Do you know who is he?? He's Stephen Baldwin. Still dont know? Watch before Flintstone the movie?? Mr. Fred's best friend?? Who called Barney, not the purple dinosaur. Yea.











Look at this picture izit better? He's doing great for God. He got his own ministries. And guess what it is? Is a skateboarding ministry. Is so cool and awesome. Want to check it out more?? Go to http://www.livinit.com.

Wah. My dad just came back from Thailand. Didnt manage to go to the Airport and fetch him because of my mum, she told me to wait for my dad to come home himself. Oh man. But is fine. When I heard his voice at the doorstep, I ran toward him and hugged him and kissed him. Haha.. I really missed him. I dont know why. I guess all along Im like that. Ha. I dont really showed it out, but inside my heart I missed him alot. Hee. Now he's back and when he was at Thailand, I told him to get me a pencil case for me. And you know what he get for me??? He bought 4 pencil cases. 3 pencil cases are the doggies design and the another one is SPIDERMAN design!!! But it's so KIDDY!!!. Oh man. Nevermind. I shall temporary use that one first. It seem like the "I not stupid" movie, where the Cheng Cai's dad bought him the Ninja Turtle bag for him. Lolx. Oh. Continue from the part when he came back, he bought us out which is my family. He brought me and my brother to play bowling at the middle of 1am. So nice of him. Hee. Me and my brother enjoyed ourselves. And plus, I realised that my dad became more positive, he encouraged us alot when we played bowling. I remember he never used to be like that, when we didnt score well, he will say us lousy etc.. But this time round, he didnt. Wow. So amazing! I guess God must be making some changes in my family. YEAH!

Oh man.. Today is the last day of school. Mm.. Yes, I guess I did have fun, only especially when come to the cooking spaghetti part. Hee. My Prinicipal, Mrs Caroline Tan cooked spaghetti for us. IS LIVE LOH!! Oh man. But I didnt get a chance to eat her cooking. =( Because the 4Blessing people want to cook themselves and Mrs Tan allowed. And then she left the place for us to cook. Oh man. How would I wish I can have a taste of her cooking skills. Lolx. Then in the end, one of my school, office lady, Miss Tan. I guess so. Haha. SHE COOKED FOR ME!! Woohoo..! Nice!! Hee. And when come to MISS JOYCE CHONG's cooking, which is my MATHS teacher... Errrr.......... Is like, "Mmm.. NICE, NICE...!!" "YUMMY" *cough*cough* is horrible loh.. haha. Oops. Sorry arh.. She admitted that she really cant cook. Hee. Then plus, I cooked for Mr Tan Lip Sing, my form teacher. Hee. I also dont know whether nice anot loh.. I hope so and hope that he dont go to toilet after eating it. Coz I go toilet, never wash hands. Hahaha.. No la.. Is coz I scared that my hands got bacteria, coz we go everywhere also touch here and there. Oops. But hor, I can cook one leh.. Not like Miss Chong. HAHA..!!

haha.. He is my chinese teacher, used to be my P.E. teacher. He's nice, but he always whack people or nothing. Then me and aik will get whack by him together. Of coz, not that we are bad students, but he seem to whack the guai ones too. I dont know what he's thinking though..

Cute, right? The cat sticking out it's tongue. I guess it must be dreaming of some things. Maybe some fishes or what loh.. hee

look at this one of my mum's cactus grew flower. cute, right?

















it look like this when it's bloom... lol.

Mm.. Didnt go to school today. Coz when I woke up this morning, I got very bad migraine and plus backache. Wah. This morning, my backache one is more horrible. Sian. Sometime I dont feel pain, but when the pain come back is siao liao... Especially this morning, I cant stand properly. Mm.. I seen a few of doctors but they all said that I have no problem. If no problem, I wont even want to see them. Ai. I dont know la. Im abit tired to see doctors at times.

These are all my mum's favourite plants.. Do you think she's a cactus siao?? Lol.

MY CHURCHMATES!!!

Weiling is juz trying to be like Sean. Haha.



















That's cheeky side of Weiling.

Lol. Having study break for awhile... Yes, I still not in bed yet. I want to but I just couldnt sleep and so doing my study hours. Ha. Before that I was praying to God for prophetic words for people. Ha. God is weird today, He kept gaving one word or one phrase for people. Then I have to elaborate more, so that people wont go huh?? Am I right? yea. Ha. I think I know the answer, probably God want me to learn how to elaborate. lol. Isnt that great? Teaching me spiritually. Ha. I hope that when the person read it and it will hit their hearts. Ha. Hope they will get touch by God. Lalala.. They will. All I need now is to have faith and believe that something going to happen in their lives.. Muahahahaha....

Ha. This is my so called "twin". I love him.

Wah.. Juz came back from a seminar from Heart of God church. Is about taking the schools. It was awesome. I never ever think of this BIG word that called OTHERS!!! THINK OTHERS, SEE OTHERS, DO OTHERS, Jo!!! Pastor Joakim is right, we got to think for OTHERS!! So that others can be added to the kingdom of God. True enough. I havent been winning souls this year!!! ArghhhhHhHhhH!!! This cant be happening it to me!! Jo, what's wrong with you?? Where is your passion?!! Died? Get your way it back then!! GROW UP LAH!! I love God but I dont fear God enough. This is what I lack in my life!!! My heart hurts alot whenever I failed to come to God right. I remembered I used to do my quiet time for 1- 2 hours. But now?? Sometime I dont even reached 1 hour and sometime I do.. These passed few months, I been losing temper with myself. And the worse part is I dont even know why. I need to get back to the first love that I used to have for God!! I really want it!! I cant go on like that!! I cant live my life without God!!

Cookie Monster

He's one of my favourite sesame street character. Aint he's cute? I love him!!

Is an awesome course, better than any other things we had this year. We really enjoyed ourselves. I still got other pictures but didnt want to post it up. lol. =P

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First of all, I want to say is I DONATED MY BLOOD TODAY!!! Haha. So happy sia!! Remember the two girls that also went with me to go and donate blood for the my 1st time, and that time they couldnt make and today they can. But after that, they abit weak arh.. May God really see their hearts and bless them for helping others.

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Brought my K800i to church today and look what I got!!

A-N-G-E-L-S!!!

TONS 'N' TONS OF ANGELS AROUND IN MY CHURCH.

[the angels are in round shape. if you really want to see angels' full body then you have to pray that God show it to you. Ha. I know you guyz can't see clearly. And I have already circle it in red for you.]

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yea. this is what im going to wear for my school dining thingy.

Yes. Indeed this is my bro and plus using my new Sony Ericsson K800i . Oops. =X Clear heh?? I know we dont look alike but he's my only brother that I have. Ha. Lovely heh?

Woohoo... Im feeling so great! Because today C1(my connect group) cleaned up our church. Tiring?? Mm.. Maybe.. But we feel great after cleaning up our own church. Im sure that we would want to go around and boast about.. Ha. Kidding. Wont you feel great after cleaning up your own church?? Me and my cellmates had tons of fun. We clean stairsway, wash the air con filters, vacuuming the carpet, wiping the entry/exit door, staff door, pul pit, cleaning the cupboard/tops, instruments stands etc.. Basically the whole church.. Smelling doubly awesome now. Oh man. When are we coming together again to clean up the church??


Oh ya.. I havent posted this thingy up yet. Which is last week, I remembered I run out of cash in my wallet and ez-link card too. My ez-link card is already minus something already. Then I was like telling God that Im going to believe that you will let me get my last bus trip with my minus something ez-link card and true enough I really got into the bus with it.. Haha. Amen!! lol.

ARGHH... I got myself into trouble for nothing!!! Why am I so silly?? Lolx. Handphone got confiscated by my parent, got grounded by parents too..

wah. I went to counseling room. IT WAS FUN SIA!!! Lol. Mmm. When there to settle some stuffs with some people. Happened to be a bit emotion coz of.... Arghh.. How can she said that freaking word!!! It hurt me. I never do that to God. Thus she said I kept judging her.. Not as if she never la.. I feel that some christians when they have nothing to say and at the same time also dont wanna lose face then they will start using christianity on you. For what? I mean Im also a christian not trying to say anything or what.. Grrr.. Juz dont know how to say it here. But nevermind yesterday was a good one, I feel better coming to God now. Juz have to let go more of the anger inside me... =)

You know what?? I think today's sunday service sermon was awesome. I believe I will have break through in my financial and my family's financial one day because my Pastor prophesied over me today during the altar call and plus with the grace of God. Everything is subject to change. Sure can one.. AMEN!! Seriously I have been thinking this whole week about financial problem going on in my life, praying to God and telling Him that I want to have breakthrough in my financial and family's financial in my life and also telling Him that to teach me how deal with it. Coz sometime seeing my parents quarreled about money, thus seeing them worrying about everything around them which costs money. Plus my school sometime got to pay this and that, Im like so embarrassed to take money from them. Coz I also dont want them to nag at me. I will feel very vexed whenever I come to money. All I have to do now is I got to sacrificed to God. I dont want satan to hold me back already. I want to BREAK THAT STUPID CURSE IN JESUS' NAME!!!!

I went to my aunt's place yesterday which is also my cousin's place. Remember the newborn baby that I show you guys?? Lol. I carried her yesterday. nice~~ I fed her with water. I never carry a newborn baby before loh. Hahaha.. So happy!! dotx..

haha. can u see me in there?? er.. i got this picture from my church's webby. haha. http://www.revivalnation.org. and pls do drop by my church's webby. is really good.

I apologized to Alistair over msn today. I guess I really did cross certain boundaries. Mm.. Especially after listening to what Sis Von said to me, Im kinda awake. I really think I deserve it this time round. lol. Mm. And he also told me that is not worth it to break our friendship up juz like that. Coz we have been through the thin and thick so many times and nothing cant be handle. So we are fine now, I guess. Haha. lolx. He said he was really furious coz that her girl who scolded him so hard, so I guess that is why he started to say whatever that come out from him.

Ha. Im still a child afterall.. lol.












Are they lovely??

Sigh. Juz got alot of misunderstanding, I guess. My friendship with Alistair is gone.. Mm.. Who ruined it?? I guess both of us. Our friendship last for 32 days and half.

Isnt this baby cute??! Haha. And Im this baby's auntie. Haha. Coz she's my cousin's baby.. Hee.

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EXTRA PART

ha. do i look good in spectacle? but look like guy, right???

Sigh. Heard that she didnt want to come to school for this rest of week and plus this week is her common test loh. I really dont know what is going on in her mind. Cant she juz think for the people around her that still care about her. Example like her parents and blah blah. Maybe yesterday the scolding was a wrong thing that I made and I know is my fault. But you think anger can be still control when it hit a point that you cant hold it any longer. And no matter what, she also cannot neglected her studies. Alot of people think that she's not that kind of baddie person but is she those changing story kind of person, so juz to save herself for trouble. I guess she is.. Im very very disappointed in her. I really come to this point that I dont know what to say about her loh. And of cuz, I did sms-ed her and apologized to her because I really want her to come to school and take her tests. She did reply me but I dont wish to go any further of what the sms-es are about. I really would like her to pass her tests and the best is dont retain.

Almost 4 yrs in my secondary school life, I never got so furious until today. Of cuz, within these 4 yrs, I did scold or even quarreled with my friends before but not till a degree that you felt like.... *Arghh* I dont know how describe the word!! Juz feel so angry!! Now Im feeling so very vexed and I cant recongize my emotions. I always got to come to a point that I had face to face with my emotions. I dont know what is going on in my mind. Why do I have a friend like her??!!

I got a joke..

One day, Ping and Pong met together. So Ping asked Pong...

Ping: Have you met an accident before?
Pong: Nope. Why??
Ping: Coz I met an accident yesterday.
Pong: Tell me what happened.
Ping: Yesterday, I accidentally crashed into a lorry. And the lorry man got down and scolded me and he drew a circle on the ground and told me to stay in the circle and dont move, and so I said ok. He took a key to scratch my car and I laughed.. "Hahaha!" He got so angry and smashed one of my windows and I laughed even louder this time and he got even more angry this time round and smashed all my windows and scratch my car. Then I continued to laugh even more louder.. Hahahahaha.. And he asked me, "What are you laughing at??" And I told him that it's because I been stepping out of the circle while you scratched and smashed my car!!. hahaha..
Pong: Haha. That's a good one!!

Woohoo.. I juz bought a bass guitar from my friend, Elgin. He sold it to me quite cheap. Ha. I dont know why this year, I started to like to want to play bass. Im going to learn bass from Elgin a bit plus Im going to attend my church's SOW(school of worship) bass lessons. Yeah!! I cant wait. Ha. Of cuz, my passion is drums. I will still want to master my drums well. Cant wait to finish all the lessons and pass it and go for the next round. Rock on!

woohoo.. Anyone love DELIRIOUS??? cool picture heh??

I found Pastor. Kong Hee's picture somewhere on the net. He is so charming. Ha. I really like him. I think he's cool. One of my classmate(from CHC) and I juz cant stop talking about Pastor Kong. Coz he is sooooo 'mi ren'. Is like we are the little fans of Pastor Kong. Woohoo.. Ha. He is the man of God. And that is the reason why he is so attractive. Lol.

Woah. Finally today is friday. Im so tired but dont know why. Feel like sleeping but cant sleep. Now having a break from my study hours. Hee. Oh man. I dont feel very 'song' sia... Dont know why also. It seem to be like Im in a "dont know" world heh?? **ArrGHHHhhHhHhHh** I really feel like shouting!!! Juz really really want to shout the crap out of me. lol. Ehh.. "Lobster", anyone?? Ha. I know it's a bit lame. Bu hao yi shi.

Ha. I got a little not funny joke.
Little snake brother: Gor, do we have poison venom in us??
Elder snake brother: Why do you ask me this question, bro??
Little snake brother: Bcoz I accidentally bite my tongue juz now.

okok. I know is not funny but juz laugh, kk?

Woah. Nice sunset.









nice sky..








nice Puma belt. The salegirl told me that this is the only one Puma belt in Singapore. If you happen to see someone got the same belt as mine, then probably is the lady made a mistake or other ppl bought it from other country. ha





this basketball shoes are so nice. But it cost $316. Sigh..

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

See?? My close friend very handsome, right?! lol. Ha. He's at Melbourne. And this picture, he looked very diao right?? Lol. Haha. And I happened to talk to him on msn just now. Haha. And lalalalalalala... Then we are officially BEST FRIENDS now! So we start our journey as best friends today, 3 july 06. Alright man!! Im so happy. lol.



And he took this picture.. cool right??

wahh.. recently Im so happy. Dont know why also. But juz feel happy. And now Im a person who need lot of sleep.. Argh.. I think is coz of that period of time that I couldnt sleep. Woohoo. Im talking to my close buddy now!!! Yeah!! Missed him sooooo muchhhh loh.. Hee. I cant wait to see him. lol. He's coming back to Singapore this DECEMBER!!! Yeah!! We gonna plan tons and tons of things to do!! And last sat, I went for a conference and it really impact me. Hee. All I know now is Im happy. =)

Anyway I just cut my back hair yesterday. Oh man. Im so sad la.. Is like I kept it for 7 to almost 8 months. Then I got to cut it away, coz my teacher die die also want me to cut it. So I got no choice loh.. Sigh.. But I kept a tail in the middle.. Shh.. Hee. And I think you will ask me why I didnt want to tie it right??! I did. But my teacher didnt really allow it too... Coz my teacher hint me and tell me in a way that I should I cut it and I get the story and so I went to cut it. Anyway I cut it myself but somehow I dont think it very nice coz it a bit unbalance in a way la.. Argh.. Whatever..

Wah.. Anyway my pufferfish passed away on last friday morning. sigh.. Nevermind. I know I will see it again. lol. Mm.. Oh yeah! Anyway Im now a 4 days old vegetarian. Im giving myself 30 days of doing that. Coz I want my skin to get improve because it getting worse. Coz in the past, my parents kept pestering me to be a vegetarian because they want my skin to get better. But at that time, I didnt want to. But now I want to do it coz if not my skin will get worse. So I went to tell my parents about it and I want to give it a try and to see whether my skin will improve anot and they encourage to do that, And of cuz, why not give it try heh. But today hor, I accidentally eat chicken, is actually the tidbit thingy. Is like the school gave us during our group activity among my classmates and my group was sharing with each other, so I took 2 and ate it.. And I was like OooOoOppPPssss, Im aint not suppose to eat any meat thingy for 30days. arghh.. Haha. No choice. I decided already, if my skin really improve then I will continue not to eat meat. Even if I really eat meat, but it going to be a seldom thingy for me to eat. Yuppy. Woohoo.. Last 2 days, I been really sleeping well. Good for me. Coz before that I cant even sleep properly for 5days and I think that 5 days I only slept total of 15hrs. And make me so in the bad mood loh. Is like as if everybody owe me one million dollars. When I was almost falling asleep, then everyone kept disturbing me till I cant get to sleep already. I got so fed up, and I went to cover my face with my pillow and kept yelling at the top of my voice. Hee. But now I feel so relax..

HEY!!!! You all want to know something???!! Woah..! This is a great news!! Actually last night, I was looking at my pufferfish and I felt that there's really something is wrong with my fish. Then next day, which is today, it was actually going to die another meaning is half-death. Really really... Is true! Coz it was like so weak that it cant even swim and the air-pumper is like torturing my fish la... Then I really went into 10-15mins prayer and I also told God that You created this fish and I believe that you also got the right to let this fish live. So Lord, make it alive again and heal this fish. And I want to see it gonna get better in the evening. Even if it die, one day when I go up to heaven, I want to see my fish there. And thank You, Lord. Amen. And that what I prayed and I stayed there to accompany my fish for awhile and in the evening, I went to have a look and............. and........ and........... IT'S ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like so happy!!! And I kept praising God and give thanksgiving to Him. It was great!!! Isnt God amazing??!!! Woohoo.. Hallelujah!!!

aiyo. I told God I want lot and lot of great dreams. Indeed He gave me but the dreams I dreamts are now bothering me. I dont know what to do. *scratch head*

Woah. Sunday's sermon impacted ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

watch this 2 video clip. is cute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfrkU2UwHLI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWMQDXfAFdM

Now Im doubly sad coz one of my pufferfish died last monday on the 29th May 06. Why??! And I prayed for it to come back to life loh. Then it really move abit and after that no reaction liao.. *SNIFF*SNIFF*









Oh man. That's lot of things to do for my 'N' Level Technical Project. But Im going to finish. And I might be changing my project le.. Sian. I was suppose to do the LED scrolling text tie loh. But.. Hai.. Dont say le.









"hardworking"... I was falling asleep while doing this loh.. *yawn*yawn* too tired le..












After lots of work.. Im so so so tired and went to take a rest and also take a pic of myself. Woohoo.. I think I looked good in that goggle. [=X self-praise. oops.] I left the school workshop almost 6pm today. Coz nobody clean the D&T workshop for yesterday and today. And so you can imagine how much I got to clean for all my SELFISH CLASSMATES's leftovers and who used and left the workshop juz like that. Luckily I still got the Mr Jo (big size guy) to help me clean up a bit. I appreciated that. Love ya. And thks alot.

hee. that's me and my new hair colour. i dyed it myself and cut my hair myself. 

Sigh. Im so down now. Because there's once these 2 girls in my life who was once so close to me and yet I got backstabbed by them now. Im super duper shocked. Till now I still cant believe it and cant accept it. The whole day in school, I was feeling so numb and I cant even recognize my emotions. I dont know what should I do with them. I love them so much but yet they do this to me. Sigh. Have loved the wrong person in my life??! No wonder people always tell me that the one you love the most and end up they are the one who will hurt you the most. Oh man. Though this is not my first time that people backstabbed me, but somehow this really hurt me so much in my heart that I will never forget it. WHY??!! You girls want to do this to me??! I rather you girls leave me and our friendship gracefully but instead of doing that you still can pretend to be so good in front of me and yet behide me do some unpleasant things. I dont know what you girls heard from others or among yourselves. But cant you girls see how much I care and love both of you? Nevermind le lah. I can stop chasing about this thingy. Coz I dont find a point to know what really had happened etc.. I still cant seem to get rid of our relationship in my heart now coz we once went through the thick and thin together. But what to do?? This relationship seem to be in a mess but Im not going to care anymore though Im so hurt by you girls now. I hope that you girls will be your final and last time that you gonna to hurt others. And I will be happy. =)

HA. That's the PEAVEY RADIALPRO 751KIT in white colour. Which one should I choose black or white??

Oh man. I fell sick and is my last week of fasting already. Im feel so horrible last friday and sunday, coz I kept vomitting and I went to see a doctor and doctor said that is my intestine got problem. Then now Im down with flu and cough and it seem to be like going to be sore throat soon. Hai. Having a hard time to breathe and I kept sneezing. And my chendol seem to be leaking most of the time. Aiyo. I scared that I will spread to my 2 cute little baby pufferfish. lolx. kidding.

This is the drumset that I been looking for and I want it. Sob Sob. I dont know can I still find it in Singapore. The Model is PEAVEY RADIALPRO 501KIT. But somehow I like the 751KIT design more. Sigh. Which one should I choose???

And this is PEAVEY RADIALPRO 751KIT. But I prefer black and also coz I always dream dreams about my drumset is in black colour.

Hee. I went to buy 2 pufferfish yesterday and I simply love them. This is my first time, raring a living things and which is fish. I will never forget them... Hee.