I'm moving onto Tumblr! Seem fun!

http://iarejoann.tumblr.com/

Cheers!

After watching so many episodes of "Undercover Boss" and I'm so inspired. I watched all these employees working so so hard just for their kids. The crazy amount of school fee that they have to pay, the bills, houses got destroyed, spouses lost their jobs, single parent etc.. And they still never fail to say, "My children mean the world to me." I'm just so touched. Somehow it hurts so bad at the same time because they have to go thru all these and these employees had been brought up in bad parenting or bad marriages etc but their hearts are just amazing. They didn't just stop there, they fight for their dreams, their kids, their lives. I just can't stop thinking about it.

Whether am I getting married or not to have kids, not married and adopt.. I wish one day, just one day that I will be able to say, "My children mean the whole world to me and I love them very much."

Don't lie and say that it's ok.

It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.

So I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.

It's too late for you to make me stay.

No, I won't stay.

So I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.

And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving

Yeah I'm leaving today.

And I, I'll never let you find me.

I'm leaving you behind with the past

No, I won't look back.

And I don't want to hear your reasons.

Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me

And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay

I, I'm moving on from this place

I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

I AM GOING TO GET NEW TATTOO ON THIS WEDNESDAY! :D

My officially goals for the next 6 months are:

1) Powered pleasure craft driving license

2) Kayaking 1 star Personal Skill Award

And now the bloody shitty webby is not working and I can't sign these courses up. :(

Anyone wanna join me?

And maybe also open water diving course but a bit pricey for me now... Cos ain't gonna work till next year! FOCUSING on FYP & Portfolio!

Our 4th year celebrating our birthday together!!!!!

This year is LUGE RIDEEEEEE!!!!!!!! WHHHHHHEEEEEEEE~

This is my 2nd time going for the Luge Ride and 1st time for Jiejie. Very fun! She likes it and so do I! :) Simple celebrating every year, make us feel so satisfied. :)

Hmmm... I am 21 years old now, am still trying to accept it. HA! I just felt suddenly everyone is getting older and older day by day. I have been thinking a lot for my future. There are so many things that I want to do. Right now.. I'm feeling as if I'm a kid who always want to be this and that. I remember when I was young, my dream is always wanting to be a doctor; to save lives. Time go by, I want to be Neurologist, after that it was Cardiologist and soon it was Optometrist.

Back in my upper primary school days, I did badly in school. My parents never encouraged me but all they did was caning, scolding & comparing my results with their friends' children's results- how excellent their friends' children did. All I recalled is they kept saying I won't be a doctor if don't get good results, all I can do is to sweep the road and wash dishes.

When I come to sec 1, I realized I've stop dreaming big dreams. All I want is to do nothing. Times go by, I knew this group of youth group, they spent a lot of time knowing us and reached out to me and my friends. I was touched by their sincere love and followed one of them to church and soon, I became Christian. These people there taught me a lot of things- Leadership, Discipline, Photoshop, Musical Instruments, Organize Camp/Outing etc. All these combined together sparked me up. The dreams start to grow in me, my dreams changed; I want to do job that will drain me up- organize events, do design and etc. I guess I'm still grateful to them although I've left church now (due to some "politics"). I'm sorry that if I happened to bad mouthed here. I have no other better word to replaced but would say because of "politics". Or probably I'm just grew tired; No longer wanna follow what others want/need me to do. In Christian term- I guess everyone will say "Pride". :/ Well... Yeah.

Again... Back to my current dreams, I have so many dreams right now. I cannot seem to get my heart and mind to settle down and start what I need to do now. Why is this so weird. Happily dreaming and now feeling troubled too? :( Am I not suppose to feel more secured that I have big dreams? Certainly I know what I want but I have no one to follow, I'm so scare to fall. I fear too much. I know time is not going to stop for me, I may or may not fulfill my dreams. But right now, all I want to focus on is my final year at ITE. School is kinda pressuring my class for every assignments & ideas for final year project. So I would saying I'm grabbing every opportunity whenever I can play or rest till "doom" day is here.

Cheers to my world & my dreams! Let's work hard for everything. Love myself. :)

My 21st Birthday Parttttyyy!!

Only invited my loved ones to attend this party of mine. :)

My main motive is to bring all my loved ones together- Get to know each other and let them know that I love them very much. :)

Polaroid BABY~

A Collaboration of Photo at the event.

I have received one of the best birthday presents ever! Everyone of them seem to know what I likes & want!!!!! XOXO! Thank you everybody!

1) Ben Lee- The Script Concert Ticket & Sing- Ma-Jings Bear

2) Zhang Xiaoli- Nixon Watch & Handmade Coin Pouch

3) Vinnie, Viona, Li Ying- Nike (Customised) T-Shirt, Hoodie & SBSP Helium Balloon

4) Aiky & Andrea - Handmade COOKIESSSS & Ang Bao

5) Sunni, Irene- 500GB Hard Disk with a Pouch Case, iPhone 4 case & Birthday Card

6) Gen, Justin- SBSP Light Watch, Ang Bao, Birthday Sunglass & Paper Weight.

7) Tessa- Cake & Panda stressball keychain

8) Sam & Esaint- Red iPhone 4 Case!

9) Angel & Jean- DCSHOECO CAP

10) Claire- DIY Birthday Card

11) Sufian- Birthday Cake

12) Semmy- Ang Bao

And lastly until now I don't know who pay for the Ben & Jerry Ice Cream Birthday Cake!! Whoever you are.... XIE XIE NI! I think XL & Branden lah! Cos two of disappeared for so damn long lah!!!!! XOXO!

And a little sad that some of my loved ones cannot make it but is ok... You guys try to find other time to spend time with me again, k? :D

FAR EAST MOVEMENT!!!!!!!!

HERE I COMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Having my 6 weeks school holidays now!!!

I've been having fun, busy and tired!!! Too much things going on in my life right now!!! Too much to share & to selfish to share! LOL!

And one more thing... One of my classmate and I created this stop motion animation for a local total defence competition. He is the animator, Im the editor foreverything that you can think of but an animator! LOL! So here's the link... ENJOY~

:) I've been very very busy with school assignments. I guess I never stop saying this whenever I'm back posting something on my bloggy. Well... Having tons of deadlines to meet is not easy but I guess I'm enjoying getting busy. It's better than doing nothing in my life. I have my tough times but recently I'm doing much better. My family seem to be doing well too, am glad about it because I have lesser thing to care about. :)

I have a video to share. A School Project: Lifeskill- Caring for the Little Animals. (Inspired by The Noose, Channel 5, Mediacorp) So my group came up with the idea of acting, instead of the old & boring presentation way. ENJOY~

My dad kinda apologised to me and now I can drive once again! But now I really cut down on driving. Ehhh.. Probably just wanting to let my brother drive more than I do since he's two weeks old driver.

Am in school now, finally completed my animatic. :) Two more assignments(group work) & 1 mock test to go after CNY :(

This year is really unlucky for me. :( Am tired of being unlucky, hope everything will be good asap. And also recently my parents suddenly treat me very well. Feeling delighted & weird too cos it's kinda way too nice. I guess is all good then! :)

Sometimes I really really envy some families. :(

Spend good quality & Always go overseas are something that I always wanted since young. Never happened. Good quality wise.. Yea~ Not so bad. Overseasssssssssssss~ :( Sigh.

I've been quite busy lately.

Busy working during my school holidays and also managed to take 4 days off to play! And I played non-stop till I lost my voice due to... Not enough rest. I've been hanging out with Bestie & her bf, Narayan.. AKA NANA! Lol. We went fishing & prawning for hours and hours. We also went to have breakfast at Burger King! GOOD SHITTTT!!!

So many things happened these passed few weeks. UPsss & DOWNsss! And yesterday, I just had a car accident. :( All thanks to the bangladesh man. I'm glad that I'm alright; no injuries or anything. Well... Whose fault? Standard Road Rule: I LOST!! & Also I didn't check my blindspot (Was at a parallel parking lot) and my dad was guiding me from outside then had that mindset that everything is clear. Well.... If not, I would have win. And he also drove damn fast lah! BANG me already then come down and gan me and I asked him why he drove so fast then he said he drive damnnnnn slowwww.. -.- If slow, he could have stop in time. AND I SIGNAL RIGHT FOR DAMN F***ING LONG LAH!!! AIYA! Now my dad banned me from driving for a year. :( Well... Actually I'm fine- not driving. Just take it as I need a long break. What I'm upset is about the impact (BANG) that I had which I can't forget and I have to compensate the losses. :( Doubly sad for me cos here goes my savings. :(

-NEED A FRESH START BUTTON-

THIS YEAR GONNA BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ME!!! :D

ME, TODAY.....

HAD A GREAT FUN PLAYING PING PONG WITH

SIM SIAN AIK & HIS MUM!!!

LOVELY~

I am who I am because of where I have been brought up.

Sometimes I admired some of my friends' parents. They really have amazing Parents. :) But is it good or bad? Are they spoiling their children? I'm wondering.. What's the best for your kids? What should Parents do to make their kids grow up to have good character, good attitude and good personality?

I guess is all about individual choice to be made. My life has just begin, what about you?

LOVE = HATE

如果有爱，将有仇恨

I choose not to rely on my parents.

Everything is such a bullshit!