Im heading to school in awhile time. Im very tired physically but somehow there seem to have enegry inside me. My body was literally dying last night but I couldnt manage to sleep and so I turned on the television to watch and channel 5 was showing Oprah's Big Give and it is totally amazing. I can really feel the real love that they had gave out and I almost tear. After finished watching and I still couldnt sleep. I been having very bad insomnia for these 2-3 months and I kept thinking last night whether should I try sleeping pill soon cos I want to have enough rest to study for my O level and keep my mind clear. Ai. Is really very xin ku. Just imagine that you and your body wants to sleep but your mind dont want to sleep. (-_-) Just dont know what to do. I only know that I was still awake before 12.30am and I went to switch off the television and went to find God for help. I talked to God and talk and talk and talk and talk till.... I.. Zzzz... and I didnt know. Till I suddenly woke up at 4.50, just 5 mins before I want to get up to pray. I do feel tired but the feeling of sleeping last night was kinda strange. It was as if I never sleep for the whole night and I felt that I was travelling around somewhere but yet dont know where. Aiya. Who cares where did I went to!!! As long I did sleep. Lol. So I pray at 4.55am till 5.30am and I went back to sleep cos I still got to wake up for school at 8am. And now.. I got to go..