Now Im doubly sad coz one of my pufferfish died last monday on the 29th May 06. Why??! And I prayed for it to come back to life loh. Then it really move abit and after that no reaction liao.. *SNIFF*SNIFF*









Oh man. That's lot of things to do for my 'N' Level Technical Project. But Im going to finish. And I might be changing my project le.. Sian. I was suppose to do the LED scrolling text tie loh. But.. Hai.. Dont say le.









"hardworking"... I was falling asleep while doing this loh.. *yawn*yawn* too tired le..












After lots of work.. Im so so so tired and went to take a rest and also take a pic of myself. Woohoo.. I think I looked good in that goggle. [=X self-praise. oops.] I left the school workshop almost 6pm today. Coz nobody clean the D&T workshop for yesterday and today. And so you can imagine how much I got to clean for all my SELFISH CLASSMATES's leftovers and who used and left the workshop juz like that. Luckily I still got the Mr Jo (big size guy) to help me clean up a bit. I appreciated that. Love ya. And thks alot.

hee. that's me and my new hair colour. i dyed it myself and cut my hair myself. 

Sigh. Im so down now. Because there's once these 2 girls in my life who was once so close to me and yet I got backstabbed by them now. Im super duper shocked. Till now I still cant believe it and cant accept it. The whole day in school, I was feeling so numb and I cant even recognize my emotions. I dont know what should I do with them. I love them so much but yet they do this to me. Sigh. Have loved the wrong person in my life??! No wonder people always tell me that the one you love the most and end up they are the one who will hurt you the most. Oh man. Though this is not my first time that people backstabbed me, but somehow this really hurt me so much in my heart that I will never forget it. WHY??!! You girls want to do this to me??! I rather you girls leave me and our friendship gracefully but instead of doing that you still can pretend to be so good in front of me and yet behide me do some unpleasant things. I dont know what you girls heard from others or among yourselves. But cant you girls see how much I care and love both of you? Nevermind le lah. I can stop chasing about this thingy. Coz I dont find a point to know what really had happened etc.. I still cant seem to get rid of our relationship in my heart now coz we once went through the thick and thin together. But what to do?? This relationship seem to be in a mess but Im not going to care anymore though Im so hurt by you girls now. I hope that you girls will be your final and last time that you gonna to hurt others. And I will be happy. =)

HA. That's the PEAVEY RADIALPRO 751KIT in white colour. Which one should I choose black or white??

Oh man. I fell sick and is my last week of fasting already. Im feel so horrible last friday and sunday, coz I kept vomitting and I went to see a doctor and doctor said that is my intestine got problem. Then now Im down with flu and cough and it seem to be like going to be sore throat soon. Hai. Having a hard time to breathe and I kept sneezing. And my chendol seem to be leaking most of the time. Aiyo. I scared that I will spread to my 2 cute little baby pufferfish. lolx. kidding.

This is the drumset that I been looking for and I want it. Sob Sob. I dont know can I still find it in Singapore. The Model is PEAVEY RADIALPRO 501KIT. But somehow I like the 751KIT design more. Sigh. Which one should I choose???

And this is PEAVEY RADIALPRO 751KIT. But I prefer black and also coz I always dream dreams about my drumset is in black colour.

Hee. I went to buy 2 pufferfish yesterday and I simply love them. This is my first time, raring a living things and which is fish. I will never forget them... Hee.

i cut this hairstyle myself. no much people believe me. ha. but really is me. no kidding. what u guyz think? no good then say no good. coz i want to improve my skill. lol.

Today, my connect group and my CG leaders went to eat SUSHI.. Yummy. Hee. And we gave a little a surprise for OUR....

.........SPIRITUAL MUMMY!!!
HER NAME IS YVONNE CHEONG!!!
and we called her SISTER YVONNE or SIS VON.








And most of all we LOVE her!!! Haha.
From all her SPIRITUAL CHILDREN (C1 connect group).



And we also wish all mothers in the world a HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Hello!!!! Guess where and what I did yesterday??! I went to NUH to donate BLOOD!!! Woohoo!! And who know I love to do that and have been waiting for this day?! Hee. I turned 16yrs old last month and I went online to find the parental consent form for blood donation and my parents was very supportive and encourage me to go. Cool!!! And yesterday I went with 2 of my classmates coz we got nothing better to do but to save lives!!! Woohoo!! Amen!!


PICTURES:




That's was my temperature!!! Hahaha.








Whee!!! Here I go!!! Lalalalala.... It doesnt hurt at all. I guarantee to you..









It only took about 5-6 mins and one pack of my blood is ready to save lives!!!










After 10mins of rest... The nurse served me a cup of milo and some biscuit. Oh ya.. You all must be wondering where are my 2 classmates, right?? And.........








Here they are.. Oh man. They cant donate. Coz the 1 on the left has low blood and the 1 on the right got not enough iron in her body and nurse called her to buy iron tablet to eat. Probably the next time round then. Smile!!!







Heehee.. So guyz, I really wanna encourage you all to go and donate blood. Is really a 100% painless process. Seriously!! Even though I love all needles thingy but when I went reach there, I really wanna walk out the place coz the needles is super scary.. Hee. But I told myself that I want to help others that are in need of blood. And when I was "ready" and the nurse juz injected the needle in my right arm...... I was like CHEY!!! haha.. xiao case. Hee. But really arh.. In Singapore, there is only 1% of consistence people who donate blood. So you see?! ONLY 1%!!!!So help others now!! And who know one day, you might even need others to help you too!!

Hahaha.. Today's papers for maths. I really gonna.... er... But CPA is quite easy. Mmm.. Juz now when I was on my way home in the bus. I saw one of my neighbours. She's really very nice and she's a professional tutor. She told me her testiomony etc.. And she encouraged me by telling me about her students' studies. And which is what I recently prayed to God about. I told God that I want to hear lot and lot of testimonies about how students got back on their feet to study and have faith to score well and glorify You. And today, my neighbour shared abit to me. But somehow, I feel I have not heard enough. And she told me that her friends used to test her by asking, "How come that person is christian and yet dont behave well and he/she called he/she's a christian?!!" Then she said, "Yah, but well he/she's not a born-again Christian." And do you know what she mean??! She mean that most people called themselves a christian and yet they are those 2 faced people in church and outside church, and born-again christian are those who have integrity, put God first in everything etc... And how many people can call themselves a born-again christian??!! And she said," No much people will say that." But she claimed herself as a born-again christian. I was like WOW. You know what??!! She used to earn alot of money when she sell insurance and she really sell it very well etc.. But she said she feel that after doing that job she dont have much time for God and decided to quit the job and go into teaching students and she's really did a great job in her teachings and most of her students are now having a master degree etc.. That's so cool. Wow. Till now I dont know what's her name. Haha. Nevermind. The next time, I see her then I will ask her.

*Arghhh* Today's my exam papers are so difficult!!!!!!!!! I got no faith for my papers liao...!!!!! and recently my hair has been dropping!!!! when i wake up in the morning and i looked at my pillow then is like super alot of my hair lahhh.... Arghh.. I need BEIJING 101!!!! kidding. im so scared but dont know why.. first time really feel so scared... er... actually not really first time lah.. this is the second time coz the first time was my primary 6 PSLE. I hope everything gonna be alright...

Hahaha.. Just now when I was on my way home. I helped an old lady to carry her heavy stuffs across the road to her block which is also my block la.. lol. I feel so happy right now!! lalala...

ArgHHHhhhhhhhhhhHHH!!!!!!!! EXAMS IS AROUND THE CORNER!!!!!!!!! Im so nErvOusSss and STRESSSSSSSSSssss............ Sob Sob... Im scare too.. OH man... Im gonna cry!!!!!! And probably I will not update my blog so often already... Im really really very very scare, nervous and stress... Coz I gonna need to study like crRRrazyyyyyy......... Im going nuts about it...

woah.. my birthday has juz passed. And the day before my birthday, I was super down. Juz some things had happened at home and I stayed up the whole day and think. But somehow I fell asleep at 5am and woke up at 6am to go to school. Though now I kinda tired, but couldnt get on to bed. And yes, this year my parents finally celebrated my birthday for me but I dont feel happy and make me think alot of things that are in the past. I wanna be strong, but somehow there's alot of missing pieces of a broken heart that I wanna find and to fix it back but I cant find it. I grew up so much.. But yet, so many things are still keeping me in the dark and recently I got to know some of it. And now I really understand why my mum left so many scars in my heart and my memories during my childhood days. I think I really completely forgive her in my heart. I dont blame her for alot of things now.

Ha. These are the presents that I have received from my cellmates and cell leader. I really wanna thank you guys for all the love and the effort that you all put in. Especially Chenxi and Weiling, you girls did a great job for the video clip. I really love it. And one of the presents in there is from my dad. Guess which one. Lol. And anyway that green t-shirt you guyz gave, is the first colour I got in my cupboard now. I always wanted to buy green t-shirt but ended up buying some other colours. lol.


See?!! The green t-shirt is in there. Lol. Mmm.. Got alot of clothings in there, right??? Ha. But some of the clothings doesnt belong to mine and some are my collections. lol. Let me count.. 12 doesnt belong to mine, 14 are my collections, 23 are mine(including school uniform, P.E. attire etc..) and some of them I dont really wear it already. Im thinking to give it to the charity.

my birthday cake. see?? now my dad also called me JoJo. so weird loh.








Sigh. Somehow Im not very happy today. I almost cried when I cut the cake but I told myself to be strong. Not coz I feel touched loh. But just somehow I feel something is missing inside my heart. And finally after 9 yrs, my family celebrated it for me again. But.....

These are the gifts that I received today(and one of them is from my dad.) And I really wanna thank all my cellmates and cell leader here. I love you guyz for what you have done and all the effort you guyz put in. Ha. Chenxi and Weiling, I super love the video clip that you girls did. Awesome! Ha. And guyz made my day. Anyway the green t-shirt is my very first colour that I have. Coz what I have at home are Black, White, Red, Maroon, Brown, Orange, Navy Blue, Blue, Grey. lolx.




See??! Never bluff you right?? Lol. Mm.. Anyway some clothings are not mine. And some clothings are my collections. I know is kinda dumb, but I like.. Lol. But after all, I think I got alot of clothings in my cupboard. lol

JoJo won 1st in shot put in 2006. woohoo. sorry arh.. too bored le..












And all these are my Primary school to Secondary School trophies. I think I still got few more but I cant seem to find it. Probably my mum threw it away. oops. =X lol.

*ScrEaMmm*
My mummy bought me this book.
Im super happy loh. Ha.









Me and Brenda (gan-mummy). lolx The super duper active girl that who love to tell lame jokes. Buey tahan her sia. Oops =X Kidding. Chilled out!!









This is me and ah-yuan(Yi Yuan). lolx. I missed the outing. Do you, ah-yuan?? haha.

Mm.. I went to polyclinic this morning for my 1st appointment. Wow. It's a very tiring thing to wait for so long. The doctors there are super duper slow. I waited for 1 hr and 30 mins. And it was the different doctor that I see 2 week ago. This doctor got real big attitude problem, coz when she ask me questions and then she like not happy with me loh. I told her the painkiller that the previous doctor gave me is not effective then she said, "Of cuz la.. painkiller is juz nothing. And the problem is you, is juz a muscle-ache thing and which will make you feel pain." (-_-) I feel whacking her up man. Oops. =X Then my mum asked her whether can my daughter(me) go for X-ray then she said, "Can, but nothing is going to scan any problem out(in chinese) Coz is juz a muscle-ache and come back and see me in 2 week times." I was like, "What? Another 2 week?! That's long, man." Then after that I went out of the room, still trying to put a smile on my face and then my mum started to complain to me abt that doctor's attitude and then my mum also feel like slapping her on the face and she told me that, if you got a chance to be doctor, dont be that kind of doctor. Coz nobody will like it. Ha. Then I agreed with her. And after that, I went to the X-ray room to do some X-ray. Ha. It so cool. And this is my first time doing X-ray scanning. And then the nurse is so friendly and then she also brighten my day. And she called me to come back on this coming monday to see the result, then I told her but the doctor called me to come back in 2 week time then she said no need, just come back on monday, it easier and faster. Hee. I felt so happy after leaving that X-ray room. lolx.