Came back home... Just feeling wanting to relax. I dont want to think about work cos I have tons of them again, feeling a little lousy today. I didn't had any scoldings or whatever at work. I'm bottling everything again; feeling like as if it is cracking soon. I don't really like saying this most of time... "I can't stand people misunderstand me." I'm not perfect. I may not be getting your instructions right but please do understand me- My mind just can't put all your instructors into this linkage. I'm truly sorry. Instructions maybe so detailed that even a dumbo can understand but well.. At times, I really just cant. My mind just couldn't link it all up. I'm trying to fix that. Please be patient with me. I just need more time to deal with it.