12 Jan 2009
YES!! I went back to school in the early morning to have meeting with the teachers to help out at Orientation (13th and 14th Jan) for the new students. Tons of things to do....

At 2pm- I got back my O level results! I FAILED!! Trust me! I didnt lie!! Everyone dont believe me when I told them abt my result but is ok and I guess everyone believe me right now. Am I sad? Disappointed? Angry? Fed up? And blah blah.. Answer is NOPE!! I guess in a way, I expected it. I dont know. I dont know how to explain why am I not feeling what normally people will feel.

I guess it was my dreams and my plans that had made me feel secured. Im not living for academic in my life. Im always abt my dreams; I know what I want, I can see myself doing what I want, I can excel in what I want. To me- Just as long my dreams lives, my heart and mind will be always pursuing it.

What are my plans?
I will be working a full time job for 1- 2yrs time. Within these 2 yrs, I will build up my dreams- Bartending and pick up how to draw professionally. I will be doing arts from scratch. Im good at photoshop (not perfect) and I love to sit my seat for hours and hours just to edit things with photoshop. I love to design poster, especially advertising kind. Why? Cos Im always attracted to cool posters on the street, I will be having a good look at it and that make me want to do it too and even better than what have captured my eyes. Then why do I have to pick drawing? Because I cant be possibly hang myself onto photoshop plainly and wanting to be a good designer; I have to learn how to draw perfectly. So no matter how much I dont like abt drawings at times cos I sucks at it, I will do it cos I dont want to destroy my dreams in my hands.

Im so "stressed up" cos I havent got myself a school to attend yet cos the schools I found, dont seem to be appealing to me. Sigh.... And there is one school that I found was good but they are starting this 17 Jan 2009 and I cant make it. =(

13 Jan 2009
I went back to school to run Orientation. I LOVE IT TO THE CORE!!

I was chosen to be student leader for Group 2 and I have 8 members. When I first met them and gather them together was like........ HELL!!! Hahaha. They are like the most unfriendliness, grumpy and looked like they dont bother abt anything in life and guess what?! I WAS WRONG ABT THEM!! They ended up the coolest group, I ever had in my life!! I cant believe that they were so fabulous, active, talkative, sporty, loveable, and take-caring group. WOAH! I enjoyed myself to the core!

We earned tons of EC money (aka CHEC money. Example like monopoly kinda notes) thru games. We were the first team to arrive and we earned tons of money thru games. The games was so fun!! We were so high loh!! At the end of day, we need to use the EC money to buy some materials (like clothings and accessories) for our project runway (last challenge for the next day). At first, we bought 2 clothings and we were like, "OH NO!!! HOW?!" No choice and we just lived with it but then teachers was wanting to clear all the materials and they came up with auctions!! We left tons of money and we bought almost everything!!! Hahaha. I wished I could video everything down to show you guys. It's really funny!!

After all the auctions, we were dismissed. Only all the students leaders remained and helped to clear up everything. =)

Cleared up everything already, all students were slacking in the staff room. I volunteered to buy dinner for some teachers etc.. Hahaha. When I was on my trip going down to the ground floor, I saw my Principal, Mr Kenny Low. He said he wanted to talked me and I guess he know my results was bad and he asked me abt my plans etc and just basically trying to get to know me well. I told him that I have to head to market first to buy foods for teachers then he was like,"I will accompany you." WOAH!! Nice, right? Lol. I told him that I want to be a designer in the future and my plans etc now is to be going to learning how draw well and guess what? He offered me to study arts(new subject) in CHEC and it's going to be FOC!! Can you believe it? It not abt the getting free stuffs but I just cant believe it because the "doors" out there were all closed but it just so sudden that this "door" just open for me. I didnt give any answer to my Principal immediately cos in a way, I already planned everything so perfectly and I dont want to keep changing it and at same time, my Principal is giving time to think abt it.

I boughts tons of different foods for different teachers and when I was done with buying foods. We continued our conversations again and he told tons of things abt me that he had observed when I was buying the foods. I was so amazed and I just received tons of praises etc and he offered me another thing and which is he wants to train me up as a somewhat ---- ----- -------- when he have events for me to do, he will throw me in. Im not telling what's that. =P I will leave it blank for now.

After that, only left Pelyn, Asmine, Nat and I in the staff room and we head off to tiong bahru plaza for dinner and go home. What a longgggg day. TIRED!!

14 Jan 2009
Headed down to school very early to set things up for our last challenge. CHEC PROJECT RUNWAY!! Hahha. My group came and we were told to design our clothings in 30mins and Im so proud of my group, they all took part of it. Everyone was thinking and helping. We had fun!!!

Our 2 models run the runway and when tally up the score altogether and....... WE WON OVERALL CHALLENGE!!! We got $80 voucher to Swensen. SO HAPPY!!

We had our lunch at 12:30pm. After lunch, I went to look for Mr Kenny and told him that I will be interested to take up the arts lesson and he said ok and he been observing me the whole day again and told me that I have great leadership and he want to hire me as his........ Ok. Im not sharing again. I just dont want the whole world to know abt it yet. WOAH! Im willing to quit my jobs immediately when he confirm with me again!! Im so happy!! =)

After I left school, I went out with Alistair and spend time with him. We went to tons of places within city areas of cos. We had dinner at TCC and we hate calculating our bills. It was damn chaotic lah, we were stucked there for 30mins!!! NONSENSE!

15 Jan 2009
Suppose to got to Alis's place in the morning but I didnt. Cos I got to be a good mummy's girl for one day. I will be going to his place and then after that head to Kirk's bday chalet party.