents." Lol. I really have friends like that. Dont laugh. Im serious. You will be so amazed. Plus that friend of mine is damn damn damn rich. I dont know what gone up their brains. As if, if you dont return them the amount that they want, they will go bankrupt loh. Whatever to them lah.

Yesterday's session wasnt nice after all. Maybe cos we bloody long never see each other for very long. Probably is me who was feeling awkward while chatting with them even though I was the one who kept telling the jokes and adding some fun into it. Ohh well.. But I do feel glad that I catch up with them.

I been dreaming so much about my future. Lol. Siao!! Im so happy and Im in my lalalalala land to the fullest. FUN!

Sometimes I guess I have been way too nice till I see my friends are taking advantages of me. Thanks for the treats, friends.

Excuse me for my sarcastim but let the sarcastim take its role and play on.

Doesnt mean being nice, giving and some sweetness to you means you could take others on. It's just showing "sweetness" to compromise with you.

17 April 2009
After work, I supposed to meet my cg mates for dinner for Daryl's bday celebration but I didnt went in the end cos I received a call from Ben.

Ben: JO!! Where are you?!
Me: Just end work loh. Why?
Ben: Bran and I want to celebrate your bday first. We go Sahara.
Me: What?! Now?!
Ben: You cant say no. It's a must to go. I dont care.
Me: Ehhh..
Ben: Okay! BYE BYE!! Cya later.
Me: Okay. Okay. Bye.

So after hanging up, I went back home to bath and change and meet them at Sahara. Jack came too. To my surprise, RQ, JJ, Vic, Ben Ee, one more guy (I forgot his name. Oops =X ) came. Well.. We drink and shisha there like crazy. RQ, JJ, Vic, Ee and "unknown" left first. Ben, Bran, Jack and I continued drinking like mad and we also went to the nearby Mac to grab some burgers to eat. Cos Bren and I were having empty stomach before we even starting on our drinks.

Well. Im happy that somehow somewhat someone celebrated my bday. But I wasnt really happy at the end of the day. Cos that faggot Benjamin Yeo got drunk!! Cant you believe it?! DRUNK!! DRUNK LEH!!! How can this be?! He can drink like a camel and he dont get drunk easily but yet last night... Last night.. I drank more than him and yet I wasnt drunk. For the f****** first time, I can only say this is my first time seeing Ben so drunk. I dont know for what sake. I seriously have no idea what has gone up to his brains. Come on!! I swear I will never ever allow anyone to get drunk on my bday celebration again. Okay. Last night, Jack and Bran were high too but the most they are 50%-60% tipsy. But Ben was like 80% dying lah!!! WTH!! Merlion-ing like free loh!!

We hailed a cab. Bran, Ben and I got onto the same cab and Jack's on another. On our way home, I was damn pissed in the cab abt him, blathering non-stop abt.... Sigh.. If you're so painful being in love then forget abt it lah.. Thank you for rattling so much. I just dont understand what's wrong with you. When you used to tell so much and sayang me when I was down. Use it on yourself to make yourself once again to be able to stand up on your feet. I dont like to see the weak Ben Yeo. Well. I seriously bear the whole entire ride cos probably Ben is really in his lowest point of time. I sent him to his house and slept over at his place to take care of him and clean up his shoes. When I was in his room and he told me- "Jo, do you know how much I love Fiona? I love her very much. Very." And I repiled him unknowingly, "Just be glad that at least you cherish her. So what even if you get the status for the sake of it, the main point is- Have you really cherish her all these times? That is the best thing you can ever own."

Well. After recalling that I said to him, he allowed me to understand something at the end of the day. And I finally realised my real mistake in the past. I never really use to cherish what I used to have/own before. I lose what I lost. Is okay. Is just another part of learning in life, you make mistake and you will grow from it. At least, I can say- Im keeping my real live movie abt my life nicely in my memories. Sweet. Thks Fr Th Mmrs. =)

15 April 2009
Hahhaha. Silly me. I went to ask my dad to find me another baby durian from his working area cos I want to see whether does baby durian will have fruits inside. And indeed there are fruits in there.. Look carefully and enjoy. It dont smell like durian at such young age. It smell a little like mango skin.

16 April 2009
Yeah. I went to do a customised name card holder. Crazy me but well... I love it!!

Yes. Of cos, I didnt do it for fun and to waste money.. Is actually to insert my name card is that lovely holder of mine.

17 April 2009
I went to help up at Mr Kenny's class. It was fun. He got his students blind folded and what they need to do is to build a tent while blind fold in on!!! Hahha. It was fun! I heard that last year, my class did that too but cos I was sick that day. Sob sob. I missed the fun!! =(

The first tent to be up!!! Very fast. Amazing. Most of my arts classmates are in there.









The upcoming one... Christinananana's group..

The 3rd one.... Angeline's group.

And there is one more group.... But I cant seem to load it up. But well... Mr Kenny's class is always fun and inspiring. My only cool, fun and great principal and boss that I can ever have in my life. =)

I hope that Dan Dan is back over the weekends.

6 more days to my birthday...

Well.. I have no idea why I dont like my birthday. I do know why but every year, it is just heart breaking for me to live by that "special day" of mine. I wished I can love my birth day like how almost everyone does. I probably have posted this similar kinda post whenever my birthday is coming. Im on my chair right now; feeling so upset. Yeah, it just another random mood swing that Im having right now.

In 2006, I posted this, "Somehow Im not very happy today. I almost cried when I cut the cake but I told myself to be strong. Not coz I feel touched loh. But just somehow I feel something is missing inside my heart. And finally after 9 yrs, my family celebrated it for me again. But....."

I just cant forget the moment of my pain, my hurt, my bad memories on my 5th birthday. I can never forget. Why?! How to? I have no idea. Im trying to let go and I still cant do it. I dont understand why I have to go through this craps. Imagine you got a slap on your 5th birthday just cos you wanted to blow the candles by all yourself. What's wrong, right? Yes. I got a slap by my mum when I whined. My brother blew all my candles when it was my birthday, so I kept whining to my dad abt my bro blew all the candles and kept asking can we do it all over again but somehow he didnt response to me. Then the next moment I knew... Is I got one tight slap on my face by mum. I just cried. All I know is I cried and cried like a water tap. My dad and Godma tried coaxing me but they failed.

Yeah. The next following year, my parents stopped celebrating my birthday. As well as my bro's. So to make it fair. Well. It was my mum's idea. My parents just came up with nonsensical explanation and excuses throughout all these years.

For example:
1) It's not good to celebrate every year cos you will look very old even before you hit 30.
2) Birthday is nothing. Is just birth day. Nothing's special.
3) What birthday? Waste money.
4) Why do you like birthday so much? You can do that when you're 21.
5) Since you love celebrating birthday. Next time, when you get married, get your husband to do it for you lah. (APA?!)
6) Both of us (which is my parents) also never celebrate our birthday, why do you want to celebrate yours?

Sigh. What is wrong with celebrating birthday? Yeah. Year after another I get more and more disappointed in life abt my bday. I even start to choose to forget my birthday at the age of 9. But surprisingly that year, my dad remembered my birthday and wished me happy birthday. Yes. As I grew older, my parents do bao angbao for me. It's 20 bucks every year. But all I want is a celebration.

What I dont understand is why they never fail to remember my bro's bday and they always forget mine and the best part is they want me to remind them abt my bday. Best lah, best lah. In 2005, my parents celebrated my bro's bday and invited a few of my cousins and aunties to come over to my place. When my birthday was appoaching, I asked for bday celebration and they said...

Parents: For what?!
Me: Cos you both did it for bro's and why cant I?
Parents: Since when we did for bro's? Since when our relatives came over to celebrate on bro's bday.
Me: WHAT THE HELL?! You both just did it one month back and have forgotten abt it?! Ask bro lah.
Bro: Just kept quiet and didnt say anything.
Parents: Rubbish. You must be dreaming all these while.

That's the "best thing", I ever received on my bday. That is why in 2006, they tried amending me back by celebrating my bday and which I totally felt nothing abt it. I waited for 9 years. 9 years. 9 years!! Imagine the pain that I had held on for 9 years. Sigh. Oh well... =(

At least, I remembered theirs every year and wished them happy bday and also get some small gifts. And my bro dont even do that. Oh wellsss... Im just upset that my birthday can be easily forgotten by them. But somehow, I thank that there is still a bit of satisfaction about... My three sweet birthday celebration that I ever had.

1) 6th bday by my Godma.
2) 16th bday by the old C1(PHS) Connect Group.
3) 17th bday by Jiejie, her few classmates and Miss Selena, Pamela and Qing De.

I been pondering too much on my pains, hurts and bad memories of my bday. At times I just feel so relucted to celebrate my birthday cos I dont know who will be celebrating my bday next. Im always feeling that my friends seem to be quite relucted to celebrate my bday. Probably Im just feeling insecure for this. Yes.

This year, I have 3 appointment already. =)
1) Primary School mates on this coming sunday. (At Marché)
2) Jiejie on my birthday.
Jiejie and I are celebrating our bday tgt. Her bday is on 23rd but well... She got dance lesson and her only free day is tues. We planned to go eat zi cha.
3) My company, CHEC- All my colleagues. (Eat western food and present too.)

I realised this year- It's a food theme!! Lol. Just let all these celebration to be so great that I will forget my bad memories.

Yes. To me, bday is very important. Last year was the year that I dont not want to celebrate my bday badly. I was so affected in the beginning of 2008 by my bad memories of all these years of bday celebration and I also began to feel so relucted to celebrate my friends' bday. Im sorry to whoever I've wrote bday msg to you or celebrate bday for you. Yes, I didnt do it with my heart. Pls do understand my position. I know I didnt do a good job cos I was emotionally and mentally down esp to Pamela's bday. I know you had high expectation for me to do a big one for you but I ended up did a crap for you. Im so sorry that I allowed my emotions to over take everything.

Yes. I think my gastric problem is acting up again because I can start to feel the irritation and pain in my stomach which I used to feel last year when started to puke whatever I take in . Oh wellss..... Im going to bed now. Need rest... A good rest. Nights.

11 Apr 2009
Yea. Met up with Ben and Fiona. And Mr Benjamin Yeo bought me a Zippo Lighter for my birthday present. =) Wheee...!! He said he totally fell in love with this lighter at the first glimpse of it and make him remind of Jo which is me. Hahaha. Oh wells... I dont really love Elvis but I love his daughter. Lol. Whatever to me lah. Yeah. Im happy that I have a cool lighter now and this is my 1st Zippo lighter. I always wanted to buy zippo lighter to collect but always think that it's expensive. Oh well.. Now it does make wanna buy more zippo edition lighter. =) Actually I always wanted someone to buy me one.. Hahaha. Now someone fulfiled my "forgotten" list. Thanks, Ben.












12 April 2009
I have to work for half day. Oh well.... Ended up working full time. I ate yong tau fu laksa for lunch. In the late afternoon, I started to have bad migraine but before that I have a bit of gastric. I knocked off at 6pm, I was super duper dizzy but I told myself to be strong and I have to get home. So I got home, I ate 2 extra strong panadol and watch television for 2 hrs and then went onto bed. I slept for 2hrs and I woke up feeling damn uneasy. I went to puke like mad. I went to bed but couldnt sleep. I kept tossing and turning; I kept falling asleep and waking up too. All I know is my brain was racing with me. I ate another 2 extra strong panadol and it doesnt work. Sian!! I went on to check my temperature and it was 39°C. Hahaha. No wonder. I havent had fever for my longest time. The last round I had it was sec 2. Yea.

I kept waking up the middle of night to pee!! Lol. Cos Stella lah!! Called me to drink tons of water!! Hahaha. I woke up in the morning, thinking wanting to head to work cos I have tons of upcoming things to do. Oh well.. Yea. I took mc today and planned to head down for meeting at 4.30pm. Luckily, my fever went down to 37.8°C. So I went to see a doc and he gave me tons of medicine. Faint. Oh yea and I kept lao sai-ing this morning. One word to describe- scary. I suspected it was the yong tau fu lah!! Wah lau!! Hahahha. Yea. I have medicine for tummyache, headache/migraine, vitamin, vomitting, flu and cough (flu and cough been with me for so long le lah. So just bomb at the doc to give me medicine). Yeah. So I really head down for meeting and tmr is just another day of hosting my guests. Wheee..!

Tmr I have arts lesson, I feel like skipping it cos I want to rest, actually is I need rest lah. Nights.

A Day full of WORDS!!

Im so childish.
I havent grown up.
Im so crazy.
Im happy.
Im so sad.
I get disappointed easily.
I have high expectation.
I break promises as their promises to me are ugly to me too.
Im not the way I should be today.

I love money
I love arts.
I love designs.
I love caps.
I love jackets.
I love theatre drama.
I love music.
I love tattoos.
I love piercings.
I want to live a luxury life.
I want to mend things for whoever I hurt.
I want to mend my relationship with my family.
I want to mend my relationship with my God.
I want to be blind sometime so that I could listen for once.
I want to be dumb so that I wont argue for once.
I want to be a robot at times so that I will do what's being told.
I want to be famous and rich.
I want to learn german.
I want to go germany.
I want to feed the german street kids.
I want to be a business woman.
I want to be humble.
I want to travel around the world.
I want my own house.
I want to own tons of houses in other countries.
I want to have a room of mine.
I love myself for spending time alone with myself.
I love myself for spending time with my loved ones.
I love myself when I can manage to sleep.
I love myself for finding out who am I.
I love myself for being a good planner at times.
Im a fan of Adolf Hitler.
I used to be a fan of Jay Chou. (wah lau. this is random).
I used to be a fan of Eminem.
I listen to Marilyn Manson's songs.
I want to find a time to spend time with arts.
I want to find a time to do stop motion animation.
I want to find a time to come out with my script and storyboard for my stop motion.
I want to find myself so that I can get to know myself better.
I want my future to be happening now.
I want to be a designer.
I want to be one of the coolest people on earth.
I want to hit into the marketplace.
I want to write random songs.
I want to play drums.
I want to do disc jockey.
I miss skateboarding.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you, you, you and you.
I miss spending time with just Xiaoli alone.
I want to have a 4 room HDB flat.
I want to have a fish tank with fishes in there.
I want to have a F&B cum clothing line shop.
I would like to have Ben & Jerry right now.
I would like Alistair to be back in Singapore.
I would like to go to London to further studies.
I would like to have a diploma cert at NAFA in Design & Media (Advertising).
I would like to have a BA (Hons) cert at NAFA in Visual Communication with Business.

I have tons of pride in me.
I hate myself for not speaking the truth.
I hate myself for keeping things too much.
I hate my failures.
I hate myself for losing my beliefs.
I hate myself for losing to myself.
I hate myself for not being forgiving to my parents.
I hate myself for not being the nicest people around.
I hate myself for not being hardworking enough.
I hate myself when my season of insomnia is in the process...
I hate myself for hurting my parents.
I hate myself for hurting my friends with no reason.
I hate myself for avoiding everyone around me.
I hate to be in debts. (Lol. But Im always not in debt except "one" now.)
I hate to owe my tithes. (Im sorry, God. I didnt have faith to tithe. That's why I stopped tithing.)
I hate to live in a 3 room HDB flat.
I used to smoke and Im back with it again. (damn it!)
I feel like taking dope but Im not. (A moron choice, if I do.)
**** those who dont like studying.
**** those who dont like be successful in life.
**** those who dont like be rich.
**** those who dont plan their future.
**** those who indirectly dragging people down with them to be a failure.
**** those who dont think for others.
Eat this ******* shit for being a bastard.
Eat this ******* shit for being a bitch.

Lol. Im so tired right now. But Im kinda happy that I seem to have more positive than negatives. Oh wells.... Yeah. Silly is the word to be described on me for the day.

Woooohooo. I went for Easter Service at CHC. Hahaha. Cos I want to watch their drama. It was awesome. It cant be explainable. You have to see for yourself. Im happy that I popped by with Miss Yvonne and Nigel. Cheers!

Yeah. I met up with Sam and my lovely dovey cousin, Norman. =) We went to amk mac drive thru to catch up with one another. I just got home. Lol. Aiyo. The two gentlemen kept picking a fight with each other. Hahaha. Wells.... It was nice to hang out after all. After that, we went to Sam's place for awhile and.... Drink!! Lol. His beers taste sour!! Yucks. Stop drinking after that. And... I LEFT MY CELLPHONE AT SAM's PLACE!!! ASS!! Damn it. Well. Actually sometimes, I feel good without having it. Oh well.... I gonna to find him to get back my cellphone later on. SIAN!!!

Oh yeah. Yesterday, I went out with Miss Yvonne and her friend that she been reaching out too. His name is Taku, he's a japanese. Hahaha. Nice and sweet guy. Very humble kinda guy. =) Im so happy to spend time with them. Esp Miss Yvonne, it's just..... Nice. I love hanging out with her. Im always angry with her abt some certain thing but whenever she spend time with me... I forget everything. Teehee. Ok. Im childish. Love you.

I always feel secured about your love for me because all these while, I make the effort to believe and trust cos you showed it to me by doing the same. I know you're busy but still... I wish to spend time with you. Most of my time, I think of you. Somehow my mind just never stop missing you. I know for the passed 2 years, I havent did anything that can be praise, wow abt or whatever it is but still... I can only say I really miss you badly. Yes, I kept this deep down in my heart. So that I can have this silliness all by myself. I know I looked strong on the outside but I have my flaws inside me. I guess everyone has it too.

Yes. I failed many times. I failed God. I failed you. I failed to fulfill what was given to me. I failed what was planned. But I never fail to think of you. My heart is screaming inside me cos I want to spend time with you. It been a long while since we sat down to chat. Maybe Im not as much important than..... Well... All I want is to have a short time with you.

Yes. At times, all these made me felt that Im a failure. Im too afraid to step up again. Im afraid to believe, trust and give my life for what's worth living on earth. Im angry with people; our people, my friends, my family, my life, my everything. I have no courage to pick up my failures. Yes. The last round- I was burnt out. I cant handle it anymore. I cant handle people. I cant handle things that are not explain clearly to me. I cant believe I kept doing the wrong things. I cant believe why I tried to but what I get is..... Sigh. That why all these times, I avoid as much as I could.

In the end, I tried to move on by doing other things cos I know I dont want you to see me in bad shape. Yes. All these while, I been walking with my strength, my stubbornness, my wilful mindset etc but Im bitting my tongues to walk my way out with this deepest pit of mine.

All I ever want is you.
All I ever want is your word.
All I ever want is your hugs.
All I ever want is your love.
All I ever want is to see you more often. (Come on. Not just on sat.)
All I ever want is to spend time with you.
Maybe all these while, I havent get the position
where I could have a little time of yours.

And all I want you to know is I love you very much.
Deep down in my heart.
Thank you for everything all these years.
I can never forget what you have invested on me.
Esp I love the way how you understand me on the spot
when I have difficulties expressing myself.

THANK YOU AND I DEFINITELY LOVE YOU
MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK

5 Apr 09
Random Post: I bought a new nike water bottle cos... Miss Clara told me not to use recycled plastic water bottle anymore. So I listened to her and got myself a new bottle to make myself happy. Lol. LAME!! Im love this red. So nice.













6 Apr 09
Monday was monday blues for me... -.- Not really. Just hweeellingg down and tired for some reason.

7 Apr 09
Every tuesday- work gonna be half day for me.

Yeah. Im still tired. I went for Arts lesson and guess what?! We need to learn how to draw with a ball point pen. -.- Damn it. I screwed it all up. I swear. And the worse part is..... Mr John get us to draw seahorse. Dried seahorse that he bought from chinese medical hall. Well. It's actually kinda fun. At first, I drew in pencil and I got it all nice but when I used a pen to draw over.... Everything just screwed up!!! *rrrraaaawwwwrrr* Nevermind. Mr John want me to redo my drawings. =( So Im not posting up my drawing. Just felt..... Sigh. Cheer up alittle, Jo. =)

My classmates, Allen, drew this for fun. He really can draw but I dont know why suddenly he so random and he started drawing this...

Drawing 1:
My classmates saysssss..... Eh. Sperm horse? (Lol. All laughed till roll on the floor.)












Drawing 2: Elvis seahorse!!!












And thanks, Cai Bao for helping me in seeing my mistake in my drawing. Credits all go to you. =)


8 Apr 09
Today is a pissed day!!!

Damn it. Ben Yeo (Dont shut me off whenever you're feeling down cos I bloody shit didnt do that to you!! All you ever wanted today was to ask me advice and I gave... You... HONG GAN LAH!! Then dont ask me next time!!), Daphne, Miss Yvonne, Gen (not so bad), Su and some random people etc..... They made me pissed for the day. Ok. I know I damn petty but it all accumulated up then explode, okay? I swallowed it all down today. I was still kinda nice. Only just that I kept whining. Is like..... STOP STOP!!! I know my working desk has been the most convenience place to "park" your documents, camera, handphone, drinks, cups, food, files and whateverssssss lah. I know my desk is damn near to the door and it is easy for you to place your stuffs on my desk but that doesnt mean you have to take it for granted.

WOAH!! Today is the best of the best loh. My desk was covered with all these "stuffs" till I only can see my laptop on my desk. THE REST ARE NOT MY BELONGINGS LOH!!!! Okay. I know Im kinda complaining on my blog lah. But just let me express myself here, if not, I think the next round, Im gonna suai you all indirectly and I dont wish to do that. Is like.... From lunch time, 1pm till 4.45pm...... All your belongings are still on my desk!!!!!! Alamak! I literally felt like screammminggggg!!!!!!!!!! Cant tahan anymore. How would you feel, if someone do all these to you??!?! Then plus the best part is all of you have forgotten to take back what you left on my desk then I ended up have to make a trip to return it back to you. Very unfair to me, right? Sigh. I know you ppl are busy, me too, same here- I have a job to do. If you mess up my place, then what if I lose my document and who gonna pay for it? It's me leh. Aiya. Forget it lah. Drop the topic man.... Zzzzz... I should have taken a picture down of my desk today and show the evidence. OH MAN!! I missed it!!!

30 Mar 2009
Flu flu flu. *sniff*sniff* in the office like maddest. Virus was passed down by..... Miss Yvonne. Lol.

31 Mar 2009

SICK still! Sniffing all the way. NEVER GIVE UP!! Dots. -.-

After work, I went to find Ben Yeo at his working place, mustafa, to return his baobei ipod touch. Yeah. Then we went to shop around at mustafa for awhile and I bought a pair of shoes at the price of $18.90.

WOOOOOWWWW!!! Cheap deal!! Then Ben and I kept wowing whenever we see cheap deal. Damn lame. But Im happy that I spent my tired day with him. I was really a walking zombie that day cos Miss Yvonne gave me her flu medicine which is damn strong till I literally became damn drowsy after that. Lol.

1 Apr 2009

Yes!! I managed to fool Ben and Gen on April Fool at 12 midnight. I know I damn childish lah. Hahaha. But it's so fun to fool people especially your loved ones at times. Oops. =X

Still down with bad flu but I went to O bar/ Double O with Mei Hui with her bf after work. Listen to music till almost like one ah siao!! I got back home at 2am. Damn tired. Lol. I feel like I have been torturing myself loh. Not taking care of myself and havent get enough sleep. DONT CARE!!

2 Apr 2009

Mixing chemical for chemistry classes. I should say... I was preparing acids and alkaline. Step PRO!! Yeah. Mr Jeremy taught me how to mix and dilute the acids etc for classes use. Yeah. It was a BUSY day but I learn tons of things. FUN!!

3 Apr 2009

I met up with Ben and Stella at 10pm. Hahaha. Love Ben and Stella. (Ai.... Where is my ZXL?! T.T ) Nevermind. We went to chill at Stella's working pub. Nice place to chill. Im just feeling happy for some reason.

Yeah. I took photos with Stella. Lovely girl but.... Lol. I shall not comment further. Yes yes. I love you, k?

And anyway I just wanna thank you, Glenn - for using my mastercard online credit card without telling me. Well... Damn pissed off. Felt like you're trying to ran away with my money. Ass.

5 Apr 2009
I missed my last bus that night. I took night rider home with Ben to his place. We chat till we Zzzzzzz......... -.-

YEAH! I went back home at 12pm and met up with jiejie at 2.30pm. Yes, SPEND TONS OF TIME with Jiejie. =) Im just so happy. We went tons of places but of cos within city areas. And I went to do 10 mins spa fishology at marina square and when I took my legs out of the tank... Guess what happened? Blood drip like mad!!! Every one at the window glass kinda.... o.O and blah blah. Lol. I think I really scared alot of people. Im sorry, Kenko (the shop name). Lol. Cos I got very thin skin then the fishes went to bite till many many holes. (-.-) and (T.T) Seriously damn pain. Around getting fed on for 6mins, I felt..... Sharp bitting pain but I didnt do anything abt it. Lol. Yea. So went I took my legs out..... Im felt so holy (holey). The shop helped me to wash and put plasterssssss. Lol. I think I gave jiejie got a shock. Im sorry and I love you.

8 plasters were on me. Lol. I got back home before heading to bathe, I peeled off the plasters and continue to bleed. -.- Free flow blood!!!!!!!!!

5 Apr 2009

Appointment: Church. Meeting up with Bren and Aik.

I went to church and left early for some reason.

I went to bugis first to get my watch repaired and I went to buy a black watch for Aik. Cos he havent get any watch for his ns.

After that, I met up with Aik first cos I was kinda bored and he came to meet me asap. Bren was late again. Hahaha. Yeah! We booked a reservation at 6pm under my name at Seoul Garden. We spend time with each other like crazy. Aik and I eat till we.......... Soon died there and Bren can really eat. STUNNING!!!! After dinner, Aik and I want to watch 'Gran Torino' and we tried getting Bren but... She dont want!!! Lol. Yes. I havent been watching movie for awhile due to some reason. But Gran Torino cant be missed. It is good. I sweared it's nice but I think some people may not appreicate it. =) Oh wellsssss...

After movie, we took public transport to my place cos Aik want to go to my place to grab some supplements. Yeah. Then we went on to my house near 7-11 to grab some vodka and sprite to lepak at my house downstair's badminaton court for hours. Yeah. Woah. We really havent spend time with each other for a looooonnnngggg timeeeee... Lol. All these while, we both have been so busy with stuffs in our lives. So never meet up.

OH MAN!!! Im gonna miss Dan Dan for sure. He is going in for NS tmr morning.

=( But yeah, we promised to meet up in 2 weeks time. I love him tons. Yea. Not that kinda love but just really love him tons. I know him for coming 7 years, we were classmates when we're in secondary school. He sat beside me for 2 years. Yeah. He's like a "childhood fren" to me. But well.. Is more kinda like a "spiritual" childhood fren. Cos we grew up in the same church. Dots. -.-"

So I sent him off at the main road and before he got onto the taxi, we hugged. =) We used to side hug tonssssss when we were in church. Cos that time, our pastor taught us to learn how to love and hug people- Guy to guy. Girl to girl. Guy and girl only side hug. Lol.

Wellssss.. For some reason, I always dont bear to see friends to leave in my life. Of cos, Dan is not leaving for good. But I just felt that I cant let go even for the littlest thing. Just like I have the same feeling for Alistair. Smile, Jo. Dan know how to take care of himself. =) I realised Im a person who is na de qi but fang bu xia. So difficult to move on at times. Nevermind.

See ya in 2 weeks times, Dan!! Jo gonna miss ya truck lots. =) And Im so sorry that I cant see you off tmr morning.

To me, I will still love Dan no matter what he will be and become. I just believe in him.Yeah. I just know that I dont want to lose him for sure.

Oh. And Bren bought us soft toys a few day back before meeting us cos she said these soft toys very cute. Lol. And so..... Mine is lion, Aik is tiger. Lol. And herself is..... Leopard. But Bren, thank you so much, really appreciated it.