I apologized to Alistair over msn today. I guess I really did cross certain boundaries. Mm.. Especially after listening to what Sis Von said to me, Im kinda awake. I really think I deserve it this time round. lol. Mm. And he also told me that is not worth it to break our friendship up juz like that. Coz we have been through the thin and thick so many times and nothing cant be handle. So we are fine now, I guess. Haha. lolx. He said he was really furious coz that her girl who scolded him so hard, so I guess that is why he started to say whatever that come out from him.

Ha. Im still a child afterall.. lol.












Are they lovely??

Sigh. Juz got alot of misunderstanding, I guess. My friendship with Alistair is gone.. Mm.. Who ruined it?? I guess both of us. Our friendship last for 32 days and half.

Isnt this baby cute??! Haha. And Im this baby's auntie. Haha. Coz she's my cousin's baby.. Hee.

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EXTRA PART

ha. do i look good in spectacle? but look like guy, right???

Sigh. Heard that she didnt want to come to school for this rest of week and plus this week is her common test loh. I really dont know what is going on in her mind. Cant she juz think for the people around her that still care about her. Example like her parents and blah blah. Maybe yesterday the scolding was a wrong thing that I made and I know is my fault. But you think anger can be still control when it hit a point that you cant hold it any longer. And no matter what, she also cannot neglected her studies. Alot of people think that she's not that kind of baddie person but is she those changing story kind of person, so juz to save herself for trouble. I guess she is.. Im very very disappointed in her. I really come to this point that I dont know what to say about her loh. And of cuz, I did sms-ed her and apologized to her because I really want her to come to school and take her tests. She did reply me but I dont wish to go any further of what the sms-es are about. I really would like her to pass her tests and the best is dont retain.

Almost 4 yrs in my secondary school life, I never got so furious until today. Of cuz, within these 4 yrs, I did scold or even quarreled with my friends before but not till a degree that you felt like.... *Arghh* I dont know how describe the word!! Juz feel so angry!! Now Im feeling so very vexed and I cant recongize my emotions. I always got to come to a point that I had face to face with my emotions. I dont know what is going on in my mind. Why do I have a friend like her??!!

I got a joke..

One day, Ping and Pong met together. So Ping asked Pong...

Ping: Have you met an accident before?
Pong: Nope. Why??
Ping: Coz I met an accident yesterday.
Pong: Tell me what happened.
Ping: Yesterday, I accidentally crashed into a lorry. And the lorry man got down and scolded me and he drew a circle on the ground and told me to stay in the circle and dont move, and so I said ok. He took a key to scratch my car and I laughed.. "Hahaha!" He got so angry and smashed one of my windows and I laughed even louder this time and he got even more angry this time round and smashed all my windows and scratch my car. Then I continued to laugh even more louder.. Hahahahaha.. And he asked me, "What are you laughing at??" And I told him that it's because I been stepping out of the circle while you scratched and smashed my car!!. hahaha..
Pong: Haha. That's a good one!!

Woohoo.. I juz bought a bass guitar from my friend, Elgin. He sold it to me quite cheap. Ha. I dont know why this year, I started to like to want to play bass. Im going to learn bass from Elgin a bit plus Im going to attend my church's SOW(school of worship) bass lessons. Yeah!! I cant wait. Ha. Of cuz, my passion is drums. I will still want to master my drums well. Cant wait to finish all the lessons and pass it and go for the next round. Rock on!

woohoo.. Anyone love DELIRIOUS??? cool picture heh??

I found Pastor. Kong Hee's picture somewhere on the net. He is so charming. Ha. I really like him. I think he's cool. One of my classmate(from CHC) and I juz cant stop talking about Pastor Kong. Coz he is sooooo 'mi ren'. Is like we are the little fans of Pastor Kong. Woohoo.. Ha. He is the man of God. And that is the reason why he is so attractive. Lol.

Woah. Finally today is friday. Im so tired but dont know why. Feel like sleeping but cant sleep. Now having a break from my study hours. Hee. Oh man. I dont feel very 'song' sia... Dont know why also. It seem to be like Im in a "dont know" world heh?? **ArrGHHHhhHhHhHh** I really feel like shouting!!! Juz really really want to shout the crap out of me. lol. Ehh.. "Lobster", anyone?? Ha. I know it's a bit lame. Bu hao yi shi.

Ha. I got a little not funny joke.
Little snake brother: Gor, do we have poison venom in us??
Elder snake brother: Why do you ask me this question, bro??
Little snake brother: Bcoz I accidentally bite my tongue juz now.

okok. I know is not funny but juz laugh, kk?

Woah. Nice sunset.









nice sky..








nice Puma belt. The salegirl told me that this is the only one Puma belt in Singapore. If you happen to see someone got the same belt as mine, then probably is the lady made a mistake or other ppl bought it from other country. ha





this basketball shoes are so nice. But it cost $316. Sigh..

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

See?? My close friend very handsome, right?! lol. Ha. He's at Melbourne. And this picture, he looked very diao right?? Lol. Haha. And I happened to talk to him on msn just now. Haha. And lalalalalalala... Then we are officially BEST FRIENDS now! So we start our journey as best friends today, 3 july 06. Alright man!! Im so happy. lol.



And he took this picture.. cool right??

wahh.. recently Im so happy. Dont know why also. But juz feel happy. And now Im a person who need lot of sleep.. Argh.. I think is coz of that period of time that I couldnt sleep. Woohoo. Im talking to my close buddy now!!! Yeah!! Missed him sooooo muchhhh loh.. Hee. I cant wait to see him. lol. He's coming back to Singapore this DECEMBER!!! Yeah!! We gonna plan tons and tons of things to do!! And last sat, I went for a conference and it really impact me. Hee. All I know now is Im happy. =)

Anyway I just cut my back hair yesterday. Oh man. Im so sad la.. Is like I kept it for 7 to almost 8 months. Then I got to cut it away, coz my teacher die die also want me to cut it. So I got no choice loh.. Sigh.. But I kept a tail in the middle.. Shh.. Hee. And I think you will ask me why I didnt want to tie it right??! I did. But my teacher didnt really allow it too... Coz my teacher hint me and tell me in a way that I should I cut it and I get the story and so I went to cut it. Anyway I cut it myself but somehow I dont think it very nice coz it a bit unbalance in a way la.. Argh.. Whatever..

Wah.. Anyway my pufferfish passed away on last friday morning. sigh.. Nevermind. I know I will see it again. lol. Mm.. Oh yeah! Anyway Im now a 4 days old vegetarian. Im giving myself 30 days of doing that. Coz I want my skin to get improve because it getting worse. Coz in the past, my parents kept pestering me to be a vegetarian because they want my skin to get better. But at that time, I didnt want to. But now I want to do it coz if not my skin will get worse. So I went to tell my parents about it and I want to give it a try and to see whether my skin will improve anot and they encourage to do that, And of cuz, why not give it try heh. But today hor, I accidentally eat chicken, is actually the tidbit thingy. Is like the school gave us during our group activity among my classmates and my group was sharing with each other, so I took 2 and ate it.. And I was like OooOoOppPPssss, Im aint not suppose to eat any meat thingy for 30days. arghh.. Haha. No choice. I decided already, if my skin really improve then I will continue not to eat meat. Even if I really eat meat, but it going to be a seldom thingy for me to eat. Yuppy. Woohoo.. Last 2 days, I been really sleeping well. Good for me. Coz before that I cant even sleep properly for 5days and I think that 5 days I only slept total of 15hrs. And make me so in the bad mood loh. Is like as if everybody owe me one million dollars. When I was almost falling asleep, then everyone kept disturbing me till I cant get to sleep already. I got so fed up, and I went to cover my face with my pillow and kept yelling at the top of my voice. Hee. But now I feel so relax..

HEY!!!! You all want to know something???!! Woah..! This is a great news!! Actually last night, I was looking at my pufferfish and I felt that there's really something is wrong with my fish. Then next day, which is today, it was actually going to die another meaning is half-death. Really really... Is true! Coz it was like so weak that it cant even swim and the air-pumper is like torturing my fish la... Then I really went into 10-15mins prayer and I also told God that You created this fish and I believe that you also got the right to let this fish live. So Lord, make it alive again and heal this fish. And I want to see it gonna get better in the evening. Even if it die, one day when I go up to heaven, I want to see my fish there. And thank You, Lord. Amen. And that what I prayed and I stayed there to accompany my fish for awhile and in the evening, I went to have a look and............. and........ and........... IT'S ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like so happy!!! And I kept praising God and give thanksgiving to Him. It was great!!! Isnt God amazing??!!! Woohoo.. Hallelujah!!!

aiyo. I told God I want lot and lot of great dreams. Indeed He gave me but the dreams I dreamts are now bothering me. I dont know what to do. *scratch head*