Is the ignorance that hurts. Probably I've let go and probably I didn't. I've come to a point of confusion.. Right now I'm just feeling that I accidentally "re-open" my wound again.. I guess I'm feeling emotional because I can't understand why everyone just have to hurt everyone. Why and where did selfishness come about? I've always try to avoid hurting others because I don't want to further the relationship with him/her. But again, I'm always hurting those who I love the most cos I don't want the love to go on. Well.. Maybe also because I'm really protecting myself from getting hurt again.. This is what I really called selfishness.

Sometimes the solution of leaving someone in your life is to break the person's heart deeply; leaving an ugly side of yourself, it doesn't matter anymore cos your goal is to... Get the person you love the most to forget about you. Is it a painful path.. At the end, you may or may not feel remorseful. Oh well... I just don't want to carry on anymore. It's just too much to say.

Nothing will ever last.. There is no forever.. No relationship can lasts. What you can do is just hope for the best and make every time worth to spend.. When time is up, I guess is time to say goodbye.