I'm just wondering........... Have I been....... Hard on myself? Way too hard to myself. Are my expectation too high? I've dropped it to the lowest.. Toward myself and others. I just have big dreams and that is what I left in me. May be very unreality to others but I believe that I can make it even if the world don't believe in me. So what even if I fail and went berserk one day. I'm happy to say that I've dreamt of what I want and compared to others who didn't dream what they want and can dream of.

Well.. Is okay. Everything is gonna be just fine. I'm just questioning myself.