Ok. Im gonna get angry, fierce, aggressive or whatever it is.. I just wanna complain!!! OK?!

My Dearst family member,
Mr Quek Beng Hock Francis
Mdm Lee Mui Kee Jenny
Mr Quek Ziyang Lewis

STOP ALL THE MORNING UNNECESSARY CALL FOR ME!!! I SWEAR!! IM GONNA GO NUTS!!! WHEN I CANT SLEEP, YOU GUYS FORCED ME TO BED and I ended up have to toss and turn on my bed for 2hrs before I can Zzz..(Ok. I know you guys dont know I got insomnia. Not your fault but seriously I also dont want you guys to worry for me mah. That's why until today, I still havent tell you guys abt it.) BUT WHEN I CAN SLEEP, YOU GUYS DISTURB ME!!! IM HAVING A HARD TIME HERE. IM DAMN DEPRESSED ABT MY SLEEPING HABIT NOWADAYS!! It is getting WORSE!! PLEASE!! PLEASE...!! DONT DISTURB ME!! IM A LIGHT SLEEPER!! HARDCORE!! (Oh. Ok. Once a while, Im not. But most of the time is IM A TRULY LIGHT SLEEPER!!) YUP. IT HAS BEEN MANY MANY MANY MANY DAYS THAT YOU GUYS DISTURBED ME LE..!! RAWR RAWR RAWR!!

Thank you and please be understanding abt my situation now. I will really appreciate it. Thank you once again.

Your dearest daughter,
Quek Shiyun Joann

I give you all the examples of how I got woken up by my family members.
All nights, I sleep at 3am. If I got exams at 2pm, I will study till 4 or 5am.

Eg 1: I heard a loud burp in the morning at 6am. Yup. Very loud according to me and my ears! MY MUM!!!! Annoying. That silly burp of hers woke me up. I can stay in my bed for 1 hour to try to fall back to sleep and which will never be... Then I study lah. While studying.. Burping still going on(I forgive my mum cos she got a weak stomach).. -.- Sigh. I feel damn pek chek hearing all these. I dont know why. Just damn annoying, I SWEAR!!! Whoever is reading this right now.. Pls dont make me pek chek too.Say "excuse me" in the future!! At least, I will feel better. Whether is there anyone around anot, still have to say "excuse me"!! Is a manner!! Learn it now before you regret it for not starting young!!

Eg 2: My bro shared the same room with me. His alarm clock ticked at 6am! Argh!! I woke up and I cant sleep.... 1 hour of trial getting to sleep. But.... I FAILED!!

Eg 3: My dad going off to work and come into my room and give me a kiss me on my cheek. ARGH!! AGAIN I CANT SLEEP!! 1 hour of trial to try to get to bed... and I literally FAILED!!

Eg 4: Mum come into my room at 6am everyday. (For what?! I have no idea.)
Mum: Joann!! What time are you waking up? Got exam anot? (Can you imagine?! IS EVERYDAY LEH! When actually the night before, she already asked me that question. What is wrong with her?!)
Me: ARGH!! Why wake me up? Im waking at 7am to study. See lah. Now I cant sleep. I only sleep for 3 hrs. T.T

Eg 5: Some days, my bro would finished preparing what he should then come into the room to rest awhile more while waiting for my dad to get ready to set off to work. Cos my dad drive my bro to work. So my bro's movement to his bed is WAY.... TOO BIG!! And he woke me up..
Me: ARGH!! NOT AGAIN?!?!
Bro: Sorry, Mei!

Eg 6: Most of my papers are in the afternoon at 2pm. Then I will usually studied till 4 or 5am then I go onto bed. I give myself about 5 hrs of rest. So I go to bed at 5am and I want to sleep for 5 hrs and so I got to wake up at 10am, right? And guess what...? MY MUM COME INTO MY ROOM AT 9.30am!!
Mum: Ann! Ann! (My mum called me either girl or Ann.) What time are you going to wake up? What time is your exams? Dont be late hor.
Me: ARGH!! MUM!! STOP!! 30mins meant alot to me. Why everyday you ask me the same question again and again? And every night, you asked me the same question too. SOB!! I need to rest!! Dont do this to me anymore. (Yaya. The anymore become more and more and now is often!!! Very often. There was one day, she called me up every 1hr, starting from 6am onward.. For what?! I dont know. Is the same question again.. MY LIFE!!)


Sigh. I really dont know what to do. I really want to leave home for awhile to go somewhere quiet and peaceful. I seriously want to go to Australia for a period of time. I dont know how long. The problem now is that I got no cash but Im planning already. I just wanna go somewhere to chill and relax. Really really relax and not worry abt anything in life. And yea! If I go over to Aussie, I will be going to Melbourne to find Alistair everyday!! Whee!! I can mess up his room. Oops. =X Cycle with him. Er.. Many many more? Of cos! Where am I staying? I dont have to worry that cos Im going to find Jill anyway. She got a house there. So cool loh. She invited me to stay at her place and study with her at Melb too. But I have no money to study at Melb lah. Sian. Probably whenever I want to go chill, I will go to the extreme to find Jill in Melb. Yeah! Im thinking to do backpack too leh. I heard it gonna cost a bomb but is ok I guess. I always I want to do it anyway. For now, my plans are I will just keep working 2 part time job in Singapore. 1st- Saving up for rainy days and education. 2nd- Travel around the world.

Say abt travelling... Awww.. Xiaoli is going Hong Kong next year.. Sob sob. Im so gonna miss her like crazy. SIGH! I want to go Hong Kong too. Er.. Why? Just to eat the dim sum loh. It's just one of my favourite food of all. Yea!! Wait a mintue! I dont even have alot of favourite food lah. Er.. Pizza and dim sum are only on my favourite list. And.. Probably Subway too. LOVES!