Im having very bad migraine now.. God, please heal me. Take away all my sickness now.













Oh yeah! Last night, I completed writing all the encouragement cards. I finished 156 cards. Oh man. I think I missed out some leh.. D-I-E!! But I give Lollipop first. Total I used 12 hours to complete it. Ultimate tiring but worth it. To give my love to everyone and let everyone know that I care to a certain extent. I love you guys. Lol.



Today, I woke up at 5.40am. I dont know whether is it God who woke me up and give me extra energy even though I only slept for 2 hrs (due to wanting to complete the card, I finished at 3am. Im really tired.) I did planned something in my mind, thinking to do something to cheer Pamela up because I was on the phone with her last night. We didnt talked for very long. She told me about her struggle etc.. God spoke to her about taking her class for Him etc. I know is kinda crazy to the world. But because she have problem loving her classmates etc as cos they are quite mean to a certain extent. She feel difficult to love people now. I dont know how to encourage her but I tried my best. So before I go to bed, I prayed to God about Pamela's problem and help her etc.. And God told me to write encouraging words on the postcard and so I did. After that, I went on to bed and also thinking to plan to make a trip down to PHS and pass her the card..

So this morning at 5.40am, I woke up (without alarm clock). Before I opened my eyes, I saw myself hugging Pam and encouraging her. I dont know it is God who is trying to tell me something but I believed that it is. So I woke up, full of energy and suddenly something popped up in my mind when I was praying in tongues. And it is to write another card and attached a candy bar and to show her that God can fill up the sweetness and love when she eat the candy. So I got down to PHS, waited her to come and pass her the postcard. I asked her whether she got feel touched anot leh. Then she said no and she's too shocked to see me... Er.. Ok. So sad.. Sob sob. I think she's not awake la. That why. Lol. I see her to school and I go off too...

BUT...... At this moment!!!! Dan Dan (Aiky) smsed me!! Hahaha. Jio me go for breakfast siol!!! Hahaha. He watched SOCCER last night that why.. So I accompanied him and after I went back home to rest for awhile and go to school with my LOLLIPOPS!! So happy!!

To Pam:
Dont worry, k? You can do all things through Christ who strengthen you. Dont give up and give in to the devil. he is just trying to stop you from doing greater things for God. You got Daddy's power and strength. Impossible is nothing! You can do the extraordinary things for God and HISTORY will be remembered. You got your story to tell the world and glorify God. I will be waiting for your testimony. You will touch many lives. Have Faith! Believe for the unseen things. Tell Daddy that you want to know what is faith. Im sure that He will answer your prayer. I will be praying for you. I love you and God loves you too!

WHAHAHAAHAHA!!! I want to say something which is ultimate bo liao!!! got a mosquito bite last friday!!! Why would I want to blog it cos I havent got any mosquito bite for coming 2 years.. Hohohohoh...!! I know is like, "How can this be? You must be kidding!" Er. Oh well.. My house dont have mosquito!! TOA PAYOH LORONG 7 ROCKS!! Hahaha. Whatever la...

Oh man.. I have been very sick recently. Im having very bad gastric pain. Like for a week already. I seen a doctor, took my medicine but the pain kept coming back and forth!! What can I do? Only to laugh my head off when the pain is here!! Oh man. I really hate this pain! I dont have appetite for food at times. I take very light meals now. I already trying my best to eat le. But............ Oh man!!! Can somebody tell me what to do?

Im on my track with God now.. I know at times is not going to be easy but Im willing to give my best. I want to run for God again. I will change. I need time but I will continue and persevere to go on. Im praying with my genuine heart: praying with love, praying for my family and my friends. I want to love God and fear Him too.

I want to see my best friend, Pamela, to run for God, to be a leader in Heart of God Church. I'll pray for her everyday. We will be like Jonathan and David in the bible. We will love one another. We will sacrifice together. We will seek God together. We will pray on the phone together before we go to bed. I believe that trials and testing will be along the way but we will fight. We inspire and motivate one another. We will love others. We want to touch lives. We will share cool testimonies. All these because........... WE WANT TO LOVE GOD!! Even if we fail, we will try again!

Well. This is just some random post. Actually is to be able I remember and understand better of my love language and a fren of mine that I want to cherish- Pamela. You can take the test too! Go online and search for it!

We're actually bi-lingual in our love language. So we have 2 primary love language and 1 secondary love language. Love language is all about understanding ourselves and one another too. For like improving the Common Denominator in all our relationships. Jesus taught an important lesson about relationships. Essentially, what He said is that if any of us tries to improve a relationship by getting the other person to change (working hard to get the speck out of the other person’s eye), energies are being expended in the wrong direction. The place to begin is with our own failures (the plank or beam in one’s own eye).

Pam's love language
Primary- Quality Time & Physical Touch
Secondary- Receiving Gift

My love language
Primary- Words of Affirmation & Quality Time
Seconday- Acts of Service

Pls let me know yours, if you're going to take the test. So that I can know you better. Thank you.

I LOVE SIA MEI YI PAMELA!!!

Hahhahaha.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE!
I have tons of things to say to you..

10 things that I want to thank you for.....

1) Being there for me when I needed someone especially those days (Do you still remember?)

2) Your words of encouragement is a strength for me to go on.

3) Your love for me is AWESOME!

4) Your Family Members: Dad, Mum, Sis, Mama, Gong-Gong, all your Aunties and Uncles for loving me to a certain extent. They are the best!! Especially Mama! I love her as much as you do just like how I love my own grandma.

5) You're a gift person. I mean you love giving gifts. Hands down to you man!! I cant beat you loh. You give me gifts more than I do. Lol. (What a failure siol!! fainted.)

6) Teaching me how to play piano. (At times, you really got no patience. But it ok, you're forgiven now. lol.)

7) Teaching some hands crafts stuffs and maths problems when I needed help. (Er.. We havent study for a long time leh. We always turn out to go shopping and watch movies. I sian with it liao. STUDY TIME!!! You ready? Study with Uncle Nat too, K? Lol.)

8) Correcting my english at times when I didnt pronounce my vocabulary probably. (If though at times, you have no patience = attitude to me loh. lol. =X)

9) Bearing my xiao hai zi bi qi at times. (Sorry. At times, I dont know why I cant control and recognise emotions. But to ignore you for no reason. Very bad hor. I think Im the worse among your horrible friends. Ha. Kidding!! =X)

10) Used to treat me meals whenever I have no cash. (But now I got work, WO YOU DE SHI $$, WO QING NI. K?)

ALL I WANT TO SAY IS....

THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

I APPRECIATED YOUR LOVE, CONCERN AND CARE!

MOI LURVE YOU DIP DIP 1314!!

Is you that I realised that I never did appreciated anybody in my life. Thru you, I see the most selfish side of me of not loving others. I take things for granted. You scolded me about it and I couldnt understand about it. I prayed just now. I told God that I want to learn how to appreciate others in my life. So I post this post because this idea popped up to me- Is to thank you as I was praying to God. And so, I want to let you and others know that I want to make a difference today! ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH!! LOVE YA!!