I wish.. I wish...

I WISH TO....

GET RID OF THOSE PEOPLE

IN MY LIFE!!

I want to get older.... FASTER!!

So that my life can be more stabilised.

No longer wanna think of these people. No longer wanna spend time and effort on people who are pretenders. No longer wanna bother these people who I've spent time on and invested love in them. I need to break free and break even on what I can, get and wish for. I guess I just wanna protect myself. No longer wish to get hurt by family, friends and people around me. I cant even bear to see people getting hurt anymore... I guess is time to let go of those people who tried too/very hard to invest love and time in me. To stop all these pain... I guess is to cut off anything from these people that "TRY" too hard. Thanks for all these love and time. I really appreciated it but to think again... I guess no one really appreciated anything from anyone. So... Just forget it! Life is like that... So "real" that you have to accept the reality! HOLY CRAPS! Everything, everyone is...... SO REAL!! So REAL that you can see their TRUE COLOURS!! Every man will always be about himself. Everyone is selfish! Forget it, Jo! That is why people always says, "No one can be trusted especially on this earth."

Anyway thank you for all creating such good "script" in some part of my life because of you.. Now my mind totally can see your true rainbow colours about how you portrayed it. I guess you're a fabulous actress! Congrats! I guess you've secretly won the "BEST OSCAR AWARD" of the year! *clap*clap* TOTALLY LOVIN' IT! Cheers to my fair lady! And that's not all, the rest of you that are in my life had also won the "Best Supporting Actor/tress too! A big HOORAY to you guys, and girls. Muack muacks!