Today..... Tiring day!! I seriously havent been sleeping well for days.... Ok. IS MONTHS ACTUALLY!! Whatever it is!! I woke up early to accompany my mummy to hospital today for some scanning for her stomach. Just like me, the period of time when I got my gastric problem. After finishing her scanning, I kinda quarreled with my mum. Very angry with her. My dad stopped us for further argument and I went away to a corner to sleep and my dad accompany my mum to see the doctor in the end. Yea. Angry with her with some issue. Just dont know why. Oh. Why I started quarreling with her? In the early morning, she went into the surgery centre to do her scanning and my dad and I went off to have our breakfast for about going 2 hours. My dad and I didnt know that she will wake up so fast, so we decided to take a ride out of the hospital to have our breakfast. She woke up within 1hr 30mins and didnt see us around and called us to come back immediately. So after we're done with our breakfast, we head back immediately to the hospital and she started mumbling and nagging at us and I replied her nicely etc then told her that, "Orh lah. Orh lah. Ok. Im sorry, we are sorry." Then she still continued to mumbling and nagging at me (why only me uh? plus she said something like, "Jo, you're not given birth by a beast." Plus she kept repeating that loh. lol. I swear no link lah.) then I just suddenly cant take it anymore and so I flared up at her loh.

I seriously dont know what's wrong between us. Maybe is her or maybe is just me. I seriously dont know. I just no longer find that is her normal self. She kept saying that the family is giving her pressure. What pressure? I tried talking to her all these times but she have no idea too. I guess she just dont know how to express herself. I feel that she's the one who is giving me pressure loh. She kept wanting me to take accounting, so that I could be accountant in the future. Alamak!! Is not my dreams and goals in the first place lah. How can I take something that I dont like? She dont want me to do what I like loh cos she said all my dreams and goals will be giving me pressure. But..... I cant, I cant, I cant. I seriously cant do something that I dont like what. Aiya. Forget abt it. Too heartache to talk further abt it right now. But Im still loving her. Always have.

I got back home after my mum is done. I stayed home for awhile and went out with Ben and Seth for late lunch. Lol. We ate subway at marina square. SETH PAID THE BILL AGAIN!! Sian!! Why cant he let us pay? He kept saying, "Why are you guys rejecting my offer?" Lol. We never!! We also want to bless you too!!! Lol. Nevermind. We went off at 6pm and I went to meet my cousin, CELESTE!! Hahaha. We went to tpy coffee bean to chill and ordered something. Yeah!! This time round, I treat Celeste!! So happy that I can do that. Lol. Dont ask me why. Im just happy cos I love her mah. YEAH!! From moi bottom of my heart, k? loves.

Lol. I realised I been missing my cousins very much loh. Ok. Cousins? Which ones? Only Norman and Celeste loh. Dont know why too. I just love them very much. Last week, I happened to meet up with Nor to his place for a while and before I left his place, he hinted me for a hug loh. Aiyo. Let me explain how he do it, k? He was lying down on his mummy's thigh on the sofa and he looked at me with those watery kinda of eyes and stretched out his arms to hint me to hug him loh. So sweet, right? My heart just melted lah and I gave him a real tight hug and I told him that we will do that more often now, k? Then he smiled at me. I seriously love him like mad lah. We havent hug since....... Many many many many many many years.. Like the last hug was maybe at the age of 6!!! Lol. So is abt 12 YEARS!!! IT'S12 YEARS, IT HAS BEEN 12 YEARS.... SINCE WE LAST HUGGED!! Oh man. I think I cant bear to lose him sia. I think I can lose everything in my life but not him. I dont know why but he really mean something in my heart. Yea. We may not be like very close now or always meeting up with each other. But our love for each other is like..... No words can be put in phrase.

Alamak. Why now everything is abt Norman? Lol. Ok. Yup. After catching up with Celeste, we went off.. She went to meet someone else.... and blah blah blah.. Im too tired to type already lah. My eyes are barely open now!!!!!!!!! One liner EYES!!


Wait a min.. I got something to say...!!! I went to ask my dad whether can I buy aquarium fishes to rare and guess what he said?!?! YEAH!! He approved!! He said, "You want, you want loh. None of my business." But on my mum's side..... Lol. I DONT EVEN PLAN TO ASK HER COS I KNOW THAT THE ANSWER IS A NO, NO, NO!! Im going to buy it first and face it later. Lol. The only problem now is that... I dont have space for them. Im planned to get 10 PUFFERFISHES!! Whee!! Im getting Xiaoli to teach me how to set up the tank etc.. Hee. I cant wait. I will get it next month cos now I will be busy working, no time to arrange space for my fishes. So now... I have yet decided to set a date in december to clear up and go buy all the aquarium thingy with ZXL!! Im gonna do that soon and I WILL BE A HAPPY GIRL!! And Xiaoli gave me the website to check it out abt it more.... It is http://www.thetropicaltank.co.uk/Fishindx/puf-fluv.htm

Im singing... happy.. Im very happy.. ~ So so happy.. Happy happy. Very happy. FULL STOP!! Im self-entertaining again. -.- Loves.