WAHAHAHAHAHA.. Im back from Singapore Zoo!!! In the end, only Glenn, Jin Kai, Renyi, Cheryl and I went. Heehee. Hey. Whatever to those who ps us in the end!! We enjoyed ourselves. We feed the animals and we take photos like mad. Lol.

Picture 1: The entrance of ZOO.

While waiting for Glenn to come....

Yeah!! We got our tickets!














Picture 2: False Gavial is a fresh-water reptile, resembling a crocodile with a very thin and elongated snout resembling that of the gharial, hence its name.

Picture 3: King Cobra

Picture 4: Pythons

Picture 5: Anaconda (World's Largest Snake)

Picture 6: chimpanzees

Picture 7: Giraffe

Picture 8: Lions (but Zzzz...)

Picture 9: Babirusu (Wild Boar)

Picture 10: White Tigers

This white damn know how to do catwalk for us. Born to be a MODEL!!

Picture 11: BABOONS!! 86 of them.

Picture 12: Otters!!!















Cheryl asked the zookeeper to let her feed the Otter. Damn cute!!















Picture 13: Polar Bear!! He's swimming.

Picture 14: Orang Utan

Picture 15: Penguins!!

It's swimming!!

Picture 16: Australia Outback in Singapore! I dont know what is the name of that BIRD!!

Picture 17: Tapir

Picture 18: They are not animals. I took it because it make us 5 of us think of our childhood days when we go for excursion. Bloody a lot of children!!! We're basically flooded by them.

Picture 19: Pygmy Hippo

Picture 20: Sandshrew?! I have no idea of this animal's name too.

Picture 21: Siamang

Picture 22: Cheryl and Renyi

Picture 23: Glenn and I

Picture 24: Cheryl playing with Glenn under UV light.

Picture 25: BUTTERFLIES!!

Picture 26: Fruit Bat!!

Picture 27: U.G.L.Y

JO. CHERYL. GLENN















Picture 28: Feeding Time!

















Glenn is feeding too..



































Picture 29: Kissed by the seal.


















So sorry, Glenn. I missed the shot for you.


















Picture 30:

Picture 31: Some what a stingray.


















Picture 32: Ducks!!















Picture 33: CHO RENYI!

Picture 34: Cheryl and Glenn (Couple's Shot)

Picture 35: Us AGAIN!!

I finished my cold cut trio from Subway and I just got home. Somehow I missed working at Subway at times but it can be really tiring for certain days. Sigh. Im very tired now. I was buring midnight oil last night and went to CHC this morning for my Pastor and one of my member, Yvonne's School of Theology Graduation Day Service. It was really awesome. Oh oh. I saw a few of my schoolmates and teachers from CHEC and PHS. Hee. Miss Pauline's the best! Today, she find me very annoying. Sob sob. No lah. I always greet her (anyway she dont teach me) VERY LOUD in school then when I saw her just now then I greet her VERY LOUD then she said, "In school, you chao wo so many times and now here also still chao me again." Lol. Faint. I just love playing mah. Got offence meh? I love it leh. AND one more thing, today, Yvonne danced so well. The movement of her impact was like.... WOAH WOAH WOAH!! 10 points, 10 points and 10 points. I love her siol. Hee. GO GIRL!!

Oh well. What am I doing now? Im resting. I want to go to bed in awhile time. I want to sleep for 2- 3hrs. Xin qing zhen de heng moody. Wo ye bu zhi dao wei she mo. But who cares?! Lol. I think probably is due to my prelim bah. Is in 2 weeks time. *rawr* Im going to chong studies with my classmates tmr onward and plus tmr till sun is our 1 week holidays. So must grab the opportunity to study not to talk cock, sing song, play mahjong. After O Level, then we will do that.

Our schedule:
Mon: 9am- 7.30pm (Having extra classes with teachers)
Tue: 9am - 5pm (Special day for ourselves. Zoo Outing), Last train to Changi Airport (Studying overnight with Cheryl and Glenn)
Wed: Still studying at T3 till dont know what time lah!!
Thurs: Im meeting a fren. (TBC) At night, studying again. (TBC)
Fri: STUDYING AGAIN!!! (Place: TBC)
Sat: CHURCH
Sun: I DONT KNOW!! Probably studying again!! Obviously, right?

I want to get 15 points for O Level. Hopefully I can make it. Ok. FINE!! I CAN DO IT!! Lol. Nothing is impossible. Ai. I already know what I want to go after my O. But the courses in Singapore is not exactly what I want. I WANT TO GO UK TO STUDY! My mum dont allow, my dad allow but he bu she de me to go!! AIYA!! What should I do?! I just want to study what exactly NICK PARK (The Creator of Wallace and Gromit) studied. Is only a 2 years course and I will be back. Sob sob. But Im wondering whether should I stopped studying for 1 year and find a "high" pay job in a office or something that save up tons of money and go to UK after that. Ai. Im bothered by this question for months. I really have no idea.

Oh man. Im currently stucked in my dad's friend's office place. Arghh!! Im suppose to be out with my churchmates!!! Wahh... DU***!!!

I know at times you're out there reading my blog. I just want to let you know that no matter what happen one day, Im always here for you (still cant grantee you that is 24/7 because Im not superwoman.). I do still care and concern about you. I love you. =)

After School With My Three Classmates

After school with my three classmates- Nathaniel, Glenn and Cheryl.

Hahahahaha. Fun. Fun. Fun. We really talk cock, sing song, play mahjong. Hahaha. Kidding. We went shopping!!! Nat wanted to go to far east to cut hair but FAILED TO CUT(TRIM)!! Why leh? Cos we encouraged him not to trim his hair cos it is still in shape. Dont know why he want to waste money loh. For Glenn- He bought CHEAP MONDAY at HEEREN and a shorts from CINELEISURE! That silly Cheryl bought a green shorts from HEEREN too. Then I only want to go walk walk. Hahaha. Cos NO MONEY!!!

But before all these shopping, we went to Plaza Singapura to eat Nasi Padang. Yummy. They got the best nasi padang on earth. DAMN DELICIOUS!! After dinner, I fought with Cheryl loh. !@#$%^&* ANGRY SIA!!!! She fought with me first loh and I only just pinched her back once (not very da li also) and only a few of gentle 打打. Then she used her bag to whack me upside down and use her hand to punch my head many times. CHERYL PHUA!! 你不怕天打雷霹? Im your mummy leh!!! *RAWR* Nevermind lah. You will get your karma soon. Hahaha. Kidding. Love all of you..

I dont know this Ah-Ma but I secretly took her photo. I long waited for this day, k? Why? I aint no paparazzi. Yea. But when the first time I see this Ah-Ma and she looked into the sky for very long. She just gave me a strong feeling of... "Lao tian ye, Im so old and lonely. All I want is to be happy and maybe I could have someone to talk to." I swear when my mind captured the image of her, I couldnt forget. I almost tear and wonder will I be like her one day? (Ok. Of cos not. Cos I know the reason.. Shhh..) The photos I took, wasnt very clear but most of the time, she will be at Waterloo Street. I think she stayed there.

Ya lah. I know I very rude lah. I took her picture without her permission. But I worried that she will reject me mah.

After school with Cheryl..... On the way back home. In the train, photos came along...


Pic 1: My little DINOSAUR! *rawx*













Pic 2: Muack! Muack!
OH MY 天!!! Fake one k?? We dont know why we just randomly took it. We didnt meant the photo to taken in this manner. But we both ended up loving this photo. MINGDE(Cheryl's BF)!! Im sorry.














Pic 3: What?!! I know it look like we're going to... Ya, it does look abit wrong lah. Aiya. Nevermind. Is just fun shot that we came up with.

















Pic 4: Stop acting like a RABBIT when you're not, you silly little DINO!!











Pic 5: Sorry for not protecting you. My little DINO got biten up by a snake. As you can see her lip is swollen! Hahaha. Kanna POISON!!!














I JUST SIMPLY LOVE HER TO THE CORE!! Ok. As a friend, alright? We both damn rude to each other de loh. But I guess this is how we communicate and that's how our friendship grow. We really fight, we quarrel, we argue, we shout at one another in the face etc.... But somehow it seem like we cant live without one another in class. When she's in school and Im not around in the class, our class will be very quiet. When Im around and she's not, our class is as dead as good. We bring joy and laughter in our class. Ok. Maybe somehow we're both jokers. And joker cant live without their partner, right? Our classmates always laugh at how we react, fight and quarrel. Really very funny meh? She really hit me with her strength loh. No kidding. My head got alot baluku loh. But is ok. I forgive her. To me, the best part is she told me that Im her sunshine when she's moody and I think she's my little sunshine too when Im moody. Cos I never had a classmate that tell me these before. My love tank is filled up by her words of affirmation. Thank you, Nu Er! =)

Friendship

I Can See The Pain by Nikki

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something
I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall

MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!! MY MUMMY!!!!

AIYA!! I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER AND HER BODY!! SHE WENT TO HOSPITAL TODAY. ACCOMPANIED HER MANY MANY HOURS. SHE KEPT COMPLAINING HER CHEST VERY XIN KU AND PAIN!!! AIYO! AIYO! AIYO! AIYO! AIYO!


TOMORROW IS MY O LEVEL ORAL!!! OH NO!! NERVOUS!!

I JUST SIMPLY LOVE THEM!

THEM = WHOEVER ARE IN MY MIND.

Yesterday's day was damn..........

DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN! DULAN!
PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! PEK CHEK! Until evening..... Then.... DAMN HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. Actually not really say damn damn happy lah. But just somehow took away all the dulan-ness and pek chek-ness. Sorry for being very rude. I know very not me on the blog ar...

Hahahhaa. I swear today CHERYL PHUA (yayyaa. my so called "NU ER"!) damn ke lian loh. Hee. I suspect she got the same problem as me leh. HOW??!! Her pain been with her for 2-3 week le leh.. The last round, she was hospitalised for some stomach problem but I think ok le. D-I-E loh!!! BUT she very funny. When she said, "OUCHhHh~! My stomachhh..." Everyone kept laughing.. She's like one xiao hai zi like that, kept looking for mummy (not me, please! even though Im her so called "Mummy") to yang orh. If you really know her, she's those "A-Z vocabulary" kinda girl loh but she mean no harm de la. Today, she's really really very sick. Pale like one ghost. Ha. When people cracked jokes, she basically cant laugh cos that will only bring her pain. So sad! Then go for lunch ar... She must pull my bag, if not is my jacket to make herself to move like that loh. So difficult meh?!! CHERYL PHUA!! You !@#$%^&*()!

After lunch break, she kept running around and teased Jill. And also at the same time kept "ouching". Sigh. Lol. Pain still can play! Siao de. *Faint* But at that moment, I found out another friend of mine, she also got the same problem like me leh.. OH NO!!! My illness dont spread loh. How can this be?!! Blah blah blah... Aiyo. ALAMAK!! Oh man. Everyone is falling SICK!! Must tell God to take all these away. WE STILL GOT O' LEVEL LEH!!

PICTURE 1 :

MY ESOPHAGUS!!!

Okok. I know it look like "SAI KANG" but is NOT, ok? Lol. Er. It is at end of my so called "gullet" (as all of you all will know better. Cos Esophagus is too profound!) but is just right before entering to my stomach. The picture below will show you a "clearer view". Yup. That right! That's where the infection is at... YUCKS!














PICTURE 2 :
MY MEDICINE

MY LIFE IS REVOLVE WITH THESE MEDICINE NOW!!! ARGHH!!! My classmate- Cheryl said, "AND PORRIDGE TOO!"

Yayaya.. That's CHERYL!
"臭女儿"
HATE YOU FOR LIFE!!

PICTURE 3: ???!!

Remember that I did said in the previous post about- Doctor said something damn profound. And I swear that I dont understand. She said she got some flesh out from my duodenum etc etc and need to do some observation for 24 hours to see whether will it change colour anot. Yup yup. This is the one. Heehee. It didnt change colour!! WHEE!! Only have to deal with my infection with medicine only. Which needs me to take till Im fully ok. SIAN!!

I took 2 days off from school. I went to Mount. Alvernia Hospital to do a check up for my stomach. Because I been down with very bad gastric problem for coming 2 months le. Yesterday was consultation and today I went for a scan (last meal was 1830, 04 Aug 08). Hee. Oh well. The process was fun to me. Hee. I seriously enjoyed it.

I woke up at 0530 today, I bath, brush my teeth etc. Set off at 0615 (got to be there at 0700) from home and my dad drove me there and together with my mum. I got there and went to surgery centre. I registered and after that got push into the room at 0750.

WAITING.... WAITING.... WAITING... for my doctor to come.
While waiting for my doctor. I got to know these 2 nurses in the room and they kinda accompanied me. Damn funny loh!! One very blur (like sotong) and one very nice but kept cracking jokes. -Fainted- My doctor came at 0820 and then next moment, I dont know anything already. ZzzZzzZzz..

WOKE UP at 0855!! Im feeling very drowsy. Heehee. Then nurse called me to sleep LONGER!! Ha. Whatever! Then I sleep till 0945 and one nurse woke me up and pushed me to ultrasound room to scan my kidneys, liver and gallbladder too. After done with the scan, I got pushed back to my room and....... I CAN EAT LE!!! BUT PORRIDGE AGAIN!! SIAN! I been eating porridge for 1 week le. Pity me, please. Lol. Er... Actually I dont mind eating their porridge because I swear to you that their porridge is damn delicious. Yummy! "Can I have another bowl, please?" Kidding.

After finishing my food, I changed back to my clothes and waited for my report to come out. Waited for 20- 30mins and I got my report in my hands and head back to my doctor's clinic so that she could explain the details to me.

WAITING.... WAITING.... WAITING... for my doctor to finish with her patients. FINALLY!! It's my turn! Doc said that Im ok, only that my esophagus got infection and half of it is swollen (Im sorry. I couldnt manage to upload the pic, if not I can show you all) and all my acid juices are reversing inside which causes me to kept vomiting . One more thing, she said something damn profound. I swear I dont understand. She said she got some flesh out from my duodenum (I think so if Im not wrong. Sorry la. Im not doctor.) to do some observation for 24 hours to see whether will it change colour. If yes, then she got to remove all for me. If not, it mean that I just have to deal with my inflection only loh. Hahaha. I dont know when will it heals.

WARNING! (to everyone.)
Please do have proper meals from now. I used to skip breakfast all the time cos I dont have appetite in the morning. Even my lunch and dinner dont have a proper timing. I will eat whenever I like. At times, I even skip my lunch and combined it with dinner. All these times, I really neglected my esophagus's feeling. Im sorry. So you guys, please do take care of yourself, K? If not you got to bear this consequences.

Now I got to follow this....
Life Style Modification

• You may find it useful to keep a diary of your symptoms and the food you eat, so that you can see which foods affect you.
• Avoid eating too close to bedtime. Try to leave at least 2- 3 hours after a meal, before you go to bed.
• Avoid lying down after meals.
• Eat small regular meals.
• Do not wear tight clothing which may increase the pressure on your stomach.
• Raising the head of your bed by 4-6 inches(10-15cm) may help reduce night-time acid reflux.

Things to Avoid

• Citrus fruit
• Chocolate
• Coffee and Tea
• Fatty and fried foods
• Garlic and onions
• Mint flavouring
• Highly spiced foods
• Tomato-based foods

Oh well.... I just came back from my cousin's wedding at Ritz-Carlton Hotel, Millenia Singapore. Kinda sian.. Oops. Im sorry. She's damn pretty and hot today. I seriously never realised it all these years. Lol. Maybe because she last time VERY TU-TU and plus I dont see her often too. Hahaha. Her husband damn looked like a bouncer sia. Lol. They are actually dated for 11 years leh. OH MY TIAN! Winner! My parents only 10 years loh. They broke my parents' record. *Applause*


Pic 1: Have a closer look at their M&M Chocolate. They bought it from NEW YORK!
There are 2 kinds. 1st: Serene & Wilson. 2nd: We're married! Cool heh?


























Pic 2: My Bro, Dad and I




















Pic 3: Terrorists? Nah. Just my Bro and I (We're just bored.)





















Pic 4: My cousin and I.




















Pic 5: Cousins unite!! (IT'S SO HONORED TO STAND BESIDE A HOT BRIDE!)

I just found that my daddy's dream was to a Pilot leh. Damn cool, right? But why he didnt manage to fulfil his dream because of his education. He only got a 'N' Level cert. He couldnt make it to be a Pilot and he went to take all the licenses that he can. For example: All cars, motorbike, tank (he used be in SAF), Fox lift (lol. I dont know how to spell) and boat. Lol. My dad's a pro, right? Lol.

I also had a dream for my dad. Last sat, I told my dad that...
ME: Dad, I will grow up and be rich and buy you a yacht to go out to the sea and fish big creatures back.
DAD: Silly. All I want you to do is get a degree and earn money to survive in Singapore.
ME: Ok. I will. But I got my dream for you to fulfil for me too. I will do my best and get a boat license and drive you around around the sea.
DAD: *Smile* and hold my hand firmly.

Oh well. Im happy that I love him but still cant find back the real love for him. Im searching.. I LOVE YOU, DAD. I know you love me too. Thank you.

Heehee. A love gift from PAMELA SIA MEI YI. Lol. I kept "pestering" her to buy me a cookie monster soft toy from kiddy palace but she couldnt cos she's also saving up for her church building fund but she still damn nice to me. She made 4 bookmarks for me!! And all of them are COOKIE MONSTER!!!! NOW I GOT COOKIE MONSTERS!! Hahahaha.. But I still want my soft toy!!! Hee. Ya. Im still a KID!! Laugh at me loh!!! Who cares?!! Bleah!! =P

I come so far le.. I used to hate my family so much but no longer hate them now. Well. I really dont know why too. But I guess I really desire to see my family coming to know Christ. If I dont change, what make them think that they should change. Right? "Ren he kuang ta men bu shi Christians." But seriously I no longer holding onto the grudges that they had marked me in my memories. I dont know. I dont really remember whether do I struggled alot when I have to let go of the pains. I guess I didnt. Maybe because of my Pastor. She's the BEST EXAMPLE. She went thru, done it and showed us (churchmates n I) what is love like for a family. She's my IDOL!! I LOVE HER SIOL!

After thinking so much about the past, I realised how much I really love my family. Everyone is not perfect. I do judge ppl. See, Im imperfect too. I dont want to put so much expectation in them cos if they dont hit my expectation... Im going to be bitter again. And I have to go back to square one. Is not that I dont remember what they did in my life but I guess I chose to forget. I dont know how I did it but I just did it.

What really make me happy now is how they can appreciate me and love and that will fill up my love tank for them. I guess growing up for them was tough too but they pulled thru. I have God and what make me cant do the same thing but better and greater. I should be happier of what I have now and cherish them. I know I havent been loving them the way I should. Somehow I feel that I have my responsibility to make them feel loved but what I still cant take is... I dont really like/love to kiss them on their cheeks or smth. I no longer feel comfortable doing it. I dont know whether is it because of that silly incident that buried in my memories forever. But nothing is forever. I love them but I cant even feel it at times. I have no idea where am I. But what I really really love them deep down in my heart. I will search back my love for them.

I GOT 27/40 FOR MY ENGLISH ORAL!!! IS A B3!!! I DID MY BEST AND I HAVE NO REGRETS!!





WHATEVER LA, JO!!
Actually I kinda regret la. My conversation and picture sucks!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

Hahahahahhahahahaha......

I GOT ONE BIG NEWS TO SHARE!!!!!!!!!

Im sure you guys will love it!!!

Last wednesday night, I went to collect my salary cheque from my manager. And when I opened up my cheque...... Guess what I see???!!!

MY EYES AND MOUTH OPENED VERY WIDE!!!
Because last week, I prayed to God that I want $500 for my salary. Last month, I worked and I calculated that I will only received $452.62 for my salary. But I told God that I want $500 and I really had faith for it. And then I really received $502.62! The extra $50 was a "bonus" thingy. Usually part timer wont received that much amount of "bonus". So when I received it, I was really shocked. Woohoo!!! Damn damn happy!! I love my GOD!!!

Im having very bad migraine now.. God, please heal me. Take away all my sickness now.













Oh yeah! Last night, I completed writing all the encouragement cards. I finished 156 cards. Oh man. I think I missed out some leh.. D-I-E!! But I give Lollipop first. Total I used 12 hours to complete it. Ultimate tiring but worth it. To give my love to everyone and let everyone know that I care to a certain extent. I love you guys. Lol.



Today, I woke up at 5.40am. I dont know whether is it God who woke me up and give me extra energy even though I only slept for 2 hrs (due to wanting to complete the card, I finished at 3am. Im really tired.) I did planned something in my mind, thinking to do something to cheer Pamela up because I was on the phone with her last night. We didnt talked for very long. She told me about her struggle etc.. God spoke to her about taking her class for Him etc. I know is kinda crazy to the world. But because she have problem loving her classmates etc as cos they are quite mean to a certain extent. She feel difficult to love people now. I dont know how to encourage her but I tried my best. So before I go to bed, I prayed to God about Pamela's problem and help her etc.. And God told me to write encouraging words on the postcard and so I did. After that, I went on to bed and also thinking to plan to make a trip down to PHS and pass her the card..

So this morning at 5.40am, I woke up (without alarm clock). Before I opened my eyes, I saw myself hugging Pam and encouraging her. I dont know it is God who is trying to tell me something but I believed that it is. So I woke up, full of energy and suddenly something popped up in my mind when I was praying in tongues. And it is to write another card and attached a candy bar and to show her that God can fill up the sweetness and love when she eat the candy. So I got down to PHS, waited her to come and pass her the postcard. I asked her whether she got feel touched anot leh. Then she said no and she's too shocked to see me... Er.. Ok. So sad.. Sob sob. I think she's not awake la. That why. Lol. I see her to school and I go off too...

BUT...... At this moment!!!! Dan Dan (Aiky) smsed me!! Hahaha. Jio me go for breakfast siol!!! Hahaha. He watched SOCCER last night that why.. So I accompanied him and after I went back home to rest for awhile and go to school with my LOLLIPOPS!! So happy!!

To Pam:
Dont worry, k? You can do all things through Christ who strengthen you. Dont give up and give in to the devil. he is just trying to stop you from doing greater things for God. You got Daddy's power and strength. Impossible is nothing! You can do the extraordinary things for God and HISTORY will be remembered. You got your story to tell the world and glorify God. I will be waiting for your testimony. You will touch many lives. Have Faith! Believe for the unseen things. Tell Daddy that you want to know what is faith. Im sure that He will answer your prayer. I will be praying for you. I love you and God loves you too!

WHAHAHAAHAHA!!! I want to say something which is ultimate bo liao!!! got a mosquito bite last friday!!! Why would I want to blog it cos I havent got any mosquito bite for coming 2 years.. Hohohohoh...!! I know is like, "How can this be? You must be kidding!" Er. Oh well.. My house dont have mosquito!! TOA PAYOH LORONG 7 ROCKS!! Hahaha. Whatever la...

Oh man.. I have been very sick recently. Im having very bad gastric pain. Like for a week already. I seen a doctor, took my medicine but the pain kept coming back and forth!! What can I do? Only to laugh my head off when the pain is here!! Oh man. I really hate this pain! I dont have appetite for food at times. I take very light meals now. I already trying my best to eat le. But............ Oh man!!! Can somebody tell me what to do?

Im on my track with God now.. I know at times is not going to be easy but Im willing to give my best. I want to run for God again. I will change. I need time but I will continue and persevere to go on. Im praying with my genuine heart: praying with love, praying for my family and my friends. I want to love God and fear Him too.

I want to see my best friend, Pamela, to run for God, to be a leader in Heart of God Church. I'll pray for her everyday. We will be like Jonathan and David in the bible. We will love one another. We will sacrifice together. We will seek God together. We will pray on the phone together before we go to bed. I believe that trials and testing will be along the way but we will fight. We inspire and motivate one another. We will love others. We want to touch lives. We will share cool testimonies. All these because........... WE WANT TO LOVE GOD!! Even if we fail, we will try again!

Well. This is just some random post. Actually is to be able I remember and understand better of my love language and a fren of mine that I want to cherish- Pamela. You can take the test too! Go online and search for it!

We're actually bi-lingual in our love language. So we have 2 primary love language and 1 secondary love language. Love language is all about understanding ourselves and one another too. For like improving the Common Denominator in all our relationships. Jesus taught an important lesson about relationships. Essentially, what He said is that if any of us tries to improve a relationship by getting the other person to change (working hard to get the speck out of the other person’s eye), energies are being expended in the wrong direction. The place to begin is with our own failures (the plank or beam in one’s own eye).

Pam's love language
Primary- Quality Time & Physical Touch
Secondary- Receiving Gift

My love language
Primary- Words of Affirmation & Quality Time
Seconday- Acts of Service

Pls let me know yours, if you're going to take the test. So that I can know you better. Thank you.

I LOVE SIA MEI YI PAMELA!!!

Hahhahaha.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE!
I have tons of things to say to you..

10 things that I want to thank you for.....

1) Being there for me when I needed someone especially those days (Do you still remember?)

2) Your words of encouragement is a strength for me to go on.

3) Your love for me is AWESOME!

4) Your Family Members: Dad, Mum, Sis, Mama, Gong-Gong, all your Aunties and Uncles for loving me to a certain extent. They are the best!! Especially Mama! I love her as much as you do just like how I love my own grandma.

5) You're a gift person. I mean you love giving gifts. Hands down to you man!! I cant beat you loh. You give me gifts more than I do. Lol. (What a failure siol!! fainted.)

6) Teaching me how to play piano. (At times, you really got no patience. But it ok, you're forgiven now. lol.)

7) Teaching some hands crafts stuffs and maths problems when I needed help. (Er.. We havent study for a long time leh. We always turn out to go shopping and watch movies. I sian with it liao. STUDY TIME!!! You ready? Study with Uncle Nat too, K? Lol.)

8) Correcting my english at times when I didnt pronounce my vocabulary probably. (If though at times, you have no patience = attitude to me loh. lol. =X)

9) Bearing my xiao hai zi bi qi at times. (Sorry. At times, I dont know why I cant control and recognise emotions. But to ignore you for no reason. Very bad hor. I think Im the worse among your horrible friends. Ha. Kidding!! =X)

10) Used to treat me meals whenever I have no cash. (But now I got work, WO YOU DE SHI $$, WO QING NI. K?)

ALL I WANT TO SAY IS....

THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

I APPRECIATED YOUR LOVE, CONCERN AND CARE!

MOI LURVE YOU DIP DIP 1314!!

Is you that I realised that I never did appreciated anybody in my life. Thru you, I see the most selfish side of me of not loving others. I take things for granted. You scolded me about it and I couldnt understand about it. I prayed just now. I told God that I want to learn how to appreciate others in my life. So I post this post because this idea popped up to me- Is to thank you as I was praying to God. And so, I want to let you and others know that I want to make a difference today! ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH!! LOVE YA!!

I HATE THE-RE!!!!

I KANNA QIANG WEN BY HER TODAY!!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!

SOB SOB!! T.T

lol. just kidding la. I still love you.

Hahha. I havent post for quite some time le. haha. Im so happy loh. This friend of mine named Sherrilyn. Why? Cos she always tell me that I must be postive. For example- 2 months back, I fell really really sick. So I was having geography that day and I said Im very sick. Then she said to me, "You must be positive! If you're positive, you will be ok." So from there onward, I learnt from her and kept telling myself that Im ok. Im not tired. I must be happy. And now Im really happy again. Lol.

2-3 week ago, I bought my mum a silver braclet for Mother's Day. She damn happy. Hahaha. Im so glad that she's still wearing it and loving it. Is all because I have a good taste!! Is always in me. =P Haahhaha. I guess my dad is kinda jealous. Hahhaah. Well. Im going to buy him a present when Father's Day is near. But I still dont know what I want to buy for him. Lol. Nevermind.

Im on taking step by step back to God. I dont want to rush and push myself this time round. Cos I know I will not be ready for it. So must well, dont force, if not I will be depressed again. Lol. CHOY! I guess I will talk more abt it soon.

Hee. I know alot of people know that I have skin problem. Some people still can ask me, "Hey. You got chicken pox ar?" Er.. Well. I really dont know how to explain what is the name of my skin problem and it's not CHICKEN POX!! STOP IT! Lol. Since young, I had it. My dad too.. I guess is inherted by him. When it got slightly worse when I was about 5 or 6, my dad bought me to "this place"(cannot say the name lah) for a treatment and my skin was never cure loh. 5 yrs of seeing them loh. No OUTCOME!! So my dad and I kinda gave up and never return back then. Ok la. Then Doctor did told us want to skin away our skin and I heard is not cheap and it is also not a 100% thing and it might come back again. Siao! I think 2 leg is abt 10K. Plus my dad's? 20K? Our hands? 4oK? Oh man. Fainted! I dont come from a rich family. Lol. But well.. Now Im seeing this doctor. Is nearby my house area, is placed at Toa Payoh Lorong 1. I think he's the best! He gave me medicine and cream to apply and now my skin are get better but the only thing is I cant get away the dead skin which the so called scar marks. So Im thinking to go for fish flexology at Sentosa. Anyone wanna go with me? Cos I heard that is good leh. What's that? Have you seen on the television that these kind of little fishes will come near to your skin when you put your legs in the water and they will chew up all your dead skin? Sound familiar? Yup. That's right! So I want to give it a try! If my legs get better. You know what I will do?? Take lots of photo of my beautiful legs first then I will go for TATTOOS!! I want to have a family portrait and some good friends too. Hahaha... I will be extremely happy for life from there... Of cos, more to come. I want to be an ANG GONG SIAO!!

I want to complain loh!!! The stupid C ppl kept calling my house for the past 5 days but now stopped already. You know why? Cos my mum finally cannot tahan and said, "I dont have an account. You all want me to collect the money izit. You call "999", so that police could transfer for me or take to my house." Guess what? They hung up and neve call again!!!!!!!!! BO LIAO!!!

Story: They called and said wanna look for my mum and say,"M** K**, you just won $8888. Congrats! We would like to have your bank account, so that we can transfer the money to your bank." Then kept trying their best to coax my mum(sweet-talker). Is like cant you guys stop cheating Singaporeans' money especially older ppl? You think very funny, izit?

Do you know once you get catch by police, you have to go to jail? Why dont you go back to your country and do whatever you want(if you're just coming to Singapore to do all these cheatings and stuffs). Is like dumb, stupid and silly to cheat other ppl' money lah.. Would you want me to cheat your money or something? Why you all so tu??!!! Ai. Is our hard money after all. We are all humans, we got a pair of hands and legs. God give us this limbs, so that we could be down-to-earth and work etc... But you guys are not loh. I know is not easy to earn alot of money but it isnt easy for us too.

GO AWAY!!!

I went to donate blood this morning. Finally!!!! Hahaha.. About 10 months didnt go for bllod donation. I missed it sia. Hahaha

Process 1: Fill up the form

















Process 2: Test my iron. (To see whether enough iron, so that i can go on for blood giving)


















Process 3: Giving my blood.



















Process 4: Im done!!!!!!

This is Uncle Kang, my daddy's good buddy in Army.. Hahahaha. A very nice uncle. I can say he quite dote on me. Then he recently passed me his "baby" which is abt 20yrs old bass amplifer.. hahaha.. But the voltage damn high loh.. The electricity can travel to your finger. Very dangerous. Im thinking to get gloves, so tt can cut down the voltage. If not hor, I think you will see me with alfro hairstyle one day. lols. Anyway he's damn pro in bass and he can play lots of instrument. He used to be a rocker!!! hahaha. rock on! \m/ Moi luv you dip dip 1314, Uncle Kang. hahaha

Today, my CG celebrated my bday. hahaha. thkq thkq.

CAKE= DONUT!! (NICE! YUMMY!)
PRESENT= STUDS WRISTBAND. (Do you guys called them that?)

LOVE YOU GUYS.. THE BEST PRESENTS WAS ALL THE HUGGIES THAT YOU GUYS GAVE!!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE!!
MOI LOVE TANK IS FULL NOW!!!!

This is what I did on 14th March 08 on my brother's bday. I forget to post ar. Sorry sorry. I made him use his fingers to press all the 20 small candles and he kinda burnt his fingers. =X. Oops. EVIL ME!!

I have no idea why Glenn and Cheryl wanted to have this dumb dice fight.

thanks guys. love you all

A MINI BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR JIEJIE

I really planned something very boring la. I really dont know what to do and bring her to somewhere that she can really enjoy. I only know that she love SENTOSA and so I thought of bringing her to take CABLE CAR and so that she can have a view of SENTOSA (but we talk talk till also never notice whether we see sentosa anot loh). Hahahaha.

But when I bring her up there. She damn CHAO LA!!! Lol. She said she got JU GAO ZHEN and then CHAO till non-stop!!! Wah lau!! I really cannot take it siol. So strong in physical body but yet still scare about all these. *fainted* Cannot tahan her loh. Luckily I didnt get the glass cabin one cos I actually did think she might have JU GAO ZHEN, so i get the normal cable and in the end, she really have ju gao zhen loh. If not, I think she might not even get into the cable car la. Then D-I-E already. Hahaha. I bought her subway wrap to eat and cookie as her bday cake and we ate in the cable car (she ate her share and I eat mine. duh!).

And we also went to Sentosa's Siloso Beach to go "chew chew feng" and talk talk again....

I LOVE HER MUCH MUCH!! HAHA.

PICTURES:

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION PART II

Picture1: Cut the cake

















Picture 2: Re and I


















Picture 2: Re and I again (*yawn* =X)

















Picture 4: Re, Ver, Me!!












HEY BUD! WHY MY PHONE DONT HAVE SU TING'S PIC INSIDE? SEND ME IF YOU DO HAVE. I WANT IT, K?

S-T-O-R-Y
First of all, I want to thank The-Re, Verne, Su Ting, Asmine, Magdalene, Shella for celebrating my birthday. It is a SURPRISE mini party!!! hahaha. Sorry, Everyone, I didnt mean to think too much last night and exposed you guys today. Lol.

Ha. Why I did say I exposed them?
-Cos Re smsed me last night and tell me that she need someone to talk to. She have no one to turn to but only me etc.. I sweared to you guys that I was really worried abt Re but I dont know why after some time of thinking. I started to find it weird cos I cant take the fact that Re got no one to turn to cos it is impossible. Ha. Then at that point of time, my mind suddenly, "Ting-ting! It must be a setup birthday party". Hahhaha. But another side of me, Im still kinda worry for Re cos what if Im wrong. So this morning, I walked to school but I was late for class cos my stomach suddenly very pain(blame my stomach, K?), so went to public toilet first and reach school around and I SAW....... SU TING HOLDING A CAKE!!! hahaha. Then in my mind, I CONFIRMED that they are celebrating for me. hahaha. SORRY SORRY! By the time, Su Ting looked damn shocked when she see me. lol. Love you guys. Once again, THANK YOU!!

I WANT TO DONATE BLOOD! I DONT NEED CONSENT FORM ALREADY. IM FINALLY 18 YEARS OLD. I HAVENT BEEN DONATING BLOOD FOR MONTHS. LOL. I MISSED THOSE DAYS. HA, GROSS.

IM THINKING TO GO TOMORROW MORNING BUT I JUST REMEMBERED THAT THEY DONT OPEN ON MONDAYS. SIANS.

My birthday celebration with Pam and Qing De yesterday. Haha. HAPPY HAPPY!! Love them lots. Cheryl busy taking photo for us. lol.




















Today- Children's ministry celebrated for me too. Love them lots!! Ha. THEY HUGGED ME!!! FELT THEIR LOVE IN MY HEART!

I wanted to post this since last month but I didnt have time. I just wanna say something. Im so sorry, if I really have offend you. Pardon me, please.

I didnt realised this till one of my friend tell me (she is a now free-thinker. She used to be involved in tons of religions). I was talking to her about why do people become anti-christ. All they do is curse and swear about God is like these and that. My friend said they are just ****ing losers. So I asked her why and she said something which I dont really remember. But after what my friend tell me, I also think that they are really a bunch of LOSERS!

As you see, they kept going around telling people, post on their blogs about God is a liar, there is no God etc.. I believed you guys hear all these before right? Or maybe am I talking to you? You see, I tell you why I think you/they are losers, K? Ok. Just throw everything aside about what religion am I, K? Same for you too if you used to be in one of the religion that you're committed with.

First thing, you wouldnt curse and swear about God. You know why? People who have better IQ than you, they would think.... "Er. If there is no God, then why are you promoting about God is not real, God is nothing etc." Am I right? If God is not real to you, you wont bother to curse and swear about Him. You wont even care to mention God again. And the more you curse and swear, people who have better knowledge knows that there must be God, if not why you kept cursing and swearing about God 24/7. I think you're helping to save the losts. Well Done!

You know why you curse and swear about God?
Answers:
1) You got bad impression about Christians.
2) You were once a Christian. Maybe whatever your church thingy is and blah blah. For example- You prayed to God and your prayer is not answered. So when your prayer is not answer, you start to doubt God etc.
3) You just get influenced by friends that are anti-Christ, so you became one of them.

Well. I dont know what else to say. You all think about it la. You either self-deceiving or immature. Just smile and chill!

PLEASE STOP SAYING ME E-M-O.

IM NOT, IM NOT!!

IM LIKE THAT. EMOTIONLESS.

E-M-O-T-I-O-N-L-E-S-S

ONLY EMO KIDS EMO. I DONT.

IM THOSE WHO CANT RECOGNISE MY EMOTIONAL.

EMO KIDS KNOW THAT THEY ARE DEPRESSED. (AND I DONT KNOW WHY THEY DO. AND THEY CUT THEMSELVES. I DONT DO THAT. THAT'S HURT!)

FOR ME, I CANT FEEL WHAT MY REAL EMOTIONAL ARE.

Words that I wanna say......

I missed my Jiejie, Sherry.

I missed my Cousin, Nor-Nor.

Im very tempted to get a portrait tattoo of my Parents when they were young.

Im very tempted to get a tattoo of the Last Supper picture on my arm.

Im thinking of getting my Good friends, Nor-Nor, Godma and my bro's childhood photo and tattoo them on my skin.

Im tired of everyday studying non-stop. (lol. no choice la. O level is near.)

I want to get good results for my O Level.

I want to go EggStory School next year. (School fee damn EX!!! Lol. =X. But I dont mind cos I want to do what Im interested about.)

I want to get 8hours of sleep everyday. (Which is impossible. Then studies, how?)

I wanna Rrgh, Rrgh, RRGH!! (I mean shout!!)

I feel like biting people.

I want to apologise to God for hurting Him. (Im sorry.)

I suddenly have the urge to want to go on fast for 1 year. (so to get back to God once again but have no faith)

I love my Pastor!

I want to skate.

I want to be RICH! (So that I can feed the poors.)

I want to be a good God-mummy to my Jiejie's kids. (Of cos. Is when she get marry and have babies lah. DOTZ!!)

I want to sing.

I want to smoke. (tempted only)

I want to drink.

Im angry.

Im happy.

Im sad.

I know whoever read this, will confirm say I E-M-O!! (Nevermind. I just wanna express myself and not to bottle up my feeling.)

I want to love people.

I want people to love me.

I want to love and spend time with my parents.

I want to love and spend time with my friends and churchmates. (feeling for them seem like very far away, I dont really like the feelings.)

I want to love Nor-Nor more than ever. (sorry, maybe is partly my fault.)

I take things for granted. (Im sorry for whoever is treating me very nice. I know that Im not grateful.)

I hate you. (you know who you are. ba*tard!!)

I want 32GB ipod touch. (actually not really le lah.)

I want to play Grand Theft Auto!!

I want to eat SUBWAY! (SIAO! Im working there already, still craving for it and sometime I eat till I dont know what I want to get siol. dots..)

I want to eat JAPANESE SEAWEED & TAKOYAK!! (I want to eat 8 balls of TAKOYAKI!!)

I want to go TAIWAN again!! (though is kinda boring. I just wanna eat the dried dumplings! Yum Yum! HUNGRY!!)

I want to have a OSIM Massage Chair. (Cheaper to have it at home then going out to have SPA which is like so EX but I havent been one. lol. *FAINTED*)

I want my JieJie to be able to dance, if she have to go for her operation for her shoulder. (Love you much much!)

I want no one to have a broken family (Which is like impossible, Im not God. but you can pray to God. Teehee.)

I want my classmates to get good results for their O Level.

Hahaha. I just realised something... Im running out of words.. You know why?

I DAMN TIRED!! CIAO CIAO!! GOING OFF TO BED!!

IM VERY LAZY TO POST MY BLOG!!!

I WILL TO IT SOON.

IM VERY TIRED. WANNA SLEEP.

I went to sleep at 2plus and I received a call at 4.30am and I picked up the call and to my surprise is....... JIE-JIE!!! SO HAPPY SIA!!! She talked to me for very long, using the hospital phone. Lol. Hee..

SOOOOO......
I just came back from SGH. I went to visit Jiejie with Pam. Thank God that SHE'S OK!!!! The only place that is badly injured is her right shoulder and the bone is bended in. Aiya. Dont know how to explain la.. Heng heng!! I love her so much. Hahaha.. Actually Jie suppose to get discharged this afternoon but doctor said she have to stay about 1-2 days more to check-ups! Hahhaa.. She's so strong loh!!! Everything want do it herself!!!! hee.. She cant really move much but she want to stand and walk.. And.... SHE DID IT!!! Hahahaha.. She kept saying, "Ni bu yao fu wo." "Ok loh. Who say wo yao fu ni", I replied to her. Hahahahaha. Im so so glad that she's ok. YEAH!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!


I think my story very broken into pieces!!!! NO LINK, RIGHT?? Need to drink water to flow!!! Lol. No la, cos now Im very very tired because I just ate my medicine. So Im actually feeling very drowzy and too lazy to type le.. GOOD NIGHT!!! *YAWN*YAWN*