Melon and Xiaoli came to my place again!! Hahaha. They ate puri and gave me Xmas present. I really love the gift. It was simple kinda outlook but they added their love in it and I really see it. Im really very happy! We had a chatting session again.

I been very very tired recently. I just been working like mad. I think Im really really going crazy right now. I barely get 3-5hrs of sleep almost everyday. My body is really shutting down on me. Physically very tired. I seriously didnt smile alot when I was with Mel and XL last night. I been missing Xiaoli like crazy and I suppose to be damn happy when I see her lah but I didnt react that way. I really have no idea why Im like that. I wanted to respond happily but I seem to be like... Im troubled by some stuffs but oh well, nothing's wrong with me. Im just really very exhausted. Really.

Something more abt XL
I really really love my XL to be caring to me. She really changed alot. I just dont know how to phrase it now. But seriously. She just changed for the better. She's really making the effort to go for the extra mile. She no longer show me that her "dont care kinda attitude" abt our friendship when I used to felt that she was like that. I really dont know where to start to praise her right now. I really really love her and cherish her. It will be my loss if I dont cherish her. I dont want to lose her or even Ben. We dont meet often. Yes, sometime we do. What I really like is her randomness. Sometime she will just sms me in her own sweetness of words and expressing herself to me. I really felt happy whenever she do that. It just me tells me that how much she really love me. Just like for this... She texted at 4:15am and saying that, "Hey sweet. Somehow you are losing your smile today. If anything bother must tell okay, you no need to share with me. Just dont keep it to yourself, share it with ppl around you like Alistair or Ben. You may feel better. I loves the Jo that always put a smile on her face! Love you Sweetie." How many of your friends will actually do that?! Maybe 50:50. I really dont know. I just love her like how much I love Ben. I know Ben and I dont show tons of love to each other but we really understand one another's heart etc. We just have the telepathy for one another.

I just simply love THEM!

YEAH! Im meeting Alistair and Marc in awhile to have dinner. Hahaha. We suppose to go to some 5 stars hotel to eat international buffet one loh but.... EVERY HOTELS SEEM TO BE A DISAPPOINTMENT TO US!!! Hahaha. Nevermind abt that. We decided to go to Cineleisure and have our DINNER!! Oh oh oh. I love him too. But his love that I had for him is...... No words can explain siol. Lol. He is important to me like how XL and Ben are but.... I dont know how to explain our friendship. Hahaha. Maybe because we went thru tons of hard shit!! Ok. I meant hardship in our friendship. Whatever lah, Jo!! =) I love talking to him on the phone sia. I swear!! I will never get bored with him on the phone. He can craps like from A-Z and Z back to A lah. Ok lah. Me too!! And I like it~!!! Hahaha. But we dont talk on the phone everyday now and then but we used to when we were back in secondary school days. Hahahah. Actually I used to love talking on the phone with my friends but just few month back I begin to.... hate it to the core lah!! But only Alistair do really make me comfortable on the phone again. =) Ya. Of cos, I do have friends call me at times, we chit chat etc but just not like how I really talked to Alistair and with all my nonsensical nonsenses to him. Just imagine being high on the phone. Yeah! We are like that!! MAKE NOISE LIKE AS IF THERE'S NO TMR!! SIGH!!! I dont want you to go back to Aussie!! Can you stay for me, please? Aiya!! Im just going to answer that question back to myself, right? OBVIOUSLY THE ANSWER IS.......!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!! Ya la. You need to finish your college, NS and then university. 1 yr + 2yrs + another 3 yrs? And that equal to... 6yrs?! OEI!! HONG GAN LAH!! I dont want to wait already. But I still love you. Always been. Never lose it. Eeeyer! Why sounded so mushy?! Goosebump popping out loh!!! -.-"

Oh oh. Pls dont miss taken that I dont like to talk to anyone on the phone now. I just no longer have the hweeeling like I used to have. So just chill, if you need me someone to talk to, I can be there. But definitely I dont want to give you all 100% but what abt 75%? Cool heh. =)