I finally say it... Everything out to my dad!!!!!!!

I've just released all my grudges and unhappiness of my family out to him. I spoke some logical sense to him and he replied me, "Whatever you're saying right now are rubbish!" But I know what's going on in his mind. His mind is packed with my words. Actually I love them very much, in fact- to the fullest but I no longer showing it cos Im angry with them. And of cos when you're angry with adults, you will be very unreasonable and disrespectful, right?

Well... We just made a promise and hope that we can keep the promise forever (even though I don't believe there is such thing called forever in this world). Hopefully from today onward if we keep up with our promise, I will slowly let go of the pain that they created for me and also hope that their angriness toward me for not respecting them will be fading away too. I'm feeling much better right now... I guess. =)