I'm moving onto Tumblr! Seem fun!

http://iarejoann.tumblr.com/

Cheers!

After watching so many episodes of "Undercover Boss" and I'm so inspired. I watched all these employees working so so hard just for their kids. The crazy amount of school fee that they have to pay, the bills, houses got destroyed, spouses lost their jobs, single parent etc.. And they still never fail to say, "My children mean the world to me." I'm just so touched. Somehow it hurts so bad at the same time because they have to go thru all these and these employees had been brought up in bad parenting or bad marriages etc but their hearts are just amazing. They didn't just stop there, they fight for their dreams, their kids, their lives. I just can't stop thinking about it.

Whether am I getting married or not to have kids, not married and adopt.. I wish one day, just one day that I will be able to say, "My children mean the whole world to me and I love them very much."

Don't lie and say that it's ok.

It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.

So I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.

It's too late for you to make me stay.

No, I won't stay.

So I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.

And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving

Yeah I'm leaving today.

And I, I'll never let you find me.

I'm leaving you behind with the past

No, I won't look back.

And I don't want to hear your reasons.

Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me

And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay

I, I'm moving on from this place

I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

I AM GOING TO GET NEW TATTOO ON THIS WEDNESDAY! :D

My officially goals for the next 6 months are:

1) Powered pleasure craft driving license

2) Kayaking 1 star Personal Skill Award

And now the bloody shitty webby is not working and I can't sign these courses up. :(

Anyone wanna join me?

And maybe also open water diving course but a bit pricey for me now... Cos ain't gonna work till next year! FOCUSING on FYP & Portfolio!

Our 4th year celebrating our birthday together!!!!!

This year is LUGE RIDEEEEEE!!!!!!!! WHHHHHHEEEEEEEE~

This is my 2nd time going for the Luge Ride and 1st time for Jiejie. Very fun! She likes it and so do I! :) Simple celebrating every year, make us feel so satisfied. :)

Hmmm... I am 21 years old now, am still trying to accept it. HA! I just felt suddenly everyone is getting older and older day by day. I have been thinking a lot for my future. There are so many things that I want to do. Right now.. I'm feeling as if I'm a kid who always want to be this and that. I remember when I was young, my dream is always wanting to be a doctor; to save lives. Time go by, I want to be Neurologist, after that it was Cardiologist and soon it was Optometrist.

Back in my upper primary school days, I did badly in school. My parents never encouraged me but all they did was caning, scolding & comparing my results with their friends' children's results- how excellent their friends' children did. All I recalled is they kept saying I won't be a doctor if don't get good results, all I can do is to sweep the road and wash dishes.

When I come to sec 1, I realized I've stop dreaming big dreams. All I want is to do nothing. Times go by, I knew this group of youth group, they spent a lot of time knowing us and reached out to me and my friends. I was touched by their sincere love and followed one of them to church and soon, I became Christian. These people there taught me a lot of things- Leadership, Discipline, Photoshop, Musical Instruments, Organize Camp/Outing etc. All these combined together sparked me up. The dreams start to grow in me, my dreams changed; I want to do job that will drain me up- organize events, do design and etc. I guess I'm still grateful to them although I've left church now (due to some "politics"). I'm sorry that if I happened to bad mouthed here. I have no other better word to replaced but would say because of "politics". Or probably I'm just grew tired; No longer wanna follow what others want/need me to do. In Christian term- I guess everyone will say "Pride". :/ Well... Yeah.

Again... Back to my current dreams, I have so many dreams right now. I cannot seem to get my heart and mind to settle down and start what I need to do now. Why is this so weird. Happily dreaming and now feeling troubled too? :( Am I not suppose to feel more secured that I have big dreams? Certainly I know what I want but I have no one to follow, I'm so scare to fall. I fear too much. I know time is not going to stop for me, I may or may not fulfill my dreams. But right now, all I want to focus on is my final year at ITE. School is kinda pressuring my class for every assignments & ideas for final year project. So I would saying I'm grabbing every opportunity whenever I can play or rest till "doom" day is here.

Cheers to my world & my dreams! Let's work hard for everything. Love myself. :)

My 21st Birthday Parttttyyy!!

Only invited my loved ones to attend this party of mine. :)

My main motive is to bring all my loved ones together- Get to know each other and let them know that I love them very much. :)

Polaroid BABY~

A Collaboration of Photo at the event.

I have received one of the best birthday presents ever! Everyone of them seem to know what I likes & want!!!!! XOXO! Thank you everybody!

1) Ben Lee- The Script Concert Ticket & Sing- Ma-Jings Bear

2) Zhang Xiaoli- Nixon Watch & Handmade Coin Pouch

3) Vinnie, Viona, Li Ying- Nike (Customised) T-Shirt, Hoodie & SBSP Helium Balloon

4) Aiky & Andrea - Handmade COOKIESSSS & Ang Bao

5) Sunni, Irene- 500GB Hard Disk with a Pouch Case, iPhone 4 case & Birthday Card

6) Gen, Justin- SBSP Light Watch, Ang Bao, Birthday Sunglass & Paper Weight.

7) Tessa- Cake & Panda stressball keychain

8) Sam & Esaint- Red iPhone 4 Case!

9) Angel & Jean- DCSHOECO CAP

10) Claire- DIY Birthday Card

11) Sufian- Birthday Cake

12) Semmy- Ang Bao

And lastly until now I don't know who pay for the Ben & Jerry Ice Cream Birthday Cake!! Whoever you are.... XIE XIE NI! I think XL & Branden lah! Cos two of disappeared for so damn long lah!!!!! XOXO!

And a little sad that some of my loved ones cannot make it but is ok... You guys try to find other time to spend time with me again, k? :D