This week wasn't the busiest week and my life have been sweet to me.. Cheryl, Narayan and friends been dragging me out late night to LEPAK!! Is kinda damn tiring cos after work, you still have to push yourself to stay awake to spend time together. Well.. It's tiring but it's worth spending the time together! We just love to build relationship; Watch movie, eat good & delicious food, hopping onto one another's car and get the "coolest" ride on the road etc... LOVE IT MAN!!
Well... I guess I'm letting go of those friends (one by one) who never even "bother" to find time and spend with their so called.... "Good friend". Sometimes I feel that I just hate them more than I love them. If I can sacrifice to sleep lesser to spend more time with my current group who want to spend time with one another and so... Why can't all my "good friends" do that too? I ain't wanna give my precious time to those friends who doesn't even bother to sacrifice. No wonder..... Everyone is taking everyone for granted. So annoying!
Everyone is about themselves. Like there is no sharing, no giving etc... Everyone just wanna be on the 'RECEIVER' side... Like a what only!!! Aye. What is point of doing so much on a person who only wanna be a 'receiver'.. If is so difficult to please you then I shall forget it! I just had enough of all these nonsense!! Why can't this world be a better place? If you want to be selfish, I will be. I will play fair when I needed to. This group that I'm hanging out with... They may not be perfect but I can see that they are always making the effort to spend time with each other whenever they can. I heard from Cheryl that they have been doing all these for a few years already. Ain't they sweet? Right now.. Checking my memory... I think they are the best group that I ever met up and hang out with. On top of that, I been wishing for a larger group to hang out with!! YEAH! Finally I got ONE!! Can complete with Celeste's group already!! Oops. =X Wells... I'm just so glad that I have Cheryl and my new group of friends!
I just don't want and wish to please people anymore.. It's kinda difficult to be on the bad role but I have to learn how to. I will slowly make this amendment to be part of my life. It's just getting on my nerves when 75% of people around me is making use of me. Just because I'm a "YES" kinda lady..? It does not mean to give you that permission that I can be pushed around. DULAN LAH!!
I'm so tired right now... Off to bed to rest first. Just in case.. Tonight Cheryl and friends will give me a call to pick me up at 2am to go for a ride! Woah!! So cheong hei! But loving my life.. Even if I have to have eye bags or high blood pressure (choy!), I will still accept it!!
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