Sometimes life is disgusting.. Well.. I'm not talking about my life. Generally I just felt very disgusted with people who don't work hard but want money to come in hand so easily. Yes, we have our lazy moments but I don't think it should be a long period kinda moment. Well.. My generation people are just very spoilt.. Including me. Cos now.. I have the habit of wanting my dad to pick me up after work.. So to save money on transportation.

I guess my generation really "abused" our parents too much. Right now, my parents are making me feeling.. Life is getting tougher as you grow older. The worse part is when you started to earn your own money, they really kinda washed their hands off from you.. To make you learn how to survive. I really appreciated their "plans" but again... Still.. Sometimes... I really wanna give up. There are two things that motivate me to go on are when I see most of my friends are still relying on their parents for a living.. It's just make me stronger in a way. Secondly, I have Jie & AL to motivate me; AL is rich but he don't rely on his parents which most of the rich kids are not like that anymore. The best is Jie have already build a strong foundation that even if she don't have her dad to support her, she still can live and much better than what her dad can provide her. I really admire them very much. So I always tell myself not to rely on my parents so much. Yes, there are many times I need my parents' help but maybe they know that I can pull through.. So they make it tougher for me.

I'm really tired somehow.. But I know I can pull this through and it will make me stronger. I must enjoy this process; suffer now and enjoy it later in life. =)