Thursday, May 07, 2009

Oh wells... My mac batt left 37%, 1hr 21mins. So I decided to blog. Yes. Yesterday was my arts exam and I totally forgotten abt it. Lol. Arts exams was really draining. You just really need to sit still and stay focus on the objects that you're about to draw.  Well. My drawings wasnt very nice but Im proud that Im still continuing doing what I need to do. I need tons of improvement on my toner values. 



















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Things that I really really wanna say:
Alot of things are running through my head. I dont know what's wrong with me. Im feeling happy & frustrated (due to the lack of sleep) at the same time. I just no longer wanna walk on- to know what's next in my life. Yes. I cant wait for my future to come and I also cant wait to finish walking this "long brigde" of mine. 

Well. I been having dreams at night. I have no idea whether it was a good dream or a bad nightmare. Aiya. I dont care lah. I see fires burning down houses/buildings (looked like mine.. Oh wells... Cos I got unknowningly separated with my family members? Uh huh..) but the next moment, Im with a unknown person that Im really happy with (Ehhh.. Excuse me. Who are you uh? Do I even know you? Apa.) Then continuous story which is tooooo loooooonnnnnngggg to say it on my blog thus I kinda forget some part of the scene. Nevermind. It's just a dream after all. Yea yea. Even though I know there are reasons and meanings behind it. 

Ohhhh~ Now I get it! I guess someone maybe, might or must be praying for me lah. If not, why I get strange dreams? Ehhh. It's kinda sweet praying things like that for me but if it's not allowing me to sleep.... I WILL DIE OUT OF EXHAUSTION. IM A BLOODY LIGHT SLEEPER!! Once I got woken up by something. Most of my 89.9999%, I wont be able to go back to bed. Oh wells... Last night, I wasnt really disturbed by my dream. It was MR CAI WEI QIANG called MEeeEEEEeee on my mobile (when I was about to shut down my system.) to ask me to do him a favour!!! Well. It's ok. I forgive him. =)

CIAO CIAO CIAOsss...


Anyway just some random things that I wanna say...

My bro was Zzzzzz.. Then suddenly he just woke up, sit up straight on his bed and fell asleep while sitting... Then I said, "SIAO!! Why sleep like that? Lay back down lah." 

Bro: Errr.... *Drooling* 
Ahhh.. Blah blah (his "alienic" languages?) 
Huh? *open his eyes* 
*Scratch head*
Hmm.. Bu ke yi (means cannot in chinese and his "alienic" languages again.)

Me: HUH?! KI SIAO!! Sleep lah!

Ok. I need to be in bed too. FINALLY TIRED!! Sigh. When I switched my mac off, I confirmed cannot sleep again. SIAN!!! My mac batt left 21%, 53mins.

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