I guess the chat on monday night was pretty okay.. Had some.. A little "argument", "defending" and "protective" shield. But I guess it was not a wasted trip after all.. I admitted that I'm kinda angry and upset but apparently over all, I had no feelings about it but Cheryl on the other side, she was trying to encourage me. I feel so confused at times. Maybe giving another chance to change is not a bad idea after all..

I'm so tired right now. And I'm glad that I'm loving Cheryl very much. Night, Sweetheart. =)