Brought my K800i to church today and look what I got!!

A-N-G-E-L-S!!!

TONS 'N' TONS OF ANGELS AROUND IN MY CHURCH.

[the angels are in round shape. if you really want to see angels' full body then you have to pray that God show it to you. Ha. I know you guyz can't see clearly. And I have already circle it in red for you.]

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yea. this is what im going to wear for my school dining thingy.

Yes. Indeed this is my bro and plus using my new Sony Ericsson K800i . Oops. =X Clear heh?? I know we dont look alike but he's my only brother that I have. Ha. Lovely heh?

Woohoo... Im feeling so great! Because today C1(my connect group) cleaned up our church. Tiring?? Mm.. Maybe.. But we feel great after cleaning up our own church. Im sure that we would want to go around and boast about.. Ha. Kidding. Wont you feel great after cleaning up your own church?? Me and my cellmates had tons of fun. We clean stairsway, wash the air con filters, vacuuming the carpet, wiping the entry/exit door, staff door, pul pit, cleaning the cupboard/tops, instruments stands etc.. Basically the whole church.. Smelling doubly awesome now. Oh man. When are we coming together again to clean up the church??


Oh ya.. I havent posted this thingy up yet. Which is last week, I remembered I run out of cash in my wallet and ez-link card too. My ez-link card is already minus something already. Then I was like telling God that Im going to believe that you will let me get my last bus trip with my minus something ez-link card and true enough I really got into the bus with it.. Haha. Amen!! lol.

ARGHH... I got myself into trouble for nothing!!! Why am I so silly?? Lolx. Handphone got confiscated by my parent, got grounded by parents too..

wah. I went to counseling room. IT WAS FUN SIA!!! Lol. Mmm. When there to settle some stuffs with some people. Happened to be a bit emotion coz of.... Arghh.. How can she said that freaking word!!! It hurt me. I never do that to God. Thus she said I kept judging her.. Not as if she never la.. I feel that some christians when they have nothing to say and at the same time also dont wanna lose face then they will start using christianity on you. For what? I mean Im also a christian not trying to say anything or what.. Grrr.. Juz dont know how to say it here. But nevermind yesterday was a good one, I feel better coming to God now. Juz have to let go more of the anger inside me... =)

You know what?? I think today's sunday service sermon was awesome. I believe I will have break through in my financial and my family's financial one day because my Pastor prophesied over me today during the altar call and plus with the grace of God. Everything is subject to change. Sure can one.. AMEN!! Seriously I have been thinking this whole week about financial problem going on in my life, praying to God and telling Him that I want to have breakthrough in my financial and family's financial in my life and also telling Him that to teach me how deal with it. Coz sometime seeing my parents quarreled about money, thus seeing them worrying about everything around them which costs money. Plus my school sometime got to pay this and that, Im like so embarrassed to take money from them. Coz I also dont want them to nag at me. I will feel very vexed whenever I come to money. All I have to do now is I got to sacrificed to God. I dont want satan to hold me back already. I want to BREAK THAT STUPID CURSE IN JESUS' NAME!!!!

I went to my aunt's place yesterday which is also my cousin's place. Remember the newborn baby that I show you guys?? Lol. I carried her yesterday. nice~~ I fed her with water. I never carry a newborn baby before loh. Hahaha.. So happy!! dotx..

haha. can u see me in there?? er.. i got this picture from my church's webby. haha. http://www.revivalnation.org. and pls do drop by my church's webby. is really good.

I apologized to Alistair over msn today. I guess I really did cross certain boundaries. Mm.. Especially after listening to what Sis Von said to me, Im kinda awake. I really think I deserve it this time round. lol. Mm. And he also told me that is not worth it to break our friendship up juz like that. Coz we have been through the thin and thick so many times and nothing cant be handle. So we are fine now, I guess. Haha. lolx. He said he was really furious coz that her girl who scolded him so hard, so I guess that is why he started to say whatever that come out from him.

Ha. Im still a child afterall.. lol.












Are they lovely??

Sigh. Juz got alot of misunderstanding, I guess. My friendship with Alistair is gone.. Mm.. Who ruined it?? I guess both of us. Our friendship last for 32 days and half.

Isnt this baby cute??! Haha. And Im this baby's auntie. Haha. Coz she's my cousin's baby.. Hee.

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EXTRA PART

ha. do i look good in spectacle? but look like guy, right???

Sigh. Heard that she didnt want to come to school for this rest of week and plus this week is her common test loh. I really dont know what is going on in her mind. Cant she juz think for the people around her that still care about her. Example like her parents and blah blah. Maybe yesterday the scolding was a wrong thing that I made and I know is my fault. But you think anger can be still control when it hit a point that you cant hold it any longer. And no matter what, she also cannot neglected her studies. Alot of people think that she's not that kind of baddie person but is she those changing story kind of person, so juz to save herself for trouble. I guess she is.. Im very very disappointed in her. I really come to this point that I dont know what to say about her loh. And of cuz, I did sms-ed her and apologized to her because I really want her to come to school and take her tests. She did reply me but I dont wish to go any further of what the sms-es are about. I really would like her to pass her tests and the best is dont retain.

Almost 4 yrs in my secondary school life, I never got so furious until today. Of cuz, within these 4 yrs, I did scold or even quarreled with my friends before but not till a degree that you felt like.... *Arghh* I dont know how describe the word!! Juz feel so angry!! Now Im feeling so very vexed and I cant recongize my emotions. I always got to come to a point that I had face to face with my emotions. I dont know what is going on in my mind. Why do I have a friend like her??!!

I got a joke..

One day, Ping and Pong met together. So Ping asked Pong...

Ping: Have you met an accident before?
Pong: Nope. Why??
Ping: Coz I met an accident yesterday.
Pong: Tell me what happened.
Ping: Yesterday, I accidentally crashed into a lorry. And the lorry man got down and scolded me and he drew a circle on the ground and told me to stay in the circle and dont move, and so I said ok. He took a key to scratch my car and I laughed.. "Hahaha!" He got so angry and smashed one of my windows and I laughed even louder this time and he got even more angry this time round and smashed all my windows and scratch my car. Then I continued to laugh even more louder.. Hahahahaha.. And he asked me, "What are you laughing at??" And I told him that it's because I been stepping out of the circle while you scratched and smashed my car!!. hahaha..
Pong: Haha. That's a good one!!

Woohoo.. I juz bought a bass guitar from my friend, Elgin. He sold it to me quite cheap. Ha. I dont know why this year, I started to like to want to play bass. Im going to learn bass from Elgin a bit plus Im going to attend my church's SOW(school of worship) bass lessons. Yeah!! I cant wait. Ha. Of cuz, my passion is drums. I will still want to master my drums well. Cant wait to finish all the lessons and pass it and go for the next round. Rock on!

woohoo.. Anyone love DELIRIOUS??? cool picture heh??

I found Pastor. Kong Hee's picture somewhere on the net. He is so charming. Ha. I really like him. I think he's cool. One of my classmate(from CHC) and I juz cant stop talking about Pastor Kong. Coz he is sooooo 'mi ren'. Is like we are the little fans of Pastor Kong. Woohoo.. Ha. He is the man of God. And that is the reason why he is so attractive. Lol.

Woah. Finally today is friday. Im so tired but dont know why. Feel like sleeping but cant sleep. Now having a break from my study hours. Hee. Oh man. I dont feel very 'song' sia... Dont know why also. It seem to be like Im in a "dont know" world heh?? **ArrGHHHhhHhHhHh** I really feel like shouting!!! Juz really really want to shout the crap out of me. lol. Ehh.. "Lobster", anyone?? Ha. I know it's a bit lame. Bu hao yi shi.

Ha. I got a little not funny joke.
Little snake brother: Gor, do we have poison venom in us??
Elder snake brother: Why do you ask me this question, bro??
Little snake brother: Bcoz I accidentally bite my tongue juz now.

okok. I know is not funny but juz laugh, kk?

Woah. Nice sunset.









nice sky..








nice Puma belt. The salegirl told me that this is the only one Puma belt in Singapore. If you happen to see someone got the same belt as mine, then probably is the lady made a mistake or other ppl bought it from other country. ha





this basketball shoes are so nice. But it cost $316. Sigh..

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

One year ago, I dreamt of Alistair and I went to Africa where all the cannibals are. We were there for a mission trip(send by God). It was only 2 of us. We were so frighten but we know that God will be here for us. Alistair and I came to village by something like flying fox thingy(corny). Then when we landed the area and preach then the fire from heaven came down and revival start to explode in that village. (And I really forget about this dream.) And then last Saturday, I went to City Harvest Church with most of my churchmates and the preacher was Dr. Rev. Robb Thompson and his sermon really spoke to me. When he preached the part about friend's relationship, commitment etc.. Suddenly, something like came into my mind about the dream I dreamt last year, and I recalled back and then God spoke to me and reminded me to go and do the mission that He gave me and Alistair. Ha. I told Alistair about it and he really want to go too coz he had been asking God that he will want to do what God told him and no matter how hard it is he would still do it and now God answered his prayer. Hooray!

See?? My close friend very handsome, right?! lol. Ha. He's at Melbourne. And this picture, he looked very diao right?? Lol. Haha. And I happened to talk to him on msn just now. Haha. And lalalalalalala... Then we are officially BEST FRIENDS now! So we start our journey as best friends today, 3 july 06. Alright man!! Im so happy. lol.



And he took this picture.. cool right??

wahh.. recently Im so happy. Dont know why also. But juz feel happy. And now Im a person who need lot of sleep.. Argh.. I think is coz of that period of time that I couldnt sleep. Woohoo. Im talking to my close buddy now!!! Yeah!! Missed him sooooo muchhhh loh.. Hee. I cant wait to see him. lol. He's coming back to Singapore this DECEMBER!!! Yeah!! We gonna plan tons and tons of things to do!! And last sat, I went for a conference and it really impact me. Hee. All I know now is Im happy. =)

Anyway I just cut my back hair yesterday. Oh man. Im so sad la.. Is like I kept it for 7 to almost 8 months. Then I got to cut it away, coz my teacher die die also want me to cut it. So I got no choice loh.. Sigh.. But I kept a tail in the middle.. Shh.. Hee. And I think you will ask me why I didnt want to tie it right??! I did. But my teacher didnt really allow it too... Coz my teacher hint me and tell me in a way that I should I cut it and I get the story and so I went to cut it. Anyway I cut it myself but somehow I dont think it very nice coz it a bit unbalance in a way la.. Argh.. Whatever..

Wah.. Anyway my pufferfish passed away on last friday morning. sigh.. Nevermind. I know I will see it again. lol. Mm.. Oh yeah! Anyway Im now a 4 days old vegetarian. Im giving myself 30 days of doing that. Coz I want my skin to get improve because it getting worse. Coz in the past, my parents kept pestering me to be a vegetarian because they want my skin to get better. But at that time, I didnt want to. But now I want to do it coz if not my skin will get worse. So I went to tell my parents about it and I want to give it a try and to see whether my skin will improve anot and they encourage to do that, And of cuz, why not give it try heh. But today hor, I accidentally eat chicken, is actually the tidbit thingy. Is like the school gave us during our group activity among my classmates and my group was sharing with each other, so I took 2 and ate it.. And I was like OooOoOppPPssss, Im aint not suppose to eat any meat thingy for 30days. arghh.. Haha. No choice. I decided already, if my skin really improve then I will continue not to eat meat. Even if I really eat meat, but it going to be a seldom thingy for me to eat. Yuppy. Woohoo.. Last 2 days, I been really sleeping well. Good for me. Coz before that I cant even sleep properly for 5days and I think that 5 days I only slept total of 15hrs. And make me so in the bad mood loh. Is like as if everybody owe me one million dollars. When I was almost falling asleep, then everyone kept disturbing me till I cant get to sleep already. I got so fed up, and I went to cover my face with my pillow and kept yelling at the top of my voice. Hee. But now I feel so relax..

HEY!!!! You all want to know something???!! Woah..! This is a great news!! Actually last night, I was looking at my pufferfish and I felt that there's really something is wrong with my fish. Then next day, which is today, it was actually going to die another meaning is half-death. Really really... Is true! Coz it was like so weak that it cant even swim and the air-pumper is like torturing my fish la... Then I really went into 10-15mins prayer and I also told God that You created this fish and I believe that you also got the right to let this fish live. So Lord, make it alive again and heal this fish. And I want to see it gonna get better in the evening. Even if it die, one day when I go up to heaven, I want to see my fish there. And thank You, Lord. Amen. And that what I prayed and I stayed there to accompany my fish for awhile and in the evening, I went to have a look and............. and........ and........... IT'S ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like so happy!!! And I kept praising God and give thanksgiving to Him. It was great!!! Isnt God amazing??!!! Woohoo.. Hallelujah!!!

aiyo. I told God I want lot and lot of great dreams. Indeed He gave me but the dreams I dreamts are now bothering me. I dont know what to do. *scratch head*

Woah. Sunday's sermon impacted ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

watch this 2 video clip. is cute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfrkU2UwHLI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWMQDXfAFdM

Now Im doubly sad coz one of my pufferfish died last monday on the 29th May 06. Why??! And I prayed for it to come back to life loh. Then it really move abit and after that no reaction liao.. *SNIFF*SNIFF*









Oh man. That's lot of things to do for my 'N' Level Technical Project. But Im going to finish. And I might be changing my project le.. Sian. I was suppose to do the LED scrolling text tie loh. But.. Hai.. Dont say le.









"hardworking"... I was falling asleep while doing this loh.. *yawn*yawn* too tired le..












After lots of work.. Im so so so tired and went to take a rest and also take a pic of myself. Woohoo.. I think I looked good in that goggle. [=X self-praise. oops.] I left the school workshop almost 6pm today. Coz nobody clean the D&T workshop for yesterday and today. And so you can imagine how much I got to clean for all my SELFISH CLASSMATES's leftovers and who used and left the workshop juz like that. Luckily I still got the Mr Jo (big size guy) to help me clean up a bit. I appreciated that. Love ya. And thks alot.

hee. that's me and my new hair colour. i dyed it myself and cut my hair myself. 

Sigh. Im so down now. Because there's once these 2 girls in my life who was once so close to me and yet I got backstabbed by them now. Im super duper shocked. Till now I still cant believe it and cant accept it. The whole day in school, I was feeling so numb and I cant even recognize my emotions. I dont know what should I do with them. I love them so much but yet they do this to me. Sigh. Have loved the wrong person in my life??! No wonder people always tell me that the one you love the most and end up they are the one who will hurt you the most. Oh man. Though this is not my first time that people backstabbed me, but somehow this really hurt me so much in my heart that I will never forget it. WHY??!! You girls want to do this to me??! I rather you girls leave me and our friendship gracefully but instead of doing that you still can pretend to be so good in front of me and yet behide me do some unpleasant things. I dont know what you girls heard from others or among yourselves. But cant you girls see how much I care and love both of you? Nevermind le lah. I can stop chasing about this thingy. Coz I dont find a point to know what really had happened etc.. I still cant seem to get rid of our relationship in my heart now coz we once went through the thick and thin together. But what to do?? This relationship seem to be in a mess but Im not going to care anymore though Im so hurt by you girls now. I hope that you girls will be your final and last time that you gonna to hurt others. And I will be happy. =)

HA. That's the PEAVEY RADIALPRO 751KIT in white colour. Which one should I choose black or white??

Oh man. I fell sick and is my last week of fasting already. Im feel so horrible last friday and sunday, coz I kept vomitting and I went to see a doctor and doctor said that is my intestine got problem. Then now Im down with flu and cough and it seem to be like going to be sore throat soon. Hai. Having a hard time to breathe and I kept sneezing. And my chendol seem to be leaking most of the time. Aiyo. I scared that I will spread to my 2 cute little baby pufferfish. lolx. kidding.

This is the drumset that I been looking for and I want it. Sob Sob. I dont know can I still find it in Singapore. The Model is PEAVEY RADIALPRO 501KIT. But somehow I like the 751KIT design more. Sigh. Which one should I choose???

And this is PEAVEY RADIALPRO 751KIT. But I prefer black and also coz I always dream dreams about my drumset is in black colour.

Hee. I went to buy 2 pufferfish yesterday and I simply love them. This is my first time, raring a living things and which is fish. I will never forget them... Hee.

i cut this hairstyle myself. no much people believe me. ha. but really is me. no kidding. what u guyz think? no good then say no good. coz i want to improve my skill. lol.

Today, my connect group and my CG leaders went to eat SUSHI.. Yummy. Hee. And we gave a little a surprise for OUR....

.........SPIRITUAL MUMMY!!!
HER NAME IS YVONNE CHEONG!!!
and we called her SISTER YVONNE or SIS VON.








And most of all we LOVE her!!! Haha.
From all her SPIRITUAL CHILDREN (C1 connect group).



And we also wish all mothers in the world a HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Hello!!!! Guess where and what I did yesterday??! I went to NUH to donate BLOOD!!! Woohoo!! And who know I love to do that and have been waiting for this day?! Hee. I turned 16yrs old last month and I went online to find the parental consent form for blood donation and my parents was very supportive and encourage me to go. Cool!!! And yesterday I went with 2 of my classmates coz we got nothing better to do but to save lives!!! Woohoo!! Amen!!


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That's was my temperature!!! Hahaha.








Whee!!! Here I go!!! Lalalalala.... It doesnt hurt at all. I guarantee to you..









It only took about 5-6 mins and one pack of my blood is ready to save lives!!!










After 10mins of rest... The nurse served me a cup of milo and some biscuit. Oh ya.. You all must be wondering where are my 2 classmates, right?? And.........








Here they are.. Oh man. They cant donate. Coz the 1 on the left has low blood and the 1 on the right got not enough iron in her body and nurse called her to buy iron tablet to eat. Probably the next time round then. Smile!!!







Heehee.. So guyz, I really wanna encourage you all to go and donate blood. Is really a 100% painless process. Seriously!! Even though I love all needles thingy but when I went reach there, I really wanna walk out the place coz the needles is super scary.. Hee. But I told myself that I want to help others that are in need of blood. And when I was "ready" and the nurse juz injected the needle in my right arm...... I was like CHEY!!! haha.. xiao case. Hee. But really arh.. In Singapore, there is only 1% of consistence people who donate blood. So you see?! ONLY 1%!!!!So help others now!! And who know one day, you might even need others to help you too!!

Hahaha.. Today's papers for maths. I really gonna.... er... But CPA is quite easy. Mmm.. Juz now when I was on my way home in the bus. I saw one of my neighbours. She's really very nice and she's a professional tutor. She told me her testiomony etc.. And she encouraged me by telling me about her students' studies. And which is what I recently prayed to God about. I told God that I want to hear lot and lot of testimonies about how students got back on their feet to study and have faith to score well and glorify You. And today, my neighbour shared abit to me. But somehow, I feel I have not heard enough. And she told me that her friends used to test her by asking, "How come that person is christian and yet dont behave well and he/she called he/she's a christian?!!" Then she said, "Yah, but well he/she's not a born-again Christian." And do you know what she mean??! She mean that most people called themselves a christian and yet they are those 2 faced people in church and outside church, and born-again christian are those who have integrity, put God first in everything etc... And how many people can call themselves a born-again christian??!! And she said," No much people will say that." But she claimed herself as a born-again christian. I was like WOW. You know what??!! She used to earn alot of money when she sell insurance and she really sell it very well etc.. But she said she feel that after doing that job she dont have much time for God and decided to quit the job and go into teaching students and she's really did a great job in her teachings and most of her students are now having a master degree etc.. That's so cool. Wow. Till now I dont know what's her name. Haha. Nevermind. The next time, I see her then I will ask her.

*Arghhh* Today's my exam papers are so difficult!!!!!!!!! I got no faith for my papers liao...!!!!! and recently my hair has been dropping!!!! when i wake up in the morning and i looked at my pillow then is like super alot of my hair lahhh.... Arghh.. I need BEIJING 101!!!! kidding. im so scared but dont know why.. first time really feel so scared... er... actually not really first time lah.. this is the second time coz the first time was my primary 6 PSLE. I hope everything gonna be alright...

Hahaha.. Just now when I was on my way home. I helped an old lady to carry her heavy stuffs across the road to her block which is also my block la.. lol. I feel so happy right now!! lalala...

ArgHHHhhhhhhhhhhHHH!!!!!!!! EXAMS IS AROUND THE CORNER!!!!!!!!! Im so nErvOusSss and STRESSSSSSSSSssss............ Sob Sob... Im scare too.. OH man... Im gonna cry!!!!!! And probably I will not update my blog so often already... Im really really very very scare, nervous and stress... Coz I gonna need to study like crRRrazyyyyyy......... Im going nuts about it...

woah.. my birthday has juz passed. And the day before my birthday, I was super down. Juz some things had happened at home and I stayed up the whole day and think. But somehow I fell asleep at 5am and woke up at 6am to go to school. Though now I kinda tired, but couldnt get on to bed. And yes, this year my parents finally celebrated my birthday for me but I dont feel happy and make me think alot of things that are in the past. I wanna be strong, but somehow there's alot of missing pieces of a broken heart that I wanna find and to fix it back but I cant find it. I grew up so much.. But yet, so many things are still keeping me in the dark and recently I got to know some of it. And now I really understand why my mum left so many scars in my heart and my memories during my childhood days. I think I really completely forgive her in my heart. I dont blame her for alot of things now.

Ha. These are the presents that I have received from my cellmates and cell leader. I really wanna thank you guys for all the love and the effort that you all put in. Especially Chenxi and Weiling, you girls did a great job for the video clip. I really love it. And one of the presents in there is from my dad. Guess which one. Lol. And anyway that green t-shirt you guyz gave, is the first colour I got in my cupboard now. I always wanted to buy green t-shirt but ended up buying some other colours. lol.


See?!! The green t-shirt is in there. Lol. Mmm.. Got alot of clothings in there, right??? Ha. But some of the clothings doesnt belong to mine and some are my collections. lol. Let me count.. 12 doesnt belong to mine, 14 are my collections, 23 are mine(including school uniform, P.E. attire etc..) and some of them I dont really wear it already. Im thinking to give it to the charity.

my birthday cake. see?? now my dad also called me JoJo. so weird loh.








Sigh. Somehow Im not very happy today. I almost cried when I cut the cake but I told myself to be strong. Not coz I feel touched loh. But just somehow I feel something is missing inside my heart. And finally after 9 yrs, my family celebrated it for me again. But.....

These are the gifts that I received today(and one of them is from my dad.) And I really wanna thank all my cellmates and cell leader here. I love you guyz for what you have done and all the effort you guyz put in. Ha. Chenxi and Weiling, I super love the video clip that you girls did. Awesome! Ha. And guyz made my day. Anyway the green t-shirt is my very first colour that I have. Coz what I have at home are Black, White, Red, Maroon, Brown, Orange, Navy Blue, Blue, Grey. lolx.




See??! Never bluff you right?? Lol. Mm.. Anyway some clothings are not mine. And some clothings are my collections. I know is kinda dumb, but I like.. Lol. But after all, I think I got alot of clothings in my cupboard. lol

JoJo won 1st in shot put in 2006. woohoo. sorry arh.. too bored le..












And all these are my Primary school to Secondary School trophies. I think I still got few more but I cant seem to find it. Probably my mum threw it away. oops. =X lol.

*ScrEaMmm*
My mummy bought me this book.
Im super happy loh. Ha.









Me and Brenda (gan-mummy). lolx The super duper active girl that who love to tell lame jokes. Buey tahan her sia. Oops =X Kidding. Chilled out!!









This is me and ah-yuan(Yi Yuan). lolx. I missed the outing. Do you, ah-yuan?? haha.

Mm.. I went to polyclinic this morning for my 1st appointment. Wow. It's a very tiring thing to wait for so long. The doctors there are super duper slow. I waited for 1 hr and 30 mins. And it was the different doctor that I see 2 week ago. This doctor got real big attitude problem, coz when she ask me questions and then she like not happy with me loh. I told her the painkiller that the previous doctor gave me is not effective then she said, "Of cuz la.. painkiller is juz nothing. And the problem is you, is juz a muscle-ache thing and which will make you feel pain." (-_-) I feel whacking her up man. Oops. =X Then my mum asked her whether can my daughter(me) go for X-ray then she said, "Can, but nothing is going to scan any problem out(in chinese) Coz is juz a muscle-ache and come back and see me in 2 week times." I was like, "What? Another 2 week?! That's long, man." Then after that I went out of the room, still trying to put a smile on my face and then my mum started to complain to me abt that doctor's attitude and then my mum also feel like slapping her on the face and she told me that, if you got a chance to be doctor, dont be that kind of doctor. Coz nobody will like it. Ha. Then I agreed with her. And after that, I went to the X-ray room to do some X-ray. Ha. It so cool. And this is my first time doing X-ray scanning. And then the nurse is so friendly and then she also brighten my day. And she called me to come back on this coming monday to see the result, then I told her but the doctor called me to come back in 2 week time then she said no need, just come back on monday, it easier and faster. Hee. I felt so happy after leaving that X-ray room. lolx.

Hey yo.. Wow. So long havent been posting my blog. Hahaha. Coz recently I seldom use the computer coz my brother and dad are using for their work. Haha.. You know what?? Mm.. Today my school celebrate Good Friday etc.. And they also encourage all the christians to go to chapel and get together and have Holy Communion. So me, Weiling, Yiyuan and Chenxi as r.n. members went to the chapel to have a look etc.. Mmm.. Is was quite good but is quite a long thingy. And I teared. Haha. Coz it really remind me of Jesus paid so much to die for our sins 2000 yrs ago. And all the tortures thingy He went through touches my heart again and I teared. I love JESUS forever. And I cant wait for Good Friday now. Woohoo. Coz God bought some of my churchmates' and me to heaven in spirit. Yeah! And I wonder what's going to be like for this year.


look at this.. this a huge moth. it was at my classroon outside last tuesday.

Today I didnt go to school, coz of my backbone and now is doubly killing me again. *Argh* sob sob. I think it must be the shot put and high jump or probably I worked out too much of my strength. But anyway I never join high jump, is just I go there and practise for fun. Oh man. Then today, this morning I woke up and when I stepped down from my bed and I can't stand straight properly. I went to tell my dad about it and he called me not to go to school. And now Im sitting in front of my computer, I still got to sit a way that my back is not hurting me. *Grr* Fed up. Sit on floor, on the chair and even sleeping in bed also got problem now. Sigh. Hopefully my back will recover soon. Next week, Im going back to polyclinic to have another appointment with the doctor. I already see two doctors and the two doctors said the same thing and given me the same medicine. Which is one of them is painkiller and it DOESNT HELP LAH... Alamak. Sian. Cant tahan it anymore. If not, I will want to go to hospital and do X-ray. Dont care anymore!! If not is going to take even longer to get heal.

Woohoo!! Today is sport heat again. haha. Once again I won shot put for the year of 2006!!!!! Whee!!! So proud of myself. lol. haha. But..... This year, I... I.... I.... didnt break my last year record. sob sob.. wahh.. This year is 7.39M and last year was 8.02M. How can this be??? oh man.. haha. But Im kinda still happy. lalala.. hee.. wah.. This year is the most funniest shot put competition I ever had. lol. Coz before we start throwing our ball then got one teacher demonstrated for us. Then he.... Alamak. So funny. Not trying to make fun of him here.. Im not that bad. I wont name names here. Firstly he is so fierce, then when he trying to demo that time, he kept calling people to step back more, so that he wont throw at us. Ok. Then i can understand that. So after that we, the participants start to throw then he kept standing at the inside field area that we are throwing at. Then is like super freaky arh.. Coz you also scare that you might hit him or something, right? Then ok arh, no much people throw till so far. Lucky man. Then when is my turn, then my heart started to pump so fast coz I really scared that I might hit him if he really going to be at the same place at the field area. Then that was my very first throw (luckily is juz the free trial throw. so not really counted as first throw yet. pai seh ) is really not so far, coz of that fear which is inside me.. Aiya. Wasted it, man. Maybe my first trial will be also "super duper" far. Muahahaha.. lolx. Haha. When my name was called to throw for my first throw and I went for it, and then I told the teacher to move abit more away then he said, "You dont have to worry. Just throw!!" And I was like oh man!! And then I threw the ball and it landed on the ground and is the distance is.......7.06M!!!! And that teacher said, "Hm. Good." And the ball was quite NEAR him loh.. Lucky him. Hahaha.. Then my second throw, that teacher still stand at the same spot again. OH NO!!! ALAMAK!!! And I said, "TEACHER, can you excuse me for awhile? Could you juz stand further abit more!" And he said, "Im moving la!! I will call you to throw when you are suppose to!"(coz my first throw kinda make him think twice so he move himself away.) Oops. =X haha..!! Finally. Haha. And then he juz move abit hor!!!!!!! haha... ok. I threw it and then guess what??!! Is 7.38M!!!!! Haha. Then he still said the same sentence again. Which is the "Hm. Good." hee. so cute arh.. Then now he also sooo bad loh... I felt so hurt for the rest of the participants coz he said, "For those who never surpass her(which is me) distance then I will not take your record down." Arghh.. Why did he said that??!! Then I start to feel that all the participants are kinda not happy with me sia.. Sigh.. Finally is the last throw of the day but then..... I didnt do quite well for the third throw(coz I never surpass my own record) then he dont wanna record it down. sian.. -_-". Hahaha..

Anyway I continuously won shot put since I was primary 4, 5, 6, secondary 2,3,4. Muahahaha.. (I went into nation before when I was pri 4 but I was out soon coz got so many more are even bigger size and much stronger than me at that time. oh man. ha.) Anyway I didnt win during for my sec 1 is coz of my teacher la.. Coz he never give my class the sign up form to participate. Grrr... Lalalala.. Forget abt it!! ha. I going back to my primary school one of the days to tell my group house teacher. Hahaha. Coz I was once the group house captain when I was primary 6. Haha. I regretted for not doing my best as a leader when I was pri 6. But I did made my teachers proud. Hahah..

Mmm.. This month is April already. Wow.. Times really flies. My birthday is also coming. But this year, Im kinda starting to love my birthday more (probably must be God who trying to change my mindset abt it. Thks, God! ) but still got abit of things that I still cant forget in the past. Sometime I will choose to forget my birthday no matter what coz I dont wanna remember the past years birthday that I had before which hurted me sooo muchhh.... I dont want to say too much details over there about why I hate my birthday. Is so kinda tiring when I talk about it and I also dont know why I will also feel that way. Is like got so much pain and hurt inside me that I cant forget. I tried at times but still cant. Hopefully this year, my birthday gonna be great and awesome. I want a good one this year, so that it can replace all the 10 years of bad birthday that I had. 10 years out of 15 years of my life of bithday that I never been happy. Still waiting for good one. And I know probably some people out there are happy and some may be sad when they come to their birthday. I dont know about you guyz. But you wanna share with me?? or just tell God. Haha. But last year, I did experience some thing that you guyz may not experience in life. But that's quite freaking but I did kinda enjoyed myself. Probably God wanna test me that time. hee. =)

haha. that 's my dad. he's just trying to be "devil". lol. abit childish sia. Oops. =X